Ozzie's Crisis

Tsaaq: Ozzie walked off the elevator toward Jade's apartment. He took out whatever had been left over of a bottle of whiskey he had in his gym bag, quickly slurping it down then tossing it back in the bag. He leaned on the wall and attempted to compose himself then knocked loudly on the door.
Alexithymiaa: -Jade was seated at the kitchen table, finishing up whatever take out she'd ordered earlier since she was expecting Ozzie to not eat with her, much to her disappointment for some fucking reason. Hearing the loud knock, she pushed up from the table and waded across the living room, moving to the door to pull it open. "Hey."-
Tsaaq: "Hey." Ozzie greeted quickly and stepped into the apartment. Trying his damndest not to look drunk but he probably smelled of it. He looked around the living room, turning in a circle a moment then going to look at Jade. "How was your day?" He asked her.
Alexithymiaa: -She pushed the door closed behind him, giving a quick shrug as she walked across the apartment and back over toward the kitchen to collect the garbage from her dinner. "It was okay. I'm starting to learn how to read tarot cards, so that's cool. What about you?"-
Tsaaq: "Oh yeah that's somethin'" He commented. He shrugged as well. "I was in the gym alllll dayyyyy." Ozzie answered Jade. He followed behind her then glanced around the apartment again. "So we're the only ones here right now huh?" He inquired.
Alexithymiaa: -She nodded her head, dropping her garbage into the bin before turning around to look at him. "Yeah why?"-
Tsaaq: Ozzie smiled at Jade and patted her shoulder. "I've never seen your bedroom." He said. "I don't even know which one is your room." He chuckled a little.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh. This one." She grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him along behind her, heading over to her room to step up and inside, stopping in the middle of the room. "This is it."-
Tsaaq: "Aww this is cute." Ozzie said while following her inside and looking around. "Oh is that like, a devil rug thing? Wow that is-" He nodded his head and crossed his arms over his chest while his words slurring. "That's really something."
Alexithymiaa: "It's a devil's trap. You wouldn't get it." She frowned as she watched him, planting her hands on her hips. "Are you going to examine my whole room?"-
Tsaaq: He shrugged his shoulders. "I reckon I don't." Ozzie said as he glanced over at her. "No, I'm not doing all that." He replied as he stepped towards her bed. "I like this though." He said as he sat on the edge of it.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah, it's okay I guess." She walked over to follow him, standing beside the bed. "We can play games if you want."-
Tsaaq: "Like..." Ozzie trailed off and blinked a few times. "Like football? How are we gonna play football in here? Isn't that a bad idea?" He asked her with his eyebrows furrowed.
Alexithymiaa: "Like... video games..." She eyed him for a long moment before turning and walking over to the tv in the corner, kneeling down to sort through the game boxes on the floor.-
Tsaaq: Ozzie shook his head as he stayed on the bed. "Nah that's okay." He said with a wave of his hand. "I'm not too good with those. Except for the sims. And that's only on the computer. Can we just talk or somethin'?"
Alexithymiaa: "I guess..." She trailed off and climbed to her feet, wading across the room and over to him. "Talk about what?"-
Tsaaq: He lowered his head and shrugged. "I don't know. I've been thinking about some stuff." Ozzie said quietly.
Alexithymiaa: "What kind of stuff?" She walked to sit down on the bed beside him, folding her hands in her lap.-
Tsaaq: "I've just been..." Ozzie started to say before he pouted. "Well, I think that..." He murmured drunkenly, still finding difficult to speak. "I think I'm not gay?" He expressed unsurely.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh." She blinked, staring at his face because now shes like 'maybe he likes me' but stop bitch you suck. "Why do you think that?"-
Tsaaq: He shook his head and frowned. "All my problems are like... Because I thought I was gay and like other beliefs I have. And I'm starting to think that maybe that's not who I am. That's all. Ever since Jamie just sort of left." Ozzie shrugged. "So I guess... Maybe I should just try again with girls. Maybe I'm just confused?"
Alexithymiaa: "You could be confused..." She trailed off, her mind wandering for a moment. "How did you feel with Jamie?"-
Tsaaq: "I don't even remember honestly..." Ozzie said with a frown, blinking a few times before lowering his head. "That's probably bad." He sighed. "I don't want to be sad anymore." Ozzie said, trying to fight his drunken hiccups.
Alexithymiaa: "Well then you need a reason to be happy. Maybe you can meet someone else to be happy with." She sat up straight, smiling to him.-
Tsaaq: Ozzie shook his head. "I think I'm gonna just... Maybe. I guess." He muttered, glancing down at Jade and sliding closer to her. "You've done stuff with guys before right?" Ozzie asked her.
Alexithymiaa: "What do you mean... stuff?" She tipped her head up, glancing into his face.-
Tsaaq: "Like, you've gone down on a guy before. Right?" Ozzie asked her with a casual shrug. "The usual stuff. Not really like sex but the other stuff probably right?" He continued to ask.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh. Yeah. Of course." She scoffed like she was insulted he even had to ask despite the fact that she was a lying sack of shit. "Why?"-
Tsaaq: ((Biiiitch.))
Tsaaq: Ozzie smirked a little bit then sheepishly looked down. "I don't know..." He murmured drunkenly. "I figured you have. Lookin' all pretty all the time." He sighed. "I mean it's been a while, you're gonna think I'm stupid for even asking but... It's been like, a really really long time since I've done like anything." Ozzie rambled.
Alexithymiaa: "Okay..." She tipped her head to one side, not catching on. "And?"-
Tsaaq: He sighed a little as his eyes widened. He stared into Jade's face. "You wanna... You know?" Ozzie asked her with a smirk creeping onto his lips.
Alexithymiaa: "What?" She blinked, starting to realize where he was going with this. "But you're with Jamie...."-
Tsaaq: "Yeah... But like, I'm not gay. And he left me so who cares right?" Ozzie said quickly.
Alexithymiaa: "Did he really leave you though? I thought he went home for the summer..."-
Tsaaq: Ozzie frowned. "Well he didn't tell me that." He said. "And it doesn't matter anyways, because I'm not gay." He began to sound frustrated. "So are we or not?" Ozzie asked her curtly.
Alexithymiaa: "Well... no. Jamie is my friend too." She slipped off the bed, turning aorund to face him. "I wouldn't do that unless you guys were official."-
Tsaaq: "Ugh." Ozzie got off the bed and walked past her. "Whatever." He muttered as he went for the dorm. "I'll talk to you whenever." He said begrudgingly, leaning on the wall in inebriation before he pulled it open.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh... okay...." She let her hands drop to her sides, her shoulder slumping as she just watched him.-
Tsaaq: "Like honestly. I've looked in the mirror. I'm not gonna beg you to blow me. That's dumb, like, I'm dumb but I'm not that dumb." He ranted drunkenly as he walked out of her bedroom. "I just thought maybe if it was with you and we're close that I wouldn't feel crappy about it afterwards."
Alexithymiaa: "That doesnt even make any sense. What makes you think I would want to do that with you anyway?" She followed him to her bedroom door, standing in the doorway.-
Tsaaq: Ozzie turned around and glared at Jade. "Wow Jade. Thanks. That makes me feel so good." He sighed. "You don't even want to do stuff with me anyways. Great. That makes me feel awfully wanted." He murmured as he kept walking.
Alexithymiaa: "You're my friend, not my boyfriend." She retorted, crossing her arms over her chest. "Whatever."-
Tsaaq: "We're not friends. A real friend would give a shit about me." Ozzie said shaking his head. "Like, honestly can you say that you care about anybody else's feelings besides your own? Can you? Cause if the answer is no? You're no one's friend."
Alexithymiaa: "I don't care about you because I didn't want to blow you?" She gawked at him, her mouth basically hanging open. Stick it in, ozzie.-
Tsaaq: "Yes!" Ozzie shouted. "Like I'm going through stuff I want to be close to you and you're being an asshole!"
Alexithymiaa: "Okay Ozzie." She rolled her eyes, turning back into her room and closing the door because she was done with his shit.-
Tsaaq: He scoffed and went back towards the front door. "We're not friends. You don't have friends because you're a stuck up bitch and nobody likes you." Ozzie called out before slamming the door and stumbling down the hallway.