philsophy

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I don't shy away
it's a common mistake.
Inside my brain it's like
overcrowded like a moshpit.
Any day now, might flip out
into a sudden personailty split.
So I drop this.. devil my accomplice.
Bomb it in a fit of rage.
I'm ll over the place.
Thoughts and feelings expressed
like a fucking hand grenade
in typical explosive fashion.
For fiends it's hard.. to ration.
Better hope that you stashed one.
Over five hundred times now
swore it was the last one.
No compassion.
One of my philosophies.. stay away from gossiping.
When rumours start blossoming
it's easy to get lost up in.
Peoples opinions they recruiting
devils adovactes, dominions.
Born Hellspawn to the devil drawn..
like gravity, pulling me in.
It's eatin' at me, over time..
like sugar decayed teeth, cavities.

Is it a travesty what happend to me?
So comfortable with nothing
at all but insanity close to me.
hot and bothered at the bottom
looking at my reflection
and yet it's the end of another empty bottle.
All about survival
Can't live on auto pilot for ever.
wrong balance of bravado


On auto pilot, spiraling.
Stuck in a tailspin.. It begins..
back against the wind
Feel my fury expressed through words and idioms.
Kingpin of disobedience
I go unoticed in the background style of chameleon.
disguised as a demon
a crossbreed mix between
an angel with broken wings.


Difference of mediums.
Know to break the law a few times
just a teeny bit.
The judge let me off, to lenient.
For fiends it's to easy
the need to keep feeding it.
Tendencies to be violent.
Only natural we flip over
a few cars and start riot.
Flee at the sound of sirens.
Still smiling but hostile inside
like a hungry lion.
Weary in uncharted territory, deep waters.
If you come in my backyard intruders get slaughtered.

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