Log started: Wed, 11 May 2011 23:41:45 Pacific Standard Time
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(07:41:46) <@BanHammer> [SOULSH1FTER] “I am the punishment of God...If you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you.”
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Log started: Thu, 12 May 2011 04:16:54 Pacific Standard Time
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(12:16:55) <@BanHammer> [SOULSH1FTER] “I am the punishment of God...If you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you.”
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(15:01:17) <Magic45OOO> yuii
(15:01:48) <@WF_SOUL> hi huni
(15:01:50) <@WF_SOUL> one sec
(15:02:04) <Magic45OOO> ilyy
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(15:05:49) <@WF_SOUL> magic click on those channels
(15:06:26) <@J0ker> WF_SOUL
(15:06:29) <@J0ker> what r u up too
(15:06:36) <@WF_SOUL> smithing and u?
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(15:06:59) <@J0ker> nothign just got home wanna do somthing?
(15:07:17) <@WF_SOUL> like
(15:07:28) <@J0ker> bandos?
(15:07:46) <@J0ker> whim isnt gonna be home for a while
(15:07:46) <@WF_SOUL> i have to wait my  rs being to laggy for that atm
(15:07:57) <@J0ker> wanna go to castle wars?
(15:07:58) <@WF_SOUL> thats why im doing lame smithing
(15:07:59) <@J0ker> lol
(15:08:06) <@J0ker> aweee poor baby
(15:08:29) <@WF_SOUL> lol
(15:08:50) <@WF_SOUL> im having boo withdrawls
(15:08:56) <@WF_SOUL> its terrible
(15:08:58) <@J0ker> lol
(15:09:04) <@J0ker> sorry cant help u there
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(15:09:11) <@J0ker> im not showing u my penis
(15:09:11) <@WF_SOUL> i know lol
(15:09:12) <@J0ker> -.-
(15:09:15) <@WF_SOUL> lmao!
(15:10:27) <@J0ker> (18:10:26) <Nika`afk> i've decided
(15:10:27) <@J0ker> (18:10:30) <J0ker> that?
(15:10:27) <@J0ker> (18:10:33) <Nika`afk> im gunna put on a fake smile
(15:10:27) <@J0ker> (18:10:37) <Nika`afk> and pretend im happy
(15:10:27) <@J0ker> (18:10:47) <Nika`afk> and im gunna stop asking ryan to actually do shit w/ me
(15:10:27) <@J0ker> (18:10:48) <J0ker> ......
(15:10:27) <@J0ker> (18:10:53) <J0ker> -.-
(15:10:36) <@J0ker> ^she wonders why i hate her boyfriend
(15:10:41) <@J0ker> >.>
(15:11:09) <@WF_SOUL> thats a bad sign
(15:11:19) <@WF_SOUL> if shes asking him to do stuff and he wont
(15:11:34) <@J0ker> its been like this for the bast 3 months
(15:11:59) <@WF_SOUL> time for her now to act like she dont give a fuck or drop him
(15:12:11) <@WF_SOUL> the latter being the best option
(15:12:24) <@J0ker> ive been tryign to get her to break up wuth him fo soooo long
(15:12:34) <@WF_SOUL> that 3 months of that same bs is past over due
(15:13:25) <@J0ker> oh and btw just gonna let u know and dont tell him i told u this but ive been tryign to get ian to ask you for for a while now
(15:13:26) <@J0ker> >.>
(15:14:22) <@WF_SOUL> 0.0
(15:15:02) <@J0ker> yes O;)
(15:15:10) <@J0ker> ^halo face
(15:15:14) <@WF_SOUL> lol
(15:15:44) <@J0ker> basically since the day we had the really long guy to guy talk
(15:15:45) <@J0ker> lol
(15:16:05) <@WF_SOUL> lol
(15:16:25) <@J0ker> i know other stuff as well but maybe ill share for another time lol
(15:16:31) <@WF_SOUL> lol
(15:16:41) <@J0ker> are you shocked at all by this
(15:16:46) <@J0ker> or u just gonna keep sayign lol
(15:16:47) <@J0ker> >.>
(15:16:52) <@WF_SOUL> yea i am tbh
(15:17:09) <@WF_SOUL> not expecting it at all
(15:17:13) <@J0ker> speechless?
(15:17:20) <@WF_SOUL> kinda yea lol
(15:17:54) <@J0ker> but yea ive been playign cupid kinda
(15:18:11) <@WF_SOUL> im still trying to get back this dick whipped part im going thru
(15:18:14) <@J0ker> but hes just thinkign atm because of the whole situation of where he is atm in life
(15:18:18) <@WF_SOUL> totally out of character for m
(15:18:18) <@WF_SOUL> e
(15:18:25) <@J0ker> dick whiped?
(15:18:36) <@WF_SOUL> well what i mean
(15:18:48) <@WF_SOUL> like when i said im going thru boo withdrawls
(15:18:52) <@WF_SOUL> that kinda thing
(15:18:55) <@WF_SOUL> like pouting
(15:18:56) <@J0ker> >.>
(15:18:59) <@WF_SOUL> cuz hes not here lol
(15:19:05) <@J0ker> cuz u miss him lol
(15:19:22) <@WF_SOUL> yea but thats so out of character for me
(15:19:29) <@WF_SOUL> and as for his goals in life
(15:19:33) <@WF_SOUL> the defo comes first
(15:20:22) <@WF_SOUL> everything up to this point has just happened
(15:20:32) <@WF_SOUL> nothing was pressured or expected
(15:20:36) <@WF_SOUL> it just happened
(15:20:45) <@J0ker> trust me
(15:20:46) <@J0ker> i know
(15:20:47) <@J0ker> lol
(15:20:49) <@WF_SOUL> thats the only way things would work
(15:22:05) <@J0ker> but yes he really does love you
(15:24:00) * @J0ker pokes WF_SOUL with a stick
(15:24:05) <@J0ker> u sstill breatheing?
(15:24:07) <@WF_SOUL> im here lol
(15:24:19) <@J0ker> wasnt sure if u went into shock
(15:25:05) <@WF_SOUL> lols
(15:25:19) <@J0ker> breathe damnit
(15:26:05) <@WF_SOUL> lol
(15:36:12) <@J0ker> yui
(15:36:16) <@J0ker> can u do me a favor
(15:36:27) <@J0ker> please try and have a girl to girl talk with nika
(15:36:41) <@J0ker> and try and get her to use her head in all this cuz she wont listen to me
(15:37:01) <@WF_SOUL> ok ill try but idk if shell open up to me tbh
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(15:39:40) <@J0ker> ok
(15:39:42) <@J0ker> nika
(15:39:44) <@J0ker> meet yui
(15:39:47) <@J0ker> yui meet nika
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(15:39:56) <+Nika`afk> i've already met her noob.
(15:39:59) <@J0ker> i know
(15:40:00) <@J0ker> not
(15:40:01) <@J0ker> now
(15:40:05) <@J0ker> get to girl talk time
(15:40:06) <@WF_SOUL> lool
(15:40:08) <@J0ker> ill leave the channel
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(15:40:25) <@WF_SOUL> lol?
(15:40:30) <+Nika`afk> not sure
(15:40:48) <+Nika`afk> he thinks i should talk to you about this crap w/ ryan cuz i wont listen to him though
(15:41:02) <@WF_SOUL> yea i heard
(15:41:21) <@WF_SOUL> his first mistake is trying to force u to do something youre not ready to do
(15:41:30) <+Nika`afk> he does that alot
(15:41:34) <@WF_SOUL> i know
(15:42:08) <+Nika`afk> i'd rather just ignore it and pretend im happy
(15:42:09) <@WF_SOUL> because he doesnt like the person , he cant expect you to do the same
(15:42:19) <+Nika`afk> but max and friends tell me thats not good
(15:42:28) <@WF_SOUL> no huni you cant pretend youre not happyp
(15:42:45) <@WF_SOUL> its like this huni
(15:42:59) <@WF_SOUL> youre in this relationship
(15:43:05) <@WF_SOUL> you are clearly not happy
(15:43:23) <@WF_SOUL> you dont want to leave it cuz of the fear you wont be happy correct?
(15:43:36) <+Nika`afk> dunno why i wont leave anymore
(15:43:47) <@WF_SOUL> the whole , depressed crap , missing the person etc
(15:43:55) <@WF_SOUL> all that comes after you leave a person
(15:43:57) <+Nika`afk> mmhmm
(15:43:58) <@WF_SOUL> sucks yes
(15:44:06) <@WF_SOUL> but youre not happy now
(15:44:13) <@WF_SOUL> see what im getting at
(15:44:36) <+Nika`afk> havent even left him and i miss him because he never does anything with me. i come second to everything
(15:44:52) <@WF_SOUL> and you deserve much better then that
(15:45:04) <@WF_SOUL> you always have to be priority in a relationship
(15:45:08) <@WF_SOUL> and if youre not
(15:45:15) <@WF_SOUL> guess what they dont care about u huni
(15:45:30) <@WF_SOUL> hes not valueing your self worth
(15:45:42) <@WF_SOUL> everything takes two
(15:45:58) <@WF_SOUL> it takes two for things to work
(15:46:33) <+Nika`afk> i know :l
(15:46:41) <@WF_SOUL> and it doesnt even have to end on a bad note but of an understanding that maybe right now just isnt the time for you both
(15:46:54) <@WF_SOUL> even tho you want it huni , he may not
(15:47:39) <@WF_SOUL> you become more miserable staying in this relationship wondering why he wont spend time with , or whats wrong with you , or what are you doing wrong
(15:47:48) <@WF_SOUL> when in reality huni its not you at all
(15:47:50) <@WF_SOUL> its him
(15:48:18) <+Nika`afk> tht sounds like max
(15:48:22) <@WF_SOUL> im not here to tell you what you wanna hear or to tell you leave him ect
(15:48:38) <@WF_SOUL> but you have to know
(15:49:16) <@WF_SOUL> that you deserve to be number one in anyones life and as a person its not fair to you if youre putting in 95% into it and he only puts in 5%
(15:49:39) <+Nika`afk> i know :/
(15:49:47) <@WF_SOUL> sometimes what ive done in my rl
(15:50:05) <@WF_SOUL> is sat the person down and talked to them and both agree on a time out for a while
(15:50:17) <@WF_SOUL> to see what we both really want
(15:50:28) <@WF_SOUL> sometimes it worked out and sometimes it didnt
(15:50:49) <@WF_SOUL> but at least youre not beating yourself up , or waiting for something that may never be
(15:51:08) <+Nika`afk> can't even talk to him anymore
(15:51:14) <+Nika`afk> it always leads to more fights
(15:51:29) <@WF_SOUL> thats a sign huni then
(15:51:35) <@WF_SOUL> thats its time for you to just move on
(15:51:40) <@WF_SOUL> i say that cuz i know
(15:51:51) <@WF_SOUL> from my own past experiences
(15:52:00) <@WF_SOUL> everything u say they get defensive
(15:52:13) <@WF_SOUL> even if its the smallest thing
(15:52:25) <@WF_SOUL> some how it blows up to something major
(15:52:58) <@WF_SOUL> take time for urself huni
(15:53:14) <@WF_SOUL> worry only about yourself , stay close to your friends
(15:53:20) <+Nika`afk> i've been doing that lately but it doesnt seem to help
(15:53:23) <@WF_SOUL> take a time out from bf/gf for now
(15:53:33) <@WF_SOUL> its never easy at first huni
(15:54:33) <@WF_SOUL> but if u look at it either way ur unhappy except if u stay it will just make u more unhappy and alone with time youll see that it starts to fade and youre happiness comes back
(15:54:55) <@WF_SOUL> do u understand what im trying to say
(15:55:01) <+Nika`afk> yea
(15:55:15) <@WF_SOUL> dont do what ppl want u to do
(15:55:23) <@WF_SOUL> do what nika wants to do
(15:55:36) <@WF_SOUL> do what makes nika happy not anyone else not even max
(15:56:53) <+Nika`afk> hrm
(15:59:50) <@WF_SOUL> youre a smart girl and inside you know whats up
(16:00:09) <+Nika`afk> dont feel smart at all
(16:00:13) <@WF_SOUL> its just up to u to accept the obvious and go from there
(16:01:02) <@WF_SOUL> you totally are huni , just feelings for someone who isnt giving them back is blinding u atm
(16:04:11) <+Nika`afk> your probably right
(16:04:59) * @WF_SOUL huggles Nika`afk