𝕊ilverToday at 6:38 PM
ok
things just ain't adding up
i'll recap on everything real quick
melonToday at 6:38 PM
what doesnt add up
let me affirm everything and see if i got something wrong
𝕊ilverToday at 6:39 PM
you have a friend named intuition who immediately got called out as an alt after talking
they spammed your texts and immediately went to the discord because they were worried about you
melonToday at 6:39 PM
i left in the morning
𝕊ilverToday at 6:39 PM
they have practically never talked besides getting mudae which you later received
melonToday at 6:39 PM
they texted around 2?
𝕊ilverToday at 6:40 PM
then you both had the same response of "want a picture"
and you said they asked for permission
melonToday at 6:40 PM
well yea he said a bunch of things
like wya, can i show a pic of us, please respond
stuff like that
𝕊ilverToday at 6:40 PM
if you weren't responding to their texts, they wouldn't have been able to ask for pictures
melonToday at 6:40 PM
they can ask without a response
i dont think you are realizing that
𝕊ilverToday at 6:41 PM
yeah, but nobody would dox someone lik ethat
melonToday at 6:41 PM
my best friend would if he was worried?
lol
𝕊ilverToday at 6:41 PM
if your best friend was worried about you
he'd immediately turn to a discord server
and dox you?
melonToday at 6:41 PM
he did this about 5 hours i left
i left around 9:30
he texted at 2
𝕊ilverToday at 6:41 PM
yeah i'll stop saying immediately
melonToday at 6:42 PM
so it wasnt obviously his first impulse to go here
𝕊ilverToday at 6:42 PM
either way what the fuck did he think he would accomplish
melonToday at 6:42 PM
i dont know bruh im not him
𝕊ilverToday at 6:42 PM
i think you are him
melonToday at 6:42 PM
i mean he knows i talk here a lot
u are free to believe what you want
it doesnt rlly matter at this point anyway, im either lying or im not
𝕊ilverToday at 6:43 PM
what do you think the odds are of you lying
and when you serve a tennis ball, do you breathe in or out?
melonToday at 6:44 PM
out
inhale when you throw it up, exhale as you hit it
also i can see why you would think im lying seeing im just a random dude as the internet
you are free to just not interact with me
𝕊ilverToday at 6:45 PM
for someone who attempted suicide and is getting told they are faking it, i'd be furious
you prioritized the tennis ball question though
it says a lot about people
melonToday at 6:46 PM
yea well everyone is different, no?
𝕊ilverToday at 6:46 PM
yes, everyone is different
i'm going to quick lay everything out a second time
melonToday at 6:47 PM
also how am i supposed to answer "what do you think the odds are of you lying"
u have to think abt that
𝕊ilverToday at 6:47 PM
because if you weren't lying you'd just say 0%
:BigBrainTime:
melonToday at 6:48 PM
thats just me being retarded
but yea do your detective work
𝕊ilverToday at 6:48 PM
:ThinkSherlock:
it'll be a bit
melonToday at 6:49 PM
sure just dm me whenever i need to clear a contradiction
𝕊ilverToday at 6:49 PM
when did you even slit your wrists
it was in the morning right
?
melonToday at 6:49 PM
around 11
left school sometime around 9, took a bus home, wrote a note
𝕊ilverToday at 7:00 PM
after you were admitted to the hospital you were cut off for a day
your parents then brought you a laptop (and phone?) so you could text on discord
i have a background in this kind of stuff, i am interested in the medical field and i know how hospital admissions work for suicide attempts
as protocol when a patient attempts suicide they are not allowed to be alone with any objects that are sharp or could potentially be sharp
this category includes phones and laptops, as the screens can be shattered and the resulting shards could be used for self-harm
does this check out with you?
melonToday at 7:01 PM
i was allowed my phone and laptop so no it does not
𝕊ilverToday at 7:01 PM
your parents brought you your phone?
melonToday at 7:02 PM
yes
i had the laptop in my bag and that just happened to get taken with me?
𝕊ilverToday at 7:03 PM
oh so your parents didnt bring you your laptop
melonToday at 7:03 PM
yea
i remember saying that they brought it to me
so thats a contradiction oopsies
𝕊ilverToday at 7:04 PM
damn so they just let you keep your bag?
melonToday at 7:05 PM
well they checked if there was anything considered dangerous
they took the knife i used
𝕊ilverToday at 7:12 PM
why did intuition immediately get called an alt?
melonToday at 7:12 PM
bare being bare LOL
u can follow him up on that
𝕊ilverToday at 7:13 PM
why did you even bring up the fact you attempted suicide in the first place
talking about it online is one of the last things you would do
melonToday at 7:13 PM
thats honestly a smart question
probably because the people i like the most are online
also i dont really have that many people to talk to irl
𝕊ilverToday at 7:21 PM
you attempted suicide by slitting your wrists around 11, leaving class at 9
your friend, intuition, saw you walk out of class and five hours later messaged the discord asking where you went
your friend was immediately called out as an alt and had the same responses you had, such as "see a picture"
your friend's only messages involved this situation were obtaining mudae which were transferred to your account and asking about you
your friend was spamming you with texts, and one of them was asking for permission to post a picture
because you walked out of school and you weren't responding, your friend was ready to dox you by posting a picture with you
this friend is either fake or a shitty person in general
melonToday at 7:22 PM
well he wanted to prove he wasnt my alt
so thats the only motivation i can think of?
𝕊ilverToday at 7:22 PM
here's the thing though
why did it matter to him so much
that people believed him
melonToday at 7:22 PM
it didnt
𝕊ilverToday at 7:22 PM
that he was willing
to dox you
melonToday at 7:22 PM
i've already done a face reveal
so it doesnt matter
to me
𝕊ilverToday at 7:23 PM
i aint buying that one
melonToday at 7:23 PM
this was in pp discord
idk if anyone else remembers but i'll try to find the pic
𝕊ilverToday at 7:23 PM
no, i've seen your face before
melonToday at 7:23 PM
what skin tone
𝕊ilverToday at 7:23 PM
i mean you were white
melonToday at 7:24 PM
thats not me
𝕊ilverToday at 7:24 PM
you posted it like two or three weeks ago
melonToday at 7:24 PM
im not white
??? ur confusing me with someone else
unless i posted a joke lol
𝕊ilverToday at 7:25 PM
ah my b
still aint buying that bs though
melonToday at 7:25 PM
i'll be back in a bit, feel free to keep asking questions and i'll answer them all
what bs arent you buying
𝕊ilverToday at 7:26 PM
your friend was motivated to get people to believe him
melonToday at 7:26 PM
well yea the first thing that someone said was "MELON ALT"
and then other people started saying he was my alt
𝕊ilverToday at 7:27 PM
no, your friend really wanted people to believe him
and he wasn't trying to talk about himself, rather you
melonToday at 7:28 PM
i did not read the full chat
mind elaborating
𝕊ilverToday at 7:28 PM
summary
he joined chat
said "have you seen melon"
"have you seen melon"
"where is melon"
and got called an alt
and said you left class
and pinged you asking for a response
melonToday at 7:28 PM
intuitionLast Tuesday at 3:15 PM
Bruh do u want a picture of us together or something
literally all he said about it
he didnt seem that pressed???
𝕊ilverToday at 7:29 PM
intuitionLast Tuesday at 1:57 PM
Has anyone here talked to melon today
He left during the middle of class and just never came back
melonToday at 7:29 PM
yea
that was a few hours after i left
𝕊ilverToday at 7:29 PM
you dont seem all that pressed either
yknow
for someone who is getting called out for faking suicide
melonToday at 7:29 PM
because i dont really have a reason to defend myself?
𝕊ilverToday at 7:29 PM
yes you do
melonToday at 7:29 PM
i dont have to try and prove this to you
i could just try covering it up, but im here trying to explain everything to you
its fine if you dont want to believe me, but im happy to clear any contradictions
𝕊ilverToday at 7:30 PM
there was a reason i wanted to keep this in general
melonToday at 7:30 PM
so u could have people back u up?
lol
𝕊ilverToday at 7:31 PM
no, so people could take their own side
melonToday at 7:31 PM
you can screenshot this chat to as many people as you want
and send it to them
i do not mind, let them take sides
my internet persona doesnt matter
𝕊ilverToday at 7:32 PM
for someone who has more friends online than real life, per your words
i'd say your internet persona matters
and i'll have you know people care
melonToday at 7:32 PM
well what you say doesnt necessarily apply to me
theres a reason why i was so ready to say goodbye?
that reason is
because i dont fucking care anymore
life is going to end anyway, i've made the best of it, might as well stop wasting my time
𝕊ilverToday at 7:34 PM
yeah don't bring attempting suicide a second time into this
melonToday at 7:34 PM
dont attempt to force your beliefs on me
when we are two different people who dont know each other
other than some online conversations
𝕊ilverToday at 7:37 PM
i'm going to tell you right now bluntly
if you are going to bring attempting suicide into this a second time
you are even more of an asshole than before
melonToday at 7:37 PM
???
thats literally what this entire conversation is about??
𝕊ilverToday at 7:37 PM
this conversation isn't about you attempting suicide a second time
melonToday at 7:38 PM
this is literally you trying to debunk whether it happened or not
when did i say i attempted it a second time
𝕊ilverToday at 7:38 PM
you're hinting at it like a fuckin high schooler's fiction assignment
melonToday at 7:38 PM
am i now
𝕊ilverToday at 7:38 PM
'i dont fucking care anymore life is going to end anyways ive made the best of it i'm ready to say goodbye"
melonToday at 7:39 PM
i was talking about it when i tried to kill myself
𝕊ilverToday at 7:39 PM
ah, sounds good
at this point i don't want to keep talking, so i'll leave it at this
melonToday at 7:39 PM
like i dont mind if you dont believe me, but i just dont want you to have a negative image of me
𝕊ilverToday at 7:39 PM
mate you just said you didn't care if i had a negative image of you
and now you're saying you don't want me to
wait nevermind
i was typing it out and deleted it
melonToday at 7:40 PM
i will act like this conversation never happened
you are free to do as you please
𝕊ilverToday at 7:40 PM
i want to act as if this as a whole never happened
melonToday at 7:41 PM
just forget about it, its only an event in mr internet man's life
it will never impact you directly
𝕊ilverToday at 7:41 PM
it does
you might not know people directly online, but the emotions you feel as a result are real
so when you waltz in the discord talking about how you may or may not have attempted suicide
it stings
melonToday at 7:42 PM
i mean i didnt just come up and say "i tried to kill myself!"
𝕊ilverToday at 7:42 PM
i mean
melonToday at 7:42 PM
when someone asks why you're in the hospital, what am i supposed to do
𝕊ilverToday at 7:42 PM
nobody asked
melonToday at 7:42 PM
yea people did
𝕊ilverToday at 7:42 PM
you just said "ER gang"
the only person that asked was intuition
who may or may not be an alt
melonToday at 7:43 PM
er gang was my status
𝕊ilverToday at 7:43 PM
find me a message in the discord from somebody who asked
besides intuition
i'll keep typing out the ending to this convo
melonToday at 7:43 PM
intuition asked thats all i have
𝕊ilverToday at 7:43 PM
yeah im done with you
i am not the only one listening in on this conversation right now
melonToday at 7:44 PM
im aware zeno is listening in
𝕊ilverToday at 7:44 PM
this is just bullshit at this point and it isnt worth either of our time
melonToday at 7:44 PM
keep your beliefs to yourself fam
𝕊ilverToday at 7:44 PM
we are going to be in the discord as much as you are
we are going to interact on an almost daily basis
melonToday at 7:45 PM
i will rephrase that
please do not try to force your beliefs on me
im ok with interaction its just too awkward ignoring someone's presence completely
𝕊ilverToday at 7:46 PM
:eyes:
i'll end it here
i am done talking with you
melonToday at 7:47 PM
ok