This is a mature story. I do not own these characters, no do I have any association to what they are from. This story is entirely original and should not be taken otherwise.



Shinji and Asuka



So here it was. It had finally happened. The two of them were alone.

‘This can only end… NO!’ Shinji told himself as he watched her, the lordess of the apartment stalk towards the fridge. ‘I can’t think like that. If I do… she’ll definitely win.’

He held his head up high, not showing any fear, trying to not leave himself open to a possible attack, weather that be verbal, or physical. Memories of the night before hung in his mind. The argument’s words still hanging, ringing, echoing in his head. He watched her grab her drink and watched her come towards the table. Her stride strong, and filled with resentment and anger.

‘That Shinji!’ her mind yelled. ‘How DARE he say those things to ME!’ she was walking towards him. She observed him sitting at the table, eating his toast, looking like a small cat trying to look strong in front of a large dog.

She sat heavily in the chair directly across from him. Her blue eyes met his brown ones in a deadly stare. They looked at each other, him slowly tearing his bread with his fingers and leading the small pieces into his mouth. Her, slowly sipping her drink.

The world outside the room was bright and sunny, a cool breeze was working it’s way around the city. Outside it felt safe, and it felt comfortable. A place you would want to hang out with your friends. Inside though, inside this place, there was nothing but the driest heat and the coldest cold.

The two of them sat in silence, doing their slow consumption of the objects before them. The two remained in this odd silent none movie dance even after their food and drink were gone. The anger, the resentment, and the fear hung there. The room felt cold, despite it being a warm day. Time had taken a backseat to reality. Somewhere along the road of the day, it had veered to the left, possibly to never be seen again.

They were waiting for the other one to break. Were waiting for the silence to be broken. They sat staring at each other, waiting, waiting with the intensity of a small sun. Who would break, when would they? Would it be a small thing, or an explosion?

Finally one broke. The one that they knew would.

Shinji coughed.

“How dare you call me the things you did!” Asuka yelled, her steady silence being broken like a glass upon a marble floor. “You had NO RIGHT!”

“Yeah! Well you’ve called me worse FAR WORSE!” Shinji yelled back, not wanting to be a rug to her. “Your just angry that I SAID THE TRUTH!”

Asuka’s eyes flashed with rage. “You little…”
“What? Bastard? Don’t have anything original do ya Asuka?!” Shinji yelled as he stood, fists planted firmly on the table.

“There isn’t even a word in understanding and comprehension about how little and meaningless you ARE!” she yelled, standing as well. She shook her fist at him angrily. “You think you’re so tough? Huh!”

“I know I am!” he said with a growl. His head was lowered slightly as he looked at her with a scowl. “I can beat you any day.”

“No. You. Can’t.” She said with a steady stare. Her voice was low, her stance ridged, and on alert. Her eyes glowed with the intensity of anger all the more. “You are nothing, NOTHING!”

“If I am nothing.” Shinji started, anger rising in his low tone. “Than why do I bother you so?”

“Pathetic.” Asuka said, spitting the word out like a poison. She knew what he was trying to do, and she wasn’t going to let him. Wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of getting under her skin.

“You wouldn’t dare say that again.” He growled through a clenched jaw, as he looked at her.

“That you’re…”

“Don’t!”

“Pathetic.” The word was said so clearly, as clearly as the sun out side shown in the cloudless sky.

Shinji hated how that word was said, and he hated how she would say it. Her crimson lips, mouthing the word perfectly. His jaw shook, that word. It held so much against him, failure of the greatest degree.

“Pathetic.” She said again, this time a little louder. She saw that the wall he had formed around himself mentally was now starting to crumble. “Pathetic!”

“Stop it Asuka.” He said darkly as he looked at her.

“I will stop calling you Pathetic when you stop being PATHETIC!” She saw the darkness in his eyes get pushed away by insecurity and fear. “What a weakling.” She said as she turned away from the table. “You’re never going to be a man.”

“STOP IT!” He yelled at her, as he watched her go. Her long red hair, swinging back and forth. “Just STOP IT!”

“And what are you going to do?” she stopped and looked at him over her shoulder. It disgusted her what she saw. A broken man, a broken boy. “Stop me?”

His jaw quivered with anger as she slowly started to turn away and walk off again. The words of the argument from the night before ringing in his head. The words of a bully that hit his heart and his fragile mind. He was shaking, out of anger, frustration, pain and sadness. He wanted to be so much more. He wanted to be something, someone! But she… she had him labeled… labeled with something that he didn’t know how to fight.

“I am worthless.” He said shakily, the little bit of self confidence he had, being torn down. “I am pathetic.”

“Your not going to make me feel sorry.” Asuka said, just barely hearing what he was saying. “Your not going to make me feel bad, and your DEFINITELY not going to get me to apologize to you.”

He was breaking, there just wasn’t anywhere else to go. He looked at her, and he could feel the tears in his eyes. The pain in his chest felt like a cold pressure. It made it hard to breathe and he could feel his heartbeat. His hands now shook uncontrollably, and he felt dizzy. The world seemed to sway a little, as panic started to fill him. As the memories of blows and hits registered.

“Oh boo hoo.” She said as she turned and looked at him fully once again.

“I… I’m worthless.” He said again.

“Yeah so.” Asuka said. Her tone holding annoyance, they’d been down this road before.

She watched as Shinji walked over to the kitchen counter and opened up a drawer.

“Shinji?” she asked, swaying back and forth on her feet a little. Her curiosity getting the better of her. She saw him pull out one of the meat knives. “Are we going to go through this –“

“SHUT UP!” he yelled. “I’m going to do it.”

Something in his stance and his voice, something about it, made her believe. ‘Oh god.’ Her mind yelled. ‘He’s going to kill himself… that bastard!’

Shinji stared at the beautiful blade, and how it glinted the outside light off of it’s edge. ‘I’m going to do it, I’m going to do it this time.” He placed it to the underside of his arm. The long cold edge taking all reality away. Making everything feel fake, yet even more real than reality. He started to press it down into his skin, he felt the sharp pain of the layer of skin being cut. The cold of the blade being pressed against the cut skin.

He was shoved suddenly, his right hand loosing it’s grip on the knife. He felt hands flip him onto his back, and could hear the faint sound of something metallic hitting something wooden. Shinji could also hear a voice, faintly. Reality was coming back very slowly then suddenly pain.

Asuka was sitting on Shinji’s stomach, and he didn’t seem to be hearing her yelling at him. She grabbed his arm and dug her nails into the small non bleeding cut that was left from the knife. She saw his eyes snap open and come back to reality. “WHAT THE FUCK WE’RE YOU DOING!!”

“NO!” Shinji cried out, as he tried to pull his arm away. “Let GO OF ME BITCH!”

“NO! YOU IDIOT!” She yelled, tears in her eyes from the strain of her anger. “I will NOT LET YOU GO!”

The two of them wrestled against each other on the floor, flipping each other over onto the floor as they rolled out of the kitchen area, and onto the carpet. She slapped him when she got the chance and he slapped her back.

“How do you LIKE THAT!” he yelled in her face.

“JUST FINE!” she yelled. “I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHY I SAVED YOU!!”

“I DON’T KNOW WHY YOU DID EITHER!”

Shinji was working with such heavy emotional turmoil inside him, it beat out her anger. He finally pinned her, flat backed on the floor.

“NOW.” He panted trying to catch his breath. “Lay still.”

He sat back onto her pelvis, looking at her. Heavy breaths escaping from both of them. They were warm, and the room had turned stuffy, despite the balcony door being open. There they stayed, just like before, except now, they were like this. Their panting breaths had now turned into heavy breathing. Sweat was still forming on their bodies. Asuka looked up at Shinji as he held onto her wrists, the strength to fight gone from her.

‘It’s gone from him as well.’ She thought as she allowed herself to lay back on the carpet. ‘God, he’s so heavy.’ She squirmed a bit. ‘AH!’ her mind yelled. The feeling she got from that small movement wasn’t one she had thought she’d get. It had felt nice.

“Aah!” she growled aloud. The sound startled Shinji a bit and made him shift on her, and tighten his grip a bit around her wrists. “Stop That!”

“Ehh, sorry.” He breathed. He looked at her, the sweat that was on her face, neck, and chest, or at least what he could see of it with her tank top on. His eyes landed on the slight frilly white fabric. ‘Her bra.’ His mind filled in. Something about it, made him feel excited. He shifted a bit more, as an uncomfortable feeling started to fill his groin.

“I said STOP THAT.” Asuka breathed as she shuddered under him. “Don’t move again!”

“Why?” he breathed, his heart was starting to race, and his body was getting warmer. ‘It’s just like when we were fighting… but why?’ He shifted again, his member becoming harder in his pants.

“Ah!” Asuka cried as he rubbed her again. “Shinji!” she tried to sound mad, but her voice came out as low and wanting. She could hardly ignore the throbbing between her legs. She was warm, and she could feel the buildup of her fluids dripping from her, even in this position. Her heart was racing, and the feeling of him on top of her was irresistible. She looked at him, and saw an obvious bulge in his pants. For the first time, she wasn’t disgusted. ‘What’s wrong with me?’ she asked herself.

Shinji couldn’t stand the tightness any longer, he passed her other wrist to his left hand. Her skin was so warm, and he could feel her heart beat in his hands, and was sure she could feel his. His right hand fumbled down to the button at the top of his pants and started to try to struggle it loose.

“Wha – what are you doing?” she tried, excitement rising in her. “Pervert.”

“Shush.” He spoke quietly as her words passed over him empty. He finally grasped the button and undid it. He felt her move a little underneath him, the excitement racing through him.

She watched as his hand grasped the zipper on his pants and started to try to pull it down. But he seemed to be having difficulty. After a couple unsuccessful tries he was able to pull it down. His length was released somewhat, now only being covered by the stretched fabric of his boxers. Her eyes stayed on that bulge. It looked massive, it was exciting. She’d only ever seen one before, and that had been out of rudeness, so she didn’t count it.

“Show me.” She said managing a tone of forcefulness.

“What?”

“I said show me.”

He looked at her, and could feel himself jerk within his boxers as the erotic ness of her words overtook his mind. The images that flashed forth, of thrusting into her, her voice crying out his name. Her mind on him, and only him.

He swallowed hard and reached down with his right hand, he started to shift the fabric over his erection until it came to the opening. The fabric fell back along his length, exposing himself to her. His cock jerked again at the way her eyes fell to his member.

“Wow.” Was all she could manage. She shook underneath him. Not out of fear, but out of want. Her body was pounding, her vagina was contracting on it’s own out of excitement and arousal. Her body shuddered slightly and pleasure started to gather between her legs. “Ah.” She cried as she started to shift under him, grinding herself against his body.

Shinji watched, as the body he pinned started to rock under him, her breaths escaping from her mouth in great heaves. If it was possible his cock would have become harder. He could see her breasts bounced under her shirt, and watched as the straps of her bra and top slid over the curve of her shoulders. Her breath was becoming heaver and more wanting. “Ahh.” He heard her cry. “Aaah.”

She couldn’t stop herself, it’s as if her body had taken complete control over her. She couldn’t stop, it wanted this feeling. She wanted this feeling.

“Please.” She cried. She couldn’t believe herself. “PLEASE.” Her cry was full of want, and dripping with need. “Please Shinji.”

He looked at her for the first time with no hate or negative emotion. He wanted to fulfill her need. He let go of her wrists and stood. He looked at her as she watched him undress. First with his shirt then with his pants and boxers. He looked at her body laying there on the soft floor. Her arms were at her sides, with her forearms laying upwards near her head. She looked so submissive. He knelt, and tenderly reached out to touch her stomach.

“Please.” Was all Asuka could manage. She wanted this. She wanted it so much it burned. It was taking everything she had to not thrust her hand between her legs and begin to masturbate. That thought brought on a whole new level of pleasure, because he’d be there watching. Maybe, he’d even start to touch himself. The thought was exciting.

He touched her stomach, it was so warm, and also sheen with sweat. He slid his hand upwards a bit, lifting her shirt as he slid his fingertips towards her bra. Shinji sat her up, suddenly and pulled her top off, then clumsily unhooked her bra. He was too excited to take this slow.

He threw her bra and shirt away in a flourish as he laid her back down on the floor. He was breathing heavily as he looked at her bare chest. He was shaking, not from fear or uncertainty but from excitement and lust. His cock demanded to be paid attention to. But for now he ignored it as he looked over her beautiful breasts. The sweat had made them shiny. They looked so soft. He reached out and touched one gently with his right hand. She cried out at his touch. He watched as the soft pink nipples seemed to perk up even more.

He leaned over slowly, and licked a nipple. His hot tongue playing with the perked flesh. She cried out under his touch. Her breast was soft, as he held it in place. With his free hand he started to kneed the other one. It’s nipple placed against the center of his palm as he gently squeezed the soft flesh. He flicked his tongue over it again, and licked deeply. Gently he suckled on the nipple, bringing forth a whole different sound of gasps from her. She tasted good.

He pulled back and looked at her, her wide eyes on his. With a hand still on her breast he slid it down the side of her stomach to the top of her skirt. His fingers slowly slid under the band of the clothing and started to pull them down.

Asuka stared out of wonder, that Shinji was taking such control over this situation. She herself felt as if there was nothing to do but let him do this. She liked that feeling, it made the tingling deep inside of her feel even richer. She shifted her arms around so she could lift her pelvis upwards comfortably so he could get her skirt and underwear off.

Shinji stared as the red curls of her pubic hair became noticeable. He pulled her skirt and underwear down quickly, not wanting them to be there any longer. He watched as she kicked them away so she could open her legs. He could smell her from where he was sitting, and even from this angel, he could see that she was dripping.

“Ahh, please.” Her voice was so urgent and needing. She squeezed her legs together, trying to make more of that pleasurable feeling. The pleasure was on the verge of pain but it was so delicious it made her eyes tear up. “Shinji.”

He slowly moved. Trembling, out of excitement. He’d always wanted to do this to her, but never had he admitted it. He touched the red patch of hair, the curls were smooth yet stiff. He petted them a little, feeling them against his fingers, running his palm over them. He reached lower a little, his finger tips trembling over her. His fingers came in gentle contact with a nub of flesh. He moved himself fully between her legs, and peered at her. He heard her cry out as a trickle of clear fragrant liquid escaped from her vagina. With his left hand, he spread her open so he could look at her. He could see her gaping hole, it was opening and contracting. With each one, he heard her gasp.

He looked at her, his erection almost forgotten due to this amazing moment. His right index finger touched her clit, it was moist and felt to be covered in a slick film. He started to rub it gently.

“AAH!” Asuka cried as she felt his finger start to rub her most delicate of places. She was close, but she wanted more, so much more. She strained to stay down as her back arched upwards, and as her pelvis began to thrust against his hand.

Shinji kept touching it, then slowly slid his finger away from it, and down into her opening. The skin was puffed and red. He touched the opening to her inner most depths. It squeezed around his finger, he rubbed her. His finger sliding around the rim of the small opening. He slid it in as far as he could, feeling her tight warmth. He wanted his.

He leaned over gently, pausing before his mouth could actually touch her. He smelled her sweet scent allowing himself to breath on her already hot vagina.

“Oh my god.” Asuka breathed as she laid back, exhaustion getting the better of her already.

Shinji licked her, his tongue finding her clit. He swirled around it quickly as he licked up her flavor. His erection was telling him that he had just about had it. But he ignored it, wanting to stay here. He hungrily began to eat her out. His lips pressed against her opening and he began to suck on the delicate skin located there. His efforts bringing about more of her juices and more erotic sounds. He could feel the pre cum coming from his cock as he played with her more. He licked her clit again, flicking it with his tounge.

Asuka could hardly believe the pleasure. The rest of her body had become numb and only her vagina could be felt. The feeling of his tongue on her delicate skin. She could feel all the pleasure building in that one spot, it was dizzying.

“Oh my god.” She began to cry as she could feel the explosion nearing. She felt him slip a finger into her, and begin to pound into her. “No, please, inside me.”

Shinji didn’t hesitate, drawing away from her vagina, he lifted her legs a bit and put himself at her opening. She was ready as was he. He began to slide into her, her over excited vagina swollen and perfectly lubricated. He had never felt anything this warm before. He thrust into her. She cried out as her legs came up around him, pressing him to her.

He pulled back with effort, and thrust in again. The rhythm was clumsy but needing. They both rocked against each other, their impact causing vibrations of pleasure between them both.

“Ohh.” He heard her cry. “Ohh, oohhh god.” He could feel her tightening around him. he himself could hear his own voice. A low sound compared to hers. “Aaah, aah.” Her sounds were becoming more impatient. “Please… god.” Her legs tightened around him more. “Ohh, aahh.” Her chest was heaving with every gasping breath, he watched her fully as her orgasm neared.

“Aaah, oh … oh my god. Shi-Shinji.” She was so close, he could feel her vagina gripping him, he could feel it quivering. “AAAh.” Her voice was getting louder with pleasure. “AAAAH! Ooh Yes, Please, just a little more.” Her voice was reaching a high pitch, and he trust in harder and faster. “AAAH, Just, almost.” She needed this, he needed this. “AAAH,” he could feel his orgasm nearing. It was going to be violent. “AAAAH! GOD , just a little more.” He thrust in harder, only his pleasure and her sounds were noticeable now. “AAAH, AAAHHH!” her cries. “Plea-AAAH! OHMYGOD!” Asuka screamed as her body was rocked by a violent orgasm. She crushed herself against his body as she rocked uncontrollably. Her rocking pushed him over the edge, and he orgasmed, a heavy wave of pleasure rushed though him and out though his cock deep inside of her. He kept thrusting though his orgasm, getting another cry from her, as he felt her begin to contract again. Another orgasm taking her. She screamed loudly as her muscles quaked and shook with her bodies release. “AAAH! SHINJI!”

They held onto each other until the feelings of their orgasms ended. They laid down slowly together on teh carpeted floor.  Looking at each other, not saying anything. Neither one wanting to ruin this moment. Shinji held her, and together, they fell into a lovers sleep.