Streams

Hey Guys,
it's me Indi. You have may or may not noticed the amount of streams lately which is nearly and close to zero. I thought I give you a quick explanation why and how. First of all: I'm sick. Maybe not a surprise for some people but I mean really sick. I have hay fever which mean I need more tissues than a youporn pro account user. My eyes are either dessert dry or full of tears and in general its hard to survive. I know there are ways to "fight" against it but trust me I tried everything. So unfortunately I have to deal with it. And it feels like it's getting worse every year. Furthermore I got a cold. I'm coughing all the time, my voice is pretty fucked up and my head is foggy as hell.
Besides the healthy problems I have, I have also a problem with streaming at the moment. It's not that I don't want to. But I feel very limp and if I do something it's mostly something where I don't have to pay attention like eating or youtube. But I also started with FF14 again which was actually planned since the new expansion is coming out in a few weeks. On top of that, even if I would like to stream/speedrun, I would have the problem to choose which game. I have too many games I need/want to play/practice/speedrun, especially for certain marathons. FF1 for ESA, DW1 for BSG Annual. Then I wanted to pick up learning Spyro2 and KH2 again. I still want/need to finish the Notes/Guides for Dissidia where I also want to do any%/100% soon. So many things. Unfortunately that's a big problem in my head. Everytime I have to many options I get overwhelmed and don't do anything ((this is why I've never finished Skyrim lul). Also I do a lot of things for over people but nothing for myself (which isn't bad in the first place). But sometimes I should be a little bit selfish. I'm sorry for that but I really hope that I can at least come back after my sickness. Sorry for that and see you soon <3

p.s. I'm still available on Discord/Twitch/Twitter :)