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Dixiel has joined the chat
ThetaCeres has joined the chat
xBrock: :d hi friends
xBrock: :D
Dixiel: heyo
ThetaCeres: yeah Brock idk what happened
ThetaCeres: I know Dix wouldn't kick you
Dixiel: pretty sure it was mel
ThetaCeres: and I really had to go
ThetaCeres: This would be the second time Mel has booted somebody
Dixiel: today
ThetaCeres: then said "It isn't me"
xBrock: but why i dont get it
Dixiel: She's mad
ThetaCeres: I can take a guess
Dixiel: At Theta
ThetaCeres: long story short
ThetaCeres: Mel wanted to date me
ThetaCeres: I didn't want that
ThetaCeres: I have a hard time saying no cause of my past
ThetaCeres: I finally said no to Mel
ThetaCeres: Protected Dix
ThetaCeres: and well
ThetaCeres: Dix and are kinda
ThetaCeres: yeah
ThetaCeres: and
Dixiel: smirk
ThetaCeres: This is the second time Mel has kicked somebody to make me look bad
ThetaCeres: PLUS
ThetaCeres: you were on my side when I said what happened
ThetaCeres: and Mel was 100% against me
ThetaCeres: imma go sit inside
ThetaCeres: whos coming lol
xBrock: it looks col yes ill join
ThetaCeres: this is
Dixiel: its a really nice room
ThetaCeres: was my family home
Dixiel: could be*
ThetaCeres: my daughter left recently so I am alone
ThetaCeres: Dix
ThetaCeres: It really could be
Dixiel: smirk
ThetaCeres: damn Dix
ThetaCeres: I have been protecting you since I met you
ThetaCeres: first Wolfie
ThetaCeres: now giving you the courage irl
Dixiel: mhm
ThetaCeres: you know how you said about your furs to match Dix
ThetaCeres: XD Brock
ThetaCeres: get out my sex dungeon
xBrock: i can't find you lol
ThetaCeres: hold down on your camera
xBrock: i have a lptop its trying to load still
ThetaCeres: ah
Dixiel: ohhh
ThetaCeres: this room isn't laptop friendly lol
ThetaCeres: its like a
ThetaCeres: 50mb room
ThetaCeres: compiled into like 6k kbs
xBrock: yay i found
xBrock: i made a discord
xBrock: im really confused haha
ThetaCeres: it is at first
Dixiel: whats your
ThetaCeres: go into friends then add friend
ThetaCeres: ThetaCeres#2082
Dixiel: and
ThetaCeres: copy paste that
Dixiel: Dixiel#1111
ThetaCeres: and that
Dixiel: :>
xBrock: added both i thinl
xBrock: think
ThetaCeres: the Ream is in the house
ThetaCeres: I made a group chat for us all
xBrock: this is all a bit much sorry trying to figure it out
ThetaCeres: its fine
ThetaCeres: it took me a minute to get used to it
xBrock: its a learning curve but whatr isnt
xBrock: i have this from way back
ThetaCeres: my first fur
ThetaCeres: back when the IMVU Standard for furs was like 150% resize
xBrock: oh wow tall haha
Dixiel: oml
Dixiel: i remember that
Dixiel: fur
ThetaCeres: then this
xBrock: i have a lot of edgy ones
ThetaCeres: then my red blue green and purple of these
ThetaCeres: to which I made basic D&D outfits
xBrock: never played dnd
xBrock: d&d sorry
ThetaCeres: I did a couple times
ThetaCeres: honestly its D&D or DND
ThetaCeres: nobody cares XD
xBrock: look how big my paws are
ThetaCeres: then I made this
ThetaCeres: last year
Dixiel: why did i
Dixiel: go out
Dixiel: wtf
xBrock: oh no
ThetaCeres: Brock usurped you XD
Dixiel: xD
Dixiel: ooo
xBrock: i think this was my first fur
ThetaCeres: I'm his now XD
Dixiel: add a standing spot
xBrock: imsorry :c
Dixiel: no
Dixiel: <u<
Dixiel: mine
ThetaCeres: I don't think I have any XD
ThetaCeres: wait
ThetaCeres: Brock wanna see me and Dix?
ThetaCeres: how it would be irl?
xBrock: oh sure
Dixiel: huh
ThetaCeres: come here XD
Dixiel: i am not
ThetaCeres: its not a sex pose I promise
Dixiel: goetting on the pillow
ThetaCeres: Dix
ThetaCeres: I will pick you up
ThetaCeres: or Brock can join me
ThetaCeres: XD
Dixiel: or you can
Dixiel: go back
Dixiel: to where you
Dixiel: were standing
Dixiel: :D
ThetaCeres: Dix
ThetaCeres: Don't make me dick you
ThetaCeres: Its a funny pose I swear XD
ThetaCeres: Brock help me out XD
ThetaCeres: stand with me XD
xBrock: okay
ThetaCeres: on the pillow pose
ThetaCeres: come here you
xBrock: ahh
ThetaCeres: Me to Dix XD
xBrock: i was thrown
Dixiel: you
Dixiel: got lucky
ThetaCeres: XDDD
Dixiel: i changed tabts
Dixiel: tabs
Dixiel: in time
ThetaCeres: oof
ThetaCeres: shit yeah
Dixiel: cause remember
Dixiel: lol
Dixiel  impatiently grumbles at bank account
xBrock: we make a triangle
xBrock: oh hi
Dixiel: another older fur
ThetaCeres: best I can do
Dixiel: put it in front
Dixiel: like a servant
Dixiel: or someone in command
Dixiel: having to talk
Dixiel: :D
xBrock: patriotic
ThetaCeres: yes mistress
Dixiel: this one i wore like twice
ThetaCeres: but my most recent creations of outfirts
ThetaCeres: wanan see?
Dixiel: si
ThetaCeres: Last February
xBrock: are you two a thing
ThetaCeres: August 2019
Dixiel: xD
Dixiel: theta
ThetaCeres: Last month
Dixiel: you do the explaining
ThetaCeres: SO
ThetaCeres: she has a bf irl
ThetaCeres: who is an ass
ThetaCeres: and would make anybody wanna join the KKK to kill him (yes he is black)
ThetaCeres: even if you aren't racist
ThetaCeresThetaCeres Whisper: you would wanna join the KKK just to kill him
ThetaCeres: he treats her like shit
ThetaCeres: and is only nice when he wants his dick wet
ThetaCeres: So a few days ago I saved Dix from getting involved fully with a guy that was lying to her
ThetaCeres: While Dix was trying to hook me up with Mel
ThetaCeres: >.>
ThetaCeres: <.<
ThetaCeres: Dix has a list of things she wants in a guy
ThetaCeres: Tall
ThetaCeres: Humourous
ThetaCeres: Fluffy
ThetaCeres: and Country Boy
ThetaCeres: I am all four
ThetaCeres: her currnet bf is 2/4
ThetaCeres: hates the country
ThetaCeres: treats her like dirt
ThetaCeres: so
ThetaCeres: I saved her
ThetaCeres: made her smile
ThetaCeres: and over the last what 3 days?
ThetaCeres: we have gone from friends
ThetaCeres: to wanting a life together
ThetaCeres: I am the reason she has the courage to leave her irl bf and move back home
ThetaCeres: wanna know what I say to her boyfriend?>
xBrock: what do you say
ThetaCeres: you play Doom Eternal?
xBrock: no ;-;
ThetaCeres: so here
ThetaCeres: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z67_rT8e_pE
ThetaCeresThetaCeres Whisper: what the Marauder says
ThetaCeres: is what I say to him
xBrock: oh my
ThetaCeres: thing is
ThetaCeres: I am a fluffy guy
ThetaCeres: but I have a lot of muscle power
ThetaCeres: cause I am a mutant
ThetaCeres: I can control my adrenal system fully
ThetaCeres: if I wanna get mad without showing it, I can flood my system with adrenaline
ThetaCeres: to the point I start shaking from the rage
ThetaCeres: every time her boyfriend does something to make her even remotely upset
ThetaCeres: my arms start to shake
Dixiel: <o<
ThetaCeres: Cause I can't control it when somebody hurts her
Dixiel: I didn't know it upsets you like that
ThetaCeres: its not that it upsets me
ThetaCeres: its more my inner animal knows what to do
ThetaCeres: and wants to hurt him
Dixiel: ooo
xBrock: so are you saying that you would actually kill him if you met him
ThetaCeres: kill him?
ThetaCeres: no thats too easy
ThetaCeres: he deserves something more painful
ThetaCeres: I already know how I would kill him though
ThetaCeres: the finishing blow
ThetaCeres: one of two choices
ThetaCeres: 1: rip out his throat
Dixiel  facepaw
Dixiel: shhh
Dixiel: calm down
ThetaCeres: 2: get a big battleaxe and split him
ThetaCeres: I'm calm
Dixiel: Ik but still <u<
ThetaCeres: you know when I get upset
ThetaCeres: you can sense it
Dixiel: Yeah
Dixiel: so im starting to line
Dixiel: the sketch
ThetaCeres: the crystal necklace
Dixiel: no
Dixiel: the face atm
ThetaCeres: are you going to do a small metal holder around the top like mine?
Dixiel: i need another pic
Dixiel: cause i did that just based off the memor
Dixiel: ylol
ThetaCeres: one sec I will take one
Dixiel: mk
Dixiel: but yes brock
Dixiel: now you know
Dixiel: of the
Dixiel: who thing
Dixiel: whole*
Dixiel: Mel, who wanted him
Dixiel: is my imvu sister
Dixiel: and has no idea
ThetaCeres: she has no idea that my heart belongs to her
ThetaCeres: and when she does know
ThetaCeres: she is gonna be toxic as fuck
ThetaCeres: well
ThetaCeres  more so
ThetaCeres: OMFG
ThetaCeres: Dix
ThetaCeres: I just realised something
xBrock: im still confused about what actually happened but its not my business im sorry
ThetaCeres: if you wanna know just ask
ThetaCeres: Dix and I are rather open book
ThetaCeres: especially with that shit
xBrock: as long as its okay though
xBrock: if i need to know who to avoid..
ThetaCeres: Dixie Doo
ThetaCeres: its her and I in a song XD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4lz8MN6MQA
ThetaCeres: Me: Doom Slayer
ThetaCeres: Her: Isabelle
ThetaCeres: note to self
ThetaCeres: don't headbang
ThetaCeres: when slightly dizzy
ThetaCeres: fuck
xBrock: lol oh no
xBrock: brb i need to use the restroom
ThetaCeres: tyt
Dixiel: that song
Dixiel: lmao
ThetaCeres: its us
ThetaCeres: literally
Dixiel: yup
Dixiel: i
Dixiel: tried to sketch
Dixiel: the
Dixiel: crystal
Dixiel: even with the uh
Dixiel: metal thingy
Dixiel: on top
Dixiel: but it kinda is
Dixiel: wonky looking
ThetaCeres: ok so
Dixiel: ive never drawn them beofre
Dixiel: before
ThetaCeres: do the basic shape of the holder
ThetaCeres: do the crystal shape
ThetaCeres: then layer the metal shape over it
ThetaCeres: the design on the metal part is rather simple
Dixiel: no even the crystal looks
Dixiel: meh
ThetaCeres: show me
Dixiel: no i dont like it
Dixiel: >:c
ThetaCeres: show
ThetaCeres: me
Dixiel: fine
ThetaCeres: cause I can tell you how to fix it
ThetaCeres: ok see the metal part
ThetaCeres: how you have it tapering down to the crystal
Dixiel: uh
Dixiel: no?
Dixiel: xD
Dixiel: what about
ThetaCeres: see how the crystal tapers to a point on the bottom
Dixiel: yin yang necklace
Dixiel: can i do that instead
Dixiel: xD
ThetaCeres: and on the top it goes to a point but its cut off
ThetaCeres: soften the link between the metal and crystal
Dixiel: that is
Dixiel: no sense to me
Dixiel: o.o
Dixiel: makes
ThetaCeres: I'll ms paint it quick
Dixiel: okay
xBrock: back
Dixiel: wb
Dixiel: ^^
ThetaCeres: wb
ThetaCeres: there look what I said
xBrock: thanks i had to poop
xBrock: so what did happen if its truly okay to ask
ThetaCeres: Dix it ok to share?
ThetaCeres: shes in sketch land
ThetaCeres: man my nipples are hard cause its freezing
xBrock: if not its okay i just want to make sure you guys are okay
ThetaCeres: I'll explain me alitlte
Dixiel: idc if you share
Dixiel: tell it all
ThetaCeres: I got fucked up irl
ThetaCeres: I had an abusive ex
ThetaCeres: and I basically got conditioned to never say no
ThetaCeres: Dix thought I loved Mel
ThetaCeres: so kinda pushes the idea of asking Mel to be with me
ThetaCeres: I told Dix the truth
ThetaCeres: and I was terrified
ThetaCeres: cause Dix and Mel
ThetaCeres: are
ThetaCeres: well
ThetaCeres: were close
ThetaCeres: still are but there is a drift there
ThetaCeres: cause of whats happening
ThetaCeres: I told Mel I didn't wanna be with her and asked her to let me move on in peace
ThetaCeres: and she said no
ThetaCeres: then told me to leave her alone
ThetaCeres: Dix was there for me and I was there for her
ThetaCeres: and literally we had a connection that kept us close
ThetaCeres: but when we actually started talking alone
ThetaCeres: fuck it went quick
ThetaCeres: we spent what 6 hours together Dix?
ThetaCeres: just talking on here then messaging each other in bed
Dixiel: stayed up until 6 am
Dixiel: lol
Dixiel: it was 4 hours i think
Dixiel: the first night
Dixiel: /
Dixiel: morning
ThetaCeres: yeah stayed up till 6am for her and 12noon for me
ThetaCeres: held each other
ThetaCeres: and basically we both knew there and then
ThetaCeres: when did we first kiss?
ThetaCeres: day one or day two?
ThetaCeres: cause when we first kissed wanna know what I felt Brock?
xBrock: what was it
ThetaCeres: I closed my eyes as our lips touched
ThetaCeres: And I wear I felt my heart stop as the time around us slowed
ThetaCeres: and I swear
ThetaCeres: I heard my heart say
ThetaCeres: "Welcome home"
Dixiel: it was
Dixiel: day 1 i think]
ThetaCeres: and que Dix blushing
Dixiel: after waking back uop
Dixiel: up*
ThetaCeres: yeah it was
ThetaCeres: I woke up before you and literally waited for you
ThetaCeres: brought heaven upto speed
ThetaCeres: then my friend who is Wiccan like me came and did a reading for me yesterday
ThetaCeres: dix already had one done
ThetaCeres: and they told her to leave her bf
ThetaCeres: that it was a warning
ThetaCeres: then my reading made Dix want another from my friend
ThetaCeres: my reading basicaly showed Dix she wanted what I wanted
ThetaCeres: then a couple hours later she got a reading from my friend
ThetaCeres: (who was unbiased)
ThetaCeres: she told Dix what she saw
ThetaCeres: said that things could get worse before they get better
Dixiel: including
Dixiel: pregnancy
ThetaCeres: but also that she belongs by my side as I do with her
ThetaCeres: yeah she said there is a chance you could be pregnant with his kid
ThetaCeres: but
ThetaCeres: she isn't sure
ThetaCeres: I'm just hoping in a week you say to me
ThetaCeres: "THANK GOD"
ThetaCeres: "I GOT MY PERIOD"
ThetaCeres: XD
Dixiel: yeah
Dixiel: but
ThetaCeres: That will be the first time I will ever hear a woman be happy she got her period
Dixiel: my stomach
Dixiel: is acting up again
ThetaCeres: oh no
Dixiel: yeah
xBrock: thats why i had to go to the bathroom i hope it gets better
xBrock: and this sounds so great ;;
xBrock: you guys are gereat
ThetaCeres: thank you
xBrock: how could someone ever try to turn you two against each other ugh im so mad about that
xBrock: you are literally goals
xBrock: i want my heart to whisper welcome home to someobe
Dixiel: awww
Dixiel: ty
Dixiel: cx
xBrock: yeah:D
xBrock: im so happy and glad ive met you guys
ThetaCeres: as I am that you joined the room
ThetaCeres: ugh
ThetaCeres: I wish I had my shawl
ThetaCeres: no
ThetaCeres: its a blanket
ThetaCeres: you know the blanket people wear on their shoulders
ThetaCeres: that hangs lower on one side
ThetaCeres: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/652642215/uisneach-brooch-with-wool-blanket-pagan?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=mens+pagan+clothing&ref=sr_gallery-1-1&col=1
ThetaCeres: this
ThetaCeres: XD
xBrock: yeah i think so
xBrock: ohhhh
xBrock: its so pretty
ThetaCeres: thank you
ThetaCeres: I really wanted a shirt
ThetaCeres: it was £20
ThetaCeresThetaCeres Whisper: but its now £80
ThetaCeres  is sad
xBrock: ohnoooooo
ThetaCeres: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/568416981/gift-for-him-men-tribal-organic-hemp?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=mens+tribal+shirt&ref=sr_gallery-1-15
ThetaCeres: it was this
xBrock: yyeeesssss
ThetaCeres: sorta sad its so much now
xBrock: it is yeah :c
xBrock: pretty fuuuuuur
Dixiel: ty ^^
Dixiel: i like to shoot someone w m arrows
xBrock: owo
Dixiel  pow pows Theta
Dixiel  w arrows
Dixiel: also brock
Dixiel: you should be able to join the loft again
Dixiel: ^^
ThetaCeres  catches them all
xBrock: oh i completely forgot
ThetaCeres: XD
Dixiel: >:o
Dixiel  shoots more
ThetaCeres  catches them all again
Dixiel: >:U
Dixiel  throws bow down
Dixiel: ten minutes theta
ThetaCeres  makes it so she can't gift me
Dixiel  growls
Dixiel: <u<
ThetaCeres: XD
IColllieI: you should know something
ThetaCeres: hmm?
ICollieI: It was a nice chat and all...but I'm Collie. Bye! :D