LSD experience

Okay so it's it's just before 12:00 and I drop a blotter under my tongue.
In the meantime I am on an imageboard where I made a thread and we have fun in it, there's people who've tripped there before.
By about 13:00 I feel kinda tingling, a little happier nothing serious.
By 13:30 it's starting to turn on.
Things are starting to morph in my vision, I am slowly getting euphoria. I proceed to post cute images of anime girls on the said imageboard and I have tremendous fun doing so.
it's getting stronger and stronger. Then I post a catgirl on the imageboard along with "Nothing is real, logic is a creation of our mind" as I start feeling an extremely weird state of mind where my thoughts accelerate really hard, where things kind of stop making sense. I am so happy and I feel like I am truly seeing now. Everything is just great. I feel peaceful, like partying, having fun.
By 14:00 I try writing on my piece of paper "ecstasy" and I have the fun of my life for close to an hour. Everything is morphing, flowing, things are moving, things are bright, sparkly, colourful, I feel probably the happiest I've ever in my entire life. I am just watching stuff, art, anime girls, music video on a TV, everything feels so... so different. For up to the next 2 hours I have a really great time. My mind is getting all fucked up, I am discovering what LSD is, I have ego dissolution, where I look at my anchor and I don't know what I am or where I am or why. I questioned why I took the LSD, it felt kind of pointless. I wanted to believe there was a point, I started blaming myself, why did I take LSD, what's the point, why did I do that? IF YOU TAKE A DRUG TAKE IT WITH A PURPOSE. Then I see the word "You have taken LSD, enjoy =)" and I just have fun yet again. I questioned myself about a lot of shit. I felt a huge need to write down that LSD IS NOT FOR PERSONAL PROBLEMS, IT'S FOR FUN down on paper to "tell my sober self.
Now for more details. Among other things, everytime I'd enter a different room I'd feel different about the room. All objects had weird auras around them, sometimes even felt like threads were attached to some that were going into infinity. I had a TV set up with different music videos and every time they'd change, I'd feel like a in a differnt world. Samurai music would came up, I'd feel like in feudal Japan, you could just feel the music so hard. Putting up the volume along with the visual distortions would make you feel as if you're present there, it was ridiciulously fun.
Some things would look smaller, some bigger, some things were fucking morphing, there was writing and symbolism over all the stuff around me, particularly a ceiling I have in my living room which has a very random pattern to it, that under the influence of the drug would morph and show me anything from neo-tokyo cities to a cementary with skulls or geometrical patterns and faces, flowers. I looked at that ceiling for a couple of hours just realizing from time to time that I am in fact just looking at an empty ceiling. Sometimes I could control what it showed me, too, but I didn't try to, if I tried i believe I could change everything I want at will.

One particular thing that [at least I believe so since flow of time was really distorted and my memories are still fuzzy] took place after like 16:00 or 15:00(?) was the mindfuck, but i think it was always inbetween those nice things. Mindfuck was just, total loss of reality. The thread between what is subjective and objective got broken, and I wasn't the same person anymore. At some point when adoring my anime figure which now had amazing sunrays illuminating it, it was just pure art, beautiful tremendously.
I had very personal visions, about how bad of a person I've been to people around me, and how I can change that. I've switched between feelings of weird, bad, good, extasic so many times I don't even know which happened when particularly. Bad things would feel so good and good things would feel so bad. Everything got mushed up and mixed, nothing I thought made any sense (although at the time it certainly did). Due to spending a big amount of time of the trip on an imageboard I also tripped with mind loops relating to some posts, convinced myself that some posts in there smarter than others, that I've had a revelation about some things.
In particular, I was obsessed, since 5 minutes after the acid has taken effect, with the idea of "flowing into things", I thought tripping meant going on a trip in a wonderland you think up yourself or something like that. I wanted to "flow into" anime images and situations but for some reason I didn't even thought I thought I easily could. I also felt the need to my sober self that LSD is about "FLOWING INTO THINGS". I was obsessed with that concept for all of my peak.
 I've cried tears of joy a couple of times when thinking about some stuff, I felt relieved that my life is finally good and nice and I've seen the truth of what mind is.
 I've started thinking how I understand it now. Overwhelming feeling of understanding, that I can control my mind in fact, that I don't have to "battle my demons", that nothing bad can happen if I don't allow it to happen. I truly felt control for maybe like first time in my life.
 I've also lost all ego, I've become more objective (but since telling subjective and objective was hard, and my mind deconstructed reality upside down I am not so sure about it).

There was some parts to the trip, like me thinking about some very personal shit, so sometimes I'd feel some disgust, I'd walk into my toilet and look at a dirty/broken file(someone broke it like a week ago) and get depressed over it and start screaming over "HOW CAN I LIVE IN THIS SHITHOLE" and started look in detail at the doors of my bathroom and panicked over how UGLY they are, I was overcome with depression for a bit. After walking back into the living room with comfy music and laying down for 10 minutes I changed my mind completely and thought that it's no big deal at all, and the feeling of joy came back, just like that I switched from disgust and sadness to complete "no big deal" joy about the same exact thing. I'd switch like that every now and then from rather bad to neutral to amazing.

Throughout the whole trip I'd change my mind fucking constantly. Emotions were all over the place, my thoughts too. I've convinced myself (especially during later parts of the trip) that ACID IS THE DRUG OF CONTROL, YOU CAN BE ANYTHING YOU WANT and cried with tears of joy to my anime figure about it, and felt like as if I've discovered the greatest truth and now I've become almost a god if i want to, as long as I am on acid. I've also cried to a teddy bear about how I will solve my personal problems with a psychiatrist, I promised it to him. For good a couple of hours I kept thinking about imageboard posts and convincing myself that acid is an amazing flowing drug and that I've discovered the point of my life - to do acid forever. That feeling faded at about 12 hours after I took the drug.

The worst was offset because I started getting scared of the dark, and I thought i wasn't on acid anymore, and I kinda convinced myself of weird things. When I tried sleeping I'd hear faint music in my pillow that I listened to beforehand on the TV (youtube function obviously). Peak was mostly fun and an interesting experience and a VERY intense one. One particularly fun moment was staring at an anime girl with butterflies and they'd be all alive and flapping around. Or watch TV music video with an anime girl and I'd appreciate it so much, it looked so vivid, so colourful, so encompassing. It was such joy. As I said the comeup was just pure fucking fun, I had so much fun listening to music on my PC, I'd dance around like a maniac.

LSD worked for at least 24 hours, since when I went to sleep I had horrible nightmares with a lot of shameful situations, and I've slept barely 4 hours but I feel OK now and probably will be all good tomorrow. (it's been like 30 hours now). Also I took supposedly 105ug and dropped additional ~75ug(3/4 blotter) after I already felt the effect (but that probably never took effect), since someone on the imageboard convinced me that I should take more lol. The best were like first 6-8 hours, then it kinda got scary at offest and I got weird paranoia. But overall It was fucking amazing. Experience of my lifetime.
I am not sure whether it was a good trip or a bad trip and I couldn't made up my mind after the primary effects wore off. It was very confusing and when the next day I started remembering stuff I jsut started crying tears of joy, relief. I am not sure even why, but my emotions were fucked even past 24 hour point and they still kinda feel "LSD-like" a tiny bit. I've become much less... toxic.