i need to sleep , im so tired, sad and everything. i have 2 wishes man, 2 wishes and some things to say. First wish that you keep me added and second wish that you just say i am afk from steam and everything and you arent sure about me (i will try anything i can) or like do anything to make us and korean to forget about me, just dont mention me at all, like i disappeared but dont make them mad and make them ruin my life. and the things i wanna say: i never was a good writer so dont expect rly good english and shit cuz i dont have the best vocabulary and expressions etc. i just wanna say that i loved so much being ur real friend, the one who never backstabbed you and always tried to save you as I could, and ofc u did the same to me which I loved, i never had such a real friend as you. You don't know how big of a place you have on my heart man. Whenever I listen to I need a doctor I almost cry, you helped me so much in all this time, remember when you picked this retarded cat from the trash ascey left it in? remember when I didnt know what scamming was? remember when you teachedme all this and helped me have a better life. Every bit of our story which I cant even write here means so much to me, you really dont know how much you mean to me. All the times I missed when you were away, and the happiness i had when you came back, those things, anything happens I will never EVER forget man. I told you before, I could even write a book about you that's how much I love and appreciate you man. I know this message is microscopic compared to how many memories we have, but I just want to give out a small hint and that i dont want this shitty deal to ruin our friendship which was forged by all these things. even tell dana that even if i never had direct contact with her I really appreciate her too and that I want her to have the best relationship with you and have kids and a great life. I hope you have a really nice wedding. I hope we can fix things and not ruin all this from a shitty deal man, u looked stupid, I know, looked stupid to some ugly nigger , u dont even need to care about them, you have ur dad and dana, which is everything you really need. at this point I could write endlessly about our experience, me/u but I cannot even keep my eyes open. I just want you to know this isnt a good bye message, it's a message to remind u what we've been through and to not ruin all this with a shitty deal. Im really tired and u can like leave 1 message back too and i'll read it in the morning, I will sleep now thinking about all of this and cry, cry happily.