Suzukaze/Kamui mutual noncon

"Remove your hands from her at once!"
"You're not really in a position to be making demands here, kid. We're going to be having a little fun with the little princess... Unless of course, you'd like to do it?"
"W-what?"
"You heard me. I've heard of you. You're the younger brother of Saizou the Fifth."

A murmur rippled through the bandits.

"I'd heard Saizou the Fifth's brother was a pretty boy who didn't serve any particular master. But you seem pretty taken with this little lady, here."

The bandit's leader cupped Kamui's chin with his hand.

"I wouldn't be surprised if you'd thought about fucking her. And I'm a generous guy. I'll let you have her first."
"You vile-" Suzukaze snarled at him.
"Hey, if you don't like it, I could always start passing her around."

The other bandits jeered as Suzukaze was pushed toward her.
"And it's not like you'll be able to find your way out of here once you get your hands on her. Might as well kick back and enjoy." Another bandit laughed.

Suzukaze stared at Kamui in desperation before shutting his eyes for a moment. When he opened them, they were filled with regret and self-loathing.

"I'm sorry, Kamui-sama."

Despite agreeing to the leader's terms, Suzukaze's hands were shaking uncontrollably as they reached out to undo Kamui's armor.
"Fucker can't even take a girl's clothes off!" One of the bandits laughed. "Maybe he needs some help?"

That was enough for Suzukaze to quickly grab the latch holding her armor together and undo it, causing her armor to slide off. Kamui immediately felt more self-conscious. Her body was nearly exposed for everyone to see. And in a matter of moments, she and Suzukaze would...

"Come on and touch her already!" Another bandit yelled.

Suzukaze was still standing there, struggling to bring himself to touch her.

"I'm sorry." He apologized again, sounding more mechanical than before. "I agreed to do this to you when I don't even have the right to speak with you."
"It's not..." Kamui shook her head as she guided his hand to her breast. "It's not your fault."
"Yes, it is." Suzukaze's voiced cracked as he closed his eyes. "Every misfortune of yours, direct and indirect, is my fault."

Kamui wanted to ask what he meant, but the bandits began to shout impatiently for one of them to do something. Suzukaze still seemed unwilling to move, so Kamui whispered an apology to him as she knelt down and began to undo his pants.

"Kamui-sama! You don't have to..."
"It's okay. I don't really know what I'm doing, but I have to try."

She slowly pulled his flaccid member out of his pants. It was strange, realizing that she had never seen a real, live penis before, and now she was getting ready to lick it. When she did, Suzukaze shivered and it twitched. She gave it a few more licks, and Suzukaze gasped slightly.

"Please..." He whispered, and whether it was a plea for her to stop or continue, Kamui didn't know. She slowly pushed the tip into her mouth, and whatever words Suzukaze was about to say died in his throat. The only sound he made was a moan.

She really was a wonderful girl, Suzukaze decided. She was going out of her way to get him hard even though she was being forced into this. And really, that made him all the more despicable for not being able to prevent it. Suzukaze's incompetence had already robbed her of a happy childhood with her family, and now he was about to violate her in the most basic and intimate way.

"Do you think you're hard enough, now?" Kamui pulled her mouth off of him, shaking him from his thoughts.
"Put it in!" A bandit yelled, and it soon turned into a chant.

Despite her expression saying she wasn't ready, Kamui moved to lie on her back. Suzukaze slowly positioned himself above her.

"It looks a lot bigger now." Kamui gave a small, forced laugh. "I'm not even sure it'll fit."
"I'm sorry." He apologized again as he entered her.

It felt wonderful. It felt as though his whole body was filled with pleasure. And all Suzukaze could think was that dying wouldn't be enough to make up for it.

"I'm sorry." He apologized again when she winced. "This shouldn't be happening."
"I don't blame you." She shook her head as he started thrusting.

He was gentle, but he was also agonizingly slow. The bandits began to grow impatient and started shouting for him to fuck her harder. One of them suggested that maybe he'd go faster if he had a little something in his ass.
"Suzukaze-san, you need to go faster. If you just be a little rougher..." Kamui suggested.

Suzukaze shook his head, saying that it was impossible.

"Can't even please a lady!"
"Hey, if he's too soft for ya, I bet I can get you off! 'Course, I might end up slitting your throat when I'm done!"

The threat caused Suzukaze to shudder. He looked down at Kamui, who stared back up at him with determined eyes.

"Do it!" She ordered. "Do it so hard that I feel like I'm going to break!"

Suzukaze didn't seem happy about this, but he complied. His thrusts turned almost violently fast, and it hurt far more than the initial penetration did.

Yet at the same time, it felt wonderful, as though Suzukaze was trying to go fast enough for them to melt into one being. Without thinking, Kamui reached up and kissed him.

She murmured an apology as she let go. Ironically, for everything that had happened, that was what finally made Suzukaze break down into tears. To hear the woman he was defiling apologize to him after kissing him so tenderly was too much.

He apologized to her at least a dozen more times before she started to cry as well.

It was a sad sight, really. A man and woman both crying mid-fuck to the jeers of their captors. It was almost laughable.

Suzukaze was stunned when he actually came. It had been so abrupt that he hadn't had time to prepare for it. As he was apologizing to her yet again, the bandits' leader was telling him to pull out so someone else could have a turn.
"What...?"

The leader laughed and said that letting Suzukaze take her first hadn't changed his plan for the entire group to have a go at her. Just as Suzukaze was about to throw himself on top of her and not let anyone near her again, an arrow shot through the neck of the leader. Suzukaze looked to the entrance of the cave to see a furious Prince Takumi, with Princess Hinoka right behind him.

In the ensuing chaos, Suzukaze and Kamui were grabbed by Tsubaki and Oboro, who took them out of the cave. Suzukaze wanted to be relieved, but he couldn't bring himself to.

Kamui was adamant that Suzukaze wasn't at fault. And given the circumstances, none of their comrades blamed him, but Suzukaze seemed unwilling to forgive himself. Three days after the incident, Kamui called him to the treehouse to speak with him.

"I'm glad you came." Kamui smiled at him. "I wanted to talk to you about what.. what you were talking about the other night."
"I see." Suzukaze nodded mechanically as he knelt down. "I suppose it's only fair that you know all of the ways I've wronged you."

So he told her. He told her of how he had seen Nohrian forces in Chevalier, but didn't act on what he'd seen until Kamui had already been taken away. He told her how he hadn't served another master since that day.

"When I saw you in Nohr, it was almost as though the gods had given me a second chance." Suzukaze laughed weakly. "Even if I didn't have the right to speak with you, I could still protect you from the shadows. But in the end... Not only was I unable to protect you, I ended up hurting you."

He took a deep breath.

"To be honest, I thought of taking my own life when we made it back here." He said quietly. "But you have the right to punish me as you see fit. I will accept whatever you decide to do with me."

Kamui slapped him.

"I don't ever want to hear those words from you again." She growled as she wrapped her arms around him. "You were hurt, too, and you've been hurting for a long time."

Suzukaze didn't answer and simply sat absolutely still.

"Have you ever spoken with anyone about this?" She asked.
"I... have only discussed this with Queen Mikoto, immediately after it happened. She forgave me, but..."
"You haven't even talked about this with your brother?"
"No, I..." Suzukaze's answer was slow. "I haven't really spoken to my brother about what happened."

Kamui didn't say anything for a long time. When she did, it was with a determined voice.

"Everyone needs someone to talk to about these sort of things. I'll be that sort of person for you."
"Kamui-sama..."
"I don't want you to keep feeling guilty over what happened. I don't want you to avoid me. I want to talk with you about lots of things." Kamui continued. "Promise me?"

Suzukaze was quiet for a moment before he nodded.

"Of course, Kamui-sama."