#With my debugging puts shown above, I can see once it is loaded with require, the next is using load. WHY?

/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/activesupport-3.0.3/lib/active_support/dependencies.rb:239:in `require'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/activesupport-3.0.3/lib/active_support/dependencies.rb:239:in `block in require'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/activesupport-3.0.3/lib/active_support/dependencies.rb:227:in `load_dependency'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/activesupport-3.0.3/lib/active_support/dependencies.rb:239:in `require'
/Users/user/code/app/spec/controllers/admin/admin_controller_spec.rb:2:in `<top (required)>'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/configuration.rb:327:in `load'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/configuration.rb:327:in `block in load_spec_files'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/configuration.rb:327:in `map'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/configuration.rb:327:in `load_spec_files'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/command_line.rb:18:in `run'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/runner.rb:55:in `run_in_process'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/runner.rb:46:in `run'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/runner.rb:10:in `block in autorun'
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/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/activesupport-3.0.3/lib/active_support/dependencies.rb:235:in `load'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/activesupport-3.0.3/lib/active_support/dependencies.rb:235:in `block in load'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/activesupport-3.0.3/lib/active_support/dependencies.rb:227:in `load_dependency'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/activesupport-3.0.3/lib/active_support/dependencies.rb:235:in `load'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/configuration.rb:327:in `block in load_spec_files'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/configuration.rb:327:in `map'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/configuration.rb:327:in `load_spec_files'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/command_line.rb:18:in `run'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/runner.rb:55:in `run_in_process'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/runner.rb:46:in `run'
/Users/user/.rvm/gems/ruby-1.9.2-p0@gemset/gems/rspec-core-2.2.1/lib/rspec/core/runner.rb:10:in `block in autorun'
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