I Am The Clever One

Here is a clever use of your personnel well of consciousness sparks, called a "Peace of Mind Simulation". Imagine the average amount of fun you could have from 1 to 10 into eternity (without going to hell), then create simulations (at a rate) of people who are in your situation (they could even be exact copies of you) who will have that much fun into eternity. These people have no free will except to decide whether to create their own peace of mind simulations (again, hopefully, at a rate).

By random chance the fun is distributed using your 10 scale, where the luckiest 10% of the people created will score a 10 and 10% will score a 1.

Do not use your whole personnel well, this could be hasty.