> Saki: Beat your heart against some mad bugger's wall

-- gheraoFairytale [GF] began messaging snowboundHybrid [SH] at 13:25 --
-- gheraoFairytale [GF]  strides up to Drew's throne, her arms folded. --
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  is leaning on one hand, staring at nothing in particular. --
GF: hey
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  doesn't seem to notice her --
GF: hey bitch im TALKING to you!
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  blinks, then turns a tired gaze toward her. --
SH: Hmm...?
GF: what the fuck are you doing
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  gives her a mildly confused look. --
SH: ... Nothing?
GF: yeah
GF: and thats the fucking problem!
GF: youre sitting around doing nothing while your boyfriend goes off to prospit!
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  raises an eyebrow. --
SH: ... He wasnt my boyfriend.
-- gheraoFairytale [GF]  rolls her eyes. --
SH: And anyway, why should I care what he does.
GF: youre an idiot
SH: Hes a traitor to our cause.
GF: its pretty clear you care about him!
GF: have you two even looked at yourselves in a fucking mirror
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  shrugs --
SH: Whats it matter anyway, hes gone.
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  smiles ruefully. --
GF: maybe he wouldnt be gone if you wouldnt
GF: just
GF: argh!
GF: youre impossible you know that?!
SH: Ive been told as much.
GF: you could be so fucking happy and youre just letting him go over this stupid rulership business!
SH: Its not stupid.
GF: its not important either
GF: not compared to some things
SH: Its his fault. He doesnt understand that what were doing here is the right thing.
SH: Who the fuck even needs him anyway.
GF: YOU do!
GF: look at yourself you stupid fucking bitch!
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  frowns --
GF: youve been sitting here moping ever since he left
SH: You know, I could have you executed for your insolence.
GF: yeah and i could have you dance like a moron
GF: any questions
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  rolls her eyes. --
GF: were friends you intolerable arsehole, im not going to let you be an idiot
GF: so im gonna tell you what youre gonna do
GF: youre gonna talk to kane
GF: and youre gonna sort this out
SH: Sorry, but /Im/ doing the right and proper thing. Im a ruler. A Queen. I refuse to leave my people.
GF: hey
GF: hey guess what
GF: i exist
SH: If Kane comes back, hell be treated like the traitor he is.
SH: No question about it.
GF: ill take care of shit here
GF: you go off and get your prince
SH: Im not leaving.
GF: no youre being stupid again stop it
GF: stoooop
SH: No.
-- gheraoFairytale [GF]  reaches out and backhands Drew. --
GF: you
GF: are
GF: a
GF: moron!
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  closes her eyes, touching her cheek. --
GF: you like him you unwitting dolt!
SH: Ouch.
SH: Thats treason, you know.
GF: i went through regisurp just like you did
GF: hell i could take the crown from you right now if i wanted it
SH: Youre definitely stepping into terrorist territory now.
GF: yeah im fucking terrifying
GF: with my loyalty to drew the girl instead of drew the queen
GF: call the fucking cops
GF: do i have to take your will and make you march up to kane
GF: cause ill do it
-- gheraoFairytale [GF]  doesn't sound like she'd actually do it. She just sounds frustrated. --
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  smiles ruefully and looks away from her, once again staring off into space. --
SH: No you wont.
SH: Now leave me be.
SH: Thats an order.
GF: im not going to leave you to your stupid depressionfest
GF: who the hell would i be if i let you feel like shit
SH: I dont feel like shit.
SH: I actually feel perfectly fine.
GF: dont fucking lie to me drew
GF: dont you dare do that
SH: No, really.
GF: bulllll
SH: Im not feeling much of anything right now.
GF: shit
SH: Its kind of nice.
GF: so youre fucking flat? thats not much better
SH: Its very easy to think without emotion clouding the thought process, you know?
GF: in fact i think it might be worse
GF: do you realise how fucking insane you sound
GF: ... fuck
-- gheraoFairytale [GF]  steps forward again, reaching out to Drew, but this time just to lay a hand on her shoulder and feel her muscles. --
GF: youre tenser than a coiled spring you fucking know that right?
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  regards her hand --
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  shrugs. --
SH: Please stop touching me.
-- gheraoFairytale [GF]  lets her hand drop away as she folds her arms again. --
GF: youre going to crash and burn
GF: and im not gonna jump ship or anything
GF: but i want you to know just where youre going
GF: you cant go on like this
SH: Are you done?
GF: no i am not fucking done!
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  rolls her eyes. --
GF: dont you roll your eyes at me
GF: some part of yous gotta realise whats going on here
GF: or am i just beating my heart against a fucking wall
SH: If your going to continue to attempt to change things, then Id say that metaphor is accurate.
GF: arrrrgh!
GF: fuck you! FUCK you!
-- gheraoFairytale [GF]  turns and begins storming towards the exit. --
-- snowboundHybrid [SH]  watches her leave before turning to stare out the a large window out into space. --
-- gheraoFairytale [GF]  doesn't disturb her for a while after that. How feels?! --
-- snowboundHybrid [SH] stopped messaging gheraoFairytale [GF] at 13:59 --