[2:20:40 AM] Serge: Hey.... Hipster?
[2:21:37 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: o hai
[2:21:41 AM] Serge: How are ya?
[2:21:54 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: pretty awful actually...
[2:24:19 AM] Serge: I'm sorry... to hear that.. =(
[2:24:29 AM] Serge: (my compy crashed just then )
[2:25:39 AM] Serge: ...I.. I wish you were doing better...
[2:25:50 AM] Serge: I really do...
[2:26:03 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: i brought it all on myself in this case.  frankly, i deserve to feel awful
[2:26:12 AM] Serge: Serge shakes his head...
[2:26:16 AM] Serge: Neigh... Hipster...
[2:27:05 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: im serious this time.  i did something terrible, and now im facing the consequences for it
[2:27:08 AM] Serge: ...I know the feeling of self-deserving bad feelings...
[2:27:33 AM] Serge: ...would a hug help... a... even at all... just a little? ;-:
[2:27:45 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: not really
[2:28:10 AM] Serge: ...Hipster... I... want you to know something...
[2:28:47 AM] Serge: if... if perhaps you'll allow me to say this?
[2:28:55 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: sure
[2:31:16 AM] Serge: ...she'll forgive you in time, Hipster.... I swear it...     ...she's just not feeling too well right now...   ...she didn't block you because she hates you... she... well...   ...she actually told me she feels bad.. and... that maybe she'd be able to use that feeling, eventually, to mend this more...   ...she wants to make it work.. I promise ;_;    ...please forgive me for saying these things...
[2:32:18 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: why are you asking for forgiveness?  you havent done anything wrong...
[2:33:25 AM] Serge: I just... don't want to upset you...   ...she was actually really worried that you'd be upset... but she feels sick to her stomach with the emotions right now...
[2:36:06 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: well, i am upset, but im upset at myself, not her or you or anyone else.  everything i did was my fault, and up until now, she was the only one who bore the consequences.  now im getting what i deserve
[2:36:44 AM] Serge: You're getting her anger.. and her upsetness... Please tell me no other consequences are coming of this...
[2:38:09 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: what do you mean other consequences?  and did you mean she blocked me just now?  wouldnt be upset if she did, i just dont know
[2:38:46 AM] Serge: She did... but she didn't do it because she doesn't want to make things right.. she did it because she's overloaded on emotions and stress...
[2:40:32 AM] Serge: I just... I just hope nothing malicious comes from this...
[2:42:07 AM] Serge: ...I... I know it might not mean crap coming from me... not after what -I've- done... but...  ...I... I am sorry for everything... and... I wish you and her were friends again... and... I just... I know this whole situation ISNT my business... but it really does hurt that you two are in this ditch =(
[2:42:39 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: the blocking is understandable, not upset about it.  and im still not sure what you mean by malicious things
[2:43:48 AM | Edited 2:44:03 AM] Serge: What I mean is... I don't want to see you go and give up your position over this... or anything else like that..  I know she wouldn't want it....
[2:45:01 AM] Serge: But... if... you ever need a person to talk to... or  shoulder to lean on... or something... I know i'm not the top-choice for it.. but ... I'll still be here if you want to anyways...
[2:46:09 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: im not planning on it, no.  and im not really sure what more there is to say
[2:46:59 AM] Serge: ....I understand.... please try to get a good night's sleep at least...
[2:47:42 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: probably wont happen
[2:49:24 AM] Serge: Ok... Hipster... ..don't beat yourself up though...   I'll talk to you later...
[2:49:35 AM] Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop: later