Not a member of Pastebin yet?
Sign Up,
it unlocks many cool features!
- "Ok, now try and get the X by itself"
- >"Uuuuuuhhhh...."
- "You gotta take the derivative of both sides"
- >"...What?"
- >Reeee
- "Here, let me show you."
- >You pick up your pencil and scribble down your own version of the problem.
- >While doing so, you can feel Sonata's eyes on you, watching you intently.
- >It's been three weeks since you first started hanging out with Sonata.
- >Aside from classes, the two of you have practically spend most of your free time together.
- >People still seem to dislike her, most just making an effort to avoid her completely at this point.
- >Dirty looks are still quite common, but if it still bothers her, Sonata sure hasn't shown it.
- "Alright, look-"
- >You point the tip of your pencil at your handiwork.
- "That's X squared, yeah?"
- >Sonata squints at your example, almost as if you wrote it for ants.
- >"Yeah!"
- "Right. And a derivative for this would be bringing this-"
- >You tap your pencil on the 2.
- "Down in front of the X."
- >"...Ok. Why?"
- "To get the X on it's own, like this."
- >While scribbling down the rest of the equation, you feel a weight press down on your shoulder.
- >You look down to see Sonata laying her head on you, her bright blue ponytail brushing softly against your neck.
- "You ok, Sonata?"
- >"Mhmm!"
- "Then, uh, why you laying on me?"
- >"Because you're comfy and smell nice."
- >Sonata rubs her head against you, letting out a content sigh.
- "Sonata."
- >"Hmm?"
- "Sonata, you need to finish your assignment."
- >"mmmmmmmmmno."
- >You shake your shoulder in an attempt to get her to sit up
- >The blue girl lets out a small groan before sitting back up.
- >"I wanna be done, Nonny~"
- >She stares up at you with sad eyes.
- "Then finish you're work-"
- >You place the pencil in her hand.
- "-Sonny~"
- >A frustrated pout forms on her lips.
- "Hey, you're the one who asked me to help. This is me helping."
- >Yet another sigh before she turns to look at you.
- >"Can you do it for me? Pllleeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaasssseee?"
- "You know I can't do that. You won't learn anything."
- >She bats her eyelashes and leans into you.
- >"Just this one? It's super hard. I promise I'll do the rest!"
- "..."
- >"..."
- "...Fine. But just this question."
- >Sonata squeaks in excitement and wraps her arms around you.
- "So. Like I said, first you take..."
- >...
- >"Hey Anon?"
- "Hmm?"
- >You hold the door open for Sonata and wave goodbye to the librarian.
- >The hallways are practically empty, as everyone has already gone home.
- >Even the classrooms are dark, all the teachers having left for home.
- >"I don't wanna go home yet."
- >Knowing the state of where she lives, you wouldn't want to either.
- "Alright, what do you wanna do?"
- >She looks down at her feet as she hums thoughtfully.
- >Damn she's cute.
- >"Idunno."
- >She presses up against your side.
- >"I just want to do something with you."
- "We could always study some more."
- >The blue girl emits an exasperated groan and nudges your shoulder.
- >"If I have to look at one more equation I swear I will, like, literally die."
- >You can't help but let out a laugh at her statement
- "Fair enough. Well let's see...could go see a movie."
- >"Oooooooh Yeah! I've never seen one since..."
- >Her enthusiasm fades as quickly as the smile on her face.
- >"-since Adagio never let me..."
- >Shit
- >You wrap your arm around Sonata's shoulder and pull her closer towards you, elicting a small squeak from the girl.
- "Hey, I'll let you pick out what we watch, and you can get some snacks too. Anything you want."
- >Sonata sniffs lightly and looks up to you with moistening eyes.
- >"A-anything?"
- "Anything."
- >You push through the exit and out into the school parking lot.
- "..."
- >"..."
- "You want Taco Bell."
- >"I want Taco Bell."
- "Fair Enough."
- >...
- >"I don't think it'll fit, Anon."
- "Nonsense, just got to get it past the widest part and we're good."
- >"There's so much, though!"
- "Only because you wanted it all. I don't understand how you can have so much and want more."
- >"I can't help it, I'm, like, always hungry for it."
- "I understand that, but two XXL burritos?"
- >Sonata just shrugs.
- >"I like their burritos."
- "And tacos. And Chalupas."
- >Her stomach emits a low rumble in response.
- >Sonata looks away sheepishly.
- >You finally manage to shift your jacket in a way that doesn't suggest you are looking to recreate Columbine
- "There. How do I look?"
- >"Fat."
- "H-hey!"
- >Sonata giggles before patting your jacket.
- >"I'm totally kidding, Anon."
- >She grabs your hand and tugs you in the direction of the theater.
- >"Now hurry up, Anon!"
- >You feel all the food shift around underneath your jacket.
- "Whoa careful! This will all fall out!"
- >...
- >You said you'd let her pick the movie.
- >You can't fault her
- >Still...
- >https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DhgB5fHphxk [Embed]
- >Fuck, this movie is mind numbing.
- Doesn't help that Sonata wanted to be in the front row.
- >You've tuned it out for most of the time, absentmindedly chewing on your cheap mexican food.
- >Sonata seems to be enjoying, so there's that.
- >You turn to look at her.
- >She's absolutely glued to the screen, seemingly absorbing every detail
- >She brings a taco to her mouth, only to miss and hit her cheek before trying again and succeeding.
- >Must me the novelty of it.
- >Well, she did mention that her friends never let her see movies.
- >Her friends...
- >Sonata always gets really sad and distant whenever she's reminded of them.
- >Even though from what she's told you, that they didn't really treat her well.
- >After all they put her through, and she still misses them.
- >A pressure on your shoulder alerts you to the fact that Sonata is now leaning on your shoulder.
- >She wraps her arm around yours, settling further into you.
- >...
- >They were all she had in this world.
- >Pleasant or not, they were a consistent presence in her life.
- >Now that they were gone, she was left with no one.
- >No one but you.
- >Your train of thought comes to a worrying conclusion.
- >Is Sonata just using you to fill the void her friends left?
- >The thought never occurred to you, but now it's left you feeling...conflicted.
- >Sonata sits up and whispers into your ear.
- >"Anon, can you move this thingie here?"
- >You see her motioning towards the arm rest that separates the two of you.
- "Yea, you just do this."
- >You push it up, and immediately Sonata places her head on your chest, sighing happily.
- >"Did I tell you how comfy you are?"
- "Earlier today, yes."
- >"Ok, cuz you're totally comfy."
- >You wrap your arm behind her, pulling her closer to you, making her sigh again.
- "Good."
- >The feeling of Sonata pressed against you, the smell of her hair, the sound of her contentment...
- >It puts you at ease.
- >She wouldn't be the kind of person to use you like that.
- >And even if she was...
- >You're perfectly fine with that.
- >...
- >"Ohmigosh, Anon that movie was soooooooooo cute! Those babies and puppies were totes adorable!"
- "I'm glad you liked it."
- >You throw the discarded wrappers of your dinner away as the two of you exit the theater.
- >"What about you Anon? Didya like it? Huh?"
- >No.
- "I-uuuhhhhhh-it wasn't one I would have picked...but sure."
- >"For Realzies?"
- >No.
- "Yup!"
- >Sonata pumps her fist into the air.
- >"Yes! I made a good choice!"
- >You chuckle as you hold open the exit for her.
- >"Next time I wanna see the one with those little blue things, they look cute too!"
- >Fuck No.
- "Sure thing."
- >Fuck.
- >"What do you wanna do now, Anon?"
- "Still don't want to go home?"
- >"Nuh-uh."
- >She wraps herself around your arm.
- >"Anon stay."
- >Sonata looks up at you with her deep purple eyes and burys her face in your arm
- "God you're cute."
- >Sonata giggles in response.
- >"I try."
- >You fish your phone out from your pocket and glance at the screen.
- >9:35
- >You look around the area for any possible ideas.
- >The sidewalks are populated with the nighttime crowd of the city.
- >Across the street, you catch a group of students from your school, most likely on their way to some party.
- >An older couple walk together, admiring the decorations that adorn the windows of many of the stores.
- "Well, I guess the night is still pretty young. We can walk around downtown for a bit."
- >"Ok!"
- >...
- >"Ooooooh Anon, look at this dress!"
- "And look at that price."
- >Sonata presses her face to the glass, as if trying to phase through the window.
- >"But it's so pretty! Look at the frills and the lace!"
- "It's very beautiful."
- >Sonata turns to look up to you.
- >"Do you think I'd look good in it?"
- >You shrug.
- "Ehhh."
- >Sonata recoils, a hurt look painted on her face.
- "I'm kidding, you'd look beautiful in it."
- >The blue girl squints at you and turns away from you with a curt "Hmph!".
- "Hey I was kidding!"
- >She just replies with another "Humph!"
- "Alright, I'm sorry."
- >"...For realzies?"
- "Yes."
- >"You have to say I'd look pretty in that dress."
- "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhh"
- >Sonata stamps her feet and crosses her arms, fixing her gaze down towards the sidewalk.
- >"Hmph!"
- >Her tantrum makes you chuckle.
- "Alright, alright. You'd look like the most beautiful girl in that dress."
- >Sonata continues to stare at the concrete, her cheeks puffed in a small pout.
- >"..."
- "No one could ever come close to how good you look"
- >"..."
- "Keep going?"
- >Your question is immediately followed by small nod.
- >Well shit.
- >That's about all you had.
- >Ever the charmer, aren't you?
- >"Tell me how pretty I am."
- "How...how pretty you are?"
- >"Yes. Meanie."
- >You shrug.
- "Ok. You're pretty"
- >Sonata stamps her foot again.
- >"No! Say it like you mean it!"
- "I didn't say it like that?"
- >Sonata turns her back to you.
- >"No. Now say it right."
- "How?"
- >"Idunno. Just..."
- >Sonata wraps her arms around herself.
- >"...Just tell me I'm pretty..."
- >You're not really known for your creativity.
- >Especially when it comes to romance.
- >But you know enough cheesy romance movies to know girls like one thing.
- >Deep and meaningful eye contact.
- "..."
- >You grab Sonata by the shoulders and spin her around.
- >She eeps in surprise, but her eyes are still cast downward.
- "Hey."
- >"..."
- "Look at me."
- >"..."
- >Slowly, she looks back up at you.
- >The second she makes eye contact, you feel your breath hitch.
- >Her eyes stare into yours, a torrent of sadness swirling in the color of her eyes.
- >Just staring into them makes your heart feel like it's going to jump out of your chest.
- >The streetlights illuminate her face perfectly, catching a glint off the moistness in the corner of her eyes.
- >It feels like you've been staring into her eyes for hours.
- >But you can't pull away from them.
- >You want to say something to her.
- >To say something that will make the pain in her eyes go away.
- >A lump in your throat starts to form, as if the words you want to say are getting stuck.
- >Finally, the words seem to just burst out.
- "You don't need that dress to look pretty."
- >Sonata continues to stare into your eyes, but you catch see a faint glint deep in her expression.
- >You need to tell her more.
- >You want to tell her more.
- "Look."
- >You turn Sonata back to face the dress in the window.
- "You see the dress?"
- >She remains silent, but nods again.
- "You are too perfect for that dress."
- >You stare into the window, and see the reflection of Sonata staring back at you.
- "You're beyond being pretty...Sonata, you're beautiful."
- >You fall silent, watching Sonata through the window, her hypnotic eyes staring back at you.
- >Her face is as unmoving as a weathered stone.
- >The world seems to have held it's breath, waiting for what happens next.
- >The only sound is the breeze gliding listlessly through the street, and the dull hum of the streetlights.
- >Did you go too far?
- >Did you make her feel uncomfortable?
- >Is she gong to hit you?
- >Sonata's not pulling away.
- >She's...
- >She's getting closer.
- >You look down and see that she's stepping back towards you.
- "What are you-"
- >"Tell me that I matter."
- >She's pressed her back up against you.
- "Son-"
- >"I want to hear you say it."
- >A faint sniffle can be heard from the shivering girl as her head hangs low, her bangs obstructing any view of her face.
- >"I want to feel...wanted."
- >Another sniffle, and her other hand comes up and across her face, a dark smear of makeup smudged on the back of her hand when it pulls away.
- >"Ev-ever since...since Aria a-and Adagio left, I-I-I feel l-like...bad ab-about being here...l-like I don't belong."
- >Her breathing becomes more ragged and broken by sobs
- >"I don't want to feel s-s-so bad ab-about be-being me. I want to f-feel l-like I mean...s-something..."
- "Sonata. why did you never tell me how you feel?"
- >"I *sniff* I-I-I dunno. I guess I I didn't want to annoy you...*sniff* l-like Aria always t-told me I do."
- "You never annoy me, Sonny! Believe me..."
- >You turn Sonata around to face you, trying to look at her through her hair.
- "It's always fun having you around, I enjoy being with you."
- >Sonata just stands there, hanging limp like a discarded puppet.
- >"B-but I f-feel so...so..."
- "Useless?"
- >Sonata shivers at the word, but nods.
- >"An-and all th-the people *sniff* a-at school do-don't make me feel any better. Ev-even I c-can tell that *sniff they d-don't like me. I can see it in th-their faces."
- "Sonata you shouldn't care about them."
- >Sonata's head shots up, revealing that her face is streaked with mascara, as fresh tears roll down her face and down her chin.
- >"BUT I WANT THEM TO LIKE ME!! I WANT TO HAVE NICE FRIENDS!! I-I-I-I-"
- >Sonata suddenly falls into your arms, bawling into your shoulder.
- >All you can do is wrap your arms around the girl as she cries into your jacket.
- >You stand there on the sidewalk for what seems like hours, listening to Sonata's muffled sobs.
- >Her weeping eventually dies down to soft hiccups and whimpers.
- >The night, as still as if itself has fallen asleep.
- >The breeze starts to pick up, and you can feel the girl shiver in your arms as she wraps her arms around you.
- "Here, Sonata."
- >You step back, only for Sonata to pull you back to her.
- "Sonata, I'm giving you my ja-"
- >"No."
- "But you're cold."
- >"I don't want it."
- "Sonata, don't be like this."
- >"I-I d-don't want it."
- >She grabs your arm and tries to wrap it around herself.
- >"K-k-keep me wa-warm."
- >You sigh as you do as she says, slowly running your hand up and down her back.
- >Another prolonged moment of silence grows between you two.
- >Her shivering does not subside, however.
- "Sonata."
- >She remains clung to you, unmoving.
- "Sonata, you're not useless. You matter."
- >She shifts in your arms.
- "Your smile helps me through the day. Just being around you makes everything worth it."
- >You raise her chin up
- >Sonata just stares into your eyes, her gaze unwavering
- "I'm glad you came up to me the day we met. I don't know what it is, but you make ME feel like I matter."
- >From meeting her, to your time in the park. To every little moment you've shared with her so far.
- "I enjoy helping you with homework because the spark I see in your eyes when you get something it just...it just makes my heart soar!"
- >Every moment you've spent with her, you've felt...
- "Whenever I've had a bad or lame day, I've always looked forward to being with you after school
- >Connected.
- >You run your palm down her cheek, admiring the smooth perfection of her azure skin.
- "So you do matter, Sonata. You matter to me."
- >Fresh tears start to roll down Sonata's cheeks, mixing in with the caked in makeup smeared on her face.
- >"Anon, I...I..."
- >Her response is cut short by a large gust of wind, forcing another shiver out of the girl.
- "Here."
- >You pull away from Sonata and pull your coat off you.
- >The wind rushes to greet your newly exposed skin, the icy tendrils biting against the flesh and forming goosebumps.
- >You whip your coat behind her and place it on her shoulders.
- "Don't ever think you're a burden to me, Sonata. I love being wi-?!?"
- >Your lips are suddenly met with a soft and sweet senation pressing against them.
- >Sonata wraps her arms behind your neck and pulls herself into you.
- >You can feel her tears cascade down her face and onto your cheeks.
- >Her eyes are shut tight, as if afraid of what might happen.
- >Her heartbeat pounds against your chest, almost matching the rhythm of your own.
- >The feeling her lips are giving you...
- >Happiness. Admiration...
- >Passion.
- >It feels so exhilarating.
- >As if a warmth is spreading through you from your lips
- >You place your hands on Sonata's hips and lean into the kiss.
- >Sonata sighs into the kiss, her hands reaching up to explore your hair and face.
- >You can feel her hands trembling at the touch, as they lightly graze across your skin, sending shivers up your spine
- >The two of you stand there locked for what seems like hours.
- >But you aren't complaining.
- >You'd stay here forever with her if she asked you too.
- >But the burning in your lungs reminds you of your rather mortal tendencies.
- >You pull away from Sonata, living a thin, glistening strand attached between the two of you and a vacant feeling on your lips.
- >Your eyes get pulled back into the hypnotic gaze of Sonata's eyes, as she stares back into yours.
- >Her chest heaves with every hastened breath she takes, every exhale visible in the chilling night air.
- >The mist wafts over you, the smell slightly reminiscent of the intoxicating taste of her lips.
- >She takes a deep breath before averting her gaze away.
- >"Th-thank you..."
- "Huh? F-for what?"
- >"For, like, being here for me and stuff. You've been so nice to me with, like, everything. And, and I just feel like I don't, like, y'know, deserve you."
- >She pulls her newly acquired coat over her shoulders, as she returns her gaze to you, a bright blush on her face.
- >"You've made me feel all nice and liked and I-I think you're nice an-and cute and, if y-you don't think I'd be, y'know, like..."
- >Her voice trails off as she just stares at you.
- >Say it.
- >You know what she's going to say.
- >Your entire body is shaking
- >"Will you...will you, like...bemineforevers?"
- >You grab Sonata by the shoulders and pull her into another kiss.
- >The exhilarating feeling comes flowing back as you lock lips in a more passionate manner.
- >A muffled moan echos from the girl, and she wraps her arms around you once more.
- >They fit perfectly around you.
- >She fits perfectly in your arms.
- >her lips feel
- >She's perfect.
- >And you're hers.
- >You belong to Sonata.
- >Only Sonata.
- >*HOOOOOOONKKKKK*
- >The blaring sound of a car horn pulls you away from each other, jerking your attention to a car zooming past with a rather overweight man sticking his head out of a window.
- >"GET A ROOM YOU FUCKING NORmies...."
- >The mans voice echos into the night as the car quickly rounds a corner and disappears.
- >The two of you look in the direction ,before turning to each other.
- >After exchanging some sheepish laughter, you wrap your arm around Sonata's shoulder, and continue to walk with her down the sidewalk.
- >It must be pretty late, because even the streets are devoid of any activity.
- >The streetlights sway with the wind, their lights gently flickering.
- >You should feel cold with your skin this exposed.
- >But warmth seems to radiate off the small girl under your arm.
- >The two of you cross the empty intersection, paying no heed to the lonely stoplights flashing red and green in the night.
- "Did I answer your question?"
- >Sonata looks puzzled for a moment, then smiles and nods her head vigorously, before placing a light kiss on your cheek.
- >"Totes. I'm, like...so..."
- >Sonata lets out a long yawn and rubs her eyes.
- >"so happy."
- "Sounds like someone's tired. Should I take you home?"
- >"No! Anon stay."
- >She wraps her arms around you more tightly.
- >"Don't...leave..."
- >She lets out another yawn, one more drawn out this time.
- "Yeah you're tired. I should get you back to your place."
- >"Nuh-uh."
- >Sonata rubs her head against your chest, brushing her ponytail across your body.
- >The soft hairs pass over your skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake.
- "Sonata?"
- >"Hmm?"
- "School is tomorrow."
- >"No it's not."
- "Today's thursday."
- >"Nuh-uh~"
- "Sonata."
- >"Yeeeeaaaaahhhhhh~?"
- "We don't want to be tired at school tomorrow."
- >Sonata just looks up at you at pouts.
- >Fuck she's good.
- >"I want you to stay."
- "Yeah? And where are we gonna sleep?"
- >"We'll....uhhh...we'll..."
- >Don't overexert yourself there.
- >"We'll...we'll go to the park!"
- "The park?"
- >"Yeah! Pllleeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaasssseee~?"
- >Sonata jumps in place, a youthful glint sparks in her eyes.
- >No.
- >Say no.
- >It's late.
- "I suppose."
- >Damnit.
- >Sonata squeezes you in glee, and runs across the street towards the tree lined entrance of the park.
- "Sonata, wait!"
- >...
- >...
- >The park is super dark.
- >Some of the lights aren't even on.
- >It's really scary.
- >The wind is making really loud noises in the trees.
- >The branches look like arms trying to grab you
- >Coming here was totally like, really scary.
- >It's like, someone is gonna come out and...
- >Something is totally grabbing your shoulder.
- >"Sonata?"
- "EEEEEEEEEEEEE! ANON!"
- >"Sonata it's me, calm down!"
- "Wha?"
- >You look back to see Anon standing behind you, looking kinda worried.
- "Oh hi Anon!"
- >"Sonata, come on. I need to take you home. It's late."
- >But...
- "I don't wanna."
- >"Don't be like that, Sonny. I promise we'll do something tomorrow.
- >C'mon, girl.
- >Make him stay.
- >Never leave.
- "Pleaaaaaaaaasssssseeeeeee??"
- >Focus.
- >Just like Dagi always told you.
- >Look into his eyes.
- >Try and feel the connoct...the cennnect...the connectoo...
- >The thing between him and you.
- >You see the green stuff sparkle in his eyes.
- >It's working!
- >It's really tiring though.
- >You can't do it too much.
- >But you're, like, almost as good as Dagi and Aria were.
- >...
- >You're not like them.
- >They did it to be strong.
- >You just want love.
- >They wanted everyone.
- >You just want one.
- >That makes it ok.
- >"Sonata!"
- "Eep!"
- >Anon snaps his fingers in front of you.
- >"You alright?"
- >His eyes...
- >They aren't doing the green swirly anymore...
- >Tartarus.
- >You didn't do it long enough.
- "I..I'm sorry..."
- >Anon pulls you into a big embrace.
- >"Look, Sonny. Tomorrow-Well, today-is a friday. I promise we can spend all weekend together at my place or your place or anywhere you want to go."
- >...
- "Ok..."
- >"Alright. Let's get you back to your apartment."
- "Y-yea...My apartment..."
- >...
- >...
- >You want to tell him.
- >He's driving you back to the building.
- >You want to tell him.
- >But what would he do?
- >Would he think you're useless and say really mean things, like the girls did?
- >His eyes aren't doing the green thingie.
- >Does that mean it doesn't work anymore?
- >Did you mess up again?
- >Maybe you aren't that strong...
- >They were so much better.
- >You can hear them in your head.
- >"Well, I can't say I'm surprised. But even for you..."
- >No.
- >"This is just what you get. You deserve this."
- >Stop...
- >"I suppose we should have expected her to do what she did."
- >"It's only fair."
- >Go away.
- >"You betrayed us, and you can rot in-"
- >"You betrayed us, and you can rot in-"
- "STOP!!!"
- >"Wha-huh?"
- >The car suddenly stops.
- >You keep going.
- >*Smack*
- >"Shit, Sonata are you ok?!?"
- >Anon pulls you back into your chair and you feel his hand on your head.
- >"You hit the dashboard pretty hard. Are you ok?"
- "I...yeah..."
- >It feels like when Dagi would...
- "I'm ok..."
- >"Good. Also, we're here."
- >You look out the window.
- >There's the gross building.
- >You're glad that...
- "..."
- >"Hey."
- "Hmm?"
- >"Everything ok?"
- >...
- "I just don't want you to go. I want to stay with you longer."
- >...
- >He's super quiet.
- >Is he waiting for you to get out?
- >You sigh and grab your backpack.
- >"Wait."
- >His hand brushes yours.
- >He's looking at you with those eyes.
- >They're...
- >They're green.
- >Ohmigosh They're green!
- >"Sonata. I promise you, I won't ever need to leave you soon."
- >He holds onto your hand tightly.
- >"We'll be together as much as you want. As much as we want."
- >Wait.
- >It's going away again!
- >No, stay!
- >Focus, Sonata, focusfocusfoc-
- >Your lips touch something soft.
- >It's Anon.
- >You can smell his...musk...
- >He smells like soap and sweat.
- >It makes you want more.
- >Undoing your seatbelt, you grab hold of his shirt and pull him into you.
- >You hear a muffled grunt, followed by a soft click.
- >He leans out of his seat and more into you.
- >'That's it, come to momma.'
- >You can feel his hand going down your side.
- >'Let me mark you.'
- >You lick his lips.
- >Anon moans and you feel his tongue press against yours.
- >Good boy.
- "Mmmmm~"
- >He tastes exactly like you wanted him too.
- >Like he belongs to you.
- >He stops kissing you and looks at you with his green, shiny eyes.
- >His smile is making your heart feel light.
- >"What say we...take this to your room?"
- >Oh no.
- "M-my room? You mean th-the apartment?"
- >"Uh, yeah? Where else?"
- "Uhm Well, you see, I uh, was, like, uh...was, like, thinking we could, y'know, like...go to...your place?"
- >"My. Place?"
- >Wait.
- >No!
- >You're losing him!
- >Again!
- >"I-I-I'm sorry Sonny, I-I don't...my par-I mean,your si-they-I don't thi-"
- >He's stopped looking at you, he's looking outside now.
- >Like he thinks someone is watching him or something.
- >"Li-listen I-I ha-have to go, it is-it is late after all a-"
- "But what about I come home with y-
- >"NO!"
- >Anon looks away.
- >He seems scared.
- >"..."
- "..."
- >"...Look I'm sorry I just...I should just...go home."
- >What?!?
- "Wa-wait , Anon, y-you can co-I mean, like, umm, you-we-I."
- >He's still not looking at you.
- >"...I...I need to go. I'm sorry..."
- "But-"
- >"I promise I'll pick you up tomorrow."
- "An-"
- >"Good. Night."
- "..."
- >...
- >You watch Anon drive away.
- "Damnit!"
- >You were really close.
- >You kick a dirty looking glass bottle off the steps.
- >And then step away from the front doors.
- >You can't get in anymore.
- >That fat, nasty man yelled at you and took your key.
- >Your stuff isn't in there anymore.
- >He threw it out into a gross dumpster.
- >You walk down to the side of the building.
- >The alley is really empty.
- >Just a big, stinky dumpster, with your stuff in it.
- >At least you got your blanket out of there.
- >The wind is still super strong.
- >You pull Anon's jacket closer to your body.
- >It's still warm from him.
- >It's nice and big and goes down to your knees.
- >As you go down the alley, the smells make your nose wrinkle.
- >You pull Anon's jacket over your face.
- >It still smells like him.
- >It makes your chest feel funny.
- >You grab your blanket and-
- "EEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!"
- >A big rat comes falling out of it and runs away.
- "Grossgrossgrossgross!"
- >You throw the blanket back in the dumpster.
- "So gross."
- >You don't need it anyway.
- >You have Anon's sweater.
- >You grab some cardboard and drag it to the other side of the alley, by some old looking boxes.
- >Its the only spot that isn't wet or stinky.
- >You let your backpack fall off your shoulders and sit on your...bed...
- >It's cold.
- >But Anon keeps you warm.
- >His jacket feels like his hug
- >He promised he'd keep you warm.
- >That he'd keep you safe.
- >You pull the strings on the hood.
- >It's warm.
- >It smells like him.
- >You like that.
- >It makes you imagine he's here.
- >Holding you. Protecting you.
- >You like that.
Advertisement
Add Comment
Please, Sign In to add comment