cal/spen

1:18:10

at_spenner: atspenWave

1:20:05

at_spenner: riiip D:

1:21:01

at_spenner: you doing ok my guy? atspenHuh

1:24:27

calib3row: thanks for watching guys

1:24:32

calib3row: probably my last stream

1:24:43

calib3row: sorry it was so short.

1:24:47

calib3row: love you guys <3

1:25:28

at_spenner: yeah, elles stream last night was pretty chaotic, but try not to let it get to you man atspenHeart

1:25:42

calib3row: It already has tbh..

1:25:49

calib3row: I don't feel good.

1:26:10

calib3row: I knew my stream was bad. I'm not entertaining.

1:26:17

calib3row: that just killed it for me.

1:26:18

at_spenner: what do you mean?

1:26:46

calib3row: im not a very confident person

1:26:55

calib3row: I've never been

1:26:56

at_spenner: did she say something about you? i dont really remember anything like that...

1:27:06

at_spenner: i know exactly what you mean cal :/

1:27:10

calib3row: she said I wasn't engaging enough

1:27:21

calib3row: and that she had to work to hold a convo with me

1:27:28

calib3row: I didn't know I was that much work

1:27:47

at_spenner: cal...

1:28:04

calib3row: it hurts yknow.

1:28:04

at_spenner: im sure youve heard this before, but some people just arent compatible with one another

1:28:11

at_spenner: i know exactly how you feel

1:28:22

at_spenner: i thought that i was destined to feel the same way when i joined her community

1:28:41

at_spenner: i had the same presumptions, i still dont really have a ton of confidence

1:29:01

at_spenner: if you watch my streams, whenever i do something by mistake, i freak out a lot
1:29:23

at_spenner: i start feeling sick sometimes because i just feel worried about myself, and that causes me to end my streams

1:29:50

calib3row: yeah..

1:30:01

at_spenner: i dont remember her ever saying that you werent an engaging person though

1:30:11

at_spenner: she did say that you were a good person on stream

1:30:23

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1:30:50

at_spenner: im on mobile rn so thatll make me leave the chat, ill just take your word for it

1:31:06

calib3row: okay.

1:31:26

at_spenner: i want you to know though that there are people other than ashley too

1:31:33

at_spenner: i for one really enjoy your streams atspenHeart

1:31:43

calib3row: thank you..

1:31:53

calib3row: but.. im still not confident

1:31:56

at_spenner: i know how much effort it takes for someone like me to try to put content out in the world

1:32:17

at_spenner: its something that develops over time

1:32:36

at_spenner: im still not super confident, but its a lot better than how i was when i first started

1:32:44

at_spenner: i assure you cal, itll come to you

1:33:02

calib3row: yeah but still

1:33:08

calib3row: I might take a mild break

1:33:18

calib3row: I enjoy streaming cause when people do come
1:33:24

calib3row: I have people to talk to

1:33:40

calib3row: I do hate it whenever someone tells me things like that though.

1:33:46

at_spenner: thats exactly why i stream too

1:34:00

at_spenner: yeah, that hasnt happened to me i dont think

1:34:08

at_spenner: but do whatever will make you feel better cal atspenHeart

1:34:27

at_spenner: your mental health is way more important than your streams

1:34:40

calib3row: thank you Spenner.

1:34:50

calib3row: I appreciate all the comforting words

1:34:55

at_spenner: no worries atspenHeart

1:34:58

calib3row: you're a good person.

1:35:00

calib3row: thank you

1:35:05

at_spenner: you can call me spence if youd prefer ;)

1:35:10

at_spenner: just take some time off man

1:35:15

calib3row: yeah..

1:35:19

calib3row: and sure!

1:35:24

calib3row: spence sounds cool haha

1:35:49

at_spenner: lol its not that cool but i appreciate it
1:35:59

calib3row: alicei3Heart alicei3Heart

1:36:23

calib3row: anyways after this song

1:36:26

calib3row: stream is gonna end

1:36:36

calib3row: so thank you Spenn and everyone that came.

1:36:56

at_spenner: love you cal! atspenWave

1:37:04

calib3row: love you too Spenn!