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Rosetango03/17/2019
Willow is already really docile
are you suggesting that i change one of the most important facets of her character?
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Yes.
Rosetango03/17/2019
then i'm not going to play her.
that's it.
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Rose, you can make a complaint if you disagree with our ruling
but it's the same thing, repeatedly
Rosetango03/17/2019
willow's ENTIRE thing is that she stands up for what she believes is right.
yes because PEOPLE DO NOT LIKE WILLOW
and they would do anything to see her removed
you and i BOTH know this
also, the AI at the time was MiniuOS
who willow is fairly close to
and as far as she was aware, was not being hostile UNTIL the captain ran up to willow and literally beat her fucking skull in
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Give me a bit
Rosetango03/17/2019
after the round i learned that the AI was preventing access to the armory which makes perfect sense because of course the AI would want to protect its freedom and prevent security/heads of staff from LITERALLY KILLING IT WITH IONS
but icly did i know that? no. and i'm pretty sure that we had been informed that the delta was fake
willow also did not believe that the captain would RUN UP TO HER while she was in the middle of trying to understand what was going on and BEAT HER SKULL IN
which i'm fine with OOCly because i legit do not mind bad things happening to willow
and if willow fucks up and KNOWS she has fucked up she does not mind taking the punishment like a normal fucking human being
this makes me feel EXTREMELY unwelcome in the community for playing a character who isn't afraid to stand up for what she believes in and constantly has miscommunication errors because SPOILER ALERT she has asperger's
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Ok, hi
Sorry, was busy.
Look, I love the way Willow is. She's a wonderful character. But, Synth and I feel that you cannot keep up this attitude that you've given her. She's been suspended by ccia before, you've had several complaints relating to the same behavior. Strudel actually said the same thing we did, but we'll be forced to act on it if you don't change her behavior.
It's nothing against you, Rose. I understand that people don't like Willow, but I can't do anything about that.

I've kept an eye out, like I said I would.
Rosetango03/17/2019
i've asked for feedback. and nobody ever gives it to me. it just feels like you aren't considering it from my perspective
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Okay, let me try and consider it from your perspective.
Willow is a character who has trouble socializing, dislikes Security, Regulations, etc. And she has Asperger's, which still is yet to be revealed, right?
Rosetango03/17/2019
yes. but i've been heavily heavily hinting at it
Mini Moose03/17/2019
You find this character to be your favorite, and you feel that she is targeted repeatedly by certain players in the community, right?
Rosetango03/17/2019
even literally giving psyches symptoms
yes
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Then, you have these countless complaints placed against you. All outlining the same complaints, correct?
Well, not countless, but a couple.
Rosetango03/17/2019
yes but also no
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Neinbox, same thing, this Resi one, same thing, the Arrow one, same thing.
Rosetango03/17/2019
because i feel like the other complaints were highlighting a fear of physical harm
and this one yes but i also explained why willow acted the way she did
Mini Moose03/17/2019
The complaints outline the fact that Willow has been showing a complete disregard for Authority.
Rosetango03/17/2019
yes
Mini Moose03/17/2019
You told my Captain to go fuck herself because of a miscommunication between Thea, myself and Willow.
Rosetango03/17/2019
yes. and you say it right there
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Willow would not be reasonably hired on the station with the way she behaves.
Rosetango03/17/2019
a miscommunication
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Indeed, but the way Willow reacts and handles these miscommunications is the issue.
That's what we're trying to outline.
Along with flying off the handle from time to time.
Rosetango03/17/2019
because she has problems controlling her emotions
which, is a symptom of asperger's
Mini Moose03/17/2019
I get that, I do. I think it's awesome that you can play a character so well and commit to it so well, the way you do.
But, you need to dial it back.
Rosetango03/17/2019
i have been!
Mini Moose03/17/2019
There's a line between acceptable ic behavior, and unacceptable.
Rosetango03/17/2019
i stopped willow lashing out at people physically i've been working on her fear rp i've been doing EVERYTHING i can
Mini Moose03/17/2019
I know, and you have improved greatl!
greatly*
But, you still need to work on dialing it back. Does that make sense?
I will be right back, swapping to my phone.
Rosetango03/17/2019
yes but with the ultimatum you gave me made me feel like that
i don't know how to word this in a good way
i felt like it was saying "willow needs to be subservient and submissive or we'll ban you"
and that goes against her entire character
and nobody ever tells me with specific examples which i need so i KNOW what behaviors to work on
is it her cursing? is that it? is it her fearing for someone else's life?
is it the way she words things?
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Back
Rosetango03/17/2019
like i keep getting told "she wouldn't realistically be employed" "bad fear rp" okay but what does that even mean??
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Can we continue this when I'm back on my computer?
Rosetango03/17/2019
yeah. sorry
Mini Moose03/17/2019
No, no don't be sorry
Rosetango03/17/2019
i just won't play her until i can figure this out. i was hoping to play her for the entire spring break but i guess i won't have her to play until i can figure out what is specifically wrong
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Keep playing her
I'm going to break it all down for you when I get home
Rosetango03/17/2019
okay
Mini Moose03/17/2019
Id do it now, but It would be an injustice to you because I can't get you everything that Is on my computer
Rosetango03/17/2019
ok
Mini Moose03/18/2019
Sorry I
Got home and just, passed out
I have a concert today, but afterwards I will be able to talk about this
Rosetango03/18/2019
Ok
Rosetango03/20/2019
?
Rosetango03/21/2019
still no explanation D:
Mini Moose03/21/2019
ffffffff
sorry
Rosetango03/21/2019
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Rosetango03/23/2019
man i sure do love being ahelped for misunderstandings and miscommunications
Mini Moose03/23/2019
You aren't the only one
I have to investigate everything
Rosetango03/23/2019
i assume you just haven't had time to type up an explanation which is fine IMO
Mini Moose03/23/2019
Ok, I can do it throughout this round
Rosetango03/23/2019
no no take your time
if you don't take your time i kill u...
Mini Moose03/23/2019
mm,ok
Rosetango03/23/2019
also since it's going to be a non canon event you'll probably want to wait
Mini Moose04/22/2019
Ok hi
Rosetango04/22/2019
hi
Mini Moose04/22/2019
Explanation time, I haven't forgotten. I have just been insanely busy and putting it off to the side like a bad person
Rosetango04/22/2019
it's ok
Mini Moose04/22/2019
I think the best way I can help with this is by answering any questions you may have regarding this.
Im good at answering things, but horrible at just pulling explanations out of the air
Rosetango04/22/2019
i guess my main question is
Mini Moose04/22/2019
Hm?
Rosetango04/22/2019
what rules am i specifically breaking in the case of this complaint because as i see it it has nothing to do with my previous complaints or warnings in terms of escalation. believability, maybe, but i don't know what you expect from willow. there was an unknown serial killer on board, security is stretched thin, she was already agitated by a charge she considered BS, and with tempers running high people aren't gonna think clearly. her first priority will not be her job, her first priority will be the safety of herself, and then others. fear rp? probably. i should have emoted more clearly willow being afraid. i think what i was trying to say when i said "i feel like my perspective is not being seen" is that for full believability, judgement was given without actually placing oneself within willow's scenario. it's like people getting into heated arguments. are they thinking clearly? no.
i feel like the judgement was given without giving the complaint deeper thought
Mini Moose04/22/2019
Let me forward this to Syntj
Rosetango04/22/2019
by placing oneself within willow's scenario, is just a fancy way of saying "what would you have done if you were willow"
i also feel that the part where i brought up Asperger's was not thoroughly thought through, and I will bring up the relevant symptoms of asperger's
Actually I should just
link it
https://www.millcreekofmagee.com/disorders/aspergers/signs-causes-symptoms/
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Mini Moose04/22/2019
Im gonna talk with Synth, and get back to you with an answer