ronflexalex - Today at 2:21 AM
Yaes
:GWjunkoFeelsWowMan:
Come to france
You'll be able to cuddle and hug and snug with her
:GWimmoThreeC:
Emily - Today at 2:21 AM
will you step on me if I come?
ronflexalex - Today at 2:22 AM
:GWupuGuriThinking:
yes
Actually i'm feeling really sadistic today
Emily - Today at 2:22 AM
oh?
ronflexalex - Today at 2:22 AM
So yes
Yea
Emily - Today at 2:22 AM
:guriHmm:
ronflexalex - Today at 2:22 AM
Idk why i'm feeling pretty good and confident and happy
And i feel as a result i'm feeling sadistic :GWupuGuriThinking:
Emily - Today at 2:23 AM
hmmmmm
ronflexalex - Today at 2:24 AM
So yeah i'd step on you and spank and whip you :GWimmoThreeC:
Emily - Today at 2:24 AM
no whip :thesaddest:
ronflexalex - Today at 2:24 AM
You don't like whipping ?
Emily - Today at 2:24 AM
is it gonna draw blood?
ronflexalex - Today at 2:24 AM
No
That's one of my limits
Emily - Today at 2:24 AM
blood?
ronflexalex - Today at 2:24 AM
Ya
well
Emily - Today at 2:24 AM
haha
ronflexalex - Today at 2:25 AM
Blood for the sake of blood
Atleast
Emily - Today at 2:25 AM
nothing gets to me more than blood I think
xd
ronflexalex - Today at 2:25 AM
Really ?
Emily - Today at 2:25 AM
I don't think ive told you
haha
ronflexalex - Today at 2:25 AM
Nope :p
Emily - Today at 2:25 AM
just pain
ronflexalex - Today at 2:25 AM
Oh pain is great
Emily - Today at 2:25 AM
yea
ronflexalex - Today at 2:25 AM
Blood i'm iffy about
Like
Emily - Today at 2:25 AM
blood is pretty big for me
I don't really do it though
ronflexalex - Today at 2:25 AM
Blood for the sake of blood is iffy
Blood if it happens as a side result
is fine
So if whipping draws blood, it's fine; but i'm not sure i could whip you with the intent of drawing blood
We can see tho
If it's something that really does it for you, i'm willing to try
The few things i will never ever try under any circumstances are piss/scat play, and some illegal stuff
Emily - Today at 2:27 AM
illegal?
ronflexalex - Today at 2:28 AM
Beastiality, that kinda stuff(edited)
Emily - Today at 2:28 AM
oh haha
you know thats legal in a bunch of states right?
:heheXD:
ronflexalex - Today at 2:28 AM
Oh
I don't think it is in france
Emily - Today at 2:28 AM
yea :nauseated_face:
ronflexalex - Today at 2:28 AM
:GWfroggyMonkaChrist:
Emily - Today at 2:28 AM
well not a bunch
but a few
ronflexalex - Today at 2:28 AM
Okay
But ya
Other than that i can try
I don't promise i'll be able to do it but i can try to :p
I've been reevaluating a lot of things regarding my preferences lately tbh
Emily - Today at 2:29 AM
i see that
you're really really  dommy
xd
ronflexalex - Today at 2:30 AM
Am i ?
i don't really realize it so idk if you're sarcastic or not :p
Emily - Today at 2:31 AM
sometimes you are
ronflexalex - Today at 2:31 AM
Right now ?
idk
I don't really know what triggered that
But as i said i feel much more confident
I had a big talk with someone this morning, it was really cathartic, took a bunch of weight off my heart
Then i had classes for 3 hrs and i think it was a good break
Just focusing on something completely different and unrelated to life, using my brain logically and calmly
When i got out i was feeling refreshed, much happier and more confident
Also something you don't know but while you were with Max
I've lewded with like 2 people i think
Domming and stuff
Emily - Today at 2:34 AM
:eyes:
ronflexalex - Today at 2:35 AM
Kinda made me feel more confident with that too
especially with verbal abuse and humiliation
So yeah
Emily - Today at 2:35 AM
xd
ronflexalex - Today at 2:35 AM
I've been thinking a lot about how i feel regarding D/s
And i realize that stuff that was previously limits for me as a sub(edited)
well
it's kinda getting challenged when i'm on the other side and with someone who's into it
And heh
I want you
So i feel like i have to take you
;3
Emily - Today at 2:37 AM
:eyes:
ronflexalex - Today at 2:38 AM
:eyes:
ronflexalex - Today at 3:16 AM
:GWcentrallHUGS:
What you up to
Emily - Today at 3:16 AM
teasing tori
ronflexalex - Today at 3:16 AM
Awww
Poor boy
Keep going.
Emily - Today at 3:53 AM
hiii
all done I think
ronflexalex - Today at 3:53 AM
hiii
With what ? :3
Emily - Today at 3:53 AM
I got him a little excited haha
ronflexalex - Today at 3:53 AM
Oh
Emily - Today at 3:54 AM
xd
sorry if thats tmi
ronflexalex - Today at 3:54 AM
Nono :p
Did you guys lewd ? o:
wait
sorry if i'm too curious now
LOL
Awkward
Emily - Today at 3:56 AM
lmao its ok
it was pretty lewd I guess?
ronflexalex - Today at 3:57 AM
xd
Emily - Today at 3:57 AM
everything ok?
ronflexalex - Today at 3:57 AM
Idk
how do you expect me to react to that :/
Emily - Today at 3:57 AM
idk
awkwardly I guess?
ronflexalex - Today at 3:57 AM
no
I'm sad
I've told you
I love you, I want you
Emily - Today at 3:58 AM
want me to explain then?
ronflexalex - Today at 3:58 AM
I understand if you don't want it with me
Emily - Today at 3:58 AM
with tori it can stay very very simple
ronflexalex - Today at 3:58 AM
Yes sure
Emily - Today at 3:58 AM
with you its not at all
ronflexalex - Today at 3:58 AM
Why not ?
Emily - Today at 3:58 AM
my feelings for you are really complicated
compared to him
I'm not ready for a commitment
like that again
does that make sense?
ronflexalex - Today at 3:59 AM
I guess it does
But it still hurts
Emily - Today at 3:59 AM
I think you still feel really possessive right?
ronflexalex - Today at 3:59 AM
Ofc
Emily - Today at 3:59 AM
yeah I'm pretty similiar with you
ronflexalex - Today at 3:59 AM
I know its bad
ronflexalex - Today at 4:00 AM
Then how would you react if i was lewding with people D:
Emily - Today at 4:00 AM
knowing you lewd with other people or like even the stuff with making tori pink
kinda gets to me
more than I would want to admit
ronflexalex - Today at 4:00 AM
I am not lewding with other people
Ok
Did you do that with Tori as a revenge because i made him pink from a silly game ?
Emily - Today at 4:00 AM
no lmao
we just got carried away with flirting
ronflexalex - Today at 4:01 AM
Okay
Emily - Today at 4:01 AM
did you think that?
ronflexalex - Today at 4:01 AM
I don't lewd with other people right now Em
No i didn't
Also why do you not want to admit that it gets to you
Emily - Today at 4:01 AM
because the feelings aren't fair
ronflexalex - Today at 4:01 AM
What are the feelings you have for me
Emily - Today at 4:01 AM
I think its something I should be able to hold onto because it keeps you in my life
ronflexalex - Today at 4:02 AM
You said it's complicated
but try to explain
Emily - Today at 4:02 AM
theres no way I could really explain it
I don't fully understand them
ronflexalex - Today at 4:02 AM
Try your best
Do you love me Em
Emily - Today at 4:02 AM
yea I think so
ronflexalex - Today at 4:03 AM
As a friend ?
Or more ?
Emily - Today at 4:03 AM
I think that right now its kinda turned into more like a family thing after boundaries were set when I was with max
ronflexalex - Today at 4:03 AM
I don't want these boundaries anymore
I never wanted them in the first place
Did you ?
I think staying in that situation will hurt both of us greatly in the end
So we need to clarify a few things
I made my position clear
Emily - Today at 4:05 AM
what situation?
ronflexalex - Today at 4:05 AM
I want you
I love you
We're kinda beating around the bush
Don't know if we wanna be friends
or more
Right ?
Emily - Today at 4:05 AM
I mean like
I just got out of a relationship of like 3-4 months
ronflexalex - Today at 4:05 AM
I know
Emily - Today at 4:06 AM
I don't wanna define us right now
its too much
ronflexalex - Today at 4:06 AM
Em it's too much for me when you're flirting and teasing with Tori or others
Or lewding :/
You know why i was lewding with a couple people while you were with Max ?
Emily - Today at 4:06 AM
no i don't know why
ronflexalex - Today at 4:07 AM
Because i was trying to forget you
I never stopped fucking loving you
Right now if you were in front of me i would just want to take you into my arms, hold you tight and kiss you
Emily - Today at 4:07 AM
like I can't do this rn alex its way too soon for me to be in another relationship
ronflexalex - Today at 4:08 AM
:<
Emily - Today at 4:09 AM
like you gotta respect that
):
ronflexalex - Today at 4:09 AM
I know i have to
And i will because i love you
I understand why you're doing stuff with tori
I was wondering when it would happen tbh
zoGPHHP
Emily - Today at 4:10 AM
what?
ronflexalex - Today at 4:10 AM
It hurts so much
Emily - Today at 4:10 AM
:S
ronflexalex - Today at 4:10 AM
I can't do that Em
I really can't i think
It's messing with my head
I love you, i dont know if you love me or not
Emily - Today at 4:11 AM
I mean theres no way you're gonna pressure me into a relationship rn
there isnt a chance
ronflexalex - Today at 4:11 AM
I wouldn't want that
You know i wouldn't
Emily - Today at 4:11 AM
it feels like thats what you're doing
ronflexalex - Today at 4:11 AM
Nah
i'm sorry
Emily - Today at 4:12 AM
I need a few minutes to calm down
ronflexalex - Today at 4:12 AM
Me too
Maybe more
Emily - Today at 4:19 AM
can i use the account you gave earlier?
ronflexalex - Today at 4:19 AM
Are you gonna drop that conversation to go play OW
Yes you can
I'm sorry Em
Emily - Today at 4:20 AM
aren't we taking a break to chill?
ronflexalex - Today at 4:20 AM
We are
Talk tomorrow
You're right
Emily - Today at 4:20 AM
sorry
nini
ronflexalex - Today at 4:20 AM
It's ok
nini
Emily - Today at 4:23 AM
nvm not using it
ronflexalex - Today at 4:23 AM
Okay
I'm gonna play ow with people to try to distract myself
Emily - Today at 4:25 AM
:S
ronflexalex - Today at 4:26 AM
It's ok
See you tomorrow
We need to have a serious
Long
And difficult talk tomorrow
For both of us
Alright ?
Emily - Today at 4:27 AM
=\
ronflexalex - Today at 4:27 AM
We have to Em
You know it
Emily - Today at 4:27 AM
=\
ronflexalex - Today at 4:28 AM
Remember what i always promised you
That still holds true
Nini