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  1. Years ago, i almost made it out with a girl (around 2014, same age, 165cm qt3.14, blonde, blue eyes, slim, 50% outgoing personality 50% emo; back in those times, it was a perfect match for me)
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  3. so
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  5. >be me
  6. >spending my summer holidays on the village my father used to live on
  7. (he moved to the Canary Islands, he's alive)
  8. >met this girl around a month ago thanks to another friend there
  9. >been talking for a couple weeks, hanging out... we have many hobbies in common
  10. >as always, many of the teenagers in the village hang out in the park
  11. >2am, the girl, her friend and i decide to split from the group and i escort them back to their house
  12. >talking and shit, quite the enjoyable time
  13. >phone dies, since they have no charger, she offers me her mobile to call my home, stating that im gonna stay a bit longer, decline
  14. >4am, the friend is sleepy and begins to close her eyes
  15. >she begins giving me a back massage, it all begins to heat up
  16. and just when i think that it might just happen...
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  18. >*heavy banging at the door*
  19. >i open the door
  20. >its my father, 5am in the morning, he's been looking for me, preocupied, since i gave no life signals
  21. >tells me to bid them farewell and get pulled by the arm and into the car
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  23. No further oportunities came later. As far as im concerned, that girl later began "hanging up" with older men (20 somethings and even 30s).
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  25. I feel both ashamed that i did not made out with her, and at the same time that i dodged a bullet there.
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  27. Nowadays, im near 20, have never kissed anyone nor done anything sexual. Quite sociable but not very engaging, zero communication skills (can amass knowledge, but cannot transmit it to someone else), zero future expentancies in that regard.
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