This is a good explanation of what you did. We want you back. We trust that you have changed, but you should also be responsible for what you said. Now we know why you said that, but from here there's no clear apology for those things. Since the minority that you previously hurt, whether you have the actual intention, you should know those words can make any of them so hurtful. However, we are really glad that you can post this online to tell us what happen exactly, and MCSR ranked still welcome you to be back.