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- [09:52:32] SilverCrono [~SilverCro@seiwa/user/SilverCrono] has joined ##ursoul
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- [10:00:36] <XJR-9> SilverCrono: are you there?
- [10:01:55] <Xepscern> I think he's asleep
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- [10:23:05] <XJR-9> What what?
- [10:26:57] <Xepscern> Silver are you here or not?!
- [10:27:19] <Xepscern> XJR-9: I'm confused on the state of Silver
- [10:27:41] <XJR-9> Oh, it's just his auto-rejoin
- [10:28:15] <Xepscern> But yeah
- [10:28:17] <Xepscern> He shleep
- [10:28:45] <Xepscern> 6 more days Yuan!
- [10:32:04] <Xepscern> You'll be an old woman!
- [10:37:04] <XJR-9> Going to be a Christmas cake soon
- [10:41:02] <XJR-9> Such a scary thought...aaaah
- [10:41:43] <Xepscern> Oooold!
- [10:41:54] <Xepscern> Don't worry I'll be 25 soon
- [10:41:59] <Xepscern> God
- [10:42:07] <Xepscern> That makes me squirm
- [10:43:54] <Xepscern> XJR-9: did I show you the whole collection of sleeping starter babies?
- [10:44:05] <XJR-9> Xepscern: You don't know what "Christmas cake" means, do you?
- [10:44:19] <XJR-9> It means that when a woman is past 25, no matter her qualities, no one wants her.
- [10:44:24] <XJR-9> Like a Christmas cake.
- [10:44:49] <Xepscern> I know the trope!
- [10:45:14] <Xepscern> I think It's gross
- [10:49:42] <XJR-9> Probs going to be my reality
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- [10:52:12] <XJR-9> Oh, but you have pointed it out yourself.
- [10:52:28] <XJR-9> Time passes.
- [10:52:50] <Xepscern> That doesn't make you unlovable
- [10:53:46] <XJR-9> I grow old, I grow old, I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled
- [10:54:23] <Xepscern> And you can still find someone to be with
- [10:54:35] <XJR-9> Oh, don't give me trite platitudes, Xeps
- [10:55:27] <XJR-9> Who said I *want* "someone" to be with?
- [10:55:33] <Xepscern> Then what's the problem?
- [10:56:37] <XJR-9> I never said there was a problem.
- [10:56:42] <XJR-9> You assumed. :)
- [10:57:03] <Xepscern> I'm sorry
- [10:57:25] <Xepscern> I assume because... part of the Christmas Cake trope is that the woman in question resents it so much
- [10:58:10] <Xepscern> You're right I made an ass of myself, I'm sorry
- [10:59:25] <XJR-9> Perhaps I am merely reminding you of the fortune you possess in having, for a very long time, someone who loves you.
- [11:00:59] <Xepscern> I'm very fortunate
- [11:01:44] <Xepscern> I... I guess I subconsciously assume that being with someone will make things better, because it literally saved my life.
- [11:01:46] <Xepscern> Sorry I'm rambling
- [11:05:54] <XJR-9> Xepscern: In all honesty? I think it is a mistake to think there will always be time.
- [11:06:03] <XJR-9> There are different types of love that belong to different times.
- [11:06:25] <XJR-9> And one day, those times are gone without you realising it.
- [11:07:58] <XJR-9> One day soon my grandaunts will not be with me anymore.
- [11:08:10] <XJR-9> One day I will no longer be able to have children, even if I wished to.
- [11:08:10] <XJR-9> Tempus fugit.
- [11:10:41] <XJR-9> Each day I study med, and it is a day which I spend away from my family.
- [11:11:15] <XJR-9> Each day takes me towards a future in which I may no longer be friends with the people here.
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- [11:14:38] <XJR-9> Once again: don't give me trite sayings.
- [11:15:08] <XJR-9> They make me oh so terribly cross.
- [11:17:28] <Xepscern> Then I dont know what to tell you. I force myself to live by these things. Trite and immature they may be, they help this 6 year old crying in a locked closet make it through the day.
- [11:17:51] <Xepscern> I'm sorry I'm not able to help you, Yuan
- [11:18:05] <XJR-9> I never asked for help.
- [11:18:28] <XJR-9> I don't expect you to grant it.
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- [11:29:55] <XJR-9> Xepscern: very soon I will have to make real decisions about that, you see? Things that will determine how much time I have with people.
- [11:30:38] <XJR-9> It's all very well to say "oh, appreciate what you have", but the decisions one makes *do* affect that.
- [11:30:38] <XJR-9> Do I wish to give away the next 8 years of my life?
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- [11:31:33] <XJR-9> I saw a general surgeon's child once. She told me of all the time that she missed seeing her baby grow up.
- [11:31:52] <XJR-9> I remember my mother telling me how much she cried every night she had to drive away from me so that she could work.
- [11:32:31] <XJR-9> I remember my resident telling me she missed the first steps her daughter took.
- [11:32:53] <XJR-9> Yes, appreciate the time you have. But also appreciate that you have to decide what time you have.
- [11:33:34] <XJR-9> Appreciate that you don't always have time.
- [11:34:29] <Xepscern> I agree.
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- [11:36:58] <XJR-9> And I for you!
- [11:37:44] <XJR-9> When I was younger, I always wanted to grow up to be an eccentric bachelorette.
- [11:38:00] <XJR-9> And to open a library and art gallery for children.
- [11:38:30] <Xepscern> You were a weird child, Yuan, and that's why I like you
- [11:41:02] <XJR-9> My follow-up is now I know how much a dream costs
- [11:44:16] <XJR-9> "And indeed there will be time..."
- [11:45:01] <XJR-9> There will be time to murder and create
- [11:46:54] <XJR-9> "For such is life. We grow rich as we plant through the early years, but then come the years when time undoes our work and cuts down our trees. One by one our comrades deprive us of their shade, and within our mourning we always feel now the secret grief of growing old."
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- [11:52:24] <Xepscern> And I'm scared that person might be me
- [11:54:38] <XJR-9> Oh, that depends.
- [11:54:40] <XJR-9> Entertain me!
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