Spinel,

I don't remember how we actually met for real, but I remember we did now. I want to believe it was a happy meeting, but I don't think it was, and I'm sorry. You deserved the truth sooner. You deserved better than me and mom. If you hate me once you remember, I'll understand. I'm trying to Make A Change like you said, but I don't know if it's possible here.

Please just try to find happiness for yourself. A lot of people here care about you.

-Steven