This is just not okay

Tsaaq: ((Biiitch.))
Musik: (I DIDN'T GET TO CHANGE YET, OKAAY?)
Tsaaq: ((Put on some shoes bitch lmao.))
Musik: -Tony sat on the floor with the dog rope in his hand, Ryder standing in front of him pulling on it making growling noises while Tony yawned.- "You're a weak bitch, Ryder." -He said before yanking the rope back, feeling the dog tug on it harder.- "THERE YA GOOOO."
Musik: (Bitch no.)
Tsaaq: ((oh bitch.))
Tsaaq: Hayley slipped into the apartment quietly with a large gift wrapped box in her hands, trying to secretly shut the door but there was still a small slamming noise. She speed walked to the bathroom and put down the box and her bags and quickly got changed in a black nightie. She gave herself one more look and fixed her makeup before picking up the box and going towards the bedroom and knocking. "Tonnnyyy." She called out.
Musik: -He heard Hayley calling his name and sighed pushing up to his feet, not being in the mood for shit today. He adjusted his shorts as he walked over to the door, opening it to look down at her night gown, then up at her face.- "Yeah?"
Tsaaq: "I have a present for you." She said as she waved the large box around a bit, or as well as she could since it was big and stuff. "I would've lit up candles and stuff and make it special but, you got here before me so..." Hayley went into the bedroom and sat the box down on the bed, seeing Ryder try to go for it. "No! Not for dogs, for Tony." She said to him and tried to turn him away.
Musik: "Christmas is over, though..." -He said furrowing his brows and walked over to the bed, dropping his eyes down to the box.- "Wht is it?
Tsaaq: ((Wb biatch.))
Musik: (THANKS. repost? or did you even post before i left?)
Tsaaq: Hayley pouted. "I still wanted to give you a present..." She trailed off looking a little disappointed. "You should open it and see." Hayley waved her hands over the box as she bent over a bit, wiggling her but in the silky nightie.
Tsaaq: ((No I waited!))
Musik: -Tony looked at her and then looked at the box. He sat down and unwrapped the box. He pulled the lid off to stare down into the baseball bat, blinking a few times before actually picking it up. He moved it around in his hand, barely using his bad arm because still ow. He spotted his name and the superman symbol. His mouth turned up into a slight smile, running his thumb over it.- "Wow.. This is fucking awesome.."
Tsaaq: "You like it?" Hayley asked as she hopped up and down for a moment and began to smile a bit. "You really think so? Oh my god. I'm so glad. I was worried you wouldn't like it or someting and we'd just fight." She said quickly.
Musik: "Why wouldn't I like this? This is awesome.." -He said pushing up to his feet to stand in front of her, pushing his lips against hers. He pulled away and put the bat back into the box.- "I love it, thank you.
Tsaaq: Hayley smirked into the kiss and went to nuzzle him from the back when he'd put the bat away. "You love it?" She repeated. "Do you love anything else?" She asked with a crane of her head.
Musik: "Uh.. I guess?" -He said shrugging.- "I love my apartmenet, the dog, the cat, i guess my family..and I have feelings for you so I guess?" (TONY, GREAT WITH WORDS SINCE...never.)
Tsaaq: ((Damn it Tony.))
Tsaaq: She let go of him and stepped around him, plopping onto an empty space on the bed with a pout. Hayley crossed her arms over her chest and stared up at Tony with an expression that probably would be a mixture of 'this mother fucker' and 'WAAAAHHHH'.
Musik: -He turned his head to look at her, furrowign his brows.- "What?"
Tsaaq: "It's nothing. Don't worry about." Hayley continued to pout and looked down at her nightie. "Do you even like this? I bought it to look sexy for you and you didn't even notice." She grumbled and stood for a moment and just pulled the damn thing off pretty much making her topless with socks and panties like that was normal or some shit.
Musik: "I noticed.. I just thought it was pajamas or something..." -He said raising his brows when she just fucking took it off. Okay Hayley we get it.0
Tsaaq: She grumbled and got up from the bed. "No, it was supposed to be sexy." Hayley muttered and went to take off her heels. "A girl doesn't wear shit like this to bed, she wears bummy shit. Or nothing in my case..." Hayley trailed off.
Musik: "Well how am I supposed to know? Literally only three bitches have ever stayed the night in my bed, and they all slept naked or in my fucking clothes. So I don't know what you guys were to sleep." -He said shrugging his shoulders.-
Tsaaq: "What?" She asked loudly and crossed her arms over her bare chest. "I've been sleeping here with you for like, months now!" Hayley whined and pouted and stood up kicking her heels. "I don't even know why I'm trying. I obviously suck at this." She complained more to herself than anything.
Musik: "Okay now stop. You don't suck at this I just suck a actually realizing shit because I suck at relationships. Calm down." -He said holding his hand up before pulling his arm from the sling that it SHOUL HAVE BEEN IN SO IT IS. He dropped the sling down onto the bed and moved out of the bedroom to walk into the kitchen, grabbing an icepack.-
Tsaaq: She continued to frown as he walked out of the room, watching him before following behind him like to a puppy. "I just want you to want me, is that so crazy?" She asked him softly and went to grab the icepack and shit. "Let me help you with that."
Musik: "I do want you Hayley. You don't have to fucking wear stupid lengire to make me want you." -he rolled his eyes and let her take the iccepack, dropping his arm down to his side, wincing because everything hurts when you get shot.-
Tsaaq: "But I spent money." Hayley furrowed her eyebrows and focused on icepack things for his wounded arm. "I just wanted to be sexy..." She trailed off then shrugged. "It was supposed to be romantic or something." Hayley sighed.
Musik: "Hay..I already told I don't do the romance thing.. You don't have to do it. I know that shit isn't comfortable. So yoou don'thave to buy it." -He flinched slightly feeling the ice pack against his skin, looking down at his wounded self.-
Tsaaq: Hayley began to frown and sighed. "How the hell are we supposed to show affection if we don't do anything romantic?" She asked him begrudgingly. "And don't say fucking because sex doesn't equal love." Hayley grumbled while still tending to him.
Musik: "By just fucking being together? Why do we have to gout of our way to do shit when we can just sit on the couch and cuddle or some shit?" -He asked taking the ice pack from her hands, furrowing his brows.- "Romance doesn't have to include all the gooy shit couples do for each other." -He held the icepack to his skin as he walked back down the hallway to the bathroom so he can change the bandages on his wound.0
Tsaaq: She pouted and stayed in the kitchen for a moment before jogging behind him cause she couldn't stand to be in a room by herself. "Cause it makes me feel better." Hayley answered softly as she leaned on the doorway of the bathroom. "Makes me feel like I'm worth something." She shrugged her shoulders. "And I love you..."Hayley trailed off.
Musik: "Being dressed up in that shit shouldn't make you feel like your worth something. Me telling you that you're worth something should make you feel like you're worth something and you ARE worth something." -He peeled the old bandage off and grabbed a rag to wipe it off because gross. He sighed loking at it and grabbed a nnew peace of gauze holding it in place while he put tape over it messily because one handed.0
Tsaaq: Hayley lowered her head and kept leaning on the doorway before sighing and helping him the tape huffily. "Then why don't you say it?"
Musik: "I do. Maybe not as often as I should but I do. I just did, actually." -He said raising his brows as he fixed the bandage before grabbing another clean rag, wrapping the ice pack in it before pushing it against his skin again.
Tsaaq: She sighed and walked away. "There's a lot of things you don't say. And it makes me feel shitty." Hayley muttered and walked out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, pulling off her thigh high stockings as she sat on the bed.
Musik: -He sighed and ran his hand down his face.- "Are we ALWAYS going to fight about this shit?" -He asked as he walked back into the bedroom, walking to his side of the bed, dropping down onto it. He got comfortable, laying his wounded arm ontop of a pillow to keep it propped, flinching at the pain shooting through him.-
Tsaaq: "I don't want to fight with you but it's really hard with how I've been feeling and how you treat me." She said grumpily and laid on her back and stared up at the ceiling. "Just saying one nice thing to me would make me feel so much better but you act like it's the hardest ever. I shouldn't have to guess whether or not you love me back."
Musik: "How I -treat- you?" -He asked furrowing his brows turning to look at her.- "I treat you a hell of a lot better than I did any of my other girlfriends.. You think I would've went out and bought those bitches a cat? Or let them fucking live with me? No. I wouldn't. So I won't tell you I love you because I don't fucking do that to anyone, so you're mad? I've already told you I fucking had feelings for you Hayley why isn't that enough?" -He asked, clearly just getting mad because he's tony.-
Tsaaq: Hayley sat up and frowned, holding back her tears as she slid off the bed. "I'm not mad. I'm just hurt." She said weakly and went to gather up some of her clothes. "And it isn't enough because nobody wants to be in a one sided relationship, okay? I shouldn't be doing all the work and feeling bad because you're not willing to open up to me." She ranted a bit as she went to pull the clothes over her body. "You know what Tony, if I'm such a pain in your ass? Then maybe all of this was just a mistake. Then you can go back to fucking sluts who don't give a shit about you or your feelings." She sniffled.
Musik: "Oh my god are you really fucking doing this right now?" -He asked loudly as he slowly sat up, staring at her.- "I never aid you were such a pain in the ass! And who said I wanted to go back to fucking sluts who don't care about me? This is fucking ridiculous Hayley. I shouldn't be forced to open up when I don't fucking want to!"
Tsaaq: "Well now you don't have to." Hayley sighed as she slipped on her pants. "I love you Tony and I'm not going to force you to do anything. And that's how I know you don't love me back because you feel like I'm forcing you to do shit."
Musik: "I already said I fucking had feelings for you!" -He shouted and groaned resting his head down onto his hands.- "You can't fucking leave. It's almost two in the morning. Where the fuck are you going to go?"
Tsaaq: She felt her eyes become teary while she kept gathering her things. "Keep the fucking cat." Hayley whimpered before looking at him. "Whatever, if I'm lucky somebody will murder me or soemthing. Anything is better than being me."  She shouted at him and went to head out the bedroom.
Musik: "God damnit..." -He sighed and slid out of hte bed, walking out into the hall.- "You can't fucking leave it's almost two in the morning!" -He shouted to her and pointed to Julia's room.- "You can fucking sleep in there till the morning and then if you really want to fucking leave you can. But take the cat. I don't want her if you're not here." -He said softly and disappeared back into his room, dropping down onto his bed trying not to pout.-
Tsaaq: Hayley stopped in her tracks and frowned. "This is the shit I'm talking about! Why can't you just say you don't want me to go?" She asked loudly. "I don't know if I can do this anymore. I don't want to leave you but I'm fucking miserable." Hayley said as she went back to the bedroom.
Musik: "If I'm making youso miserable then I can't fucking make you stay! You think I can change and be this totally romantic guy who's going to give you everything you want and be this totally awesome dude, and I can't be! I can't fucking change Hayley and you obviously can't accept that!" -He shouted.- "I'm not changing! Get the fuck over it!"
Tsaaq: "Yeah? Well I could've been with Adam! And I chose to be with you asshole, and you make me regret it every fucking day!" Hayley screamed at the top of her lungs. "I could've been happy. You don't give a shit about whether or not I'm happy, you're fucking selfish! When you love somebody it's not changing it's just being glad to make another person happy. But if loving me is a fucking chore then I'm sorry I ever asked you to be my boyfriend."
Musik: "Oh you could've been with Adam?" -He asked standing up raising his brows at her.- "Then go fucking be with Adam! Oh wait, he's with fucking HARPER!" -He shouted angrily and sighed.- "I can't believe this shit. I don't give a fuck if you're happy?! You were sad so I bought you ac at. I fucking met your DAD so you could be happy about that shit. I've done a lot to fucking make you happy! But it doesn't work! You're just a sad person, Hayley. You need to fucking see someone about it because this whole 'i'm sad all the time and no one loves me' shit is getting old. Because people do love you! We care about you but you don't want to see it!"
Tsaaq: She stared blankly at him and just started to cry. "I'm not choosing to be sad you fucking asshole! What do you think I'm just doing this for attention or some shit?" Hayley walked over to him and shouted back at him. "Wow, thanks for rubbing it in my face that he's with fucking Harper and not me. Because I decided to be with you and you are just the most difficult person but I love you. I do. I love you and I still can't be happy. So I'm just a sad person. Maybe I should just die? Is that what you want? Tell me what you want!"
Musik: "I never sai you were CHOOSING to be sad! But you are! And I'm telling you it's not healthy! And someone can help you with it if you let them but you're not letting anyone!" -He said rolling his eyse.- "Do you really care that he's with Harper? Are you IN LOVE WITH HIM?" -He asked loudly staring at her face.- "You are aren't you? Well go fucking be with him. He's obviouslllyyyy better for you then I am." -He said in a mocking tone.- "NO I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE I WANT YOU TO FUCKING ACCEPT WHO I AM!"
Tsaaq: "I AM NOT! I'M NOT CHOOSING TO BE SAD THAT ISN'T FAIR. I DON'T WANT TO BE SAD." She shouted over him and flinched as he yelled at her. "I-I" Hayley avoided answering him and went to wrap her arms around him. "I just want somebody to love me. I don't want you to change I just want to feel like you love me." She barely said past her tears. "Can't you see I'm all fucked up in the head? I feel like I'm nothing all the time. And bad things keep happening that makes me think that I'm just going to be stuck like this forever. I'm not doing it on purpose. I hate the way it feels, why do you think I keep talking about dying? So the fucking pain will go away." She said as she leaned into his chest.
Musik: (Bitch she just said he didn't want her to die what are you doing.)
Tsaaq: ((Shhh.))
Musik: -He sighed and looked down at her as she just hugged him. He wrapped one arm around her and squeezed her slightly.- "I know you don't choose to be fucking sad, Hayley. But you're not letting anyone help you be happy either. I don't want you to die, if you died I'd probably die too. Beccause I fucking care about you. A lot. And just because I can't choke out the words half the time I do. But you can't throw the fact that you could've been with fucking Adam in my face because he's a fucking wimp."
Tsaaq: She frowned widely and tried to catch her breath amidst crying. "I don't know how." Hayley whispered. She looked up at him and continued to hold onto him. "I know. I'm sorry." Hayley sniffled as she shook her head. "I shouldn't have said that. That was fucked up. I'm all fucked up, I don't know why I even said it." She stammered then looked at the bed. "Hold me? I'm not going to be able to sleep but just hold me." She asked him.
Musik: -He nodded, dropping his arm from around her, dropping down onto the bed, throwing the blanket over him and propping his arm back up onto the pillow, patting the bed next to him for her.-
Tsaaq: Hayley climbed onto the bed beside him and curled up next to him and waited for his one good arm to wrap around her as she sighed. "I don't want to be without you." She whispered and closed her eyes even though she wasn't sleeping at all.
Tsaaq: ((God they're awful, this is just... god. How))