Wherever You Are

I wrote this as an M4F but it's an A4A if you just change things up a few. Enjoy <3

Oh.. hi. As always, it's really nice to hear your voice.

Whyyy? What's wrong?

*laughs* oh my god, you're so cute. I like making you blush. I wish I could see it right now though. Okay.. that sounds creepy. But you know what I mean. How was your day?

hmm? You need to talk to me about something? What is it?

Just what? You know you can tell me anything, right?

*pause*

*confused* 'What are we?' What kind of question is that?

*listening* Okay.. so you were doing some thinking and you were wondering what exactly our status is? *chuckle* Well, what do you think we are?

And I've been calling you my girlfriend! Seriously, why would you even think that we aren't in a relationship right now?

Oh, because I'm sweet with everyone? *laugh* Baby, you know how I act around you and with other people that we talk to. It's different. It sounds crazy but you've completely changed me. I used to be so.. so.. I guess, non chalant with being sweet with people because at the end of the day, I know I don't like them in a romantic way. And I'm known for not taking things seriously, but I am taking this seriously. I'm taking *you* (emphasize) seriously. Because I really like you, okay?

Why I like you? Do I even need to answer that? *chuckle* I like you.. for you. I know it's cliché but I really do. All those little things you do and say whenever we're both on skype, your quirky and utterly adorable comments when we're watching cheesy romantic movies together, your over use of the puppy filter on snapchat, your good morning texts and snaps, your passion for your work and studies.. all those little things and big things that make you who you are. And don't even get me started on your smile. My god, how I love that smile.

Remember that time when you asked me, "Why me?" Well.. I think I should be the one asking that. For a while I didn't think that someone like you would like someone like me. You're gorgeous and I'm.. well.. me. You make me feel amazing, you know that? And I don't mean that in a sexual context. That time when we both fell asleep together and I woke up to your voice saying, "good morning"? I didn't have any nightmares that night.

Whenever I talk to you or get a morning text from you, I feel all fuzzy inside. You know the term kilig (this is pronounced KEY-LEEG)? I think it was recently put in the dictionary. It means the feeling that you get when interacting with a person you love. You make me go kilig everyday. *laugh*

And I'm pretty sure I'm serious about you because I already booked the tickets to see you later this year and you can drag me to all the coffee shops that you love so much and we can both go crazy on caffeine together.

I know this thing we have is scary. Long distance relationships are never easy. Different timezones, the miles and miles from me to you. But we have between us is something special. And I'm willing to go through all those hardships if it means I get to be with you in the end. You mean a lot to me more than you know. No matter where you are, even though we're heavens apart, there's only you.

You know something else? With everything that's been going on on my side of the world lately, moving to a new place, settling in at a new work place and finding an apartment, all these things going on in a blur, all I can focus on.. is you. So yes, baby. This is real. You're my person... and I'm yours.