latebin monday - mental health, donation incentives, & more

Hello! To avoid flooding your E3-filled timelines with a thread of life/stream updates from yours truly, I made this! It's long, big oops and big sorry!!

Work -
	Ya girl is becoming a generate. July 27th, 2019. I'll be transferring to a newer facility, same job done a bit differently. My schedule will be going from 4 10hr night shifts to 5 8hr day shifts! I'm so excited for this change! This means more streams at hours that people can actually watch at, eep!!!

Stream -
	As some of you may know, I'm horrible at streaming regularly, but I love doing it as a hobby and am blessed to be able to make some income on the side with it. I appreciate how many of you come back around whenever I eventually go live again and I have really been working on getting myself to do it more often. I've found that sometimes the issue I have with going live is not being able to stream the games I would like to, so in order to fix this, I recently put up a donation goal for a PC that would allow me to stream HD consoles as well as run better PC games. We've already raised 20% of the goal and I'm so grateful for that! I've been working behind the scenes on some incentive ideas for every $100 met toward the total goal. If you have any ideas, please feel free to message me them or tell me in chat! Once all ideas are brainstormed, I'll be posting a spreadsheet with more detailed information. Should mention I finally bought a desk and chair. The lighting where I currently have it in my room is very poor, but I've never been one for the highest quality streams, so pls don't judge, thx.

Life -
	My brain is a mess almost always, but May and June it becomes a special lil cluster of anxiety and sad memories. I don't really mention it publicly too often, but I have been diagnosed with PTSD due to a trauma that I endured back in late-June of 2013. This year when I noticed that it was too difficult to handle on my own, I sought out professional help. I've now been prescribed antianxiety medication and I'm in the process of finding a new therapist in my area that accepts my insurance. I don't normally speak about these things, but if you've known me for some years, you probably know that this is usually the time of year where I drop off the face of the planet until I get my head on straight. I really didn't want to do that again this year and I'm pretty darn proud of how socially active I've been this time around! The medication has done wonders for my brain and so have the people I hold near and dear to my heart. I'm very grateful to have so many good people in my life! I guess I'm mainly talking about this publicly because I finally feel comfortable to. I feel like I'm surrounded with the best people I've ever been surrounded with. Thank y'all for filling my heart with so much warmth and for all of you who help me laugh on the daily. I haven't felt this 'me' in so many years and I have so many of you to thank for it.

SGDQ -
	it's in 12 days, I'll be there, that is all

Okay, I think that's enough words. Geez, I sure can ramble when given the right medium. I partially blame loving the sound of a mechanical keyboard, heh. Anyway, thank you for reading or skimming or simply looking at this pastebin link word dumparoo.