xShepherd: I love her dearly, you have no idea, but we're just not going to be romantically together.
StikerDragonAkiama: it was nice meeting you all
OnyxiaxBlackstone: Awe bai hun
xShepherd: Take care, thanks for stopping by. ^^
Scorcha: o - o i love her more
Scorcha: >n>
xShepherd: Nah.
xShepherd: >:c
Scorcha: I've never hurt her on purpose
Scorcha: >_>
xShepherd: Hey, we got past that.
OnyxiaxBlackstone: o_o
xShepherd: Do not start shit.
Sheltie: Scor..
Scorcha: >:c
xShepherd: I made a mistake. We made up.
Scorcha: c:
Scorcha: As one of her best friends.
Scorcha: I can promise you
Scorcha: I'll never let you live it down
Scorcha: It's my job
OnyxiaxBlackstone: I only know of one mistake made, I dunno if it was you
Scorcha: :I
Sheltie: Scor, I've forgiven him..Him and I are past that..
Scorcha: Doesn't change anything shanie
Scorcha: And you know that
xShepherd: We're better than we've ever been.
OnyxiaxBlackstone: /me Pokes Scor
Scorcha: I know you've forgiven him, but you know the majority of your friends who know what happened, have not.
OnyxiaxBlackstone: Is he the friends with benefits mistake?
OnyxiaxBlackstone: o-o
xShepherd: It's their problem, not mine.
Scorcha: We only tollerate him because we love you.
OnyxiaxBlackstone: /me Confuzzled
xShepherd: Ony, just...not now, okay?
OnyxiaxBlackstone: I sorry D:
Niexes: -sighs-
Sheltie: You won't ever forget it, but either will he. He still get very upset about what he did. He still gets hurt when he thinks about what he did. He knows he messed up.
Scorcha: I want to make sure he lives with what he did. Because he hurt one of the most sweetest kindest people I know
Scorcha: There is no forgiving for what he did to you, and i am not the only friend who thinks so
Scorcha: I'm the only vocal friend about it
Sheltie: Oh sweetie..you will never forgive him, others may not forgive him, and he will never forgive himself either.
Scorcha: I'm still mad you forgave him tbh. He didn't deserve it
Scorcha: He doesn't deserve you at all in his life
Scorcha: He has no right to go on spouting he loves you after he said he didn't
Scorcha: He's a manipulative asshole who place the pitty game when he gets caught and it frustrates me
Scorcha: And you have to understand
Scorcha: I was the one who told him to persue you
Niexes: /me bangs my head on a pillow
Scorcha: I supported him
Scorcha: and his endevers to be your boyfriend
Scorcha: I PUSHED HIM
Scorcha: to try and date you
Sheltie: He has been nothing but wonderful to me since that happened....He has changed. He would never hurt me again.
Scorcha: because thats what a supportive friend does
Scorcha: That's bullshit lo, he still gets over protective and possesive of you like you're an object
Scorcha: Clo*
Scorcha: Tina and i both have called him for it since he's returned
Sheltie: I know. I know. We're working on that. He has gotten a lot better though
Scorcha: Especially since the time we both did at the same time was against your REAL LIFE FRIEND
Scorcha: You shouldn't have to work on that clo
Scorcha: You're a free person NOT SOMEONES TOY/POSSESSION
Scorcha: He's the reason some of your friends wont come in here anymore
Scorcha: I didn't like coming in here until you modded me.
Sheltie: He gets scared. But he trusts me now.
Scorcha: Pfft
Scorcha: That's not how that works
Scorcha: That's a way to manipulate you. He shouldn't have to say he "trusts" you
Scorcha: THAT SHOULD BE A GIVEN
NearProxy: My internet is not being nice today
Scorcha: You never did anything to not have his trust
xShepherd: That's gooood.
xShepherd: How's Xak?
NearProxy: He was moved to a regular room a little bit ago
Scorcha: Weba and i'm sorry your internet is being a bitch
Sheltie: People always try to protect me. Always. He sees it as protecting me from people, I think. But I can take care of myself. He knows that
NearProxy: Thanks
Scorcha: Clo. If you can protect yourself, then why do you let manipulative assholes like him control you.
Sheltie: I am not anymore. He is not manipulating me.
Scorcha: You realize, ever since he came back, your depression is back to a low again.
Scorcha: Tina and I both noticed.
Scorcha: You began pushing us away again
Scorcha: You shut yourself off
Scorcha: and shut us out
Scorcha: and when we talk
Scorcha: it's about us
Scorcha: never you anymore
Scorcha: and if it is'
Scorcha: i'ts the bare min
Sheltie: I have been really happy though
Scorcha: Then why do you feel alone just as much as happy
Sheltie: I don't feel alone anymore
Scorcha: I see.
Sheltie: I didn't realize I was pushing you two away though..
Sheltie: I am so sorry
Scorcha: Don't.
Scorcha: I realized who is more important now.
Scorcha: Take care Clo.