Dear Tsuna.

Dear Tsuna
I know i'm the person you want to talk to the least, and I know you might not even read all of this but I really hope you do. I just messaged you this night to make sure you're doing okay, and saw you have me blocked I'm not angry. I would block me too, but I just wanted to get all my feelings out and get this weight off my chest. I'm barely human, I have no emotions really and everything I do is shitty and ends up hurting the people closest to me. I know you're much happier with Mit and everyone and I was never really apart of the family, but I loved you and I still do. It hurts me a fuck ton that you would block me, hell honestly i'm shaking while writing this. I didn't know how much I cared about you until you blocked me, I know I never appreciated you enough showed you enough love hell I never even thanked you enough or told you  how much I care about you enough. But now it's all crashing down on me, you can run if you feel you have to and i'l lbe fine if you ever ask me. I just wanted to get this out there, I can't sleep now even though it's 3 am in the morning and I should be in bed waking up in 3 hours but I can't. I don't give a fuck about my job, I hate my job and  you're more of a priority to me. I know it's internet love and i've never met you and I probably never will, but you made me feel emotion that one day you messaged me about how much you missed me after you were busy with work for so long made me smile even though I could barely breathe. As this goes out i'm probably going to apologize to Mit and everyone for how I acted so immaturely, I know Mit is your friend and I overstepped my boundaries and overreacted a lot. I'm a fool in love and I can't help but think with my heart around you, I know your feelings for me have already gone with the wind probably. But i'll always be thinking about you and you'll always be in my heart, I love you more than life itself Tsuna.