LectroNyx - Today at 7:00 PM
Wow, Petra gets around
She's been screwed by Threka,
one of Rotha's alts
and now the RNG
The RNG knows just how to fuck her
nice and hard with like 6 failed fucking rolls
things i super dont get --
why is vilifying Flame bad in Anvil? like... even ex flame
saying it's bad to hate them for even once being bad's like saying
"hey sure he used to be a Nazi, but at least he realized he was doing the wrong thing so he's ok now"
it's almost literally that
... I really do want to know why, no matter how hard i tried to redeem my character
AWB peeps still actually like... actively antagonized Petra
a lot of her shit was bc she warned she'd do something, and they kept pushing
it got to the point where there really wasn't much IC reason to mess w/ her and they still did shit
so, like, yeah -- no offense, but altho Petra wasn't meant to be "good"
I... really have a hard time classifying AWB as anything higher than neutral as a result of just how shafted she got
even when she TRIED to be a good person, and I did shit to redeem her? people completely ignored it
people fucking ignored how she was during the entire Doric arc
just for the sake of vilifying her
and when I expressed a clear dislike/disapproval/discomfort of people making something of a meme out of "shooting bandmates" and shit like that there was no action taken and nobody listened to my complaints at all
until i just kind of succumbed to peer pressure and joined in on the straight up out of character jokes.
To this day, like, fucking everyone seems to make them.
Honestly, dude, if I do come back to Anvil months from now
I'd like to have some sort of protection from being straight up screwed over by people holding an OOC vendetta against me
bc my character called their out on things.
Aike - Today at 7:28 PM
Stop blowing up my DM with 20+ messages please
LectroNyx - Today at 7:29 PM
And if you think I can't take consequences, you'll really have to look at some of your own members. Like the one who got mad at me because Petra told their character that torture is bad
and that they were bad for torturing
bc she "did it in a public space"
Aike - Today at 7:29 PM
Jesus christ will you stop talking to me about this shit we've been over this 30 fucking times now(edited)
It's starting to get annoying
LectroNyx - Today at 7:29 PM
I just want to make sure that if I do return, like
Aike - Today at 7:30 PM
The definition of insanity is doing the same thing hundreds of times and expecting a different result
LectroNyx - Today at 7:30 PM
Then there needs to be something done.
Like teaching your players that if they antagonize a character, they'd best accept the consequences
and that OOC vendettas are not a good reason to harrass someone IC. And, of course, keeping IC and OOC separate
a HUGE one some people in AWB drastically need to learn.
Aike - Today at 7:31 PM
If you blow up my discord with this stuff again I'm going toconsider blocking you
LectroNyx - Today at 7:31 PM
when they start taking ooc offense to being called a name ic
Can you at least, like
try to do something?
Aike - Today at 7:32 PM
I don't want every single fucking contact I have with you being drama time 24/7
I already fucking have
Nobody else obsesses over it this much
LectroNyx - Today at 7:32 PM
Except you haven't!
Aike - Today at 7:32 PM
You're driving me nuts
I FUCKING HAVE.
LectroNyx - Today at 7:32 PM
Because I was screwed over for almost a year.
Aike - Today at 7:32 PM
I HAVE TALKED TO PEOPLE SO FUCKING MUCH.
LectroNyx - Today at 7:32 PM
Then why didn't anything happen?
Aike - Today at 7:32 PM
AND ALL YOU DO IS SEE YOURSELF AS THE VICTIM.
I AM DONE.
LectroNyx - Today at 7:32 PM
Because I have an antagonistic character?
Aike - Today at 7:32 PM
I can't fucking help you.
You can't see the problems for yourself no matter how much I try
LectroNyx - Today at 7:33 PM
Then tell me
Aike - Today at 7:33 PM
I can't put it in terms you understand.
LectroNyx - Today at 7:33 PM
what is the actual problem.
If it's not people who don't know how to RP proper
Or people not knowing how to separate IC from OOC
Or the fact that people were running wild with harmful jokes
And spreading highly toxic rumors that ended up killing my experience
Aike - Today at 7:34 PM
this is more or less how people feel
http://calleo.tumblr.com/post/163176430080/whats-one-behavior-that-even-after-years-of#notes
Tumblr
Schadenfreude.
What’s one behavior that, even after years of roleplaying, still baffles you?
For me, it’s when someone has a character that, out of the gate, is immediately insulting, rude, or generally, ‘fuck off’ at attempts to talk to them, then the player of said character gets baffled...

LectroNyx - Today at 7:34 PM
Except that's not really how it was.
It was moreso, like... look at Azmo.
Petra told him straight up "Ask me about anything else"
"Just NOT what you're asking"
and he kept repeating the same question
and then was upset when she was hostile
I can understand people not wanting to RP
but when people jump to the extent they did? Saying I deserved literally everything
Writing out a straight up torture scene because they heard Petra threatened someone and weren't actually even there to see it happen?
THAT is my problem.
Aike - Today at 7:36 PM
I am considering this harassment at this point
I am not kidding in that I will block you
LectroNyx - Today at 7:36 PM
I'm still pissed that we're just allowing a torture scene