[10:58] * Berry_Frost smiles, "night, This is you beautiful mother, just like me~"
[10:58] * Tavia nuzzles the colt playfully
[10:59] <Tavia> *I swear my internet is faster than this. Be back soon, refreshing..*
[10:59] * Night_Tune looks at Tavia as she nuzzles him, he rubs his cheek against hers
[10:59] * Tavia (hpdnjhxqkntfd@Pony-vbelu2.bigpond.net.au) Quit ( Connection closed )
[11:00] <@Trixietastic> Does Tavia count as a parent if she's no longer marrying Berry?
[11:00] <@Trixietastic> goddamnit
[11:00] <@Trixietastic> this shit is turning in to a soap opera
[11:01] <~Pocky> i know im getting confused too
[11:01] * Pony_49197 (hpdnjhxqkntfd@Pony-vbelu2.bigpond.net.au) has joined #PockysBasement
[11:01] <@Trixietastic> seriously
[11:01] * Pony_49197 is now known as Tavia
[11:01] <Berry_Frost> wait? what?"
[11:01] <@Trixietastic> so this is what I know
[11:01] <@Trixietastic> Berry's marrying Night_Blitz and had a foal with Pocky
[11:01] <Berry_Frost> No!
[11:01] <@Trixietastic> Who's married to Sky, their foal is Silver Sky
[11:01] <Tavia> Yea
[11:01] <Berry_Frost> what?
[11:01] <@Trixietastic> I'm marrying Tavia
[11:01] <Tavia> wait
[11:01] <@Trixietastic> who's having a foal by D-Frost
[11:02] <Tavia> Yea
[11:02] * Berry_Frost is stumped
[11:02] <Tavia> So far
[11:02] <@Trixietastic> and apparently I'm not drinking NEAR enough
[11:02] <Tavia> xD
[11:02] <Tavia> Seriously though
[11:02] <@Trixietastic> I was serious
[11:02] <Berry_Frost> So me and tavia are nolonger marrying?
[11:02] * Trixietastic begins to guzzle Buck Daniels
[11:02] <~Pocky> brb
[11:03] <Tavia> Sorry Berry...
[11:03] <~Pocky> i need brain fluid
[11:03] <@Trixietastic> ....well
[11:03] <Berry_Frost> Ok
[11:03] <@Trixietastic> we were under the impression you called off the engagement
[11:03] <@Trixietastic> to marry Night_Blitz
[11:03] <Berry_Frost> ...
[11:03] * Berry_Frost sighs
[11:04] * Berry_Frost looks at tavia
[11:04] * Tavia looks at Berry
[11:04] * Berry_Frost blinks
[11:04] * Berry_Frost rolls over
[11:04] * Tavia looks down, and nuzzles Berry
[11:05] * Berry_Frost does not respong to the nuzzles, she isnt wearing Nights ring
[11:05] <~Pocky> the only parents Night has are me and Berry
[11:06] * Berry_Frost leaves the foal and walks out the room
[11:06] * Tavia looks at Berry with complete and utter con- wait
[11:06] * Tavia wait wait wait wait wait
[11:06] <Tavia> ...
[11:06] * Tavia facehoofs
[11:06] * Night_Tune wonders where Berry is going
[11:06] * Berry_Frost slams the door
[11:06] <Berry_Frost> I never said, that i was ditching the marriage
[11:07] <Berry_Frost> I am pissed now, with Both of you
[11:07] * Tavia hugs Night_Tune protectively, stroking him "It's ok..."
[11:08] <Berry_Frost> Do not, talk to me, unless you feel you should
[11:08] * Tavia kisses the foal, stands up... and leaves "Fine hen... I'm sorry, Berry..."
[11:08] * Tavia (hpdnjhxqkntfd@Pony-vbelu2.bigpond.net.au) has left #PockysBasement
[11:08] * Trixietastic follows Tavia out
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[11:12] ->> You joined channel #PockysBasement
[11:12] ->> Topic is: The basement has: workbench, furnace, molder, several metalwork tools and a place where Sky keeps her 'Special' toys, and a very lonely Trixie in the corner
[11:12] ->> Topic set by Trixietastic!IceChat77@Pony-91q.ffs.93.64.IP on 1/9/2012 5:11:03 PM
[11:12] * Night_Tune sets mode +o Trixietastic for #PockysBasement
[11:12] ->> Channel Modes are: +nt
[11:12] ->> Channel created on 1/4/2012 7:46:50 AM
[11:13] * Tavia shakes her head "Berry... Berry Berry Berry... Don't DO this to yourself. To me!"
[11:13] * Berry_Frost looks to her "I loved you.. with all my soul..."
[11:13] * Tavia :So did I" She protests
[11:14] * Tavia So did*
[11:14] * Berry_Frost looks to her "prove it"
[11:14] * Berry_Frost looks to Trixie, then back to her. she walks past her and strings up the noose.
[11:14] * Tavia looks down "How?"
[11:14] * Berry_Frost "make me change my mind"
[11:15] * Tavia falls to the ground state of both shock, and depression... "Berry..."
[11:15] * Pocky shows Berry_Frost her son "look what you brought into this world"
[11:16] * Tavia "Don't make that child's one birth mom leave..."
[11:16] * Berry_Frost looks to her. she walks up to her and pulls her up. she looks into her eyes, her own full of depression and sadness "You said yes to trixie... I want to marry you, but cant anymore." she simply says that
[11:16] * Tavia jumps up, tears in her eyes "Berry... Don't do this... PLEASE!"
[11:16] <@Trixietastic> "Then why did you say yes to Night_Blitz? You don't think that didn't hurt Tavia!? That she might move on when you walked away?"
[11:17] * Berry_Frost "you where my everything." she looks up to Trixie "I KILL THE COLTS I MARRY!"
[11:17] <Tavia> o.o
[11:17] <Tavia> I wasn't expecting that
[11:17] <@Trixietastic> o_O
[11:17] <@Trixietastic> well
[11:17] <@Trixietastic> that's new
[11:17] <@Trixietastic> "Looking to expand to mares then? Over MY dead body"
[11:17] * Berry_Frost glares at her, extremely angry.
[11:18] * Tavia pales "But... But why? Why kill the colts and stallions that mean so much to you?"
[11:18] <@Trixietastic> "She's another twisted psychopath like RainDancer, does she need a reason?"
[11:18] * Tavia puts a hoof to Trixietastic "Stop"
[11:19] * Night_Tune hides under Pocky, scared from all the shouting
[11:19] * Berry_Frost looks to tavia, then points to the noose "I know... I am a lesbain.. thats why I loved you... and looks like your new wife made it worse." she stands up and walks to the noose, dragging a chair to the noose. she slides her head into the loop
[11:19] * Tavia jumps up, gnawing throw the rope "Not if I can help it"
[11:20] * Berry_Frost looks to her "Who are you gonna marry!"
[11:20] * Berry_Frost "You said yes twice!"
[11:20] * Berry_Frost takes a step back to the back of the chair.
[11:21] * Tavia doesn't answer, instead, continuing thorugh the rope. Tears were streaming down her face
[11:21] * Berry_Frost whispers, crying heavily "I loved you... and you chucked it in my face." she drops, the rope snapping a moment after she drops
[11:22] * Tavia looks on, stunned "Is... is she alive?"
[11:22] * Berry_Frost lies on the floor, winded but alive. she just looks up to tavia, not moving "Why..."
[11:23] * Tavia cries into Berry_Frost's chest "I'm sorry..."
[11:23] * Berry_Frost does not respond "I want to marry you... and only you... I am happy with you... without... I am as good as dead..."
[11:23] * Night_Tune runs over to Berry_Frost and gently nuzzles her snout
[11:23] * Berry_Frost pushes the foal away
[11:24] * Tavia looks at Berry shocked
[11:24] * Night_Tune falls backwards and shuffles back to Pocky
[11:24] * Tavia "You did NOT just push your only. Newborn foal. OUT OF THE WAY."
[11:24] * Berry_Frost "I have no loved ones unless I am loved by you." she says, her voice harsh and upset, clearly depressed.
[11:24] * Tavia shakes her head, following Night_Tune "Don't try to kill yourself again..."
[11:25] * Berry_Frost looks to her "You pushed a pony who loved you away."
[11:25] * Pocky lies down and gently nuzzles Night_Tune
[11:25] * Tavia stops walking. Shit, these mares had her in a vicegrip "That foal was a part of you"
[11:26] * Tavia "Literally!"
[11:26] * Berry_Frost "AND SO WERE YOU!"
[11:26] * Tavia falls over "Berry..."
[11:28] * Tavia walks over to Berry_Frost, nuzzling her gently "Please..."
[11:28] * Berry_Frost look to her "I just want to be with you."
[11:28] * Tavia "Please don't beat yourself up over this..."
[11:29] * Berry_Frost "I am not, I am killing myself over this."
[11:29] * Tavia nods "I know... but Trixie was right. I didn't know you would kill Night_Blitz. I was completely in the dark. Why wouldn't I move on? I was in a rickety state..."
[11:29] * Tavia "I... There is still no excuse... but please... Don't leave the foal..."
[11:30] * Berry_Frost looks to trixie, she turns vicious "Perhaps I should let night_blitz Live, Take you instead! YOu did this to me!"
[11:30] * Tavia yells to Trixie "Now would be a good time for you to run..."
[11:30] * Berry_Frost grabs her by the mane "You make my life a SHIT HOLE!"
[11:31] * Tavia "Berry! She didn't do this! Let her go! Berry!"
[11:31] * Berry_Frost "I hate you... You took the mare I love, the mare I cared for, the mare I called my wife!"
[11:31] * Tavia "If you have cared about me at ALL, you will NOT hurt her!"
[11:31] * Pocky "NOPONY IS KILLING ANYPONY" his voices rings through the basement
[11:32] * Tavia sighs "Thankyou, Pocky..."
[11:32] * Berry_Frost lets go of her, hurt by what tavia said. she looks to her "but you dont love me"
[11:32] * Tavia rolls her eyes "Berry. I still /DO/ love you"
[11:32] * Tavia "But... lets recap, shall we?"
[11:32] * Berry_Frost "Well you know what to do."
[11:33] * Berry_Frost glares at Trixie, You marry her, I will hate you"
[11:33] * Trixietastic throws Berry off her "Step back"
[11:33] * Tavia "You tried to hang yourself, to get me to leave trixie. You threatened to kill her..."
[11:33] * Tavia facehoofed "I just hope Night_Tune doesn't turn out that way... Really"
[11:33] * Berry_Frost looks to the foal. she didnt want to see it "Then Tavia."
[11:33] * Berry_Frost walk up to her "It looks like you are staying with Trixie"
[11:34] * Tavia sighed, huging Berry_Frost tightly "You've been acting weirdly lately..."
[11:35] * Berry_Frost "Because... I am ... " she hugs her, crying onto her shoulder "I missed you... Surely Night is good... ut he is not you"
[11:35] * Berry_Frost "You where my first,  You where my true love..."
[11:35] * Tavia strokes the mare "What was all that about killing him, though?"
[11:36] * Berry_Frost "I... I dont like him..."
[11:36] * Berry_Frost "I hate him."
[11:36] * Tavia looks confused "Then... Why marry him?"
[11:36] * Berry_Frost "I wanted him, because he was one of the few colts who speak to me."
[11:36] * Berry_Frost "And he married me"
[11:36] * Tavia facehoofed "Oh my god..."
[11:36] * Berry_Frost " How hard is it to say no?"
[11:37] * Berry_Frost "say no, break an innocent colts life"
[11:37] * Pocky "very"
[11:37] * Berry_Frost looks to her "I have been living a lie, with you and him."
[11:37] * Tavia laughs in desperation "xactly! Trixie asked me, I was put in the same predicament!"
[11:37] * Tavia sighs "I know you probably won't listen... But I can't leave Trixie..."
[11:38] * Berry_Frost nods "you cant leave me either."
[11:38] * Tavia "But I can't leave you totally either..."
[11:38] <Tavia> ...
[11:38] <~Pocky> XD
[11:38] * Tavia "How the HAY did you know?"
[11:38] * Berry_Frost looks at her "Because you said yes"
[11:39] * Tavia sighs "Berry... Have I ever told you how much you mean to me?"
[11:39] * Berry_Frost "I am calling off the marriage with me and Night."
[11:39] * Berry_Frost "I am calling off our love"
[11:39] * Berry_Frost "I am ditching him."
[11:39] * Berry_Frost "As for you>"
[11:39] * Berry_Frost "I dont know... I just hope you choose me... for the love of god..."
[11:40] * Tavia shakes her head "You and Trixie... I care about the same. As I couldn't break your heart, I could never bring myself to break her's, either..."
[11:40] * Tavia "I love you. I truly do" She stated with sincerity
[11:40] * Berry_Frost looks to Trixie. she walks over and whispers in her ear "I have an Idea..>"
[11:41] <@Trixietastic> "hmmm?
[11:41] * Tavia facehoofs "PLease don't let it be a killing spree"
[11:41] * Tavia "Joking"
[11:41] <@Trixietastic> (pistols at dawn for Tavia)
[11:41] * Berry_Frost whispers "Suppose, If me, You and Tavia were to marry each other... save her the arguments..."
[11:42] * Berry_Frost "the desicion"
[11:42] * Pocky is cuddling Night_Tune, watching everything happen, not letting him see
[11:42] * Tavia looked at the two mares, efore rushing off to Night_Tune "Hey there... you ok?"
[11:43] * Berry_Frost  sighs "And I am sorry for hurting you.. and everything I have said...
[11:43] <Berry_Frost> "
[11:43] * Pocky smiles at Tavia, "hes fine, just a bit shaken"
[11:43] * Tavia strokes the small colt "I'm sorry..."
[11:44] * Night_Tune is shaking, curled up into Pocky's side
[11:44] <@Trixietastic> "Berry why not just say something like that in the first place?" *she gestures at the noose on the floor* "You've said you've killed ponies, threatened me, yourself, treated your foal poorly, before this I would have happily agreed... now I'm just scared of you and for you"
[11:44] * Berry_Frost looks to her, on the verge of tears "I have just told NightBlitz, I am not marrying him. How do you think I feel?"
[11:45] * Berry_Frost "that was what I wanted between me and tavia and Night... but somehow... only me and Night got it."
[11:45] * Tavia looks at the foal, trying her best to ignore the two mares "It's ok... mommmy is fine. Both of them are..." She coos, nuzzling the small colt
[11:45] * Berry_Frost "I hate myself. I have everything about myself now."
[11:45] * Tavia glances over at berry "And then what? Kill him? Or not kill him?"
[11:45] <@Trixietastic> "You already told us you kill the stallions you marry, why should I believe a sudden change of heart?
[11:46] * Berry_Frost looks to her "not kill him."
[11:46] <@Trixietastic> "Your story is changing Berry, and I just can't trust you will all this erratic behavior within the span of minutes"
[11:46] * Tavia nuzzles the foal again "Berry... What Trixie stated was correct..."
[11:46] * Night_Tune looks up at Tavia, she could tell he has been crying
[11:47] * Berry_Frost looks at her. then back to the noose "Trixie... All I need is love."
[11:47] * Tavia licked the colt "I'm sorry kiddo..."
[11:47] * Berry_Frost "Tavia, I though you where still marrying me... how do you think I feel when I found out?"
[11:48] <@Trixietastic> "Berry behaving like this doesn't show you need love... you need help"
[11:48] * Tavia sighed "Berry? Your facts. They seem to be over the place. And Trixie? Please, for the ove of Celestia, don't"
[11:48] * Tavia love
[11:49] <Tavia> Trixietastic: The RP going on in the other channel seems to be... directly related xD
[11:49] <Tavia> more or less, anyway...
[11:50] <~Pocky> what is happening in the other room Tavia?
[11:51] <Tavia> Stuff...
[11:51] * Berry_Frost (pbvjlokwuhxuq@Pony-e5lan9.range86-183.btcentralplus.com) Quit ( Ping timeout: 121 seconds )
[11:51] <~Night_Tune> kk
[11:51] * Tavia carries the foal to Berry
[11:52] <Tavia> wai
[11:52] * Tavia "Did that foal just... sa 'kk' ?"
[11:52] <Tavia> o.o
[11:52] <~Pocky> dammit wrong window again
[11:52] <~Pocky> kk
[11:52] <@Trixietastic> Tavia what channel are you talking about?
[11:52] * Tavia nuzzles the colt gently "Mommy's here..."
[11:52] <Tavia> #TheFade
[11:53] * lightIRC_6852 (pbvjlokwuhxuq@Pony-e5lan9.range86-183.btcentralplus.com) has joined #PockysBasement
[11:53] <lightIRC_6852> (repost?)
[11:53] * lightIRC_6852 is now known as Berry_Frost
[11:53] <@Trixietastic> ...there's nothing going on that channel that's related to this...
[11:53] * Berry_Frost looks to them "I guess... i should just go..."
[11:54] * Tavia carries the foal to Berry, holding it up before he "Tis is yours! This is what you risked when you hung youself"
[11:54] <Tavia> Trixietastic: hush
[11:54] * Berry_Frost looks to foal "Yeh... and do what my mother did to me..."
[11:54] <@Trixietastic> Tavia you're being confusing darling
[11:54] * Tavia holdds the foal close "Berry... don't leave..."
[11:55] * Berry_Frost looks to Trixie, then to Tavia "i love you both... but I can't love a married couple without been married myself..."
[11:55] * Night_Tune looks at Berry_Frost, he scaredly backs into Tavia's coat
[11:55] * Tavia looks to Trixietastic, then back to Berry_Frost "So... she said no?"
[11:55] * Trixietastic nuzzles Night_Tune gently "It's ok sweetie, it's ok"
[11:56] * Berry_Frost pushes the foal to Tavia "She is yours now" she says "Just remember, Trixie made me leave you>"
[11:56] * Trixietastic sits back and sighs "Berry... you can... stay... join us but I have one condition"
[11:56] * Berry_Frost walks to the door, leaving the foal with Tavia. she returns to get the rope "I /will/ need this."
[11:56] * Tavia sighs "You do know that I'm not going to leave you, no matter what, right?"
[11:56] <Tavia> ^3
[11:57] * Tavia steps on the rope "Trix! Help me out over here. I'm not as agile with this foal on me"
[11:57] * Trixietastic magics the rope away and disintegrates it
[11:58] * Berry_Frost looks to Trixie, then Tavia "Thanks for making my life worse..."
[11:58] * Berry_Frost walks out the door
[11:58] <@Trixietastic> "Berry!"
[11:59] * Berry_Frost look back through the door
[11:59] * Trixietastic nuzzles Tavia sadly "She wouldn't listen to me..."
[11:59] * Tavia "Trix! Hold the baby" She says, quickly hoofing her Night_Tune, before running out the door after Berry
[12:00] * Trixietastic pulls the foal to herself "I don't know what should happen either little one"
[12:00] * Berry_Frost looks to Tavia "what?" she crys.
[12:01] * Night_Tune looks at Trixietastic and points a hoof to Pocky "Da" he manages to say
[12:01] * Tavia hugs Berry_Frost tightly "It's ok... Trust me... Stay in my apartment for a bit... please. I don't want you to hurt yourself..."
[12:01] * Tavia looks in "Did he just say..."
[12:02] <Berry_Frost> me looks at her "you and trixie have hurt me much more than I can hurt myself" she says, hugging her back
[12:02] * Pocky sits next to Trixie and smiles
[12:02] * Tavia looks back to Berry Your foal just spoke! Aren't you happy? Ecstatic?" she asked
[12:03] * Berry_Frost looks to her "All I feal is depreassion... like I have been ditched... deported... I feel empty..."
[12:04] * Berry_Frost crys "my sons first words and I am sad.. My life is ruined"
[12:04] * Tavia nuzzles her "There there... come on. Be happy for a change..."
[12:05] * Berry_Frost looks to her "I cant... I am unloved."
[12:05] * Berry_Frost "The mare of my dreams ditched me for a showmare... one I cant compete with" she crys
[12:06] * Tavia kisses Berry_Frost deeply, before looking into the mare's eyes "Does that look like your unloved? I said it before, I'll say it now..."
[12:06] * Berry_Frost looks to her "I hope you have a good life, a proper life worth living. heaven of a life. Because what ever she can give, I can do better." she says, stopping talking
[12:06] * Berry_Frost looks to her "I love you?"
[12:07] * Tavia smiles "Yes! But, I also love Trixie the same way..."
[12:07] * Berry_Frost looks to her blankly "I love you has no meaning anymore"
[12:08] * Tavia cries into the mare's neck "Please..."
[12:08] * Berry_Frost "You fooled me for the last few weeks... I tought you where my wife... but your not... your just that mare... who ditches ponies after they do something wrong"
[12:09] * Tavia opens her eyes wide, turning to face berry. "You mean a lot to me. more to me than anypony else. Except for that one mare. I'm sorry I made your life such a living bucking hell. If it's what you truly, utterly want to do. Go kill yourself. I love you enough that I won't try to stop what you have to do"
[12:10] * Berry_Frost looks to her "Tavia. I love you. want you... and only you... but I cant have it."
[12:11] * Berry_Frost "I just cancelled a marriage. I leave it with you, so can you>" she says, dragging the rope off "i will be hanging from the tree over there if you need me."
[12:11] * Tavia sighs "You just don't get it, do you?" She kissed the mare again
[12:11] * Tavia "Please don't..."
[12:11] * Berry_Frost kisses her back, lowering onto one knee "remember this..."
[12:12] * Berry_Frost does the actions of opening a box "How happy were you?"
[12:13] * Tavia shakes her head "More happy... than you could ever imagine..."
[12:13] * Berry_Frost "And how happy where you when she said it?"
[12:13] * Tavia sighs "I know what you're trying to do, Berry..."
[12:14] * Berry_Frost nods "So do i. I want you to think "I refuse to love anypony till you think of what you haev just done to me."
[12:14] * Berry_Frost "I brought a foal into the world, thinking I had you as its mother."
[12:15] * Berry_Frost "now... I cant look at the foal without been depressed, and crying."
[12:15] * Tavia nuzzles Berry "Please... don't leave. we can make this better somehow...
[12:16] * Tavia PLease..." Sh looks up to Berry, her eyes filling with tears, again
[12:16] * Berry_Frost "How? The moment you marry her, my life will no longer live... I will cease to exist"
[12:16] * Berry_Frost "My emotions will crumble into ashes"
[12:16] * Berry_Frost "I will have lost the mare of my dreams."
[12:16] * Berry_Frost "My happy ending just burnt"
[12:17] * Tavia sighs, before tearing her engagement items off "You have a way with words, Berry..."
[12:17] * Tavia looks back to Trixietastic "Sorry..."
[12:18] * Berry_Frost looks to her, then to Trixie, then to her hooves. she looks at the floor, tears dripping off her cheeks
[12:18] * Tavia hugs the mare tightly
[12:19] * Berry_Frost hugs her back, crying into her shoulder "Why did I ever say yes to that colt..."
[12:19] * Tavia frowned "I actually have no idea"
[12:19] * Trixietastic glares at Tavia "You know what you're getting into, her illness doesn't end her, and she'll only hurt you more, I'm done with this"
[12:20] * Tavia sighs
[12:20] * Berry_Frost rubs her back, she has muted Trixie out her mind. she crys into her shoulders "I.... Before I found out... about you two... I brought tickets... for us all... to go to Paris...." she says, crying "To celebrates Nights birth..."
[12:21] * Trixietastic vanishes with a crack of thunder