Statement:

I get that a few of you are likely angered by my actions, and if you knew me back when I first joined the chat, how I changed so much. I’m going to explain what went down. Over the past few months certain.. events occurred and later on I began pushing people away by acting like a jackass, and well.. it worked.

Now it seems the whole situation is backfiring. Ryan, Jarid and I had a talk after I quit the chat, and in the end we all decided the whole situation was just a misunderstanding. Even then, that does not excuse my actions. I’m truly sorry if I hurt any of you, and I promise to make things right. I plan on seeking professional help and once I recover from all of this, I might ask to join the chat again, that is if I’m unblocked by anyone who blocked me yesterday.

Even then, if you guys don’t want me back. I get it, I made the collective a toxic place and I don’t think I can ever truly make up for it. I’m sorry for everything I’ve done.