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- it's weird that I feeling the feel of guilt and shame vaping weed today
- even my dad think it's okay.
- and my dad is awesome~!
- but he has some riskier bets than I do
- and I'm a risky better myself.
- it's like I'm heading off in a different direction
- but I'm trying to do it carefully and cautiously
- hence the feeling needing a hardened shell.
- i need support and love.
- and honestly though
- i'm getting it
- there are so many of you who seem to care about me and are happy when I am happy
- that makes me feel very grateful
- emotional a bit
- this lotad run is pretty cool.
- that crew keeta seems to be in tend(s?) to work on cool things.
- damn i'm stressing about my unsure punctuation there
- haha, is that me caring too much, trying to put on a good face for you
- it's weird writing my thoughts
- but it's kinda cool
- sometimes I have a thought but it feels hard to capture
- and it goes by fast and then it's gone
- and i try to reconstruct it but I haven't really saved it
- and it comes out wrong.
- i'm glad there are still cool people doing cool things
- who still seem to be here, maybe close in my heart
- haha, this reminds me of when i wrote a reddit comment reviewing keeta's MM 2 pause
- i just got the thought to go check if it's 'keeta' or 'kaztalek' on twitter.
- so i don't get it wrong.
- i like to be respectful to those I care about
- and there's so many that I feel I don't care about
- and it's a bad thought
- shouldn't I care?
- I guess I do
- or I wouldn't seek out all the negativity.
- it's like I'm chasing after myelf, trying to save myself
- defend myself
- from whatever is ripping it away
- but being narcissa isn't a bad thing
- i feel really great about it
- i still get shy, I was just out recycling and throwing out garbage
- i still get shy
- and I wore pants
- despite wearing a lovely dress
- shortly before leaving
- and it makes me sad
- i want to be narcissa
- i'm crying right now
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