cat 12

9: note this is a speed translation, this is not done accurately and may have lots of grammar

errors, and this was done in a chat.

Me and my cat(My girlfriend)
Day 4(1) - to the noticed feelings..
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――it's already morning.  the insides of my chest has gone wild that i didn't remember whenislept.
the hands that was hugging me from around my back was Mina's. i understood that she had hugged me

for the whole night.
The heat inside my body won't still dissappear. with just imagining Mina's face,  my hearts hurts

but then at the same time it felt sweet.
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「Kasumi, are you awake....?」
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Mina noticing my small presence. i remembered that few days ago, Mina was an animal that would prey

on others by their own hands.
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「un, Ohayo」
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「your fever, how are you feeling?」
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Her breathing reached my ears. on that moment, something run through my spine.  zokuri (sfx of

something running through your spine) the thing that run through it, for some reason my body is

demanding more of it.
It looks like that my heart throbs for Mina is still not cured.
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「yeah, feeling better compared to yesterday」
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though, this heart throbbing, had increased compared to yesterday.
I wonder what i need to do cure it? I totally don't understand okay.
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「can you handle breakfast?」
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「hmm,right now is...」(edited)
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「okay?....then, I'll be eating okay?」(edited)
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With just thinking about Mina, the insiddes of my hearts beats painfully, and makes it beat

furiously.
like when we kiss or when remembering the sensations when she pet my head, it flash backs in my

head.
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Kissing mina is just for, Mina to not to dissappear.
the trifling skinship, only just got a bit better compared when she was cat.
when i try to persuade my mind like that, for some reason an emotion of 「despair」and

「resignation」appears in my head.
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even though its an emotion, that i should not think towards Mina for sure. ―― something like

『love』or, 『lust』, the emotions that should only happen between men and women. (give up and

accept your fate)
and right now, I am, towards mina..as a girl, i have this feelings for her.
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if its an emotion that i can't say to her, it would have been better if I didn't have it from the

start.
The time about hazy feeling that i had not noticed, when i noticed it, it started hurting me.
it hurts. its painful. help me , Mina.
even though if i just think about it, nothing will come out from it.
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Mina may  be kind but, this unreaching distress, its impossible for it to reach Mina.
in a few minutes, Mina returned back to the room.
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「the hiepita(something that you put on your forehead) is alredy lukewarm right? 」
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"i'll replace it okay" she did it for me who couldn't move from my feverish body.
I felt a cold sensation on my forehead. And at the same time, i also felt the touching sensation of

Mina's fingertips.
without asking any questions, the fingers that touched my body has increased my temperature.
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「nn.....thanks.....」
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(oops mistrans on the breakfast part)
「you're welcome. so then, i;ll be eating now okay?」
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Mina who went to the living room. right now, i'm all alone.
The cushion that that was left behind on the bed. is it because it was always nearby, i felt like

mina's odor has deeply stuck on it.
a mysterious smell that, makes you relieve, sweet, and fever inducing.
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「nnn, Mi..naa.........」
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a kiss where you don't only contact with just your lips, stay as is and then more of the the next

thing.(sex and stuff)(edited)
Me who had ended imaginining such things, i felt sick in the stomach.
my chest hurts. my body is hot. the surfacing sweats, had stuck on my skin and cloths, that it felt

disgusting.
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would thing have turned fine if i haven't met with Mina?
to think to that extent, the feeling that i ended up noticing has made my heart strange.
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Author: i wonder what's with this broken Kasumi-chan flag
chapter 12 end
RAWR