alsoimtakinga mini league break cause my head is taking a vacation
ok.
huh?
nothing its not important
i was playing one last one then going to bed
If youre upset with me me man just talk to me about it and i will try my hardest to fix it but i wont know if you dont say anything. If you wanna talk about it tomorrow we can. Im going to sleep so i can be up during the day to hang with you if you still want.
Good night best friend Sleep well dude
Today
i just feel blown off ig and our friendship has gotten very frail and dead and empty. i can understand if im not fun anymore or something.. but i mean im not the only one that feels blown off anyway.
and lied too as well a few times.
i get fays great and all
but i feel like im not a priority anymore
and if its going to be that way then i dont rly want to be addressed as best friend anymore because fay is clearly priority here and i can understand. ive been dealing with this and accepting it for
a few weeks now. so it doesnt hurt.
anymore anyway.
and ik you're probably going to be upset in some kind of way from these messages because i've been avoiding saying something for so long now, but i cant hold my tongue any longer
ill always be your friend yknow we'll always be bros but we arent as close as we used to be and i dont know why.
well i do know why
fay is a bigger priority for you
and i get that
so id rather just cut the ties and just get it over with rather than trying to drag something along
Its not that youre not fun anymore dude i love hanging out with you guys you know that. Its just a little difficult to balance the time between the two groups. Im not trying to replace you dude you are still my best friend. I dont want to stop being best friends man ive just been having a really hard time trying to find a balance.
There's no finding a balance with Fay because she doesn't have a regular sleeping schedule even then I've asked you to come play one day at 3pm. You were still with her until 9 aclock.
Then the next day it was the same thing. I waited for 2-3 days for you to come in and hang out.
I really just don't want to do this anymore I'm very hurt and it's just not worth it
So many people have been asking me wtf
I wasn't going to say anything because really in all honesty I didn't want too
okay man lol
I have a lot of going on in my life rn and I'd rather not have a best friend that would choose priority over me when I've got shit going on. I'd open up, but I feel like I can't get any real advice.
oo also imma sleep a lil earlier tonight so i can make sure to play with you guys tomorrow cause ive wrecked my schedule xD
Im sorry man.. i know i fucked up with the prioritizing.. i ended up being more around fay since she was gone that month and i shouldnt have done that i shouldve equaled out the time and im sorry i didnt do that.. it was a huge mistake on my end and i wish i could change it..
shes a lil nicer now idk why
Its fine man. It's just the way it is and it's okay. We're still friends.