am I the only one?

I view Facebook, Instagram, what-have-you daily and I see smiling people. Cute girls posting selfies or w/e. Guys doing...whatever the hell it is they're doing. And they all look happy. Complete. Like they belong there.

I feel like an alien peering into a different world, sometimes.

I am not happpy. I do not feel 'complete', at least not yet. I have a cacophony of issues, insecurities, and overall bullshit that I need to work out myself.

That's why I don't really post pictures of myself. I feel like the ugliness of that can be seen through. That people can judge me. Hell, people already DO judge me by my looks. Fuck them. But, I still feel like a stranger in a strange land. Doesn't anyone else?


No matter what, I will overcome.