Accaila - Today at 8:41 PM
i want to break up
.
xx - Today at 8:41 PM
o kay.
that's fine.
Accaila - Today at 8:41 PM
okay
.
xx - Today at 8:42 PM
i'm not in the clan anymore.
gonna be too busy with school to be in it.
Accaila - Today at 8:44 PM
okay
.
xx - Today at 8:44 PM
also, question, you're the one that wanted to get back together so why the sudden wanting to break up?
Accaila - Today at 8:45 PM
because i just want too?
xx - Today at 8:46 PM
okay.
okay so,
i'm gonna be completely honest with you
because i feel like it.
i'm not getting back together with you, ever, so if you get your heart broken by whoever you're dating now instead of me don't come running to me. The only reason I got together with you again was because I had a little bit of hope for you but that was ruined I guess, I don't even love you so I don't know why I was trying.(edited)
Accaila - Today at 8:48 PM
So you basically didn't love me while we were together?
xx - Today at 8:48 PM
Exactly.
I was thinking about breaking up with you, but then I'd kinda feel bad about what I said to Kei about wanting it to be different for real this time..
She said, "Either stay together or don't get back together." And I'm not getting back together with you.
Accaila - Today at 8:49 PM
Funny thing. She told me the same thing.
Which probably explains why she isn't speaking to me, and only replies with one word every time I try to get something out of her.
xx - Today at 8:51 PM
And before you go thinking there's something between us, I'm 99% sure Kei is heterosexual so that would never happen.
Accaila - Today at 8:51 PM
and I'm 99% before she left forestclan she had admitted feelings for me, so I'd rethink that.
xx - Today at 8:52 PM
Then why the hell does she say she's heterosexual then..
Accaila - Today at 8:52 PM
Probably because after the fight we had, we doesn't anymore and prefers to like me as a friend.
xx - Today at 8:52 PM
That's a good idea on her part.
I mean, you're kinda toxic not gonna lie. After all that stuff you said about not being able to stop loving me and you will always love me, and then you come back to get together with me only to break up with me not even a week after.
So, I pity anybody that wants to try and date you.
Accaila - Today at 8:56 PM
Funny. I had my reasons to dump you but their quite personal.
xx - Today at 8:56 PM
What are the reasons, then?
Accaila - Today at 8:56 PM
I said there personal, and I'd rather you respect that.
xx - Today at 8:57 PM
Well, I'm sorry for wanting answers, we just got back together and then you suddenly decide to break up. You would want answers too.
Accaila - Today at 8:57 PM
It has something to do with family, and that's all I'm allowed to say.
xx - Today at 8:57 PM
Hah.
I'm sure it does.
It probably has something to do with Doctor or Kei, or both.
Accaila - Today at 8:58 PM
Why are bringing them into this?
I never said anything about them.
xx - Today at 8:59 PM
Only because you and Doctor have been spending a lot of time together.
shrugs.
I don't understand why I ever thought this time could be different, or why I ever attempted to love you, not that I ever actually did, I was just a hoe back then and I guess that's one thing that hasn't changed. I hate you, Cali, I've always hated you.
Accaila - Today at 9:00 PM
Here's the serious question. Do you honestly think that when I turn 18 I would be allowed to date you Blake. In all honesty do you really think that was to happen?
You and me both know the laws around states. If they were to find out your 12, and 18. Do you fucking understand how much trouble I could be in?
xx - Today at 9:01 PM
No, I didn't have very high hopes for our relationship anyways, I had thought about what would happen but then thought "Oh, we probably won't be together then anyways," and I was right.
and I'll be 14.
(Not that, that makes it any better, but still ^)
Accaila - Today at 9:01 PM
It doesn't fucking matter how old you are. If you were older then 18, it would be different.
xx - Today at 9:02 PM
It wouldn't be different, we both know that. I understand that there are laws stopping us from being together, but even if I was 18 things wouldn't be different.
In fact, they might even be worse.
Accaila - Today at 9:02 PM
Blake, it would be different. Have you not realized that?
xx - Today at 9:02 PM
How would it be different? You'd still be Cali, I'd still be Blake, just older.
Accaila - Today at 9:03 PM
That's not the point. If we were older, I wouldn't be scared of getting in trouble by the police or my parents and risk having everything taken away like what happened to Rev. if you were older, I wouldn't have a problem with it. But now I have a problem with it.
I'm done arguing. You can accept this as the truth or you can come up with a pathetic excuse to someone else. Goodbye.
xx - Today at 9:04 PM
I don't really care, I just wanted to know the reason, and I do now, it's valid. Our relationship wouldn't have lasted anyways
Goodbye. I hope you enjoy knowing that I always hated you.
Accaila - Today at 9:05 PM
Doesn't bother me like it did, you can hate me like you always have.. If you hated me you would've took me back. c:
xx - Today at 9:06 PM
I hate you, but I'm not repulsed by you. As I said before, I'm very much a hoe, I would date almost anyone just to fuck them up, especially if I hated them because I'm just that sadistic.
Anyways, goodbye, farewell, whatever.