Read when you're less upset

My problem lies in the fact that again you got defensive and took it down a negative path but I get blamed for everything and for arguing.

It's not fair, and it feels toxic. Yet me saying that gets blocked and you can say it as much as you please.

I'm sorry if i what i said upset you but again i don't see how it had any ulterior motives I was just asking why you'd bother when it seems clear that online is the best chance. In the end you can do whatever you want?

I also didn't mean annoy, but you agitated me by taking it down that negative road then just screenshot the amount of messages not the context and use that to defend your argument of me just arguing as if i have nothing of value to say or something like that. Maybe I should've waited for you to calm down to say anything but still I don't think it's a good idea to do that.

Either way I don't think you should waste the day by being sad whether you go out or not.

I'm never looking to blame you for blaming sake I just want things to be fair like the last time this happened. If you think this is wrong or think i missed something I did then I'm all ears.