<Honey> So...I am getting the shit end of this ooc for stuff with Jacob and Lauren.
<Honey> I’m really really really uncomfortable to even continue things with Finn and Honey ic
<Honey> But I don’t want to retire honey.
<Honey> I honestly do not know what to do.
<Honey> Sorry for spurring this on you?
<Drake> What is going on?
<Honey> Jacob crosses lines. I didn’t realize they were lines considered to Lauren. I knew the no ERPing was a thing with them and I respected that. I didn’t know him sending me a very brief description of what happened on their “wedding” night (and by brief I mean brief) constituted as ERPing to Lauren and she’s mad (or was) that I didn’t say anything to him about telling her.
<Honey> They had a huge ooc fight.
<Honey> Huge.
<Honey> Nearly broke up their marriage over some other things too
<Honey> I’ve always said I -never- ic/ooc want to come between them
<Honey> But -I- am the one that is shouldering all the blame to where she was even calling me a cunt
<Honey> “They’ve talked and agreed on things that honey can still be with Finn here in IS”
<Honey> But I do not want -any- of this drama
<Honey> My trust is FAR BEYOND gone between either of them because I feel like “the other woman”, the “scape goat”
<Drake> I wish I had something I can doatm
<Honey> :/
<Honey> I literally just don’t know what to do with my character. :/
<Honey> I’ve put a lot of time into her and just reached some goals with more I want to do
* Honey shakes you some
<Honey> You’re supposed to have all the answers oh wise one.
<Drake> I don't have this one
<Honey> What can I maybe try to work out with the ic part
<Drake> I'm not sure atm, but I'm kinda dea on my feet
* Honey snuggles around ya some.
<Honey> Like I’d hate to pull the get hurt miscarriage thing. I think it’s dumb and stupid. But at this point I’m just. Ugh. I’m so emotionally exhausted and I shouldn’t be.