i just wanted to say sorry for calling you an idiot LOL that was uncalled for. i'm glad we could discuss things civilly when i admit i did not present it civilly at all and i appreciate the grace w me. i've had the discussion w other whms about c3 in stomps and pretty much everyone agrees that it isn't worth losing a heal on tower players who are out of range even for the potency when you should be getting 800p out on a slidecast+lily combo (and even if i had done c3 instead, it's the rapture that was the real problem; a c3 instead of med - lily wouldn't have saved them unless it crit). it's completely on me for missing that the dps hadn't gotten topped and making a judgement call on my gcd rolling that i should have known better than to do and sadly the consequences were. immediate. lmao. i'm sure there are whms out there who can get away with the c3, but it's just not something i personally think is a good idea - maybe that's naive of me, i don't know, but regardless it doesn't justify insulting you for it. so, i can understand if perhaps your advice was coming from people who are better than me and have more experience - in which case i appreciate getting it and acknowledge that there are still a lot of things in this fight, and even just in stomps in particular, that i can improve on.

as for the forsaken thing - yeah, it was a bit uncomfortable, but i think you were overall a very comfortable cohealer and i'm not going to pretend that i don't push the envelope a bit as well, so i just wanted to get it out there that i was feeling the stress. i could have made it easier on myself without you changing anything (i'm not averse to adding gcd heals to forsaken, and for all intents and purposes it is part of my original healing rotation there that i've scaled back), so in confronting you about it it's more that i wanted it known that the differences i wasn't expecting were being felt more than what i'm used to (you aren't the only sge i've run with who does that timing, it's just that this was the first time where it actually worried me). realistically we weren't dying, and we may not have died even if i hadn't been single target spotting - it's just that in pf you don't have that innate trust that ultimate healers should have with one another and that can make things feel a bit frustrating when you start putting in extra and don't feel that security. i do kind of wish we'd been able to go one more so i could just add in the extra heal, bc chances are that would have tidied everything up and i'm very happy to do that because i recognize that i myself am playing forsaken rather greedily and there's no disdain at all for Having To Heal During An Ultimate Fight... oh well.

so yeah again, apologies that i didn't present things more kindly, and rest assured that in spite of this being very onesided from me that i do understand that this is a two-way street and i am in no way not also criticizing myself for making this sound like it was your fault - now i know what heals you were doing and that i wasn't being Chadded TM, it's just that our synergy needed a bit of refining, and i'm not going to demand that you do more just so that i don't have to. we could have probably been perfectly smooth if we'd just gotten one more chance to go through it u_u anyway fuck yappertron4000 etc etc, if you need a totem this week best of luck getting it & ur next one o7