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  1. Saturday, October 23, 2010
  2. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (12:31:02 PM): Hey it's Kyle sorry for the late reply, I was sleeping and my phone doesn't have free texting, but I havent been good...
  3. +13309329511 signed on at 12:35:02 PM
  4. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (12:48:02 PM): Hey it's Kyle sorry for the late reply, I was sleeping and my phone doesn't have free texting, but I havent been good...
  5. +13309329511 (12:49:43 PM): Im so sorry but i needed 2get ahold of u ive ben worried sick bout u.
  6. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (12:51:04 PM): I've been doing terrible actually, I had to be hospitolized for a week at one point so I wouldn't harm myself.
  7. +13309329511 (12:53:01 PM): Omg wraps arms around u. Im so sorry.
  8. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (12:54:28 PM): I've come so close to suicide so many times, I''m pretty ssure I am going at least a tiny bit insane. Yeah life sucks now
  9. +13309329511 (12:55:57 PM): Wraps arms tighter around u...dont do tht. Please.
  10. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (12:57:22 PM): Well for the past week my therapist thinks it was the new medication so I am off that and on a new med.
  11. +13309329511 (12:58:52 PM): Well idk wat to say hun i mean i would b lost if u went threw wit tht.
  12. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (12:59:31 PM): I am sorry, this is why ive been icolating myself more, because all I do now is make others sad and worried.
  13. +13309329511 (1:03:00 PM): Never isolate urself from me. Im always here for u. Remember tht. I stopped cutting and now wear a rubberband every wear tht says i love kyle gabriel enough to
  14. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:03:37 PM): Awww :( Ifeel bad becasue I have wstarted cutting again :'(
  15. +13309329511 (1:03:49 PM): Make my wrists and body stay clear from all purposeful cutting
  16. +13309329511 (1:04:36 PM): Its fine. Ur still here i still hav u.
  17. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:05:18 PM): But I am broken :(
  18. +13309329511 (1:07:05 PM): Pulls ur chin up so we are eye to eye...kyle u are just simply crumbling under the weight of the word. Dont giv into tht.
  19. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:08:16 PM): I am always going to have to deal with my depression though, For my whole life I will have to take medication.
  20. +13309329511 (1:10:01 PM): Im sorry but im ALWAYS here for u.
  21. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:10:45 PM): Thank you, it means alot to me. I just dont know what to do anymore.
  22. +13309329511 (1:12:47 PM): Now now just stay in touch wit me. Ily hun i always hav and always will. Dont listen to anything tht will make u depressd like ppl fighting
  23. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:14:18 PM): I love you too, but I just want to lay down and cry most of the day :(
  24. +13309329511 (1:15:37 PM): Wraps arms around u. Go ahead and let it out.
  25. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:16:26 PM): I dont like crying though, I cry everyday and I am alwasy so lonely. I cry too much.
  26. +13309329511 (1:17:52 PM): Dont worry bout it. Ill b the only 1 who will kno.
  27. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:18:21 PM): okay :'(
  28. +13309329511 (1:20:22 PM): Holds u and lays ur head on my shoulder
  29. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:21:35 PM): I would like that, I always feel so lonely :'(
  30. +13309329511 (1:23:13 PM): Holds u tightly
  31. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:25:26 PM): I want to cuddle
  32. +13309329511 (1:26:37 PM): Cuddles wit u.
  33. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:28:45 PM): It so cold here I put on a jacket and I am still freezing
  34. +13309329511 (1:42:14 PM): Wraps arms around u.
  35. +13309329511 signed on at 9:46:19 PM
  36. Monday, November 01, 2010
  37. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (10:37:09 AM): Hey
  38. +13309329511 (10:42:05 AM): Hey sexy.
  39. +13309329511 (10:44:07 AM): I wuv yew hun
  40. +13309329511 (10:47:19 AM): Other ppl like me like yew ALOT.
  41. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (10:47:58 AM): repling
  42. +13309329511 (10:48:19 AM): :P
  43. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (10:48:26 AM): goofball
  44. +13309329511 (10:48:51 AM): Lol not fair ily hun.
  45. +13309329511 (10:49:07 AM): Dork.
  46. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (10:49:18 AM): ...you know umm I do have a girlfriend though...
  47. +13309329511 (10:50:24 AM): Awwws i can still love u tho, u kno ive loved u for a wial and it never changd anything b4.
  48. +13309329511 (10:57:47 AM): Boooger butt :)) hehes
  49. +13309329511 (11:29:36 AM): Boooger butt :)) hehes
  50. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (11:30:12 AM): :P
  51. +13309329511 (11:31:41 AM): Hehes ily bestie u should giv us a chance sometime
  52. +13309329511 (11:36:59 AM): Wraps arms around yew dont cry. Just kno u hav my heart hun. U dnt gotta cry.
  53. +13309329511 (11:38:56 AM): Wipes ur tears itll b fine babeboy.
  54. +13309329511 (11:41:58 AM): Holds u tite, ur not alone, trust me, im here wit u, no one said it would b easy but then again nobody said i couldnt help u through and giv u some form of hope
  55. +13309329511 (11:43:53 AM): U realy just need a frend 2b there 4u and i am im here 4u. I always am u made the greatest impact on my life since i met u
  56. +13309329511 (11:57:01 AM): Im getin kinda horny.
  57. +13309329511 (12:01:27 PM): Wanna try sumthin between me and u?
  58. +13309329511 (12:02:27 PM): Take off ur clothes and ill take mine off.
  59. +13309329511 (12:06:37 PM): Im goin down on u wit my tite lil pussy takin ur virginity
  60. +13309329511 (12:34:17 PM): Dear tummy thanx 4the butterflies kyle givs me :))
  61. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:04:55 PM): <3
  62. +13309329511 (1:05:49 PM):
  63. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:08:47 PM): You make me feel sooooooo good
  64. +13309329511 (1:13:22 PM): Dearest belly heart and mind, this is a secret we got to keep bc kyle has no idea how much i love him.
  65. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:13:51 PM): Awhhhhh!!! I love you too<3
  66. +13309329511 (1:14:48 PM): Yew realy hav no clue how much i love yew.
  67. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:15:12 PM): As much as i love youuuu
  68. +13309329511 (1:16:12 PM): Alot more than yew even think.
  69. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:17:55 PM): I dunno i love you lotsss
  70. +13309329511 (1:18:52 PM): Ive always loved yew yew just never knew it.
  71. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:19:08 PM): Awhh sweetie
  72. +13309329511 (1:20:43 PM): And i still make wishes on stars and @ 11:11 tht i could hav yew.
  73. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:21:09 PM): Oh sweetie I wish you were here right nowww
  74. +13309329511 (1:23:23 PM): Me2. God yew have every tiny piece of my shattered heart in a bag on ur bed so yew can keep it bc im gonna giv it 2u, but i dnt want it bak.
  75. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:24:16 PM): I will make sure to keep it safe
  76. +13309329511 (1:24:49 PM): Realy
  77. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:25:24 PM): Yes I'll make sure to keep it right next to mine so it won't get lonely
  78. +13309329511 (1:26:43 PM): Being a part in ur heart makes me so happy especially wen i gav u all of mine.
  79. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:28:37 PM): You are my heart<3
  80. +13309329511 (1:30:30 PM): Takes a deep breathe i honestly think im inlove wit yew. Im so young but i still kno enough to kno ive never felt like this before
  81. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:31:26 PM): But you hae to take it slow okay... the more we rush in the more likly we will get hurt...
  82. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:32:27 PM): And... long distance relationships... they never work out :(
  83. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:32:30 PM): :'(
  84. +13309329511 (1:32:40 PM): I dont want to rush into anything or risk anything
  85. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:32:51 PM): Okay :'(
  86. +13309329511 (1:33:43 PM): They could. I stay true and faithful in mine. I swear to you
  87. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:34:34 PM): Just being so far away though :'( I miss you
  88. +13309329511 (1:35:33 PM): Dont cry babyboy.
  89. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:36:27 PM): I just want a hug
  90. +13309329511 (1:37:01 PM): Holds yew i dont ever wanna let go.
  91. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:37:10 PM): Me either
  92. +13309329511 (1:38:13 PM): You dont have to. Id go to school with you holdin onto me just so we wouldnt have to seperate.
  93. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:38:34 PM): But we are so far away
  94. +13309329511 (1:41:03 PM): I cant help who i call for. Age is just a number and distance is just an opsticle course. Distance doesnt change how a person feels.
  95. +13309329511 (1:41:56 PM): I cant help who i fall for. Age is just a number and distance is just an opsticle course. Distance doesnt change how a person feels.
  96. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:43:06 PM): I know but we live so far away :'(
  97. +13309329511 (1:45:05 PM): Dont cry. When u love somebody tht doesnt matter. I realy do love yew. And wen i cant fall asleep at nite im gonna b happy bc then reality is finally better
  98. +13309329511 (1:45:19 PM): Than my dreams.
  99. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:47:20 PM): But i wont get to see you
  100. +13309329511 (1:47:56 PM): Baby, i will wait for you
  101. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:49:00 PM): But how long :'( you are still in school, I am out but I dont have a job and barely any money.
  102. +13309329511 (1:56:01 PM): Forever if i have to. Idc if u dnt hav money or a job those things dnt matter 2me as long as ur in my life then im happy.
  103. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (1:58:42 PM): I am so lonely though :(
  104. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:02:30 PM): Im sorry imjust really depressed
  105. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:09:29 PM): I hate myself :(
  106. +13309329511 (2:37:41 PM): Y do u hate ur self?
  107. +13309329511 (2:40:52 PM): Y do u hate ur self?
  108. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:41:14 PM): Im just sad
  109. +13309329511 (2:41:53 PM): Dont be. Y r u sad baby?
  110. +13309329511 (2:44:52 PM): Dont be. Y r u sad baby?
  111. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:45:02 PM): Yeah:(
  112. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:45:09 PM): I just am lonely
  113. +13309329511 (2:46:57 PM): Wraps arms around yew dont be sad.
  114. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:47:24 PM): Im a sad baby :(
  115. +13309329511 (2:48:39 PM): Wraps arms around yew im not leavin u my heart breaks bc ur sad.
  116. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:49:00 PM): I dont want to break your heart :'(
  117. +13309329511 (2:50:34 PM): Wraps arms around u tighter dont leave please i love yew more than yew will kno baby.
  118. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:52:05 PM): I wish you were here to cuddel wbut you areso far away :'(
  119. +13309329511 (2:54:07 PM): Wipes the tears off ur cheeks dont cry im there wit yew u just cant see me but im there spiritualy there wit yew
  120. +13309329511 (2:57:23 PM): Dont frown u never kno whos fallin inlove wit ur smile.
  121. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:58:16 PM): i cant stop crying though :'(
  122. +13309329511 (2:58:20 PM): I wish yew knew how i realy feel bout yew.
  123. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (2:59:24 PM): I wish you lived closer so I could love you all day :'(
  124. +13309329511 (2:59:38 PM): Lays infront of u and wraps ur arms around me and my arms around u. Baby stop cryin.
  125. +13309329511 (3:00:42 PM): I love yew all day every day i can choose to love yew wen i want so i choose all the time.
  126. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:01:18 PM): But I want to see you and feel you and touch you and have you hold me
  127. +13309329511 (3:03:41 PM): Thts the part tht ur heart has to cover cause u got me u just gotta choose if u wanna keep me. Wraps arms tighter anything can happen if u believe it will.
  128. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:05:30 PM): :'( im scared
  129. +13309329511 (3:06:08 PM): Y r u scared? Dont be scared. I got u.
  130. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:07:16 PM): I dont want to get hurt and i dont want to hurt you... I want you to hold me right noww i wanna feel safe
  131. +13309329511 (3:08:32 PM): Holds yew im not gonna let go and i would never hurt yew.
  132. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:10:15 PM): I really want you here so I can cry on your sholder while you hold me
  133. +13309329511 (3:10:54 PM): Y do u want to cry
  134. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:11:14 PM): Because I want you here
  135. +13309329511 (3:12:06 PM): Dont cry over tht tho
  136. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:12:43 PM): But i wont be able to actually be right next to yu
  137. +13309329511 (3:14:42 PM): Its not the physical part tht matters hun its how u feel mentally and emotionally. How ur heart feels.
  138. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:15:44 PM): But i am always so lonely and alone
  139. +13309329511 (3:17:03 PM): Me2. But u got me now just think of me bein wit u dancin and everything.
  140. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:17:35 PM): I do but then I think of how long or when we will ever get to do that together
  141. +13309329511 (3:18:58 PM): The summer i turn 18. Listen it seems forever but its not.
  142. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:19:25 PM): Its cost too much :'(
  143. +13309329511 (3:20:00 PM): No it dont imma save up dont worry.
  144. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:20:40 PM): but then what? you go back home afterwards :(
  145. +13309329511 (3:22:11 PM): Do u want me to go back home?
  146. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:22:40 PM): No :'( I dont want to be away froom you
  147. +13309329511 (3:23:45 PM): Do yew want us to have a future together?
  148. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:24:19 PM): I do! I just dont know how it is going to work out
  149. +13309329511 (3:26:47 PM): Grabs u by the chin. Kyle we can take anything life wants to throw at us if u wanna try, i realy do love yew and i wouldnt mind the years ahead bein wit yew.
  150. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:28:08 PM): :'( why do you want to be with me though? I am depressed and terrible... :(
  151. +13309329511 (3:30:30 PM): No yewr not terrible and i used to be depressd, i want to b wit u bc of all the feelings u giv me. The happiness the butterflies everything u are ily so much i
  152. +13309329511 (3:31:12 PM): Would stay wit u till u dnt wanna b wit me.
  153. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:31:35 PM): I wont ever get better though :'( I am always going to be depressed
  154. +13309329511 (3:33:13 PM): Grabs yew by the chin will yew marry me?
  155. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:33:58 PM): we are too young :'(
  156. +13309329511 (3:34:29 PM): Dont think tht.
  157. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:37:52 PM): I want to but i am scared
  158. +13309329511 (3:38:21 PM): Y r u scared
  159. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:39:32 PM): I dont know i just am :(
  160. +13309329511 (3:40:24 PM): Dont be scared.
  161. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:42:36 PM): how long...?
  162. +13309329511 (3:43:13 PM): How long wat?
  163. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:43:32 PM): till i get to see you?
  164. +13309329511 (3:44:18 PM): Babe next summer ill b 15 so 3summers.
  165. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:44:32 PM): :(
  166. +13309329511 (3:45:22 PM): Dont frown just think we mite hav a future if u want one wit me
  167. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:46:21 PM): I do, I just dont know what to do
  168. +13309329511 (3:47:17 PM): Kyle i want us to hav a future. I realy do its up2u.
  169. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:48:01 PM): I just.. I feel so lonely sometimes and I need someoneto hold me
  170. +13309329511 (3:48:38 PM): But im gonna try.
  171. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:49:27 PM): But Ineed someone who is here, ive tried long distance relationships before and I end up hurting whoever I am with.
  172. +13309329511 (3:50:32 PM): How?
  173. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:51:56 PM): I dont know but everyone I am with just ends up hating me... I dont want want that to happen...
  174. +13309329511 (3:52:38 PM): I will never hate yew
  175. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:54:53 PM): I dont want to hurt you though :( and somehow everyone ends up hating me no matter what
  176. +13309329511 (3:57:09 PM): How would u hurt me?
  177. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (3:58:05 PM): I dont know I still dont know why everyone hates me I just am scared...
  178. +13309329511 (4:00:49 PM): Y be scared?
  179. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:01:09 PM): Because I dont want to lose you
  180. +13309329511 (4:02:25 PM): Yewr not going to.
  181. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:03:29 PM): Can I ask you somethingg?
  182. +13309329511 (4:03:47 PM): Yes.
  183. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:04:22 PM): Can we be really close friends and when you are 18 and if we are both single and umm maybe then can we try?
  184. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:04:44 PM): Itsjust 3 years is a very long timeand people change over three years especially during highschool
  185. +13309329511 (4:05:28 PM): Sure.
  186. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:05:32 PM): I just dont want to happen before happen again. I realy do caare about you, a lot.
  187. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:05:36 PM): Im sorry '(
  188. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:05:39 PM): :'(
  189. +13309329511 (4:06:16 PM): Y r u sorry?
  190. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:06:32 PM): Becasue I really care about you but Idont want to hurt you
  191. +13309329511 (4:07:36 PM): Ur not goin 2.
  192. +13309329511 (4:07:47 PM): Ur not goin 2.
  193. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:08:00 PM): But I always do, everyone always says that but somehow they end up hating me
  194. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:08:33 PM): Ijust can't go through that again. Ihave been so close to suicide before and Idont know if Icould handle it
  195. +13309329511 (4:09:15 PM): Yet u stayed 4me b4...
  196. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:10:00 PM): But ive come so close everyday i have suicidal thoughts
  197. +13309329511 (4:11:04 PM): So do i.
  198. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:15:45 PM): I just... Idont knwo what to do anymore
  199. +13309329511 (4:16:24 PM): Well ily either way.
  200. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:16:42 PM): Ily too
  201. +13309329511 (4:17:09 PM): Ily more.
  202. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:17:41 PM): I think you do :'(
  203. +13309329511 (4:18:14 PM): Y? Do u say tht?
  204. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:18:35 PM): Because I am scared and depressed and crying andI dont know what to do
  205. +13309329511 (4:19:43 PM): Dnt cry remember u got me
  206. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:20:50 PM): I know, I think I am going totry to take a nap, it is about 4:20pm here and I havent gooten any sleep the past few night
  207. +13309329511 (4:21:25 PM): Ok nite.
  208. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (4:21:46 PM): nightnight love
  209. +13309329511 (4:22:32 PM): Love u
  210. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:25:41 PM): Are you awake? :'(
  211. +13309329511 (7:26:32 PM): Yes i am
  212. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:26:48 PM): I'm crying more :'(
  213. +13309329511 (7:27:54 PM): Ys tht?
  214. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:28:15 PM): I was reading over our texts and I started to cry
  215. +13309329511 (7:29:00 PM): Ys tht?
  216. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:29:20 PM): Because I want you here
  217. +13309329511 (7:31:02 PM): I want more than just tht but i told u wen im 18 but i dont think tht i can wait tht long. :'(
  218. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:32:36 PM): I cant stop crying
  219. +13309329511 (7:33:31 PM): Y?
  220. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:33:46 PM): Because I am lonely
  221. +13309329511 (7:34:48 PM): Me2. :"(
  222. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:36:07 PM): I hate mmyself :'(
  223. +13309329511 (7:36:33 PM): Y?
  224. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:37:19 PM): I always do, I have never liked myself. I blame myself for everythiingg
  225. +13309329511 (7:38:15 PM): Dont do tht.
  226. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:39:25 PM): But I always do I cant stop myself no matter what anyone says I alwasy think it is my fault
  227. +13309329511 (7:39:48 PM): Ily
  228. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:40:04 PM): ily2 i just want to stop crying
  229. +13309329511 (7:41:00 PM): Awws.
  230. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:48:47 PM): I kinda wanna die :'(
  231. +13309329511 (7:50:44 PM): Dont bc i wanna b wit u and ily more than u kno.
  232. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:51:19 PM): I cant stop crying
  233. +13309329511 (7:51:48 PM): Dont cry
  234. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:52:22 PM): i cant help it I cry to much :'( I hate it when I cry I hate myself
  235. +13309329511 (7:53:10 PM): But i fuckin love yew to death :'(
  236. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:53:55 PM): I dont want to live though :'(
  237. +13309329511 (7:54:29 PM): Please for me.
  238. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:55:33 PM): What iswrong with me?
  239. +13309329511 (7:56:26 PM): Nothing.
  240. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:57:24 PM): Then why am I like this? Something has to be wrong with me :'(
  241. +13309329511 (7:58:05 PM): Listen 2me grabs ur chin.
  242. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (7:58:50 PM): yeah? :'(
  243. +13309329511 (7:59:31 PM): I cant wait till im 18 for you
  244. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:02:54 PM): I just wish I was better :'( you deserve better then me.
  245. +13309329511 (8:02:59 PM): I cant wait till im 18 for you :'(
  246. +13309329511 (8:03:58 PM): Yewr everything i want i dont want yew to change please
  247. +13309329511 (8:04:12 PM): Yewr perfect
  248. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:05:24 PM): I just dont know what to do anymore
  249. +13309329511 (8:06:22 PM): Takes yew by the hand i kno tht ur the only one i want.
  250. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:08:20 PM): But why? There is so many better people out there with less problems. I have so many problems and Im always sad.
  251. +13309329511 (8:09:20 PM): Listen i want yew thts it
  252. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:11:28 PM): :'( I want you to hold me and never let go
  253. +13309329511 (8:12:19 PM): I will. Yewr my superhero
  254. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:15:10 PM): When ever we see eachother I never want to be away fromyou i want to be by your side always
  255. +13309329511 (8:16:46 PM): Awws.
  256. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:17:28 PM): Wherever you go I want to be with you holding your hand or holding on to you
  257. +13309329511 (8:18:59 PM): Awws.
  258. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:21:12 PM): I wish I could live between your soft breasts because then I would never be away from you<3
  259. +13309329511 (8:23:18 PM): Giggles.
  260. +13309329511 (8:26:14 PM): Ily
  261. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:27:02 PM): ily2 I wish I could cuddle with yoou right now, and for you to change me and call me your baby boy<3
  262. +13309329511 (8:27:59 PM): I want to be wit u so bad. Ily so much
  263. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:30:05 PM): I wish we could lay in bed and I could play with your breats and suck on them and bite your neck
  264. +13309329511 (8:31:24 PM): Hehes babe all i want is to be wit yew and have yew to myself.
  265. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:31:54 PM): You can do whatever you wanted with me as long as I am with youu
  266. +13309329511 (8:36:29 PM): Awws.
  267. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:37:16 PM): I would do anything for you, I just want to be with you
  268. +13309329511 (8:39:10 PM): Than be wit me just do it and b wit me. How old r u rite now
  269. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:39:31 PM): 18 :/
  270. +13309329511 (8:41:59 PM): Up 2u i want yew to be mine forever tho.
  271. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:44:31 PM): But we wont be together for so long :(
  272. +13309329511 (8:45:42 PM): But me and yew hav so much more than tht
  273. +13309329511 (8:47:28 PM): Ily wit all i have
  274. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:49:25 PM): I just want you to be here now so I can cuddle with yoou :'(
  275. +13309329511 (8:51:05 PM): Kyle, will you be mine?
  276. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:52:46 PM): I want to I realy do, But I am scared becasue 3-4 years is a long time and I am already crying becuse I cant see you :'(
  277. +13309329511 (8:53:46 PM): Be wit me then atleast then u kno tht nobodys gonna take me.
  278. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:54:47 PM): But you are so far away and that means I will be by myself for so long :'(
  279. +13309329511 (8:58:16 PM): But ill call u every chance i can and talk to yew all the time and id rather yew b a lil happier wit me than not at all.
  280. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (8:58:56 PM): But i cant help but think i wont have you here next to me
  281. +13309329511 (8:59:43 PM): But im always gonna b next to u spiritualy
  282. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:00:04 PM): I know but I need you phsically :'(
  283. +13309329511 (9:00:40 PM): I kno :"""((
  284. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:01:07 PM): I need to be held
  285. +13309329511 (9:01:40 PM): Holds u.
  286. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:02:34 PM): I want you here to hold me :'(
  287. +13309329511 (9:03:21 PM): Maybe u wont b as depressd anymore :'(
  288. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:04:21 PM): I will always be depressed though I dont think i will ever get better
  289. +13309329511 (9:05:36 PM): U will over time. Ily so much honestly i wouldnt b here if it wasnt 4u
  290. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:06:49 PM): :'( i dont want you to be sad
  291. +13309329511 (9:08:02 PM): Y not
  292. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:08:28 PM): Because you deserve to be happy
  293. +13309329511 (9:09:19 PM): So do yew.
  294. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:10:21 PM): But I wont ever be happy :'(
  295. +13309329511 (9:11:51 PM): U sure? Not even wit me? U seemed happy earlier.
  296. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:12:35 PM): I know and you do make me happy but I alwasy get sad, no matter what. You deserve someone who will be happier with you.
  297. +13309329511 (9:13:48 PM): I dnt want anyone if i cant have yew. Yewr everything and so much more
  298. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:14:18 PM): But im not im useless
  299. +13309329511 (9:15:20 PM): No yewr not yew have my full heart.
  300. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:18:11 PM): But i wont ever get better :( Ive looked into how the brain works and with my depression I was born this way.
  301. +13309329511 (9:20:30 PM): Looks in ur eyes and lifts ur chin. Look @ me...i love yew more than yew will ever kno and i kno tht ur depression may never get any easier 4u but i still want2
  302. +13309329511 (9:21:31 PM): B wit u. Idc if it takes forever 2convince u tht im in love wit who u are as u are, if thts wat it takes ill do it.
  303. gabriel.kyle@yahoo.com (9:22:32 PM): Everyday i think about how it is never going to get better,probably even worse. I dont know if I want to live like this.
  304. +13309329511 (9:24:18 PM): Grabs yewr hand i want to live like this kisses yewr lips dont ever leave me bc i promised not to leave yew and i never wanna loose yew i want yew forever and
  305. +13309329511 (9:25:29 PM): Always baby. I cant tell yew how much i love yew for who u are bc words simply cant describe how i feel at
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