Christmas at the Hakamichis - Ending 1 : Classical

I could play some classical music. It's not Christmas music, but it's the next best thing, right? Could help me sleep, and the rooms are far apart, doubt anyone will hear beside me. I play the first disc of the pile, Bach. I know who that is, but I don't think I've ever listened to anything he's done. The first song starts, and I can see this was the right choice; It's very relaxing. I lay on the bed, about to sleep, but a few minutes later I hear soft footsteps coming my way. What? No way... I can't believe anyone heard that, I kept the volume down to make sure not to disturb anyone else, and classical music isn't that loud to begin with.

Someone gently knocks on my door twice, so timidly that I barely heard it over the music. Whoever that is, might fear that I fell asleep right away, and didn't want to wake me up; I was quite comfortable in there, and part of me wants to stay in bed and pretend that I am actually sleeping until that person goes away. But I might've woken someone up and I feel guilty about it, it'd be selfish to just ignore him, or her. I pull back the sheets, get out of bed, then I turn the music off before going to the door. I open it to find Lilly on the other side. Of course. If anyone could hear the music, it had to be her. Lilly's hearing was always better than most.

Hisao: 'Oh... Hey Lilly. Sorry, did I wake you up with the music? Didn't think anyone would hear.'

Lilly: 'It's quite alright Hisao. It wasn't sleeping deeply yet, and when I heard the song... Bach, was it?'

I'm surprised she knew that, after hearing it only a few minutes, through walls and doors.

Hisao: 'Yeah... I wanted to see what it was like. Never heard anything the guy's done.'

For a rare time, I can read Lilly's expression quite well; I don't think she approved of me calling one of the great composers 'The guy'. But she picks up her smile fast enough.

Lilly: 'Would you mind telling me which pieces are on the disc?'

Hisao: 'Huh, sure, give me a second. They're all in English though... There's Mass in B minor, that's the one I was playing. Fugue in G minor, Fugue in D minor... Seems to be a whole lot of fugues in there, whatever that is. Brandenburg Concert...'

Lilly: 'Concerto. What else?'

Hisao: 'Next one is double violin concert, second movement. I mean concerto.'

That one was a mouthful, I'm glad I got it right. Almost right. I'm about to continue, but Lilly interrupts me;

Lilly: 'Could you play that one, please? It's one of my favorites.'

I turn the radio back on and play the fifth song, the one she wanted. I turn down the volume, to avoid waking anyone else up, but to my surprise, Lilly raises it up a bit, after carefully sliding her fingers across the different buttons, to find the right one.

Lilly: 'Mind if I sit?'

Hisao: 'Sure, but...'

But there's no chair here, is what I was about to say, but Lilly is already moving to the bed, her hand in front of her to find it, making sure it's still where she remembered. She turns around and gracefully sit on the side of the bed, then invites me over with a gesture of her hand. I close the door, then walk to the bed and sit next to her. We listen to the song for a while, without saying anything, which gives me some time to take a look at her. She's wearing white pajamas with pink dots, and while she definitely looks good in it, something tells me this isn't the kind of pajamas she would ask for... She'd probably opt for something more serious, mature. This makes me wonder if whoever bought it for her - probably Akira - even told her about the pink dots... or if she just thought Lilly looked cute in this and told her they were standard white pajamas. I couldn't blame her; She does look very cute. This is all she's wearing too, top and bottom of the same pajamas; She came in barefoot, and the way she's holding her feet raised just slightly above the floor, makes me think it may be a bit cold, and she might regret her decision not to wear socks, at least. Dressed in white like this, she reminds me of that walk we took a few days ago;

Lilly: 'So Hisao, did you enjoy your holidays?'

It's as if she was reading my mind, continuing on that question she asked me back then;

Hisao: 'I sure did! Was fun spending some time with you guys.'

Lilly: 'I'm glad you've had a great time. I also enjoyed the time I spent with you, Hisao.'

I'm a bit surprised at Lilly singling me out of our group, but at the same time, it's very nice to hear. I can't deny that I liked our time spent together as well, and while we've never discussed it... I felt we've grown closer during that walk. I wonder if I should've brought it up at some point. Thinking back on this day again, I'm reminded of Lilly taking my hand in hers, and holding it for the entire walk back; I look at her hands, resting immobile on her knees as Lilly listens to the song; Part of me wants nothing than to hold her hand, but I'm worried about her reaction. What if she pulls her hand back? What if I read this wrong? This is silly, I know it; She's the one who made the first move to hold mine, back then. And it's just holding hands... right?

Ah, to hell with consequences, I'll just go for it. Perhaps helped a bit by the liquid courage I've just had with Akira, I feel like I can do it. I move my right hand over Lilly's left and, to my surprise, she instantly turns her hand over to hold mine, as if she was expecting it; Our fingers intertwine, and Lilly opens her eyes but her face isn't moving, still straight, as if she was looking at the radio in front of her. I, on the other hand, can't stop staring at her; I've always thought Lilly pretty, but she seems especially beautiful to me right now; I feel a bit guilty about looking at her like this, without her knowing... Though truth be told, she probably knows; She's always been great at detecting even the slightest movement from other people, and we are quite close, sitting on the bed like this, holding hands. I turn away and, just like her, I stare in front of me at... nothing really. At this point, Lilly comes closer to me, and rests her head on my shoulder. She seems to be holding my hand tighter too, brushing my fingers with her thumb. I feel my heart beat faster. Not now, heart. Thankfully, it seems to be holding on just fine. Close as she is to me now, I can smell her perfume; One of her new ones from Shizune's gift, perhaps?

I pull back my hand, and Lilly seems confused for a second, before I take her hand again, only with my left this time, while I use the other one to hold Lilly closer to me, in some kind of side-hug. Not the most comfortable position for me, but as long as I have Lilly next to me, I don't mind. We stay like this for a while, in silence. That song, or piece, is still going. It was forty minutes long if I read that right, which wasn't that surprising for a classical piece. It's quite good too, I can see myself listening to it again when I go back to Yamaku; Relaxing song to play while I'm studying, doing homework, or just resting on the bed. From the corner of my eyes, I see Lilly fidgeting, has been doing it for a minute, just barely lifting her right hand half an inch, before resting it back on her knee. I wonder if she has something on her mind again, and whether I should try to get her to say it. But while I'm pondering this, Lilly speaks up;

Lilly: 'Hisao, may I...'

She never finishes the sentence, and instead turns slightly to the side, and without letting go of my hand, she moves her other hand to my cheek, like that one time in the tea room. But rather than moving her hand to my nose, my chin, trying to feel what I looked like... She gently pulls me toward her, and presses her lips against mine;

The kiss is shy, a bit reserved, but very sweet. I even felt her tongue darting forward once or twice, barely making it out her mouth, as if she wanted to, but wasn't sure it was right; When she pulls back, I can see her face is flushed, and Lilly closes her eyes and moves her face down a bit, like she was avoiding 'eye contact'. She's so adorable, I can't help but smile at her, and with a finger under her chin, I bring her close to me again, and this time give her a kiss of my own. Quick, but warm and reassuring; Telling her that I feel same as her, without actually saying the words.

We stay like this for a while, in silence, neither of us knowing what to do or say next; Or I don't, anyway. Lilly is the first one to act, moving toward the center of the bed, and inviting me over, holding her hand in front of her. I take her extended hand, and move closer to her. I feel my heart rate accelerate, and I realize how nervous I am, afraid to do something wrong; I want this, and Lilly seems to want it too, but it's my first time, and I don't want to do anything stupid and mess it up; I'm worried that being worried about messing it up will eventually make it happen. Lilly lets out a small giggle, and speaks up;

Lilly: 'Do not worry so much, Hisao, just be gentle. This is my first time too...'

This girl, sometimes. Feels like she can read my mind. Or perhaps anyone in this situation would react, think the same way, and she knows it too. Regardless, her words give me the assurance I needed, and I lean in for another quick kiss, before lying down on the bed with her, in an embrace. Lilly doesn't seem to anticipate my actions very well - hell, I barely know what I'm about to do myself - but she reacts well, passing me the lead but moving along with me.

I'm not sure how exactly we ended up in this position, but we're lying side by side, my leg between hers, her breasts pressed against my chest, her face inches away from mine. I kiss her again, first on the lips, then on her neck. Lilly moves her head slightly to the side, inviting me to kiss her there again, and when I do, I feel her hands behind my back trying to pull me closer, in a tighter embrace, and her legs are just slightly moving back and forth over mine. She opens her mouth to breathe, and let out what sounds partly like a low, soft moaning, and partly like a cat's purring; I'm guessing she likes to be kissed there. I decide to tease her a bit, kissing her under her chin, then directly on it, and she turns her head facing mine, pouts and open her eyes, in which I think I can see a pleading expression; I give her what she wants, moving back to her neck again and she smiles, enjoying the kisses for a while, before gently breaking the embrace to sit on the bed.

Without any hesitation, she starts unbuttoning her pajama's shirt, as if it was the most natural thing in the world. How is she so relaxed? I proceed to remove my shirt, fumbling a bit. Being shirtless is obviously less big a deal for a man, and Lilly can't even see me, yet for some reason I think I'm more nervous than she is. Still, having no buttons on my shirt, I'm done well before she is, and I ponder helping her unbutton hers, but maybe that would look too eager, impatient; So I only watch her, enjoying the sight, such a beautiful girl undressing right in front of me. When she is done, she slowly takes it off, moving her arms behind her back to get them off the sleeves, which has the unintended effect of moving her breasts forward - at least I think it was unintended? The way she smiles now, I can't be too sure. She's wearing a white bra, delicate and elegant. I prepare myself mentally for what's to come next, but when she opens her mouth, I realize why she was smiling that way;

Lilly:'Hisao? Would you mind?'

First kiss. First time making love. First time... undoing her bra; Evil. There's a playful tone in her voice, but I'm not sure she would ask me to do it, had she seen me fail to remove my own shirt on the first try.  I'm about to try to do it 'blind', if I may, face to face with Lilly, with my hands behind her back, fully aware that it's probably gonna take some time for me to figure out how these even works, before making an attempt. Thankfully, Lilly turns around, presenting me her back. This will be easier, at least I hope it will. She moves her hair out of the way, bringing it over her shoulder and in front of her. The sight of her neck and back, naked but for a tiny bra strap, arouses me, and I press my lips on her neck again, causing Lilly to let out a soft moan again, followed by a shy giggle. This may buy me a few more seconds to complete the task at hand; This one this way... This one the other way... and done! Wait. There's three hooks on these things, and I only got two. I quickly undo the last one. Maybe she won't notice? I don't know why I care that much about trying to make it look like I know what the hell I'm doing; She knows I don't. And she probably doesn't either, but she still has that confidence I'm so desperately lacking.

The bra undone, she turns back to face me, and slowly but casually let it slide off her arms, baring her breasts; Reflexively, I turn to look away, as if I was some pervert who had been caught spying on Lilly undressing in her room. Stupid. I have to relax... how is she so calm? I have to get back into it before I grow even more nervous, so I move closer to her, and - trying to avoid going for her breast right away - I go in for another kiss, holding her tight against me. This kiss is deeper, more passionate, and I feel her breasts brush against my chest at every move; Lilly seems to be doing it on purpose too, moving from one side to the other as we kiss. As much as I tried to take my time, there's just so much teasing I can take... Besides, it's not like she removed shirt and bra just so we could pretend to be fully dressed up still, right? I slowly move one of my hand from her back, to the front, caressing her all the way, until it reaches her breast. Lilly gasps a little at the contact, more direct than simply pressing my chest against her, but she quickly regains composure and even moves back a little, to let me enjoy her body, touching her, caressing her, taking the feel of her; Part of me feels like a kid who's just been given some new toys to play with, but when I look at Lilly, I think she's enjoying me playing with her, as much as I do. This goes on for a moment, then Lilly moves back on the bed and shoves the pillows away, before laying on her back.

Lilly: 'Come here, Hisao.'

Whatever little confidence I've had just vanished, and I can't help but think my movements feel off, like some robot moving mechanically... But I come to her nonetheless. Lilly seems to detect where I am quite accurately with the mattress bouncing here and there because as soon as I get to her, before I even touch her, she shifts on the bed to turn in my direction. When I see her spread her legs just slightly, at first I think she's inviting me to get between them, but when she lifts her feet off the bed, I realize what she wants before she even says it;

Lilly: 'Could you help me with these?'

Well, after the bra, this should be easy. There's only one button on her pajama pants, after all. The biggest difficulty I encounter is that my fingers brushed against her skin, and this made me want to go back to caressing her some more; I manage to stay focused on the task, and slowly slide her pants off, revealing first her thighs, then legs, and feet. And her panties as well... Though I do my best to avoid looking at them just yet, lest I'd fumble with her pants and would make a fool of myself. But when they're off, I take a look at Lilly. She really is beautiful. And the way she's moving on the bed, seductively, but with class, I think she's aware I'm just taking a moment, looking at her; She's holding her arms to her chest now, hiding her breasts, not embarrassed or shy, I don't think, but rather only in ladylike modesty. All she has on now are a pair of light green, satin panties that suits her perfectly. I'm about to take care of them now, hoping that my hands don't betray me, but Lilly, sensing my movements, interjects;

Lilly: 'Yours too, Hisao!'

Hisao: 'Oh. Right, sorry!'

I stand up from the bed and quickly remove my pants, and boxers too; Might as well, I don't want to have to get back to them a minute from now; I don't think I've undressed any faster before, and I think Lilly caught that too, given the way she smiles now. She moves her hand down, exposing her breasts again, to lightly tap on the top of her panties with a finger, just below the waist. It's time... A voice in the back of my head is telling me "Don't fuck it up now Hisao!", which somehow only makes me more worried about fucking it up; But my fears are proven unfounded, when I remove her last piece of clothing without any incident.

Again I feel like I shouldn't rush into things, but it is getting harder for me to take it slow, at this point. But I try my best, giving kisses and light touches first on her feet, then moving on to her legs, thighs, inner thighs, and then... There. As soon as I press my lips to her... Well, to her lips, I feel a wetness that makes me realize - if her gasps and moans weren't enough - she was far from indifferent to all we've done so far; At first I'm unsure how, what to do exactly, but after trying a few different things and judging by her reactions what works, what doesn't work, I think I figured it out. Or at least, about as much as I can hope to figure this out on my first time. It doesn't last long before Lilly interrupts me though;

Lilly: 'Hisao, I... '

Hisao: 'I?'

She hesitates and a minute passes without her saying anything, while I'm still kissing, licking her down there, and beginning to use my fingers a bit; Lilly being shy? Now this is a first. All this time, she didn't seem flustered in the least, while I was getting more and more nervous with each new 'step' we took. After a moment, she continues;

Lilly: 'I do not think we need much more of that...'

I feel myself blushing, and a bit anxious at what she implies, but I can't deny that she seems... well, ready. As for me, I don't even need to look down to know that I've been more than ready for a while, now. I move up on the bed, on a level with her, and while I hesitate on my next move, she pulls me into a fierce kiss. Part of me still shy about this whole situation, I try to stay just slightly above her, as if I was worried about my erection touching her there... Despite the fact that my tongue was doing the same seconds ago. Perhaps sensing how I feel, Lilly moves her hand from the back of my head to my back, then lower back, and pulls me close to her.

Lilly: 'Slowly..."

I do not need much reading between the lines here; 'Slowly... But do it now' is what she meant. I hold myself onto the bed with my left arm, and try to align myself on top of her. This being my first time, to get a better idea where I'm going exactly, I go in first with my fingers; The way Lilly reacts, opening her mouth just slightly, holding her breath, then letting out a shy giggle, I think she was expecting me to go straight in, and only realized a second later these were only my fingers; For a very short moment after her laughter, she looks a bit nervous too, and I have to admit, realizing I'm not the only one feeling this way helps putting me at ease. At least, we're in the same boat here.

I remove my fingers and prepare myself - both physically and mentally - to move in, but to my surprise Lilly moves one of her hand from my back, to bring it in front between us both, and before I can react she slides it down on my chest, until she gets to my erection, and gently takes it in hand. She lets out a little "Ohhh", almost imperceptible, and after playing with it for a while, touching it, taking the size of it, she angles it in a certain way.

Lilly: 'Come closer..."

She wants to guide it inside her; Makes sense, she knows her body more than I do, this is for the best. Leaving this matter in her hand, I place my right arm at Lilly's side, to better support myself above her, and I slowly moves my hips forward. Once the head is in, Lilly removes her hand, leaving it to me to do the rest; I try my best to keep the same angle she wanted, and come a bit deeper inside her. I might be overly worried about hurting her, and going too slow, because she places her hands on my ass and pulls me toward her. I follow her lead and moves further in until Lilly stops pulling me, and I move back, just slightly. I, or should I say we make another attempt, this time Lilly not stopping, and I get all the way in, causing her to gasp a little, but the smile that follows tells me to keep going at it, no reason to stop;

I move back, then in again, and she seems to think I got it right, given she removes her hand from my ass to put them on my back, holding me at the shoulders, closer to her. Lilly looks like she's enjoying herself, as I am. After a moment, the rhythm comes more naturally to me, and I can focus on more than just doing this right; In our position, Lilly's neck is within reach, and as I recall she seemed to like being kissed there, so I go at it again, first on the side of her neck, slightly above the collarbone, and when she moves her head back, inviting me further, I kiss her on the throat, starting low and moving up with every kiss. When her mouth opens, this time the moan she let out isn't shy or subtle in any way; I accelerate the pace, moving in and out a bit faster, and Lilly's moans are now mixed in with her breathing, which seems heavier.

She moves her head to face me again, and pulls me into a deep, passionate kiss, her tongue moving into my mouth, caressing my own; Lilly isn't holding anything back now. She takes my hand in hers, and place it on her breast; Taking the hint, I start caressing them, fondling them, gently at first, then a bit harder. I play with her nipples, observing her reactions at everything I'm doing, trying to figure out what she likes most.

Lilly: 'I'm... I'm close.'

I was enjoying myself a bit too much, touching her, playing with her, discovering her body, making love to her... Her words bring me back in a way, focusing more now. I'm getting close too, and nothing could be better than having an orgasm at the same time; I reposition myself slightly, moving my arms under her, to hold her by the shoulders. This allows us to be even closer, our entire bodies pressed together. Lilly seems to like the idea, and wraps her legs around me, holding me tightly against her with both legs and arms; This makes moving, and the penetration slightly harder to manage, but it feels amazing, like my whole body is doing this and not just a few parts; Given how she desperately she's holding onto me, and the way she looks, I'm pretty sure Lilly feels the same. She's moving her hips now, in tandem with me, as if trying to feel me even deeper inside her, and to speed up the pace even more; I'm not gonna last much longer now and I don't think Lilly will either. When I feel her body begin to tense up, I accelerate the pace one last time, and her moans growing louder is the last thing I needed to send me past the point, past holding back anything... And I release inside her;



We stay like this a moment in silence, our breathing slowly going back to normal, our embrace getting softer, warmer, after the hard, passionate way we've been holding one another in lust and desire. I feel my heartbeat slowing down too, and I'm glad that it can still stand this, at least. The exercise, the walks seems to have helped a lot about that.

I pull back and move to lay on my side, looking at Lilly. Everything about her is beautiful, graceful. Even in her current state, disheveled, covered in sweat, she looks amazing. Sensing my move, Lilly turns to the side as well, facing me, a smile on her face. It looks like she's about to say something, then stops herself, and she looks embarrassed.

Lilly: 'Would you excuse me?'

She doesn't wait for my reply, quickly stands up, grabs my bed sheets and wraps them around herself, then runs out the door in a hurry. I stay there a while, shocked, before realizing what that was about. Oh... Yeah. The less graceful aspect of sex. I probably should've used a condom. Not that I had any, but I take a mental note, making sure to buy some when we get back to Yamaku. Lilly comes back in the room a few minutes later, her face red with embarrassment, timidly walking back to the bed, after closing the door behind her. She stops a moment around the place where we dropped her clothes, and it looks like she's pondering putting them back on... But she keeps walking to the bed, to me, and after handing me back the sheets, she comes to lay on the bed again, close to me, in her beautiful nakedness;

I would love nothing more than to just take her in my arms, and fall asleep like this... But I kinda need to wash down too. I don't mind as much, personally, way too tired and too happy to care... But I think Lilly would prefer that I did. I excuse myself, and after putting my boxers back on, I walk to the bathroom, quickly wash myself, brush my teeth, and go back to my room, glad not to have bumped into anyone. When I get back, I see that Lilly's clothes aren't on the floor anymore, and I can't deny being a little disappointed about it... But when she pulls back the sheets to invite me next to her, I see that she still doesn't have them on; I then notice them on my drawer, properly folded, just like mine. I probably would've slept with my clothes still on the floor, but Lilly was always more responsible than me about things like that. That she folded her own clothes was not that surprising to me, but that she did mine too? Ah, this girl... I don't know how much of it is just my hormones talking, but I feel like I could just marry her, right here and now.

Lilly: 'Something on your mind?'

Damn. Me not saying anything in this moment was probably a bit weird. Gotta come up with something...

Hisao: 'Ah, no... Are you ready to sleep?'

I consider for an instant to ask her if she's sure she wants to sleep here... I definitely don't mind, but Lilly is here with her family - some of whom she doesn't get along with very well - it might be different for her. But seeing as she's in my bed and not looking like she's even considering going back to her room, I suppose she's made her decision. She nods and, lost in these thoughts, I have to think a second to remember what question I even asked her.

I turn off the light and climb into the bed, laying next to her, and she comes close to me right away, wrapping me in a tight embrace with both her legs and arms as if we had been doing this for years. I pass an arm around her, and we share another kiss before I close my eyes, and we both relax, waiting for the sleep to come. Lilly lifts her head just slightly, and after making sure I was still awake, claims the last words of the night, before we both fall asleep;

Lilly: 'Seems I was right, Hisao. This really was a wonderful Christmas!"



The end.