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  1.  
  2.  
  3. You don't even know the half of it. Especially because she actively took steps to make sure I never find anyone else back when she liked me, and promised that she would always love me so I would never be alone despite that
  4. Mar 3
  5. cass~(/ω・＼)
  6.  
  7. yo
  8. cass~(/ω・＼)
  9.  
  10. she's crazy
  11. cass~(/ω・＼)
  12.  
  13. i mean
  14. cass~(/ω・＼)
  15.  
  16. genuinely crazy
  17. cass~(/ω・＼)
  18.  
  19. nuts
  20. cass~(/ω・＼)
  21.  
  22. girls like that are trouble
  23. cass~(/ω・＼)
  24.  
  25. common sense
  26. cass~(/ω・＼)
  27.  
  28. she's doing you a favor if anything
  29. cass~(/ω・＼)
  30.  
  31. and as you are not crazy, you are not really a good match
  32. Mar 3
  33. Vyro
  34.  
  35. But that's the thing. I know she is. I am too. We have known each other a long time, and she is much, much better than 2 years ago when it happened
  36. Mar 3
  37. cass~(/ω・＼)
  38.  
  39. you just look like someone clinging and she's clearly not interested
  40. Mar 3
  41. Vyro
  42.  
  43. Oh please I am fucking nuts I wrote a 3 page paper about how much I wish xervan was dead
  44. Mar 3
  45. cass~(/ω・＼)
  46.  
  47. that's not crazy, that's just bitter
  48. Mar 3
  49. Vyro
  50.  
  51. But I can't even try to move on, because even when I try and get close to someone else they find out the shit she pulled 2 years ago and ditch me
  52. Mar 3
  53. cass~(/ω・＼)
  54.  
  55. what did she do
  56. cass~(/ω・＼)
  57.  
  58. lol
  59. Mar 3
  60. Vyro
  61.  
  62. Pics all over the internet of my name cut into her body, doxxing people I knew, etc
  63. Vyro
  64.  
  65. But see
  66. Vyro
  67.  
  68. I like all that. I love crazy. I don't love when that crazy decides out of nowhere to ditch you for some other guy just because he is more attractive
  69. Mar 3
  70. cass~(/ω・＼)
  71.  
  72. what makes him more attractive lol
  73. cass~(/ω・＼)
  74.  
  75. do you think they're even going out?
  76. Mar 3
  77. Vyro
  78.  
  79. They literally are
  80. Vyro
  81.  
  82. She told me
  83. Mar 3
  84. cass~(/ω・＼)
  85.  
  86. i just see one side of it
  87. cass~(/ω・＼)
  88.  
  89. well that's that then
  90. cass~(/ω・＼)
  91.  
  92. what can you do
  93. Mar 3
  94. Vyro
  95.  
  96. Also his youtube videos show him to be 10/10 attractive
  97. Mar 3
  98. cass~(/ω・＼)
  99.  
  100. thats not even him
  101. Mar 3
  102. Vyro
  103.  
  104. But ye I literally can't meet anyone else now because of her
  105. Vyro
  106.  
  107. And because I love crazy antics so much I am trapped, just like she wanted
  108. Vyro
  109.  
  110. My only hope is that they break up eventually but shit damn I have never seen two people more in love
  111. Mar 3
  112. cass~(/ω・＼)
  113.  
  114. i think you have a problem because she's not interested and you're not able to see that
  115. cass~(/ω・＼)
  116.  
  117. in the short term at least
  118. cass~(/ω・＼)
  119.  
  120. i know nothing about you two long term
  121. Mar 3
  122. cass~(/ω・＼)
  123.  
  124. but right now moping around isn't gonna change anything, it's just gonna make things worse
  125. cass~(/ω・＼)
  126.  
  127. and twitter isn't "love"
  128. Mar 3
  129. Vyro
  130.  
  131. Well yeah. I understand that much. She told me like a month ago that we have a chance of dating in the future maybe but she'll literally never leave xervan
  132. Vyro
  133.  
  134. They skype call for like 8 hours a day
  135. Vyro
  136.  
  137. She promised to play a video game with me two days in a row because we're apparently still best friends and she ditched me for him both times
  138. Vyro
  139.  
  140. She won't leave him because she is clingy, and he won't leave her because she is perfect and he seems desperate
  141. Mar 3
  142. cass~(/ω・＼)
  143.  
  144. they don't skype call 8 hours a day
  145. Mar 3
  146. Vyro
  147.  
  148. I can't have the girl I love and I can't even have her as the best friend she always promised to be
  149. Mar 3
  150. cass~(/ω・＼)
  151.  
  152. cause he skypes with me lol
  153. Mar 3
  154. Vyro
  155.  
  156. Well, yesterday and the day before they did
  157. Vyro
  158.  
  159. After they became official
  160. Mar 3
  161. cass~(/ω・＼)
  162.  
  163. i'm around him all the time, they don't spend extremes with each other
  164. cass~(/ω・＼)
  165.  
  166. you need to relax
  167. Mar 3
  168. Vyro
  169.  
  170. I hate him so much man. I hate em
  171. Mar 3
  172. cass~(/ω・＼)
  173.  
  174. why
  175. cass~(/ω・＼)
  176.  
  177. he's a nice guy
  178. Mar 3
  179. Vyro
  180.  
  181. He's confident, attractive, flirty, and capable of attracting the only perfect girl
  182. Vyro
  183.  
  184. Why wouldn't i hate the embodiment of everything I wish I could be but can't
  185. Mar 3
  186. cass~(/ω・＼)
  187.  
  188. he's not confident, flirt nor capable of attracting any girl
  189. cass~(/ω・＼)
  190.  
  191. he is handsome though i'll give you that
  192. Mar 3
  193. Vyro
  194.  
  195. Except he literally did all those things.
  196. Vyro
  197.  
  198. And I can't do any of those things.
  199. Mar 3
  200. cass~(/ω・＼)
  201.  
  202. because you spend too much time crying instead of DOING stuff
  203. Mar 3
  204. Vyro
  205.  
  206. Can't even try, because I'm the guy with the "psycho stalker" even though she doesn't like me
  207. Vyro
  208.  
  209. The reputation follows me everywhere
  210. Mar 3
  211. cass~(/ω・＼)
  212.  
  213. dunno if you're a psycho
  214. Mar 3
  215. Vyro
  216.  
  217. There was a shrine in her closet with pics of me for a while so I can't even show my face without the connection being made
  218. Mar 3
  219. cass~(/ω・＼)
  220.  
  221. you seem more pathetic than psychopath
  222. cass~(/ω・＼)
  223.  
  224. just stop acting like a baby and you'll be okay
  225. Mar 3
  226. Vyro
  227.  
  228. I won't though. How am I supposed to be okay when the only person who ever cared about me is in an eternal relationship with a perfect man
  229. Vyro
  230.  
  231. I can act normal, but normal me was miserable too just for different reasons
  232. Mar 3
  233. cass~(/ω・＼)
  234.  
  235. nothing is eternal
  236. cass~(/ω・＼)
  237.  
  238. and acting like a baby will just push everyone away from you, why don't you understand this lol
  239. Mar 3
  240. Vyro
  241.  
  242. Well, they won't break up. That much is certain
  243. Mar 3
  244. cass~(/ω・＼)
  245.  
  246. not to be a stereotypical male but grow some balls or at least pretend you don't care
  247. cass~(/ω・＼)
  248.  
  249. that works better than just acting like some 12 year old in a linkin park hoody
  250. Mar 3
  251. Vyro
  252.  
  253. Then what? Just live my life in silent agony because I don't know how to find someone else like her?
  254. Mar 3
  255. cass~(/ω・＼)
  256.  
  257. that would probably be better
  258. Mar 3
  259. Vyro
  260.  
  261. How though? It's the same thing except I have no release
  262. Mar 3
  263. cass~(/ω・＼)
  264.  
  265. release privately
  266. Mar 3
  267. cass~(/ω・＼)
  268.  
  269. publicly just makes people annoyed
  270. cass~(/ω・＼)
  271.  
  272. she probably doesn't like you because you're acting desperate as fuck and whining all the time
  273. Mar 3
  274. Vyro
  275.  
  276. I already have to drink heavily just to stop having nightmares about those two
  277. Mar 3
  278. cass~(/ω・＼)
  279.  
  280. i wouldn't want to deal with that
  281. cass~(/ω・＼)
  282.  
  283. you have dreams about xervan?
  284. Mar 3
  285. Vyro
  286.  
  287. Well it doesn't matter if she likes me or not now. Her and xervan WON'T break up
  288. Vyro
  289.  
  290. Nightmares about the two of them in love
  291. Mar 3
  292. cass~(/ω・＼)
  293.  
  294. what would you do to xervan if he was infront of you
  295. cass~(/ω・＼)
  296.  
  297. would u kiss him, fuck him or kill him
  298. Mar 3
  299. Vyro
  300.  
  301. Probably strangle that mother fucker
  302. Mar 3
  303. cass~(/ω・＼)
  304.  
  305. he's very powerful you know
  306. cass~(/ω・＼)
  307.  
  308. he's from brooklyn new york
  309. Mar 3
  310. Vyro
  311.  
  312. Stab him, whatever
  313. Mar 3
  314. cass~(/ω・＼)
  315.  
  316. real gangster shit
  317. Mar 3
  318. Vyro
  319.  
  320. Gotta get rid of him
  321. Mar 3
  322. cass~(/ω・＼)
  323.  
  324. he has a gun
  325. cass~(/ω・＼)
  326.  
  327. and his buddy ken bako is a hitman
  328. Mar 3
  329. Vyro
  330.  
  331. Hopefully he shoots me then
  332. Vyro
  333.  
  334. Kills me
  335. Vyro
  336.  
  337. Yeah he really is better than me damn.
  338. Mar 3
  339. cass~(/ω・＼)
  340.  
  341. he might just do that if you keep acting obsessed
  342. Mar 3
  343. Vyro
  344.  
  345. Hey. She took steps to make me this way.
  346. Vyro
  347.  
  348. I am literally a product of her actions. She WANTED me to be like this one day
  349. Mar 3
  350. cass~(/ω・＼)
  351.  
  352. you know how in that film john wick the russian dude calls john wick baba yaga and says he's the one sent to kill the boogeyman, well xervan is the one sent to kill john wick
  353. Mar 3
  354. Vyro
  355.  
  356. She just never anticipated that she would fall in love with someone else when it happens
  357. Mar 3
  358. cass~(/ω・＼)
  359.  
  360. do you think she'll fall in love with me
  361. cass~(/ω・＼)
  362.  
  363. i am very handsome
  364. Mar 3
  365. Vyro
  366.  
  367. No. She loves xervan only
  368. Vyro
  369.  
  370. Forever
  371. Mar 3
  372. cass~(/ω・＼)
  373.  
  374. i'm a cute english man
  375. cass~(/ω・＼)
  376.  
  377. forget xervan i'll take that nigga out
  378. Mar 3
  379. Vyro
  380.  
  381. I have seen what she is like. There's no breakups for them ever
  382. Vyro
  383.  
  384. I dunno then. Maybe.
  385. Mar 3
  386. cass~(/ω・＼)
  387.  
  388. guess i'll have to engineer a break up
  389. cass~(/ω・＼)
  390.  
  391. i'll convince her xervan isn't a wolf but in fact a toucan posing
  392. Mar 3
  393. Vyro
  394.  
  395. You could try, but I doubt it. As you said, she's crazy
  396. Vyro
  397.  
  398. I'm just scared man
  399. Vyro
  400.  
  401. I dunno what kind of future I can have now
  402. Mar 3
  403. cass~(/ω・＼)
  404.  
  405. how about one where you find someone new to obsess over
  406. Mar 3
  407. Vyro
  408.  
  409. There's no one else
  410. Mar 3
  411. Vyro
  412.  
  413. Every trait I love in a girl she has
  414. Vyro
  415.  
  416. No one else has ever come closer
  417. Mar 3
  418. cass~(/ω・＼)
  419.  
  420. guess you're fucked then
  421. cass~(/ω・＼)
  422.  
  423. no love for you
  424. Mar 3
  425. Vyro
  426.  
  427. Ye
  428. Mar 3
  429. cass~(/ω・＼)
  430.  
  431. buy a ps4 that's a good substitute
  432. cass~(/ω・＼)
  433.  
  434. u can get fifa 16
  435. Mar 3
  436. Vyro
  437.  
  438. I have one
  439. Vyro
  440.  
  441. Games aren't fun without her anymore. Used to call whenever we played anything
  442. Mar 3
  443. cass~(/ω・＼)
  444.  
  445. lol
  446. Mar 3
  447. Vyro
  448.  
  449. Last hope is that she scares him away because of some crazy
  450. Mar 3
  451. cass~(/ω・＼)
  452.  
  453. can't you find a new friend
  454. cass~(/ω・＼)
  455.  
  456. noone scares xervan
  457. Mar 3
  458. Vyro
  459.  
  460. Not really
  461. Mar 3
  462. cass~(/ω・＼)
  463.  
  464. i told u already he's baba yaga
  465. Mar 3
  466. Vyro
  467.  
  468. They all find out about her
  469. Vyro
  470.  
  471. And leave
  472. Mar 3
  473. cass~(/ω・＼)
  474.  
  475. even van eyck can't scare xervan
  476. cass~(/ω・＼)
  477.  
  478. he scared the fuck out of me
  479. cass~(/ω・＼)
  480.  
  481. and xervan was just like IT WAS ALREADY THERE STOP BEING A WUSS
  482. Mar 3
  483. Vyro
  484.  
  485. Hm
  486. Vyro
  487.  
  488. Hope is lost then damn
  489. Vyro
  490.  
  491. I don't even think I would obsess over anyone else, only reason I am so attached to her is because she literally engineered it that way
  492. Mar 3
  493. cass~(/ω・＼)
  494.  
  495. what did she do
  496. cass~(/ω・＼)
  497.  
  498. i think you're delusional
  499. Mar 3
  500. Vyro
  501.  
  502. She doxxed friends I tried to make
  503. Mar 3
  504. cass~(/ω・＼)
  505.  
  506. well i doubt she'll do that now
  507. Mar 3
  508. Vyro
  509.  
  510. She posted pics of my name cut into herself whenever I tried to meet anyone new online
  511. Mar 3
  512. cass~(/ω・＼)
  513.  
  514. she'll probably be happier to get rid of you
  515. Mar 3
  516. Vyro
  517.  
  518. And when I tried to confront her about that kind of behavior she told me that no matter what she would always love me
  519. Vyro
  520.  
  521. Over and over, she repeated that
  522. Vyro
  523.  
  524. Almost daily
  525. Vyro
  526.  
  527. Until xervan came along
  528. Mar 3
  529. cass~(/ω・＼)
  530.  
  531. what can i say
  532. cass~(/ω・＼)
  533.  
  534. xervan just does that to people
  535. cass~(/ω・＼)
  536.  
  537. he walks past and they fall in love
  538. Mar 3
  539. Vyro
  540.  
  541. I hate him for it
  542. Vyro
  543.  
  544. Because I loved knowing that someone was always there. I felt safe. If I was to move on I'd have to meet ANOTHER girl as crazy as her who also dyes her hair and doesn't have casual sex
  545. Vyro
  546.  
  547. So like, nonexistent
  548. Mar 3
  549. cass~(/ω・＼)
  550.  
  551. u could just masturbate
  552. Mar 3
  553. Vyro
  554.  
  555. It is hard to move on, because even now she tries to keep me around for some dumb fucking reason
  556. Vyro
  557.  
  558. Makes me cry
  559. Mar 3
  560. cass~(/ω・＼)
  561.  
  562. i dont see her trying to keep you around
  563. cass~(/ω・＼)
  564.  
  565. she just ignores you most of the time lol
  566. Mar 3
  567. Vyro
  568.  
  569. Not in private
  570. Vyro
  571.  
  572. "you're still the most important person to me"
  573. Mar 3
  574. Vyro
  575.  
  576. Said Tuesday
  577. Mar 3
  578. cass~(/ω・＼)
  579.  
  580. when did she say that
  581. Mar 3
  582. cass~(/ω・＼)
  583.  
  584. before or after xervan
  585. Mar 3
  586. Vyro
  587.  
  588. After
  589. Mar 3
  590. cass~(/ω・＼)
  591.  
  592. prove it
  593. Mar 3
  594. Vyro
  595. Mar 3
  596. cass~(/ω・＼)
  597.  
  598. show me the context of that discussion lol
  599. cass~(/ω・＼)
  600.  
  601. cause if she said that and meant it the way you're implying, then you wouldn't be acting like a baby right now
  602. Mar 3
  603. Vyro
  604. Vyro
  605. Vyro
  606.  
  607. This convo happened when she told me she was dating him
  608. Mar 3
  609. cass~(/ω・＼)
  610.  
  611. so whats the big deal
  612. Mar 3
  613. Vyro
  614.  
  615. And I naturally got sad
  616. Mar 3
  617. cass~(/ω・＼)
  618.  
  619. shes trying to blow you off without making you act like a bitch
  620. Mar 3
  621. Vyro
  622.  
  623. What do you mean
  624. Mar 3
  625. cass~(/ω・＼)
  626.  
  627. however it hasnt worked
  628. Mar 3
  629. Vyro
  630.  
  631. She also said there was a chance of dating in the future but
  632. Vyro
  633.  
  634. I would rather have her tell me to fuck off
  635. Vyro
  636.  
  637. Than lie to me over and over
  638. Mar 3
  639. cass~(/ω・＼)
  640.  
  641. man you are too clingy
  642. cass~(/ω・＼)
  643.  
  644. you need to sort that shit out
  645. cass~(/ω・＼)
  646.  
  647. no girl is ever gonna like you if you act like a nonse
  648. Mar 3
  649. Vyro
  650.  
  651. She wanted that though.
  652. Mar 3
  653. cass~(/ω・＼)
  654.  
  655. evidently not
  656. cass~(/ω・＼)
  657.  
  658. lol
  659. Mar 3
  660. Vyro
  661.  
  662. That's what she tried to turn me into
  663. Vyro
  664.  
  665. She would tell me she wished we were the only people on earth so we could be alone together forever
  666. Vyro
  667.  
  668. She is just reaping what she sowed
  669. Mar 3
  670. cass~(/ω・＼)
  671.  
  672. i'm telling you
  673. cass~(/ω・＼)
  674.  
  675. you need to give this up
  676. cass~(/ω・＼)
  677.  
  678. it's not healthy
  679. cass~(/ω・＼)
  680.  
  681. in fact it's pretty ridiculous
  682. cass~(/ω・＼)
  683.  
  684. i can't read this shit and not cringe
  685. Mar 3
  686. Vyro
  687.  
  688. Can't until I meet another girl or she is single again
  689. Mar 3
  690. cass~(/ω・＼)
  691.  
  692. go meet another girl
  693. Mar 3
  694. Vyro
  695.  
  696. Tried
  697. Mar 3
  698. cass~(/ω・＼)
  699.  
  700. go make an effort instead of fucking whining
  701. cass~(/ω・＼)
  702.  
  703. tried
  704. cass~(/ω・＼)
  705.  
  706. nigger its been 2 days
  707. Mar 3
  708. Vyro
  709.  
  710. I try every day. Doesn't work. None of them are crazy enough
  711. Mar 3
  712. cass~(/ω・＼)
  713.  
  714. how have you tried
  715. cass~(/ω・＼)
  716.  
  717. get off it twitter and do something with your life
  718. Mar 3
  719. Vyro
  720.  
  721. I have tried since the day they started flirting
  722. Mar 3
  723. cass~(/ω・＼)
  724.  
  725. what have you tried
  726. cass~(/ω・＼)
  727.  
  728. you haven't tried anything
  729. Mar 3
  730. Vyro
  731.  
  732. Every single dating site, 4chan dating threads, most online ways of meeting people
  733. Mar 3
  734. cass~(/ω・＼)
  735.  
  736. lol
  737. cass~(/ω・＼)
  738.  
  739. http://puu.sh/ntoY8/b5d928c514.jpg …
  740. cass~(/ω・＼)
  741.  
  742. this shit right here is BAD
  743. cass~(/ω・＼)
  744.  
  745. stop doing this, it's pathetic
  746. cass~(/ω・＼)
  747.  
  748. it will make people not like you
  749. Mar 3
  750. Vyro
  751.  
  752. IRL I live in a shithole
  753. Mar 3
  754. cass~(/ω・＼)
  755.  
  756. shit just reading that makes me want to kick your head in
  757. Mar 3
  758. Vyro
  759.  
  760. I wish someone WOULD
  761. Mar 3
  762. cass~(/ω・＼)
  763.  
  764. why dont you just do it to yourself then instead of being an emo fucker all the time
  765. Mar 3
  766. Vyro
  767.  
  768. Too depressed
  769. Mar 3
  770. cass~(/ω・＼)
  771.  
  772. either get over it and move on quickly or do something about it
  773. Mar 3
  774. Vyro
  775.  
  776. Tried to kill myself a little while ago but for some reason she tried to keep me alive
  777. Vyro
  778.  
  779. I dunno why
  780. Vyro
  781.  
  782. She's tried to kill herself too, same thing I managed to keep her alive
  783. Mar 3
  784. cass~(/ω・＼)
  785.  
  786. maybe you should just do it
  787. cass~(/ω・＼)
  788.  
  789. at least then you'll stop acting like a bitch
  790. Mar 3
  791. Vyro
  792.  
  793. Can't. She said she would be sad.
  794. Mar 3
  795. cass~(/ω・＼)
  796.  
  797. lol
  798. cass~(/ω・＼)
  799.  
  800. alright well buddy i can't listen to much more of this cringe fest so i'm gonna go now but my advice to you is to stop dwelling and move the fuck on
  801. Mar 3
  802. Vyro
  803.  
  804. I'm now actively trying to move on, even a little
  805. Vyro
  806.  
  807. I guess I have to.
  808. Mar 4
  809. cass~(/ω・＼)
  810.  
  811. just do it
  812. Mar 4
  813. Vyro
  814.  
  815. One question though. If she's so crazy and dangerous like you said, why are you so supportive of her and xervan being a thing?
  816. Mar 4
  817. cass~(/ω・＼)
  818.  
  819. cause xervan is my brother lol
  820. Mar 4
  821. Vyro
  822.  
  823. Aren't you worried she'll hurt him or something?
  824. Mar 4
  825. cass~(/ω・＼)
  826.  
  827. no
  828. Mar 4
  829. Vyro
  830.  
  831. Interesting.
  832. Mar 4
  833. cass~(/ω・＼)
  834.  
  835. i don't care what happens
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