Luna, Amnesia, Family Troubles [Feels]

>Day 1
>At least, this is what you were going to call it
>It was only a few hours ago that you woke up and realised what happened
>The last thing you had seen was a bright light and now here you were
>The dull, grey surface of the moon
>A coat of dust stuck to your fur
>The sky wasn't like that of your home world
>It wasn't a deep shade of blue
>The stars didn't shimmer
>They didn't appear to have any patterns or significance
>It was just black
>Pitch black
>And the stars didn't seem warm and welcoming from here
>They were like eyes
>Constantly looking at you
>You hoped for the day
>You hoped for clouds to block their vision
>But they were there
>Almost... Judging you silently
>The stars, the stars you had once controlled
>What had you done to deserve this?
>You just wanted everyone to appreciate these stars
>Your night
>And now, it was almost as if they hated you
>You ask yourself again
>What had you done to deserve this?
>You shouldn't be here
>Your sister should
>After this, you didn't want to call her your sister
>She'd banished you
>And for what?
>Because you wanted to change?
>You just wanted to prove that you could be as strong as she was
>That you could do so much more
>You wanted her dead
>You wanted to throw the moon into the planet below
>But you couldn't
>Not that you couldn't bring yourself to it, but you physically couldn't
>You tried with all your might to move the rock from your feet
>But nothing
>Not a slight motion
>Not one that you had any influence over
>It was moving on it's own accord
>Or perhaps not
>There was only one who could possibly do this
>Celestia
>Was moving your moon?
>As if this... Banishment
>This punishment
>This unjust imprisonment wasn't enough
>She'd stolen your moon
>The moon was yours, she had no right!
>You were furious
>And yet... There was nothing you could do about it
>You were just here now
>Alone...
>With the rocks, and the craters and the dust to entertain yourself
>You looked over the horizon, gazing at the world below
>It was so colourful
>The green grass, the blue oceans, the white swirling clouds creating patterns in the sky
>It was dawn over Equestria
>Over the castle that you and Celestia called home
>Home
>Oh dear, how you wished you could go back
>How you wished that you weren't here
>How you wished Celestia had been the one who was stuck on the moon
>How you wished that she were the one who could look upon her home
>Helpless
>Unable to feel the grass against her hooves
>Unable to feel the wind against her face
>To see the creatures of the world
>Those who would be awake during the day
>But most importantly, those who you would see at night
>You wanted to make them happy too
>You wanted to give them as much time to enjoy this world as possible
>Celestia always favoured her creatures of the day
>They always got more time to spend exploring the world
>Even during the winter months when the days were shorter, the nights still didn't seem long enough
>You missed them very much
>You just wanted the best for them
>Eternal night
>Then everyone could enjoy the night
>Those who already saw it
>And those who missed it
>You just wanted them to appreciate what you did
>The work you had put towards this
>You sighed
>What were you to do here?
>You reached your hoof in front of you, creating a single vertical line in the dust
>You reached your hoof in front of you, creating a single vertical line in the dust
>Day 1
>You might as well start counting
>Day 2
>Although you weren't very sure
>It always felt like daytime
>The sun was always shining on the moon
>The two were opposite each other
>Synchronised as they rotated around the world below
>Celesita
>Controlling the two at once
>Controlling them in the same motion
>The sun and the moon used to dance with one another
>They used to play with one another
>When you and Celesita were younger, you used to have fun together
>Your moon would always be faster than her sun
>Your moon was a lot lighter and smaller than her sun
>Also, a lot closer
>She had always told you this
>But that didn't change your attitude
>Whenever you gloated about beating Celestia
>How you could make the moon cross the path of the Sun
>And no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't do the same
>You relished in that fun
>Those days
>Those nights you spent together
>You tried to spent the day with Celestia on multiple occasions
>You brought the moon along with you
>It wasn't as brilliant in the day, but that didn't matter
>You just wanted it to share some of her day time
>And yet Celestia?
>Whenever did she spend the night with you
>Not once did she bring her sun to join your moon when it reigned over the world
>You were always second best
>And now you weren't even that
>Now, the moon would never meet the sun again
>They would forever stand a distance from each other
>Unable to touch
>Unable to meet
>Always looking out and longing for the other
>...Just as you looked out and longed for home
>Just as you wished you could see Celestia again
>You had been here for but a day and you already missed home
>You already missed your bed
>You already missed sitting by a nice, warm fire
>You missed... Almost everything about home
>These rocks would simply not suffice
>And the dust in your mane was unacceptable
>You wanted your pillow back
>Your warm quilts
>Your soft duvet
>You wanted to be back home
>A tear in your eyes
>Why were you here?
>You had asked yourself this yesterday
>Celestia had pushed you away
>She had been a terrible sister
>You just wanted to spend time with her
>But no
>She didn't have time for you
>She was too busy
>Or too tired
>Not enough time for your own sister
>For you
>She should be here
>For being...
>For being a terrible sister!
>Yes, that was it
>Terrible sisters deserve to be banished to the moon!
>...Then what did that make you?
>No, you were an honest mistake
>You weren't a terrible sister
>You weren't evil
>You were just...
>You wanted what was best
>You had good intentions
>Celesita couldn't see it that way
>She never could see your way, could she?
>Maybe if she'd paid more attention to you, she would understand
>And maybe you wouldn't be here
>Maybe she would have talked to you
>Rather than just... Banishing you to the moon!
>What had you done to deserve this
>You hadn't done anything
>You just wanted your moon to share the day with her sun
>Like when you were younger
>To remind her of those times you had
>And then she...
>...
>Then you weren't sure what happened
>All you remember was arriving here
>Strange, you thought
>It was almost as if something else had happened
>You could have sworn something else had happened
>But you couldn't recall
>Strange