[16:56:55] EmgCmpBeasto: talk to me
[16:57:42] EmgCmpBeasto: whats on your heart
[16:58:04] DJLuna⌐■_■: maura
[16:58:20] DJLuna⌐■_■: hes become too difficult for me to deal with
[16:58:58] EmgCmpBeasto: im not gonna say i told you so
[16:59:01] EmgCmpBeasto: but i will say
[16:59:10] DJLuna⌐■_■: i know
[16:59:16] DJLuna⌐■_■: im not sure what to do
[16:59:30] DJLuna⌐■_■: how can i forsake someone that i see as my child?
[16:59:44] EmgCmpBeasto: i never forsook you :'] even tho u left
[16:59:53] EmgCmpBeasto: so i c what you mean'
[17:00:09] EmgCmpBeasto: but ive had plenty of cancer children that just got cut off
[17:00:33] DJLuna⌐■_■: but
[17:00:38] EmgCmpBeasto: mainly just 2 but still. 1 was to cnacer the other was toto weak
[17:00:48] DJLuna⌐■_■: dvd?
[17:01:36] EmgCmpBeasto: yea but he got better over time
[17:01:44] EmgCmpBeasto: still dropped him but
[17:01:49] EmgCmpBeasto: he did get better
[17:02:24] DJLuna⌐■_■: still a disappointment
[17:02:44] EmgCmpBeasto: i wont say that about ne of mine
[17:03:02] EmgCmpBeasto: i just state facts
[17:04:03] EmgCmpBeasto: let me be the first to tell you again that MAura doesn't care about AT ALL
[17:04:52] EmgCmpBeasto: i mean maybe inna this toy is cool kinda way but as a friend hes pretty shitty it would seem
[17:05:11] DJLuna⌐■_■: maybe
[17:05:24] DJLuna⌐■_■: at times i wonder if im in control of my league
[17:09:50] EmgCmpBeasto: who else would be?
[17:10:11] DJLuna⌐■_■: my profs
[17:10:40] DJLuna⌐■_■: you dont know this pain yet but running a league into the ground kind of destroys your self confidence
[17:14:03] EmgCmpBeasto: who all r your Profs?
[17:14:24] DJLuna⌐■_■: pyro
[17:14:26] DJLuna⌐■_■: and maura
[17:24:57] EmgCmpBeasto: TYlans tryna join here too
[17:25:13] DJLuna⌐■_■: interesting
[17:25:14] EmgCmpBeasto: oh and Poke is being toxic af
[17:25:24] DJLuna⌐■_■: i noticed
[17:25:48] EmgCmpBeasto: so plz don't take his actions as all of ours
[17:25:59] EmgCmpBeasto: hes tryna convince ne1 he can to leave
[17:26:02] EmgCmpBeasto: but
[17:26:10] EmgCmpBeasto: weve already settled in
[17:26:24] EmgCmpBeasto: if hes leaves he might take 1-2 ppl
[17:26:32] DJLuna⌐■_■: hes fucked tbh
[17:26:43] DJLuna⌐■_■: even if kenny leaves shes not joining him
[17:27:49] DJLuna⌐■_■: in the end if i cant bring myself to end maura theres no hope for me
[17:28:25] EmgCmpBeasto: u don't have to end him
[17:28:43] EmgCmpBeasto: ...you legitimately have the juice rn more soo than I do
[17:29:04] EmgCmpBeasto: i say that to say that ppl may listen to you the things they don't believe in in me
[17:29:51] DJLuna⌐■_■: idek
[17:30:07] DJLuna⌐■_■: if i dont kick him out theres almost no hope for progress
[17:41:11] EmgCmpBeasto: what do u WANT to do?
[17:41:35] DJLuna⌐■_■: nothing
[17:49:10] EmgCmpBeasto: you'll suffer the consequnces
[17:49:17] EmgCmpBeasto: of not addressing it
[17:49:24] DJLuna⌐■_■: ik
[17:49:45] EmgCmpBeasto: see that's the thing about being free and leaving things too natural
[17:49:59] EmgCmpBeasto: sometimes things grow in the wrong direction
[17:51:02] DJLuna⌐■_■: ill handle it
[17:51:05] DJLuna⌐■_■: im sure i will
[17:52:07] DJLuna⌐■_■: i just dont want to
[17:52:31] EmgCmpBeasto: u have the luxury of saying the things I cant say and having them being heard as the helpful voice it should be and not the dictator
[17:52:37] EmgCmpBeasto: don't waste the juice
[17:54:23] DJLuna⌐■_■: i feel juiced
[17:54:30] DJLuna⌐■_■: but i cant even take a break
[17:54:49] EmgCmpBeasto: werd im feeling it myself
[17:56:13] EmgCmpBeasto: what about TYlan u think you can salvage him?
[17:56:20] DJLuna⌐■_■: idc
[17:56:31] DJLuna⌐■_■: hes a lackluster normal user
[17:56:37] EmgCmpBeasto: that's not a good attitude to have
[17:56:58] DJLuna⌐■_■: i cant waste time fetching everyone
[17:58:28] DJLuna⌐■_■: whether that sounds cold or not
[17:59:15] EmgCmpBeasto: its not about whether it sounds cold
[17:59:27] EmgCmpBeasto: its about whether its good for you in the long run
[17:59:46] DJLuna⌐■_■: i need space
[17:59:49] DJLuna⌐■_■: from my league
[18:00:05] DJLuna⌐■_■: but if i back up it will go to hell way too fast
[18:00:27] EmgCmpBeasto: u need ppl in charge that you can trust
[18:01:27] DJLuna⌐■_■: i wouldnt know anyone
[18:01:41] DJLuna⌐■_■: so its a bit of a problem
[18:11:30] EmgCmpBeasto: yea it is
[18:12:57] DJLuna⌐■_■: champ life was something i ruined the first time
[18:13:09] DJLuna⌐■_■: cause i never stepped back even for a few days
[18:13:22] DJLuna⌐■_■: but back then i could have
[18:13:45] DJLuna⌐■_■: now...
[18:13:54] DJLuna⌐■_■: i really dont think i can