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- 黛「何よこれ!?」%K%P
- What is this?!
- 黛の甲高い声が、小屋じゅうに響き渡った。%K%P
- Mayuzumi's shrill voice resounded throughout the cabin.
- 黛「なんでこんなに……食べ物があるのよ!」%K%P
- How did this... there is food!
- 黛「まさかあんた達……私だけのけ者にして、隠し持ってたの!?」%K%P
- Don't tell me... that you all shunned me and hid it from me?!
- 彼女の目は、猜疑心に満ちてせわしなく私達を見回している。%K%P
- Her eyes are full of suspicion, restlessly studying us.
- いけない。黛は誤解している。%K%P
- This is bad. Mayuzumi has the wrong idea.
- こころ「ち、違います」%K%P
- N, no, you're wrong.
- 黄泉木「落ち着け」%K%P
- Calm down.
- 黛「うるさい!」%K%P
- Shut the hell up!
- 私と黄泉木が黛へと一歩、歩み寄ると、黛はますます警戒心を露わにして後ずさった。%K%P
- When we took a step toward Mayuzumi, she stepped back and grew more and more wary.
- 黛「最低よ……あんた達、最低よ!」%K%P
- You bastards... you're all bastards!
- 黛「私を殺す気ね? 3人だけで生き残ろうって魂胆ね!」%K%P
- Do you plan to kill me? You're all plotting for just the three of you to survive!
- こころ「誤解です!」%K%P
- You've got it all wrong!
- 黛は私の話を聞こうとしない。%K%P
- Mayuzumi didn't even try to listen.
- いやいやをするように首を振り続けている。%K%P
- She kept shaking her head, refusing to hear us.
- 黛「そうはさせるもんかっ!」%K%P
- As if I'd let you!
- 唐突に、黛は踵を返した。%K%P
- Mayuzumi abruptly turned.
- ドアを開け、猛烈な吹雪の中へと飛び出していく。%K%P
- Opening the door, she flew out into the intense snowstorm.
- 黄泉木「待て!」%K%P
- Wait!
- 黄泉木が慌てて後を追った。私とゆにも続く。%K%P
- Yomogi hurried out after her. Yuni and I were right behind him.
- 外に出るなり、雪と風が痛いくらいの激しさで私の頬を打った。%K%P
- As soon as I got outside, the snow and wind painfully struck against my face.
- とても目を開けていられない。%K%P
- I can't even keep my eyes open.
- それでもなんとか薄目を開けて、黛の姿を探す。%K%P
- And yet, somehow, by squinting my eyes, I was able to look for the figure of Mayuzumi.
- 真っ白な視界の中に、よろめきながら走っていく黛の背中が見えた。%K%P
- In the white landscape, I saw Mayuzumi's back. She was running unsteadily.
- 轟々と鳴る風の音に混じって、彼女の叫び声が聞こえてくる。%K%P
- Mingled with the sound of the roaring wind, I heard her screams.
- 黛「こんなもの! こんなもの、こうしてやる!」%K%P
- You! How dare you?! I'll show you!
- 黛は、缶を逆さにして、中のカンパンをすべて手のひらに空けた。%K%P
- Mayuzumi turned the can upside-down, emptying all the biscuits inside into her hand.
- そして、カンパンで山盛りになった手を、そのまま口へと持っていく。%K%P
- Then, she brought the hand holding the pile of biscuits to her mouth.
- こころ「ダ、ダメッ!」%K%P
- N, NOOO!
- 止めようとしたが、時すでに遅し。%K%P
- I tried to stop her, but it was already too late.
- 黛は、躊躇することなく大量のカンパンを口の中に放り込んだ。%K%P
- Without any hesitation, Mayuzumi tossed the biscuits into her mouth.
- それでも口の中に収まりきらなかったものは、ボロボロとこぼれ落ち、雪に埋もれてしまう。%K%P
- In her frenzy, the biscuits that didn't reach her mouth fell into the snow.
- と、黛の身体がぐらりと揺れ、そのまま倒れ込んでしまった。%K%P
- And Mayuzumi's body swayed, then collapsed like that onto the snow.
- 黄泉木が追いつき、強引に引っ張り起こす。%K%P
- Yomogi caught up to her and forcibly pulled her to her feet.
- 黄泉木「おまえ……なんてことを……!」%K%P
- You... what did you do...!
- 黛は黄泉木の手を強く振り払った。%K%P
- Mayuzumi forcefully shook off Yomogi's hand.
- 彼女の顎が、忙しく咀嚼を繰り返していた。%K%P
- Her jaw was busy chewing.
- ゆに「そんなぁ……ぼく達の、ごはん……」%K%P
- Oh no... our... food...
- 力無く呟くゆにの横で、私も全身から力が抜けていくのを感じた。%K%P
- Yuni weakly muttered beside me. I too felt my energy leaving me.
- 貴重な食糧が、すべてなくなってしまった。%K%P
- All of our precious rations are gone.
- これから、どうすればいいの……?%K%P
- What will we do now...?
- 黛「あんた達が悪いんだ……!」%K%P
- You're the ones at fault here...!
- そっぽを向いたまま、黛は吐き捨てるように言う。%K%P
- Still facing away from us, Mayuzumi kept ranting.
- 黛「平等に分配しようだって!? どこが平等なのよ!」%K%P
- "Let's divide it equally," HUH?! Some equality!
- 黛「私に隠れて3人でコソコソと! 多めに食糧を隠し持ってるなんて!」%K%P
- You three secretly hid it from me! You kept all the food to yourselves!
- 黛「自分達が生き延びるためなら、私なんか死んだっていいってわけ!?」%K%P
- Sacrificing me so the rest of you can live?!
- 黛「ふざけんなっ!」%K%P
- Don't fuck with me!
- 黄泉木「…………」%K%P
- ......
- 黄泉木は、怒りのためか呆れているのか、あえて反論しようとしなかった。%K%P
- Maybe her rage had shocked even Yomogi, for he didn't dare object.
- でも私は、黙っていられなかった。%K%P
- But I couldn't stay quiet.
- こころ「それは誤解だって言ってるでしょう!」%K%P
- I said, you've got it all wrong!
- こころ「あれは、私と黄泉木さんとゆに、3人分の食糧をひとつにまとめただけだったんです!」%K%P
- What you ate was our combined rations! Yomogi's, Yuni's and mine!
- 黛「フン、だまされるもんか……」%K%P
- Fuun, you think you can trick me...
- 頑なな黛の態度が、私には許せなかった。%K%P
- I couldn't forgive her obstinate attitude.
- なぜこの人は、私達を信じようとしないの……?%K%P
- Why doesn't she even try to trust us...?
- なぜ、自分本位に走ろうとするの?%K%P
- Why is she always so selfish?
- そんなことしても、どうにもならないのに。%K%P
- Even if she acts that way, it's useless.
- 助け合っていかなくちゃいけないのに。%K%P
- We have to help each other.
- こころ「黛さん! あなたは、自分のやったことが――」%K%P
- Mayuzumi-san! What you've done――
- 黄泉木「とにかく、小屋に戻ろう。このままじゃ凍え死ぬ」%K%P
- In any case, let's go back to the cabin. We'll die of the cold if we keep hanging around here.
- 外に出ていた時間はほんのわずかだったのに、すでに私の身体は雪まみれだった。%K%P
- We'd been outside for only a short while, and yet my body was already covered in snow.
- コートにこびりついた雪を払いながら、黛の様子を窺う。%K%P
- While brushing off the snow clinging to my coat, I glanced at Mayuzumi.
- 彼女は戸口に立ったまま、雪を払おうともせずブツブツとひとり言を呟いていた。%K%P
- Still standing in the doorway, without trying to brush the snow away, Mayuzumi grumbled to herself.
- 黛「私は悪くない……私は悪くない……」%K%P
- It's not my fault... It's not my fault...
- 黄泉木「悪くない? よくそんなことが言えるな」%K%P
- Not at fault? You're in no position to say these kinds of things.
- 黄泉木が厳しい表情で黛に詰め寄った。%K%P
- Yomogi drew near Mayuzumi with a stern expression.
- 黄泉木「僕達は、おまえに殺されたといっても過言じゃないんだぞ」%K%P
- It's not an overstatement to say that you've killed us.
- 黛はさすがに鼻白んだ。%K%P
- As might be expected, Mayuzumi felt ashamed.
- 黛「な、何よ。そんな大げさな言い方……」%K%P
- W, what? That's such an exaggeration...
- こころ「大げさなんかじゃありません!」%K%P
- It's no exaggeration!
- 私も黙っていられなかった。%K%P
- I, too, was unable to keep silent.
- こころ「なんであなたは、そんな自分勝手なんですか!?」%K%P
- Why are you so selfish?!
- こころ「強がるのはいいですけど、それに私達を巻き込まないでください!」%K%P
- It's okay to pretend to be tough, but please don't drag us into it!
- 黛「…………!」%K%P
- ......!
- 黛の顔色が変わる。%K%P
- Mayuzumi's expression changes.
- その瞳が、揺れている。%K%P
- Her pupils seemed to quiver.
- 黄泉木「最初に言ったはずだぞ」%K%P
- I said so right from the very beginning.
- 黄泉木「雪山では、たったひとりの勝手な行動が、チーム全体を死に追いやると!」%K%P
- On a snowy mountain, if even a single person acts selfishly, they'll lead the entire team to their deaths!
- 黄泉木は顔を真っ赤にして怒鳴っていた。%K%P
- Yomogi shouted, his face red.
- 積もり積もっていた不満が爆発した、そんな感じだった。%K%P
- It felt as if all the frustration that had been accumulating over the past several days had finally exploded.
- 黄泉木「男に指図されるのが嫌いだと!?」%K%P
- Are you so opposed to taking instruction from a man?!
- 黄泉木「オフィスではそれがかっこいいかもしれないけどな、ここは極寒の雪山なんだよ!」%K%P
- In an office, that might be oh-so-cool, but this is a snowy mountain in the dead of winter!
- 黄泉木「生きるか死ぬかしかないんだ!」%K%P
- We have no choice! It's life or death!
- 黄泉木「下らない見栄を張ってるんじゃない!」%K%P
- There's no room for you to protect your worthless self-image!
- 黛「あ…………」%K%P
- Ah...
- 黛はうなだれてしまう。%K%P
- Mayuzumi hung her head.
- そのまま、ぺたんとその場にしゃがみ込んでしまった。%K%P
- She squatted down in place, her knees thudding on the floor.
- 黛「そ……んな、怒鳴んないで……よぉ……」%K%P
- D... don't shout... so loud...
- 黛は――%K%P
- Mayuzumi――
- 泣いていた。%K%P
- was crying.
- 黛「だって……私だけ……のけ者にされ……てて……」%K%P
- It's just... only I... was the outcast...
- 黛「どうすればいいのか……わかんなくなって……」%K%P
- Not knowing... what to do...
- 黛「知らな……かったのよぅ……」%K%P
- I didn't... know...
- 黛「何も……教えて……くれなかったじゃ……ない……」%K%P
- You.. didn't tell me... anything... did you...
- 黛「怖かった……怖かったの……誰も信じ……られなくて……」%K%P
- I was scared... so scared... I couldn't... trust anyone...
- 黛は、子どものように泣きじゃくっていた。%K%P
- Mayuzumi sobbed like a child.
- 私の中でそれまで黛に対して感じていた怒りが、波のようにサーッと引いていく。%K%P
- The anger that I had felt just before receded like a wave as I saw Mayuzumi break down in tears.
- 初めて、黛鈴という女性の本音に触れることができた気がした。%K%P
- For the first time, I felt I could see the real woman named Mayuzumi Lin.
- そうだ、彼女もまた、私達と同じように、不安や恐怖と戦っていたのだ。%K%P
- She's just like us, struggling against fear and anxiety she has no idea how to cope with.
- そして、それに耐えられるのはごく少数だ。%K%P
- And besides, I don't think there are many people who could withstand that to start with.
- 黛は耐えられなかった。%K%P
- Mayuzumi was unable to endure it.
- 表面上は強がっていても、本当はとても弱い人間だったのだ。%K%P
- Even if she put on a strong front, she was in reality a frail person.
- この極限状態で追い詰められた黛の気持ちは、よくわかった。%K%P
- I can understand how Mayuzumi feels, cornered and at her breaking point.
- 私も、一歩間違えれば彼女のようになっていただろう。%K%P
- If I were to make one wrong move right now, I too could end up just like her.
- こころ「黄泉木さん……私……」%K%P
- Yomogi-san... I...
- 黄泉木「ああ……わかってる」%K%P
- Yeah... I know.
- 黄泉木は神妙な面もちで、ため息をついた。%K%P
- With a meek look, he sighed.
- 黄泉木「許してやろう」%K%P
- Let's forgive her.
- ゆに「えー? でも、もうぼく達、食べるもの何もないんだよ?」%K%P
- Eeeh? But... we have nothing left to eat, you know?
- ゆには口をとがらせ、不服そうだ。%K%P
- Pouting, Yuni objected.
- 子どもの身には、なによりも空腹は辛いだろうし、我慢できないだろう。%K%P
- For a child, I guess hunger is harder to bear than anything else, and he can't tolerate it.
- 少し未来で自分に訪れる死と、いまこの瞬間の空腹。%K%P
- The swiftly approaching specter of death, and our present hunger.
- どちらがより重大な問題かといえば、ゆににとってはおそらく後者に違いない。%K%P
- For Yuni, it's likely the latter that seems like the bigger problem.
- だからなおさら、食糧を横取りした黛が許せないのだろう。%K%P
- So Mayuzumi's theft of our rations becomes all the more unforgivable to him.
- 黄泉木「だからって、黛を責めても、食糧が戻ってくるわけじゃない」%K%P
- Condemning her won't bring them back.
- ゆに「う、うぅー。そうだけど……」%K%P
- U, uuuuu. Right, but...
- 黄泉木「もう、言い争いはよそう。生き残ることだけを考えるんだ」%K%P
- Enough with this quarreling. Concentrate on staying alive.
- そう、その方が、よっぽど建設的だ。%K%P
- Right, that's much more constructive.
- 黛「うっ……ううっ……」%K%P
- Uuu... Uuuuh...
- 黛は、いつまでも泣き止まなかった。%K%P
- Mayuzumi still hadn't stopped crying.
- その姿が痛々しくて、私は声をかけることができなかった。%K%P
- Looking as pitiful as she did, I couldn't call out to her.
- それに、同情はしたくなかった。%K%P
- More than that, I didn't want to pity her.
- 黛の気持ちは理解できたけれど、重大な過ちを犯したこともまた事実なのだ。%K%P
- I can understand her feelings, but the sin she committed still remains.
- 現実はなにも変わっていない。%K%P
- It doesn't change the reality of things.
- 極寒の小屋の中で、食べるものもなくあと何日耐えればいいのか。%K%P
- In this freezing cold cabin, how many more days must we hold out without anything to eat?
- 先が見えない不安が、私を包み込んでいた。%K%P
- The anxiety of being unable to tell how things will turn out overcame me.
- 私は深いため息を吐くと、ベッドに腰掛けた。毛布にくるまる。%K%P
- I heaved a deep sigh and sat down on the bed. I covered myself with the blankets.
- いつ果てるともない、寒さとの戦いが再び始まった――%K%P
- The battle against the unrelenting cold began once more――
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