Thanksgiving

People keep asking me why I detest today. Ever since I was a kid all I remember from days like today is being yelled at, bitched at, ordered around to make some grand feast for my family and when dinner time comes to pretend I'm happy and thankful for a bunch of bullshit. I'm not. Things I'm thankful for, I'll thank myself or those people personally, thanksgiving is a stupid ass "holiday". People literally are celebrating the day that European immigrants came to the Americas and raped, pillaged, and enslaved natives of their land. Causing a mass genocide of their culture alone. Yet they want to call Mexicans immigrants for crossing borders and saying they shouldn't be allowed. Fuck today, Fuck "thansgiving", and fuck idealistic false happiness families expect from people with their own beliefs. I sat out my first thanksgiving today and spent it alone in my room and I'm glad I did. I will not feel guilty or selfish for my choice. Today is bullshit.