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  8. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
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  12. Subtitles by explosiveskull
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  16. LAURA AS JT: I was 18
  17. when I wrote my novel "Sarah."
  18.  
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  21. Never thought
  22. it'd become a bestseller
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  26. with all these fancy people
  27. wantin' to meet me,
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  31. the illusive JT LeRoy.
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  35. But I prefer to be a shut-in
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  39. 'cause when I'm writin'
  40. or on the phone,
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  44. I get to show people
  45. exactly what I wanna show 'em.
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  49. I can focus on the words and
  50. just... leave my body behind.
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  54. [INDISTINCT SONG ON STEREO]
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  58. - Dude, it's so good!
  59. - Yeah?
  60.  
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  63. We just got the, uh, the demos
  64. back from the studio,
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  67. 00:01:59,456 --> 00:02:01,756
  68. so, yeah,
  69. I'm pretty fuckin' excited.
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  73. [INDISTINCT SONG ON STEREO]
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  77. - Is that her? Is that Laura?
  78. - Uh-huh.
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  82. - Yeah, no, no, that's her.
  83. - Cool.
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  87. - Pretty fucking great, right?
  88. - Yeah.
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  92. Man, she's, uh...
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  96. I... I just can't wait for you
  97. to meet her.
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  101. I fucking live here now.
  102. I can't believe this.
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  106. Fuck, yes, you live here.
  107.  
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  110. Dude, you made it out
  111. of mom's place.
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  115. You're going up in the world.
  116. I'm proud of you.
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  120. - Proud of you.
  121. - Thanks.
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  125. [HUMMING]
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  129. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
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  133. [GRUNTS] Hey, hey!
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  137. Hey, come in. This is us.
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  141. Uh, kitchen right over here.
  142. Come through.
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  146. - I kept those books out...
  147. - Oh, these are beautiful.
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  151. I wouldn't touch that. You know,
  152. we got lead. I had it tested.
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  156. [SIGHS] Alright, this is it.
  157. This is where the magic happens.
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  161. - This is so cool, Geoff.
  162. - Right?
  163.  
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  166. Now, listen, uh, couch opens up,
  167. uh, make yourself comfy,
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  171. and, uh,
  172. I'll... I'll make some tea.
  173.  
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  176. You want a tea?
  177.  
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  180. I'd love a beer.
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  184. Beer. Right on.
  185. Okay. You're in luck.
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  189. I, uh, just made a fresh batch
  190. of home brew. Cool.
  191.  
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  194. - Hey, yo! Come meet my sister!
  195. LAURA: Be right there!
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  199. LAURA ON PHONE: Anyway,
  200. every time I tell him no,
  201.  
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  204. I can feel him wantin' more.
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  208. I just can't believe this
  209. itty-bitty Southern rant boy
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  213. is denyin'.
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  217. I gotta admit,
  218. I like having the power.
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  222. Alright, yeah.
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  226. Yeah, thanks.
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  230. Same time tomorrow. Bye.
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  234. Where is she? Where is she?
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  238. - SAVANNAH: Hey.
  239. - Oh, look at you.
  240.  
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  243. Oh, Savannah.
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  247. Geoff's baby sister.
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  251. - I see your soul in your smile.
  252. - Cool, you guys have met.
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  256. Look at this creature.
  257. Just as you said.
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  261. I can't believe you made this.
  262. That's so cool.
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  266. GEOFF: No. I'm good.
  267. I'm getting good at this.
  268.  
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  271. [LAUGHS] You're good
  272. at everything, baby.
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  276. Mm, I heard the music
  277. in the car.
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  281. - SAVANNAH: It is good. It is...
  282. - Amazing, right?
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  286. It's so cool.
  287. He's in his zone.
  288.  
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  291. - I'm just writin' lyrics...
  292. - Oh, she's just writing lyrics?
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  296. No, no, no, no.
  297. This woman is turning my music
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  301. into, like,
  302. these beautiful songs.
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  306. We're writing two, three songs
  307. a day. It's insane.
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  311. - He's on fire.
  312. - You're on fire.
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  316. - You're on fire, babe.
  317. - We're on fire.
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  321. What's that?
  322.  
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  325. Oh, it's just this thing I made.
  326.  
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  329. I had an extra roll of duct tape
  330. lying around.
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  334. - Wait a minute. Hold on.
  335. - That's pretty cool.
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  339. Yeah. Just a thing you made?
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  343. That is not just a thing.
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  347. What is that?
  348. Like magical unicorn backpack?
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  352. That is blowing my mind.
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  356. That's pure art.
  357. That's, like, creative genius.
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  361. Don't, don't put
  362. that stuff down. Right, baby?
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  366. - Mm-hmm.
  367. - Yeah, yeah. No, fuck, yeah.
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  371. LAURA: Oh, you gotta take her
  372. to Lee's party.
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  376. - You gotta go.
  377. - Oh, we gotta go.
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  381. - We gotta go.
  382. - Oh, yeah, first night.
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  386. - GEOFF: You're gonna come, right?
  387. - Of course, yeah.
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  391. Anything you guys wanna do,
  392. I'm open.
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  396. Are you gonna come?
  397. She just got here.
  398.  
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  401. And you've gotta come.
  402. Come on.
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  406. We don't want you to come,
  407. we need you to come.
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  411. - Alright, alright.
  412. - We need you!
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  416. You're dragging me
  417. into the celebration!
  418.  
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  421. You're going to Lee's party!
  422. Sav's moving to San Francisco!
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  426. - Yo, yo, what's up?
  427. - Hey, Sav!
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  431. I put this on you.
  432. We share clothes.
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  436. Oh, my God!
  437. It looks amazing with your hair!
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  441. Oh, Samuel!
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  445. This is Geoff's sister,
  446. Savannah.
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  450. Yeah, she's taking over
  451. his old apartment.
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  455. Hey, I'm Sav.
  456. Nice to meet you.
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  460. Twist & Scream poster
  461. is on the wall.
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  465. GEOFF: Oh, shit!
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  469. LAURA: That's so beautiful.
  470. That's our band. Yeah.
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  474. - So you're an artist?
  475. - Yeah, yeah.
  476.  
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  479. - What's your name?
  480. - Sophie.
  481.  
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  484. - Sophie. What kind of art?
  485. - Yeah.
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  489. It's like conceptual.
  490.  
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  493. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  494.  
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  497. And the writing
  498. has been amazing.
  499.  
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  502. Finally not paying the rent
  503. with phone sex.
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  507. And I'm getting some offers.
  508. It's like...
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  512. Laura,
  513. you say you did phone sex?
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  517. Yeah. Oh, yeah.
  518.  
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  521. It's one of the more
  522. creative jobs ever.
  523.  
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  526. You know, you have to get
  527. into the role play of it.
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  531. But as a writer,
  532. it's in the madness
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  536. of creating a character,
  537. you know what I mean? You're...
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  541. And then their attention
  542. turns to Sophie?
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  546. Because
  547. of her rinky-dink paintings?
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  551. I mean, I'm sorry,
  552. but, like, she's getting that
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  556. 'cause she's a cute girl
  557. with a cute little fucking ass
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  561. and her cute little art.
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  565. Can you imagine
  566. if they knew I was JT LeRoy?
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  570. Right?
  571.  
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  573. 00:06:55,783 --> 00:06:58,784
  574. If they knew I was a "New York
  575. Times" bestselling author.
  576.  
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  579. I mean, that's just so crazy.
  580.  
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  583. - Yeah, well, then tell them.
  584. - Geoff.
  585.  
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  588. You know we can't do that.
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  592. LAURA: I got an idea.
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  596. What if I do go out
  597. for some kind of disguise?
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  601. [GASPS] What's up?
  602.  
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  605. You wanna keep a secret?
  606.  
  607. 129
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  609. - What's this?
  610. - It's my book "Sarah."
  611.  
  612. 130
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  614. My shot at immortality.
  615.  
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  618. SAVANNAH: Oh, so JT's
  619. like your pen name?
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  623. - LAURA: More like my avatar.
  624. - Who is this kid?
  625.  
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  628. LAURA: That's just a photo
  629. I found at a thrift store.
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  633. I loved it 'cause he looks like
  634. a kid in a Dennis Cooper novel.
  635.  
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  638. - I love Dennis Cooper.
  639. - Of course, you do.
  640.  
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  643. Oh!
  644. Hey, do you know Mary Gaitskill?
  645.  
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  647. 00:08:05,019 --> 00:08:07,920
  648. Um, yeah, but I haven't...
  649. I haven't read any of her stuff.
  650.  
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  652. 00:08:07,922 --> 00:08:09,922
  653. - I want to.
  654. - Oh, you're gonna love it.
  655.  
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  658. I'm just finishing
  659. the Colette books right now.
  660.  
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  663. My God, I remember
  664. the first time I read Colette.
  665.  
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  668. I'd feel so French and...
  669.  
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  672. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  673.  
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  676. All this great writing
  677. that comes from distress.
  678.  
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  680. 00:08:24,138 --> 00:08:26,238
  681. But it has beauty in it, too,
  682. you know.
  683.  
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  685. 00:08:26,240 --> 00:08:28,773
  686. Like, ah, JT certainly had that.
  687.  
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  689. 00:08:28,775 --> 00:08:32,411
  690. Like, his grandparents were
  691. fundamentalists, super sadistic.
  692.  
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  695. [TELEPHONE RINGING]
  696.  
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  699. Hey, let me know
  700. what you think?
  701.  
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  704. SAVANNAH: Of course, yeah.
  705.  
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  708. LAURA ON PHONE: Hello.
  709.  
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  712. Hi.
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  716. SAVANNAH: "It's my first day
  717. on the lot.
  718.  
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  721. I'm wearing
  722. the golden Rapunzel wig
  723.  
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  726. bestowed upon me
  727. by my mother, Sarah,
  728.  
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  731. the legendary beauty
  732. and fiercest hooker
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  734. 156
  735. 00:08:55,870 --> 00:08:59,037
  736. that ever did work
  737. a truck stop down south.
  738.  
  739. 157
  740. 00:08:59,039 --> 00:09:00,838
  741. In her high heels, I strut
  742.  
  743. 158
  744. 00:09:00,840 --> 00:09:03,107
  745. between the long shimmering
  746. lines of big rigs."
  747.  
  748. 159
  749. 00:09:03,109 --> 00:09:05,810
  750. "Cash's hand is like the maw
  751. of some big animal
  752.  
  753. 160
  754. 00:09:05,812 --> 00:09:09,180
  755. as he opens it
  756. revealing a raccoon penis bone.
  757.  
  758. 161
  759. 00:09:09,182 --> 00:09:11,849
  760. The talisman that distinguishes
  761. his asphalt girls
  762.  
  763. 162
  764. 00:09:11,851 --> 00:09:13,352
  765. from all others.
  766.  
  767. 163
  768. 00:09:13,354 --> 00:09:15,119
  769. The bigger the bone,
  770. the more in demand
  771.  
  772. 164
  773. 00:09:15,121 --> 00:09:17,889
  774. her soft girl material is.
  775.  
  776. 165
  777. 00:09:17,891 --> 00:09:20,225
  778. If you didn't notice the
  779. raccoon penis bone necklaces
  780.  
  781. 166
  782. 00:09:20,227 --> 00:09:22,194
  783. and you didn't know
  784. what that meant,
  785.  
  786. 167
  787. 00:09:22,196 --> 00:09:25,496
  788. you'd never know
  789. they were actually boys.
  790.  
  791. 168
  792. 00:09:25,498 --> 00:09:26,763
  793. You got to earn that raccoon."
  794.  
  795. 169
  796. 00:09:26,765 --> 00:09:28,366
  797. "The mob surrounds me.
  798.  
  799. 170
  800. 00:09:28,368 --> 00:09:31,169
  801. Tearing at my lace,
  802. ripping my hard-won finery.
  803.  
  804. 171
  805. 00:09:31,171 --> 00:09:32,470
  806. "It's a goddamn boy,"
  807. they yell.
  808.  
  809. 172
  810. 00:09:32,472 --> 00:09:34,338
  811. Hungry jackals
  812. begging at the moon
  813.  
  814. 173
  815. 00:09:34,340 --> 00:09:36,374
  816. while chasing me
  817. through the woods.
  818.  
  819. 174
  820. 00:09:36,376 --> 00:09:37,975
  821. This is all I am.
  822.  
  823. 175
  824. 00:09:37,977 --> 00:09:39,343
  825. A bloody glittering heart
  826.  
  827. 176
  828. 00:09:39,345 --> 00:09:41,946
  829. thumping
  830. under a bruised black sky,
  831.  
  832. 177
  833. 00:09:41,948 --> 00:09:44,784
  834. refusing to let anyone tell me
  835. who I'm supposed to be."
  836.  
  837. 178
  838. 00:09:55,929 --> 00:09:58,496
  839. SAVANNAH ON PHONE: Found it
  840. so beautiful.
  841.  
  842. 179
  843. 00:09:58,498 --> 00:10:00,398
  844. It's crazy.
  845.  
  846. 180
  847. 00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:01,966
  848. I've never read anything
  849. like it
  850.  
  851. 181
  852. 00:10:01,968 --> 00:10:05,470
  853. and it's really painful,
  854. you know.
  855.  
  856. 182
  857. 00:10:05,472 --> 00:10:09,508
  858. But like fucking magic
  859. and I can't even...
  860.  
  861. 183
  862. 00:10:09,510 --> 00:10:11,409
  863. I can't, like, think
  864. of the right way to describe
  865.  
  866. 184
  867. 00:10:11,411 --> 00:10:13,211
  868. how it makes me feel, honestly.
  869.  
  870. 185
  871. 00:10:13,213 --> 00:10:17,181
  872. [CHUCKLES] Oh, my God,
  873. that's so beautiful
  874.  
  875. 186
  876. 00:10:17,183 --> 00:10:19,150
  877. to hear you talk about it
  878. that way.
  879.  
  880. 187
  881. 00:10:19,152 --> 00:10:22,019
  882. God, of course, you so get it.
  883.  
  884. 188
  885. 00:10:22,021 --> 00:10:23,487
  886. I don't know if Geoff told you.
  887.  
  888. 189
  889. 00:10:23,489 --> 00:10:26,524
  890. I was in such a dark place,
  891. you know.
  892.  
  893. 190
  894. 00:10:26,526 --> 00:10:31,128
  895. And it was... soul or spirit
  896. or whatever you wanna call it
  897.  
  898. 191
  899. 00:10:31,130 --> 00:10:33,866
  900. just... embodied me.
  901.  
  902. 192
  903. 00:10:35,068 --> 00:10:38,237
  904. This Jeremiah...
  905.  
  906. 193
  907. 00:10:39,238 --> 00:10:41,873
  908. Terminator LeRoy.
  909.  
  910. 194
  911. 00:10:43,409 --> 00:10:46,876
  912. Jeremiah Terminator LeRoy.
  913.  
  914. 195
  915. 00:10:46,878 --> 00:10:48,379
  916. [CHUCKLES] Wow.
  917.  
  918. 196
  919. 00:10:48,381 --> 00:10:50,881
  920. LAURA: Then he started calling
  921. this therapist
  922.  
  923. 197
  924. 00:10:50,883 --> 00:10:54,852
  925. who told JT, "Hey, you should
  926. write your story down."
  927.  
  928. 198
  929. 00:10:54,854 --> 00:10:58,923
  930. And it's kind of amazing
  931. sharing this with you
  932.  
  933. 199
  934. 00:10:58,925 --> 00:11:01,324
  935. 'cause, um,
  936.  
  937. 200
  938. 00:11:01,326 --> 00:11:05,061
  939. when I first saw you,
  940. I thought you looked like him.
  941.  
  942. 201
  943. 00:11:05,063 --> 00:11:07,097
  944. - Huh?
  945. LAURA: It's why I was just...
  946.  
  947. 202
  948. 00:11:07,099 --> 00:11:09,600
  949. I wanted to ask you if I could
  950. take a picture of you as him.
  951.  
  952. 203
  953. 00:11:09,602 --> 00:11:12,436
  954. What do you... what do you mean?
  955. Like...
  956.  
  957. 204
  958. 00:11:12,438 --> 00:11:15,373
  959. LAURA: I'm... I've been JT
  960. on the phone for years,
  961.  
  962. 205
  963. 00:11:15,375 --> 00:11:18,609
  964. and people need to see him now.
  965.  
  966. 206
  967. 00:11:18,611 --> 00:11:22,079
  968. I mean, I'm... a girl, you know.
  969.  
  970. 207
  971. 00:11:22,081 --> 00:11:23,880
  972. [CHUCKLES] Just to state
  973. the obvious.
  974.  
  975. 208
  976. 00:11:23,882 --> 00:11:26,516
  977. No. No. That's what's beautiful.
  978.  
  979. 209
  980. 00:11:26,518 --> 00:11:28,552
  981. He's androgynous, you know.
  982.  
  983. 210
  984. 00:11:28,554 --> 00:11:32,155
  985. He's like, you know,
  986. discovering his own identity.
  987.  
  988. 211
  989. 00:11:32,157 --> 00:11:35,925
  990. Boy, girl. He's in disguise,
  991. and I'd pay you 50 bucks.
  992.  
  993. 212
  994. 00:11:35,927 --> 00:11:37,361
  995. It is for "Interview" magazine.
  996.  
  997. 213
  998. 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:40,964
  999. Sav, "Interview" magazine!
  1000.  
  1001. 214
  1002. 00:11:40,966 --> 00:11:42,901
  1003. What do you think?
  1004.  
  1005. 215
  1006. 00:11:44,936 --> 00:11:47,539
  1007. I mean, yeah, sure. Why not?
  1008.  
  1009. 216
  1010. 00:11:48,507 --> 00:11:51,443
  1011. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  1012.  
  1013. 217
  1014. 00:12:23,542 --> 00:12:25,275
  1015. Oh, really?
  1016. This is what it looks like?
  1017.  
  1018. 218
  1019. 00:12:25,277 --> 00:12:26,579
  1020. - Yeah.
  1021. - Ew.
  1022.  
  1023. 219
  1024. 00:12:28,013 --> 00:12:29,948
  1025. - Looks great.
  1026. - Okay.
  1027.  
  1028. 220
  1029. 00:12:38,590 --> 00:12:41,924
  1030. So put your chin down.
  1031. Keep it tilted. Perfect.
  1032.  
  1033. 221
  1034. 00:12:41,926 --> 00:12:44,060
  1035. Little bit to the right.
  1036. Now just give me eyes though.
  1037.  
  1038. 222
  1039. 00:12:44,062 --> 00:12:45,931
  1040. A little bit. Perfect.
  1041.  
  1042. 223
  1043. 00:13:02,647 --> 00:13:05,448
  1044. LAURA: Oh, my God,
  1045. I'm getting chills.
  1046.  
  1047. 224
  1048. 00:13:05,450 --> 00:13:07,117
  1049. LAURA: [GASPS]
  1050. GEOFF: Sav, you look great.
  1051.  
  1052. 225
  1053. 00:13:07,119 --> 00:13:10,420
  1054. LAURA: That's JT.
  1055. It's fucking perfect.
  1056.  
  1057. 226
  1058. 00:13:10,422 --> 00:13:11,988
  1059. - You don't wanna do one more?
  1060. - Are you kidding me?
  1061.  
  1062. 227
  1063. 00:13:11,990 --> 00:13:14,593
  1064. These are $12 a box. Let's go!
  1065.  
  1066. 228
  1067. 00:13:17,963 --> 00:13:19,429
  1068. LAURA AS JT: I did it.
  1069.  
  1070. 229
  1071. 00:13:19,431 --> 00:13:21,264
  1072. This is a whole new beginning
  1073. for me.
  1074.  
  1075. 230
  1076. 00:13:21,266 --> 00:13:25,134
  1077. Like a whole new world.
  1078.  
  1079. 231
  1080. 00:13:25,136 --> 00:13:27,371
  1081. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  1082.  
  1083. 232
  1084. 00:13:35,213 --> 00:13:38,016
  1085. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  1086.  
  1087. 233
  1088. 00:13:43,188 --> 00:13:45,257
  1089. Here you go. You all good?
  1090.  
  1091. 234
  1092. 00:13:46,425 --> 00:13:49,391
  1093. That hair looks good on you.
  1094.  
  1095. 235
  1096. 00:13:49,393 --> 00:13:51,460
  1097. Thank you.
  1098.  
  1099. 236
  1100. 00:13:51,462 --> 00:13:54,697
  1101. I was noticing your shoes.
  1102. I've never seen that.
  1103.  
  1104. 237
  1105. 00:13:54,699 --> 00:13:58,401
  1106. Yeah. Free the toes
  1107. and the rest will follow.
  1108.  
  1109. 238
  1110. 00:13:58,403 --> 00:13:59,604
  1111. [CHUCKLES]
  1112.  
  1113. 239
  1114. 00:14:01,506 --> 00:14:03,473
  1115. You've been in here.
  1116. I've seen you in here.
  1117.  
  1118. 240
  1119. 00:14:03,475 --> 00:14:06,242
  1120. You... do you live nearby?
  1121.  
  1122. 241
  1123. 00:14:06,244 --> 00:14:09,546
  1124. Uh, pretty close. Mission.
  1125.  
  1126. 242
  1127. 00:14:09,548 --> 00:14:11,649
  1128. - You?
  1129. - Uh, Soma.
  1130.  
  1131. 243
  1132. 00:14:13,350 --> 00:14:14,618
  1133. Right.
  1134.  
  1135. 244
  1136. 00:14:21,425 --> 00:14:24,326
  1137. If you need anything,
  1138. I'm gonna be working here
  1139.  
  1140. 245
  1141. 00:14:24,328 --> 00:14:27,332
  1142. for the rest of the time
  1143. you'll be here, so...
  1144.  
  1145. 246
  1146. 00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:30,669
  1147. - Okay.
  1148. SEAN: Okay.
  1149.  
  1150. 247
  1151. 00:14:36,474 --> 00:14:38,409
  1152. [TELEPHONE RINGING]
  1153.  
  1154. 248
  1155. 00:14:44,181 --> 00:14:45,715
  1156. - Hello?
  1157. LAURA: Savannah, it's Laura.
  1158.  
  1159. 249
  1160. 00:14:45,717 --> 00:14:48,753
  1161. Oh, my God, how are you?
  1162. Can you do it one more time?
  1163.  
  1164. 250
  1165. 00:14:50,755 --> 00:14:54,223
  1166. LAURA: Hey, I'm JT LeRoy.
  1167.  
  1168. 251
  1169. 00:14:54,225 --> 00:14:56,628
  1170. SAVANNAH: Hey, I'm JT LeRoy.
  1171.  
  1172. 252
  1173. 00:14:59,063 --> 00:15:01,530
  1174. Hey, I'm JT LeRoy.
  1175.  
  1176. 253
  1177. 00:15:01,532 --> 00:15:04,101
  1178. Hey, I'm JT LeRoy.
  1179.  
  1180. 254
  1181. 00:15:06,337 --> 00:15:07,605
  1182. It's great.
  1183.  
  1184. 255
  1185. 00:15:09,373 --> 00:15:11,306
  1186. I mean, it's one thing
  1187. taking a photo,
  1188.  
  1189. 256
  1190. 00:15:11,308 --> 00:15:13,242
  1191. maybe saying like,
  1192. hey, I'm JT LeRoy,
  1193.  
  1194. 257
  1195. 00:15:13,244 --> 00:15:14,844
  1196. but it's another thing
  1197. being him.
  1198.  
  1199. 258
  1200. 00:15:14,846 --> 00:15:17,346
  1201. LAURA: No, no, no, first of all,
  1202. I did the interview already.
  1203.  
  1204. 259
  1205. 00:15:17,348 --> 00:15:19,314
  1206. So it's not like he's trying
  1207. to talk to you, right?
  1208.  
  1209. 260
  1210. 00:15:19,316 --> 00:15:20,817
  1211. He just wants to get
  1212. the picture.
  1213.  
  1214. 261
  1215. 00:15:20,819 --> 00:15:23,217
  1216. And besides,
  1217. when you're meeting someone new,
  1218.  
  1219. 262
  1220. 00:15:23,219 --> 00:15:26,622
  1221. would you ever question
  1222. who they say they are?
  1223.  
  1224. 263
  1225. 00:15:26,624 --> 00:15:28,290
  1226. It's gonna be perfect. Here.
  1227.  
  1228. 264
  1229. 00:15:28,292 --> 00:15:30,325
  1230. This is, uh,
  1231. an interview with JT
  1232.  
  1233. 265
  1234. 00:15:30,327 --> 00:15:31,727
  1235. so you can listen
  1236. to the voice.
  1237.  
  1238. 266
  1239. 00:15:31,729 --> 00:15:34,129
  1240. Oh, I've gotta show you.
  1241.  
  1242. 267
  1243. 00:15:34,131 --> 00:15:36,431
  1244. There's this unbelievably, like,
  1245.  
  1246. 268
  1247. 00:15:36,433 --> 00:15:38,433
  1248. hot as fuck actress
  1249.  
  1250. 269
  1251. 00:15:38,435 --> 00:15:40,502
  1252. Eva Avelin from Europe.
  1253.  
  1254. 270
  1255. 00:15:40,504 --> 00:15:42,672
  1256. The book is doing
  1257. really well there.
  1258.  
  1259. 271
  1260. 00:15:42,674 --> 00:15:44,306
  1261. She's been calling JT
  1262. every night.
  1263.  
  1264. 272
  1265. 00:15:44,308 --> 00:15:46,208
  1266. Just like obsessing
  1267.  
  1268. 273
  1269. 00:15:46,210 --> 00:15:49,444
  1270. and we're finishing
  1271. each other's sentences.
  1272.  
  1273. 274
  1274. 00:15:49,446 --> 00:15:52,280
  1275. SAVANNAH: Whoa.
  1276. LAURA: Yeah.
  1277.  
  1278. 275
  1279. 00:15:52,282 --> 00:15:54,115
  1280. You want a cookie?
  1281.  
  1282. 276
  1283. 00:15:54,117 --> 00:15:58,720
  1284. Oh, no, cookies produce curves.
  1285. I can't do it.
  1286.  
  1287. 277
  1288. 00:15:58,722 --> 00:16:02,891
  1289. LAURA: Wh... what? You can't,
  1290. like, eat cookies and be goth?
  1291.  
  1292. 278
  1293. 00:16:02,893 --> 00:16:06,695
  1294. I'm... [LAUGHS] I'm not goth.
  1295.  
  1296. 279
  1297. 00:16:06,697 --> 00:16:09,364
  1298. - Just skinny?
  1299. - No, not necessarily.
  1300.  
  1301. 280
  1302. 00:16:09,366 --> 00:16:12,400
  1303. Just... just no... curves.
  1304.  
  1305. 281
  1306. 00:16:12,402 --> 00:16:15,336
  1307. Is that why
  1308. you're, like, binding it up
  1309.  
  1310. 282
  1311. 00:16:15,338 --> 00:16:17,673
  1312. and wearing sports bras
  1313. all the time?
  1314.  
  1315. 283
  1316. 00:16:17,675 --> 00:16:19,575
  1317. That's perfect for JT.
  1318.  
  1319. 284
  1320. 00:16:19,577 --> 00:16:21,310
  1321. Get rid of the boobs,
  1322. you're already there.
  1323.  
  1324. 285
  1325. 00:16:21,312 --> 00:16:23,345
  1326. [LAUGHS] Yeah.
  1327.  
  1328. 286
  1329. 00:16:23,347 --> 00:16:26,315
  1330. WOMAN 1 ON RADIO: Today,
  1331. I'm speaking with JT LeRoy,
  1332.  
  1333. 287
  1334. 00:16:26,317 --> 00:16:28,216
  1335. the young writer of "Sarah,"
  1336.  
  1337. 288
  1338. 00:16:28,218 --> 00:16:30,719
  1339. a bestselling novel
  1340. based on his experience
  1341.  
  1342. 289
  1343. 00:16:30,721 --> 00:16:32,621
  1344. as the son of a prostitute
  1345.  
  1346. 290
  1347. 00:16:32,623 --> 00:16:35,156
  1348. who worked truck stops
  1349. in the south.
  1350.  
  1351. 291
  1352. 00:16:35,158 --> 00:16:39,861
  1353. JT, your mother used to pass you
  1354. off as her younger sister?
  1355.  
  1356. 292
  1357. 00:16:39,863 --> 00:16:43,364
  1358. LAURA AS JT ON RADIO: Yeah.
  1359. I mean, um, Sarah,
  1360.  
  1361. 293
  1362. 00:16:43,366 --> 00:16:46,334
  1363. she knew that Johns didn't like
  1364. having a boy around,
  1365.  
  1366. 294
  1367. 00:16:46,336 --> 00:16:49,438
  1368. so she made it
  1369. two pretty girls
  1370.  
  1371. 295
  1372. 00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:52,474
  1373. 'cause she knew that'd get
  1374. twice the attention.
  1375.  
  1376. 296
  1377. 00:16:52,476 --> 00:16:54,876
  1378. Sav, you're... you're cool
  1379. with this, right? I mean...
  1380.  
  1381. 297
  1382. 00:16:54,878 --> 00:16:57,212
  1383. Y... you don't have to do it
  1384. if you don't want to.
  1385.  
  1386. 298
  1387. 00:16:57,214 --> 00:17:00,448
  1388. Yeah, no, no, totally.
  1389. I'm into it.
  1390.  
  1391. 299
  1392. 00:17:00,450 --> 00:17:04,318
  1393. WOMAN 1: Did your mother expect
  1394. you to engage in prostitution?
  1395.  
  1396. 300
  1397. 00:17:04,320 --> 00:17:07,355
  1398. LAURA AS JT: I mean, she didn't
  1399. force me or nothin', but...
  1400.  
  1401. 301
  1402. 00:17:07,357 --> 00:17:09,523
  1403. I mean, she didn't force me
  1404. or nothin'...
  1405.  
  1406. 302
  1407. 00:17:09,525 --> 00:17:11,927
  1408. I don't quite understand it
  1409. 100%, but, like...
  1410.  
  1411. 303
  1412. 00:17:11,929 --> 00:17:14,930
  1413. Yeah, it's, uh,
  1414. it's... complicated.
  1415.  
  1416. 304
  1417. 00:17:14,932 --> 00:17:17,466
  1418. - LAURA AS JT: I loved dressin'...
  1419. - I loved dressin' up.
  1420.  
  1421. 305
  1422. 00:17:17,468 --> 00:17:19,735
  1423. - LAURA AS JT: Puttin' on clothes.
  1424. - Puttin' on clothes.
  1425.  
  1426. 306
  1427. 00:17:19,737 --> 00:17:22,871
  1428. - Turnin' into someone else.
  1429. - Turnin' into someone else.
  1430.  
  1431. 307
  1432. 00:17:22,873 --> 00:17:25,873
  1433. GEOFF: Look, Laura is on the
  1434. phone all the time as JT,
  1435.  
  1436. 308
  1437. 00:17:25,875 --> 00:17:28,509
  1438. but she also pretends to be
  1439. his manager, Speedie.
  1440.  
  1441. 309
  1442. 00:17:28,511 --> 00:17:32,446
  1443. - And she deemed me Astor.
  1444. - Astor?
  1445.  
  1446. 310
  1447. 00:17:32,448 --> 00:17:34,248
  1448. Yeah, Astor's like
  1449. Speedie's boyfriend
  1450.  
  1451. 311
  1452. 00:17:34,250 --> 00:17:36,651
  1453. and we saved JT
  1454. from the streets.
  1455.  
  1456. 312
  1457. 00:17:36,653 --> 00:17:39,387
  1458. You know, we're like this
  1459. happy family and shit.
  1460.  
  1461. 313
  1462. 00:17:39,389 --> 00:17:41,389
  1463. LAURA AS JT: My books
  1464. are fiction.
  1465.  
  1466. 314
  1467. 00:17:41,391 --> 00:17:44,258
  1468. I mean, I tell stories,
  1469. but sometimes
  1470.  
  1471. 315
  1472. 00:17:44,260 --> 00:17:46,328
  1473. the lies are more true
  1474. than the truth.
  1475.  
  1476. 316
  1477. 00:17:46,330 --> 00:17:47,762
  1478. True than the truth.
  1479.  
  1480. 317
  1481. 00:17:47,764 --> 00:17:51,732
  1482. Sometimes the lie
  1483. is more true than the truth.
  1484.  
  1485. 318
  1486. 00:17:51,734 --> 00:17:55,302
  1487. GEOFF: Trust me, this whole
  1488. thing is crazy for me too.
  1489.  
  1490. 319
  1491. 00:17:55,304 --> 00:17:56,837
  1492. I mean, didn't expect
  1493. to be moving in
  1494.  
  1495. 320
  1496. 00:17:56,839 --> 00:17:59,007
  1497. with a teenage male prostitute
  1498.  
  1499. 321
  1500. 00:17:59,009 --> 00:18:02,811
  1501. and an obnoxious
  1502. loud British woman.
  1503.  
  1504. 322
  1505. 00:18:02,813 --> 00:18:05,246
  1506. Obnoxious loud British woman?
  1507.  
  1508. 323
  1509. 00:18:05,248 --> 00:18:08,717
  1510. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
  1511. That's... that's Speedie.
  1512.  
  1513. 324
  1514. 00:18:08,719 --> 00:18:11,852
  1515. LAURA AS SPEEDIE: Well, hello,
  1516. you right little bugger.
  1517.  
  1518. 325
  1519. 00:18:11,854 --> 00:18:13,654
  1520. I thought
  1521. you weren't gonna show.
  1522.  
  1523. 326
  1524. 00:18:13,656 --> 00:18:15,356
  1525. Ready for the shoot?
  1526.  
  1527. 327
  1528. 00:18:15,358 --> 00:18:17,825
  1529. Bruce, this is JT!
  1530.  
  1531. 328
  1532. 00:18:17,827 --> 00:18:20,563
  1533. - Hi, JT.
  1534. SPEEDIE: Say, hello.
  1535.  
  1536. 329
  1537. 00:18:21,964 --> 00:18:23,433
  1538. SAVANNAH AS JT: Hi.
  1539.  
  1540. 330
  1541. 00:18:27,503 --> 00:18:30,638
  1542. He... he gets a bit nervous.
  1543.  
  1544. 331
  1545. 00:18:30,640 --> 00:18:34,408
  1546. And also, by the way, he don't
  1547. like to be touched, alright?
  1548.  
  1549. 332
  1550. 00:18:34,410 --> 00:18:37,310
  1551. Alright, so I give you
  1552. full permission.
  1553.  
  1554. 333
  1555. 00:18:37,312 --> 00:18:40,280
  1556. Poke around, find your shot,
  1557. but, like, in this room.
  1558.  
  1559. 334
  1560. 00:18:40,282 --> 00:18:45,319
  1561. BRUCE: Oh, hey, JT, I'm so glad
  1562. that we could make this work.
  1563.  
  1564. 335
  1565. 00:18:45,321 --> 00:18:48,389
  1566. Hey, uh, bought this
  1567. from you online.
  1568.  
  1569. 336
  1570. 00:18:48,391 --> 00:18:50,624
  1571. And I know how much
  1572. you like chocolate.
  1573.  
  1574. 337
  1575. 00:18:50,626 --> 00:18:55,897
  1576. What? Nothin' for the handler?
  1577. I like it too. [LAUGHS]
  1578.  
  1579. 338
  1580. 00:18:55,899 --> 00:18:57,598
  1581. BRUCE: Great room.
  1582. SPEEDIE: Great.
  1583.  
  1584. 339
  1585. 00:18:57,600 --> 00:18:59,532
  1586. SPEEDIE: My sister's
  1587. got great taste.
  1588.  
  1589. 340
  1590. 00:18:59,534 --> 00:19:03,740
  1591. So, JT, why you don't tell me
  1592. where, uh, you two guys live?
  1593.  
  1594. 341
  1595. 00:19:05,575 --> 00:19:08,809
  1596. - Uh, I live in, um...
  1597. - Tenderloin.
  1598.  
  1599. 342
  1600. 00:19:08,811 --> 00:19:10,377
  1601. SAVANNAH AS JT: Yeah.
  1602. Over there.
  1603.  
  1604. 343
  1605. 00:19:10,379 --> 00:19:12,747
  1606. Oh, cool. There we go.
  1607.  
  1608. 344
  1609. 00:19:12,749 --> 00:19:16,684
  1610. You know, um, if you can get
  1611. that Twist & Scream poster in.
  1612.  
  1613. 345
  1614. 00:19:16,686 --> 00:19:19,553
  1615. That's me sister's band
  1616. and JT loves it.
  1617.  
  1618. 346
  1619. 00:19:19,555 --> 00:19:21,355
  1620. You'd like that, right?
  1621.  
  1622. 347
  1623. 00:19:21,357 --> 00:19:23,556
  1624. BRUCE: I think we need
  1625. to loosen up a little bit.
  1626.  
  1627. 348
  1628. 00:19:23,558 --> 00:19:25,658
  1629. - Oh! Loosen up?
  1630. - Yeah, we do.
  1631.  
  1632. 349
  1633. 00:19:25,660 --> 00:19:28,929
  1634. Shake up them muscles,
  1635. let go, lovey.
  1636.  
  1637. 350
  1638. 00:19:28,931 --> 00:19:32,032
  1639. - You like that?
  1640. BRUCE: Great, great.
  1641.  
  1642. 351
  1643. 00:19:32,034 --> 00:19:34,637
  1644. I got an idea.
  1645. Why don't you, um...
  1646.  
  1647. 352
  1648. 00:19:36,873 --> 00:19:39,274
  1649. Just try standing on this.
  1650.  
  1651. 353
  1652. 00:19:42,011 --> 00:19:45,780
  1653. I'm not really a skater,
  1654. so it's kind of weird.
  1655.  
  1656. 354
  1657. 00:19:45,782 --> 00:19:47,881
  1658. BRUCE: Okay, how about, um...
  1659.  
  1660. 355
  1661. 00:19:47,883 --> 00:19:50,850
  1662. SPEEDIE: You know what?
  1663. Wait, um...
  1664.  
  1665. 356
  1666. 00:19:50,852 --> 00:19:52,752
  1667. I've got, uh...
  1668.  
  1669. 357
  1670. 00:19:52,754 --> 00:19:54,989
  1671. JT loves makeup.
  1672.  
  1673. 358
  1674. 00:19:54,991 --> 00:19:57,524
  1675. What about a lipstick? Right?
  1676.  
  1677. 359
  1678. 00:19:57,526 --> 00:19:59,526
  1679. You wanna put
  1680. some lipstick on, love?
  1681.  
  1682. 360
  1683. 00:19:59,528 --> 00:20:01,829
  1684. In the mirror?
  1685. It could be good, right?
  1686.  
  1687. 361
  1688. 00:20:01,831 --> 00:20:04,064
  1689. BRUCE: Yeah, let's try
  1690. if we can get it right.
  1691.  
  1692. 362
  1693. 00:20:04,066 --> 00:20:06,399
  1694. Let's, uh... This is nice.
  1695.  
  1696. 363
  1697. 00:20:06,401 --> 00:20:07,701
  1698. SPEEDIE: Do you like it?
  1699.  
  1700. 364
  1701. 00:20:07,703 --> 00:20:09,136
  1702. BRUCE: Good. Really nice.
  1703.  
  1704. 365
  1705. 00:20:09,138 --> 00:20:11,004
  1706. BRUCE: Slowly now, pretty.
  1707. SPEEDIE: Nice!
  1708.  
  1709. 366
  1710. 00:20:11,006 --> 00:20:14,774
  1711. I'm just, I'm worried, sorry,
  1712. that... that skateboard is...
  1713.  
  1714. 367
  1715. 00:20:14,776 --> 00:20:17,844
  1716. - Speedie, you're in the shot.
  1717. - Oh, sorry.
  1718.  
  1719. 368
  1720. 00:20:17,846 --> 00:20:19,445
  1721. Alright, come on out.
  1722. Come on out.
  1723.  
  1724. 369
  1725. 00:20:19,447 --> 00:20:21,614
  1726. Good. Beautiful, JT.
  1727.  
  1728. 370
  1729. 00:20:21,616 --> 00:20:25,853
  1730. Beautiful. Beautiful.
  1731. Beautiful.
  1732.  
  1733. 371
  1734. 00:20:25,855 --> 00:20:28,488
  1735. - That's alright.
  1736. - I'm just gonna take a leak.
  1737.  
  1738. 372
  1739. 00:20:28,490 --> 00:20:29,759
  1740. Okay.
  1741.  
  1742. 373
  1743. 00:20:32,028 --> 00:20:34,128
  1744. Yeah, I think he's done.
  1745.  
  1746. 374
  1747. 00:20:34,130 --> 00:20:37,096
  1748. Oh, I just...
  1749. I only shot one roll.
  1750.  
  1751. 375
  1752. 00:20:37,098 --> 00:20:38,765
  1753. SPEEDIE: Oh, no, no, love,
  1754. you don't know
  1755.  
  1756. 376
  1757. 00:20:38,767 --> 00:20:41,601
  1758. how fortunate you are
  1759. to get the shot at all.
  1760.  
  1761. 377
  1762. 00:20:41,603 --> 00:20:44,504
  1763. You're the first person
  1764. who's ever taken his photo.
  1765.  
  1766. 378
  1767. 00:20:44,506 --> 00:20:48,474
  1768. Yeah, no. I mean, he's been in
  1769. the house for like three months.
  1770.  
  1771. 379
  1772. 00:20:48,476 --> 00:20:51,446
  1773. - I know, but he's delicate...
  1774. - Hey, JT.
  1775.  
  1776. 380
  1777. 00:20:53,149 --> 00:20:56,183
  1778. What do you say we do
  1779. a couple more, huh?
  1780.  
  1781. 381
  1782. 00:20:56,185 --> 00:20:58,751
  1783. Well...
  1784.  
  1785. 382
  1786. 00:20:58,753 --> 00:21:01,855
  1787. SPEEDIE: JT, you...
  1788.  
  1789. 383
  1790. 00:21:01,857 --> 00:21:05,491
  1791. Yeah.
  1792. No, I think we're done, Bruce.
  1793.  
  1794. 384
  1795. 00:21:05,493 --> 00:21:07,727
  1796. Thank you for understanding.
  1797.  
  1798. 385
  1799. 00:21:07,729 --> 00:21:11,531
  1800. But I bet
  1801. you've got a great shot, right?
  1802.  
  1803. 386
  1804. 00:21:11,533 --> 00:21:14,667
  1805. Thank you, JT, for your time.
  1806. It was a real pleasure.
  1807.  
  1808. 387
  1809. 00:21:14,669 --> 00:21:16,170
  1810. SPEEDIE: You did great.
  1811.  
  1812. 388
  1813. 00:21:16,172 --> 00:21:18,838
  1814. - Speedie.
  1815. SPEEDIE: Alright.
  1816.  
  1817. 389
  1818. 00:21:18,840 --> 00:21:20,875
  1819. SPEEDIE: Thank you, Bruce.
  1820. BRUCE: Thank you.
  1821.  
  1822. 390
  1823. 00:21:20,877 --> 00:21:23,743
  1824. SPEEDIE: Yeah,
  1825. I'm sure it will be great.
  1826.  
  1827. 391
  1828. 00:21:23,745 --> 00:21:26,545
  1829. And, um,
  1830. we'll see the shots soon.
  1831.  
  1832. 392
  1833. 00:21:26,547 --> 00:21:29,050
  1834. BRUCE: Great. Okay.
  1835. SPEEDIE: Alright then.
  1836.  
  1837. 393
  1838. 00:21:38,193 --> 00:21:40,194
  1839. LAURA: You were looking great.
  1840. SAVANNAH: Disaster vibes.
  1841.  
  1842. 394
  1843. 00:21:40,196 --> 00:21:42,162
  1844. - You were great.
  1845. - Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
  1846.  
  1847. 395
  1848. 00:21:42,164 --> 00:21:44,664
  1849. Sorry?
  1850. What are you talking about?
  1851.  
  1852. 396
  1853. 00:21:44,666 --> 00:21:47,233
  1854. I can't do that accent. He could
  1855. so see that I was a girl.
  1856.  
  1857. 397
  1858. 00:21:47,235 --> 00:21:49,501
  1859. - I could see him looking at me.
  1860. - Not at all.
  1861.  
  1862. 398
  1863. 00:21:49,503 --> 00:21:52,739
  1864. He never suspected anything.
  1865. It was the opposite.
  1866.  
  1867. 399
  1868. 00:21:52,741 --> 00:21:56,209
  1869. He wanted you to go home
  1870. with him. Fuck, you were great.
  1871.  
  1872. 400
  1873. 00:21:56,211 --> 00:21:59,178
  1874. And playing Speedie
  1875. was so cool, right?
  1876.  
  1877. 401
  1878. 00:21:59,180 --> 00:22:01,681
  1879. Like not giving a fuck
  1880. what anybody thinks of you.
  1881.  
  1882. 402
  1883. 00:22:01,683 --> 00:22:04,851
  1884. You just say whatever the fuck's
  1885. on your mind. I love her.
  1886.  
  1887. 403
  1888. 00:22:04,853 --> 00:22:06,619
  1889. What about when you answered
  1890. every question for me?
  1891.  
  1892. 404
  1893. 00:22:06,621 --> 00:22:07,921
  1894. It was, like, so obvious.
  1895.  
  1896. 405
  1897. 00:22:07,923 --> 00:22:10,157
  1898. No, that's so JT.
  1899. He's nervous.
  1900.  
  1901. 406
  1902. 00:22:10,159 --> 00:22:12,593
  1903. He can't speak for himself.
  1904. That was perfect.
  1905.  
  1906. 407
  1907. 00:22:13,761 --> 00:22:15,827
  1908. Oh, Sav, trust me.
  1909.  
  1910. 408
  1911. 00:22:15,829 --> 00:22:17,964
  1912. I learned about this
  1913. from my phone sex days.
  1914.  
  1915. 409
  1916. 00:22:17,966 --> 00:22:20,967
  1917. You establish yourself
  1918. as someone else, right?
  1919.  
  1920. 410
  1921. 00:22:20,969 --> 00:22:23,202
  1922. You can do that.
  1923. Then drop the accent
  1924.  
  1925. 411
  1926. 00:22:23,204 --> 00:22:25,905
  1927. and nobody even notices.
  1928.  
  1929. 412
  1930. 00:22:25,907 --> 00:22:27,674
  1931. And he's illusive.
  1932.  
  1933. 413
  1934. 00:22:27,676 --> 00:22:30,610
  1935. That's part of the mystery
  1936. and people love mystery.
  1937.  
  1938. 414
  1939. 00:22:30,612 --> 00:22:32,745
  1940. I almost puked when I walked in.
  1941.  
  1942. 415
  1943. 00:22:32,747 --> 00:22:34,580
  1944. Ugh, that's so JT.
  1945.  
  1946. 416
  1947. 00:22:34,582 --> 00:22:36,548
  1948. That was what was so perfect.
  1949.  
  1950. 417
  1951. 00:22:36,550 --> 00:22:40,286
  1952. He looked nauseous
  1953. and nervous and awkward.
  1954.  
  1955. 418
  1956. 00:22:40,288 --> 00:22:43,755
  1957. Oh, my God, on Friday night,
  1958. we've got the reading
  1959.  
  1960. 419
  1961. 00:22:43,757 --> 00:22:45,757
  1962. and, you know, there are
  1963. all these fabulous people
  1964.  
  1965. 420
  1966. 00:22:45,759 --> 00:22:48,627
  1967. that will show up and read for
  1968. him 'cause he's never there.
  1969.  
  1970. 421
  1971. 00:22:48,629 --> 00:22:51,898
  1972. What if you just showed up
  1973. and just, like, hyperventilate,
  1974.  
  1975. 422
  1976. 00:22:51,900 --> 00:22:53,633
  1977. run out
  1978. like he's gonna throw up?
  1979.  
  1980. 423
  1981. 00:22:53,635 --> 00:22:56,035
  1982. - No way! Mm.
  1983. - Yes way!
  1984.  
  1985. 424
  1986. 00:22:56,037 --> 00:22:58,737
  1987. I can't. It was sickening.
  1988.  
  1989. 425
  1990. 00:22:58,739 --> 00:23:02,074
  1991. That's that feeling.
  1992. That's what's so beautiful.
  1993.  
  1994. 426
  1995. 00:23:02,076 --> 00:23:04,142
  1996. It's that feeling we all get
  1997. like right before
  1998.  
  1999. 427
  2000. 00:23:04,144 --> 00:23:06,181
  2001. we do something important.
  2002.  
  2003. 428
  2004. 00:23:12,053 --> 00:23:13,587
  2005. [LAURA SIGHS]
  2006.  
  2007. 429
  2008. 00:23:15,090 --> 00:23:18,291
  2009. You know what?
  2010. Don't worry about it.
  2011.  
  2012. 430
  2013. 00:23:18,293 --> 00:23:20,326
  2014. I can get somebody else
  2015. next time.
  2016.  
  2017. 431
  2018. 00:23:20,328 --> 00:23:23,328
  2019. I gotta go 'cause Geoff and I
  2020. have band practice.
  2021.  
  2022. 432
  2023. 00:23:23,330 --> 00:23:26,598
  2024. [SIGHS] Shit. I'm late.
  2025.  
  2026. 433
  2027. 00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:28,767
  2028. I'm just gonna go like this.
  2029. Okay, Sav, here.
  2030.  
  2031. 434
  2032. 00:23:28,769 --> 00:23:31,970
  2033. - Oh, thanks. I...
  2034. - As promised, love.
  2035.  
  2036. 435
  2037. 00:23:31,972 --> 00:23:35,007
  2038. LAURA: Thank you,
  2039. ta very much!
  2040.  
  2041. 436
  2042. 00:23:35,009 --> 00:23:37,611
  2043. - Oh, my God, that was so fun.
  2044. - See you.
  2045.  
  2046. 437
  2047. 00:23:39,646 --> 00:23:42,583
  2048. [AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]
  2049.  
  2050. 438
  2051. 00:23:45,820 --> 00:23:47,285
  2052. WOMAN 2: Thank you.
  2053.  
  2054. 439
  2055. 00:23:47,287 --> 00:23:49,621
  2056. Uh, JT actually
  2057. isn't feeling well
  2058.  
  2059. 440
  2060. 00:23:49,623 --> 00:23:53,725
  2061. so I'm sorry to say he won't
  2062. be joining us after all.
  2063.  
  2064. 441
  2065. 00:23:53,727 --> 00:23:55,529
  2066. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  2067.  
  2068. 442
  2069. 00:23:57,698 --> 00:24:01,099
  2070. WOMAN 3: I told you. This is
  2071. some sort of hoax. Right?
  2072.  
  2073. 443
  2074. 00:24:01,101 --> 00:24:02,601
  2075. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  2076.  
  2077. 444
  2078. 00:24:02,603 --> 00:24:05,539
  2079. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  2080.  
  2081. 445
  2082. 00:24:13,180 --> 00:24:16,116
  2083. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  2084.  
  2085. 446
  2086. 00:25:10,938 --> 00:25:13,140
  2087. [TELEPHONE RINGING]
  2088.  
  2089. 447
  2090. 00:25:17,344 --> 00:25:19,177
  2091. - Hello?
  2092. LAURA: Sav.
  2093.  
  2094. 448
  2095. 00:25:19,179 --> 00:25:22,147
  2096. LAURA: Can you come over
  2097. tonight? I have big news.
  2098.  
  2099. 449
  2100. 00:25:22,149 --> 00:25:24,181
  2101. [GASPS] Oh, my God.
  2102. Get in here.
  2103.  
  2104. 450
  2105. 00:25:24,183 --> 00:25:25,816
  2106. You're not gonna believe
  2107. what I'm gonna tell you.
  2108.  
  2109. 451
  2110. 00:25:25,818 --> 00:25:27,017
  2111. Are you ready?
  2112.  
  2113. 452
  2114. 00:25:27,019 --> 00:25:28,420
  2115. A Hollywood producer
  2116.  
  2117. 453
  2118. 00:25:28,422 --> 00:25:30,955
  2119. wants to make "Sarah"
  2120. into a movie.
  2121.  
  2122. 454
  2123. 00:25:30,957 --> 00:25:33,125
  2124. What? No way.
  2125. Are you serious?
  2126.  
  2127. 455
  2128. 00:25:33,127 --> 00:25:37,929
  2129. Can you imagine?
  2130. "Sarah" on the big screen?
  2131.  
  2132. 456
  2133. 00:25:37,931 --> 00:25:40,098
  2134. I... Yeah, yeah.
  2135. That would be epic.
  2136.  
  2137. 457
  2138. 00:25:40,100 --> 00:25:43,168
  2139. JT can do his thing
  2140. and say, you know,
  2141.  
  2142. 458
  2143. 00:25:43,170 --> 00:25:46,470
  2144. "Hey, I'm an agoraphobe who just
  2145. wants his autonomy respected."
  2146.  
  2147. 459
  2148. 00:25:46,472 --> 00:25:49,406
  2149. But... I don't think so.
  2150.  
  2151. 460
  2152. 00:25:49,408 --> 00:25:52,145
  2153. I think this is too big
  2154. an opportunity.
  2155.  
  2156. 461
  2157. 00:25:55,214 --> 00:25:57,882
  2158. I mean, you... us tonight?
  2159.  
  2160. 462
  2161. 00:25:57,884 --> 00:26:01,253
  2162. No, no, silly. This weekend.
  2163.  
  2164. 463
  2165. 00:26:01,255 --> 00:26:02,720
  2166. In LA.
  2167.  
  2168. 464
  2169. 00:26:02,722 --> 00:26:04,456
  2170. We'd stay at her house.
  2171.  
  2172. 465
  2173. 00:26:04,458 --> 00:26:06,825
  2174. There's a party, a reading,
  2175. a photoshoot.
  2176.  
  2177. 466
  2178. 00:26:06,827 --> 00:26:08,960
  2179. Come on, it will be fun.
  2180.  
  2181. 467
  2182. 00:26:08,962 --> 00:26:11,862
  2183. No, just 'cause I... I'm working
  2184. this weekend.
  2185.  
  2186. 468
  2187. 00:26:11,864 --> 00:26:13,432
  2188. That's... that's the only thing.
  2189.  
  2190. 469
  2191. 00:26:15,168 --> 00:26:17,968
  2192. Sweet girl.
  2193.  
  2194. 470
  2195. 00:26:17,970 --> 00:26:20,070
  2196. I know
  2197. the photoshoot was intense.
  2198.  
  2199. 471
  2200. 00:26:20,072 --> 00:26:23,275
  2201. Right? It was a... it was a lot.
  2202.  
  2203. 472
  2204. 00:26:23,277 --> 00:26:26,979
  2205. But, Sav,
  2206. there was a light in you.
  2207.  
  2208. 473
  2209. 00:26:28,482 --> 00:26:31,983
  2210. And I... I felt him
  2211.  
  2212. 474
  2213. 00:26:31,985 --> 00:26:35,388
  2214. leave my body and enter yours.
  2215.  
  2216. 475
  2217. 00:26:40,526 --> 00:26:43,894
  2218. I mean, I was in high school
  2219.  
  2220. 476
  2221. 00:26:43,896 --> 00:26:48,799
  2222. when, I don't know,
  2223. he's turning tricks.
  2224.  
  2225. 477
  2226. 00:26:48,801 --> 00:26:52,136
  2227. Am I interesting enough
  2228. to, like, be him?
  2229.  
  2230. 478
  2231. 00:26:52,138 --> 00:26:55,173
  2232. What? You are interesting!
  2233.  
  2234. 479
  2235. 00:26:55,175 --> 00:26:59,809
  2236. Are you kidding me?
  2237. Sav, you're incredible.
  2238.  
  2239. 480
  2240. 00:26:59,811 --> 00:27:03,314
  2241. I don't, like, hate myself.
  2242. I just... that's so different.
  2243.  
  2244. 481
  2245. 00:27:03,316 --> 00:27:05,883
  2246. I think you gotta think
  2247. about this differently.
  2248.  
  2249. 482
  2250. 00:27:05,885 --> 00:27:08,219
  2251. I mean, we're talking Warhol,
  2252.  
  2253. 483
  2254. 00:27:08,221 --> 00:27:11,422
  2255. Ziggy Stardust, Grace Jones.
  2256.  
  2257. 484
  2258. 00:27:11,424 --> 00:27:12,856
  2259. What if you wake up one morning
  2260.  
  2261. 485
  2262. 00:27:12,858 --> 00:27:14,358
  2263. and say I wanna be
  2264. somebody else?
  2265.  
  2266. 486
  2267. 00:27:14,360 --> 00:27:17,228
  2268. That's what they did.
  2269. They didn't wait for permission.
  2270.  
  2271. 487
  2272. 00:27:17,230 --> 00:27:19,999
  2273. Well, yeah,
  2274. I... I know that feeling.
  2275.  
  2276. 488
  2277. 00:27:21,968 --> 00:27:24,303
  2278. I knew I wanted to be
  2279. an artist, right?
  2280.  
  2281. 489
  2282. 00:27:26,004 --> 00:27:28,372
  2283. 'Cause I was like,
  2284. "I wanna have a life!
  2285.  
  2286. 490
  2287. 00:27:28,374 --> 00:27:33,277
  2288. I don't wanna live in a fuckin'
  2289. cubicle 9:00 to fucking 5:00.
  2290.  
  2291. 491
  2292. 00:27:33,279 --> 00:27:35,512
  2293. That's not who I am."
  2294.  
  2295. 492
  2296. 00:27:35,514 --> 00:27:38,849
  2297. Fine. Fine. Spend my life.
  2298. "Hello, hi. Wanna fuck?"
  2299.  
  2300. 493
  2301. 00:27:38,851 --> 00:27:41,252
  2302. Doing phone sex
  2303. for the rest of my life? No.
  2304.  
  2305. 494
  2306. 00:27:41,254 --> 00:27:43,187
  2307. I'm a writer.
  2308.  
  2309. 495
  2310. 00:27:43,189 --> 00:27:45,523
  2311. I spent my 20s and 30s
  2312. waiting for somebody
  2313.  
  2314. 496
  2315. 00:27:45,525 --> 00:27:50,427
  2316. to discover me,
  2317. somebody to give me permission?
  2318.  
  2319. 497
  2320. 00:27:50,429 --> 00:27:53,499
  2321. Nobody gives you anything.
  2322. You have to take it.
  2323.  
  2324. 498
  2325. 00:27:55,568 --> 00:27:57,370
  2326. Are you gonna take it?
  2327.  
  2328. 499
  2329. 00:27:59,438 --> 00:28:02,973
  2330. You've got all these selves
  2331. inside of you. Explore them.
  2332.  
  2333. 500
  2334. 00:28:02,975 --> 00:28:05,576
  2335. This is your time.
  2336. Find out who the fuck you are.
  2337.  
  2338. 501
  2339. 00:28:05,578 --> 00:28:08,514
  2340. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  2341.  
  2342. 502
  2343. 00:28:16,289 --> 00:28:18,054
  2344. - Oh, shit.
  2345. - Are we out of chips?
  2346.  
  2347. 503
  2348. 00:28:18,056 --> 00:28:20,391
  2349. Oh, God,
  2350. we ate three bags of chips?
  2351.  
  2352. 504
  2353. 00:28:20,393 --> 00:28:22,359
  2354. I'm gonna be sweating
  2355. potato chips.
  2356.  
  2357. 505
  2358. 00:28:22,361 --> 00:28:24,028
  2359. LAURA: [LAUGHS] Don't worry.
  2360. no food tomorrow,
  2361.  
  2362. 506
  2363. 00:28:24,030 --> 00:28:26,297
  2364. but we need the sweet
  2365. with the salty.
  2366.  
  2367. 507
  2368. 00:28:26,299 --> 00:28:30,134
  2369. - I don't.
  2370. - Secret stash.
  2371.  
  2372. 508
  2373. 00:28:30,136 --> 00:28:32,336
  2374. - Chocolate.
  2375. - I'm okay.
  2376.  
  2377. 509
  2378. 00:28:32,338 --> 00:28:34,273
  2379. - You don't want?
  2380. SAVANNAH: Unh-unh.
  2381.  
  2382. 510
  2383. 00:28:36,174 --> 00:28:37,974
  2384. LAURA: Hey, tell me
  2385. about this boy.
  2386.  
  2387. 511
  2388. 00:28:37,976 --> 00:28:40,043
  2389. Sean? What about him?
  2390.  
  2391. 512
  2392. 00:28:40,045 --> 00:28:42,847
  2393. Well... you date men?
  2394.  
  2395. 513
  2396. 00:28:44,450 --> 00:28:46,483
  2397. Uh, sometimes.
  2398.  
  2399. 514
  2400. 00:28:46,485 --> 00:28:49,919
  2401. If they're as cute as he is,
  2402. I do. But I'm open.
  2403.  
  2404. 515
  2405. 00:28:49,921 --> 00:28:52,222
  2406. I like girls, obviously.
  2407.  
  2408. 516
  2409. 00:28:52,224 --> 00:28:53,357
  2410. I can't go
  2411. to any more Dyke nights.
  2412.  
  2413. 517
  2414. 00:28:53,359 --> 00:28:54,658
  2415. It makes me so uncomfortable.
  2416.  
  2417. 518
  2418. 00:28:54,660 --> 00:28:55,892
  2419. It's so embarrassing.
  2420.  
  2421. 519
  2422. 00:28:55,894 --> 00:28:57,461
  2423. The music's so awful and...
  2424.  
  2425. 520
  2426. 00:28:57,463 --> 00:28:59,395
  2427. Did Geoff ever tell you
  2428. I pretended to be a dyke
  2429.  
  2430. 521
  2431. 00:28:59,397 --> 00:29:00,963
  2432. when we first met?
  2433.  
  2434. 522
  2435. 00:29:00,965 --> 00:29:03,099
  2436. No. Why?
  2437.  
  2438. 523
  2439. 00:29:03,101 --> 00:29:07,337
  2440. LAURA: 'Cause he was
  2441. so good-looking.
  2442.  
  2443. 524
  2444. 00:29:07,339 --> 00:29:10,973
  2445. Well, I wanted to know
  2446. if he liked me for me.
  2447.  
  2448. 525
  2449. 00:29:10,975 --> 00:29:12,543
  2450. SAVANNAH: Aww.
  2451.  
  2452. 526
  2453. 00:29:12,545 --> 00:29:15,579
  2454. Test the waters and not be
  2455. the fat girl swooning.
  2456.  
  2457. 527
  2458. 00:29:15,581 --> 00:29:17,348
  2459. [LAUGHS] Hey.
  2460.  
  2461. 528
  2462. 00:29:17,350 --> 00:29:20,049
  2463. I was 100 pounds
  2464.  
  2465. 529
  2466. 00:29:20,051 --> 00:29:22,685
  2467. fatter than I am now.
  2468.  
  2469. 530
  2470. 00:29:22,687 --> 00:29:25,922
  2471. Oh, I didn't realize that.
  2472.  
  2473. 531
  2474. 00:29:25,924 --> 00:29:28,393
  2475. Good thing I'm not terrified
  2476. of the knife.
  2477.  
  2478. 532
  2479. 00:29:30,662 --> 00:29:33,229
  2480. But I've been with women before.
  2481.  
  2482. 533
  2483. 00:29:33,231 --> 00:29:36,032
  2484. Especially in the group home.
  2485.  
  2486. 534
  2487. 00:29:36,034 --> 00:29:37,503
  2488. How was that?
  2489.  
  2490. 535
  2491. 00:29:39,070 --> 00:29:41,070
  2492. Sex was amazing.
  2493.  
  2494. 536
  2495. 00:29:41,072 --> 00:29:43,374
  2496. No, I mean, the group home.
  2497.  
  2498. 537
  2499. 00:29:43,376 --> 00:29:45,644
  2500. Oh. Rough.
  2501.  
  2502. 538
  2503. 00:29:47,479 --> 00:29:50,382
  2504. But it gave me the tough skin
  2505. I live in.
  2506.  
  2507. 539
  2508. 00:29:53,051 --> 00:29:54,951
  2509. You know, I used to sneak out
  2510. at night
  2511.  
  2512. 540
  2513. 00:29:54,953 --> 00:29:57,286
  2514. and call suicide hotlines
  2515. for help,
  2516.  
  2517. 541
  2518. 00:29:57,288 --> 00:30:01,059
  2519. and I could never... be me.
  2520.  
  2521. 542
  2522. 00:30:02,994 --> 00:30:05,664
  2523. I'd create characters,
  2524. usually boys.
  2525.  
  2526. 543
  2527. 00:30:07,265 --> 00:30:10,402
  2528. Some of them didn't make it,
  2529. but JT...
  2530.  
  2531. 544
  2532. 00:30:12,537 --> 00:30:14,472
  2533. JT kept calling.
  2534.  
  2535. 545
  2536. 00:30:16,207 --> 00:30:19,010
  2537. And it felt so good
  2538. to not have to be in this body.
  2539.  
  2540. 546
  2541. 00:30:20,545 --> 00:30:23,348
  2542. You know, to be as far away
  2543. from it as possible.
  2544.  
  2545. 547
  2546. 00:30:26,151 --> 00:30:27,485
  2547. I get that.
  2548.  
  2549. 548
  2550. 00:30:29,454 --> 00:30:32,390
  2551. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  2552.  
  2553. 549
  2554. 00:30:58,716 --> 00:31:02,117
  2555. JT. Oh, my God.
  2556.  
  2557. 550
  2558. 00:31:02,119 --> 00:31:04,687
  2559. JT.
  2560.  
  2561. 551
  2562. 00:31:04,689 --> 00:31:08,291
  2563. Oh, my God. It's so good
  2564. to finally meet you.
  2565.  
  2566. 552
  2567. 00:31:08,293 --> 00:31:12,093
  2568. - This is amazing.
  2569. SASHA: Right?
  2570.  
  2571. 553
  2572. 00:31:12,095 --> 00:31:13,729
  2573. SPEEDIE: JT,
  2574. keep writing them books.
  2575.  
  2576. 554
  2577. 00:31:13,731 --> 00:31:15,465
  2578. Maybe you'll get a house
  2579. like this.
  2580.  
  2581. 555
  2582. 00:31:15,467 --> 00:31:17,767
  2583. Oh, no, JT, the real money's
  2584. in screenwriting.
  2585.  
  2586. 556
  2587. 00:31:17,769 --> 00:31:19,769
  2588. You should write me a part.
  2589. A cool part.
  2590.  
  2591. 557
  2592. 00:31:19,771 --> 00:31:21,737
  2593. - I could play a lot lizard.
  2594. - Oh.
  2595.  
  2596. 558
  2597. 00:31:21,739 --> 00:31:23,438
  2598. You already got an actor.
  2599.  
  2600. 559
  2601. 00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:25,507
  2602. SASHA: The guest bedroom's
  2603. this way.
  2604.  
  2605. 560
  2606. 00:31:25,509 --> 00:31:30,045
  2607. SPEEDIE: Don't think
  2608. we've been in... a guest room.
  2609.  
  2610. 561
  2611. 00:31:30,047 --> 00:31:33,215
  2612. It's amazing.
  2613. Oh, my God. What a house.
  2614.  
  2615. 562
  2616. 00:31:33,217 --> 00:31:34,817
  2617. Thank you.
  2618.  
  2619. 563
  2620. 00:31:34,819 --> 00:31:39,154
  2621. Oh, and JT brought you
  2622. a little prezzie.
  2623.  
  2624. 564
  2625. 00:31:39,156 --> 00:31:40,523
  2626. Aww.
  2627.  
  2628. 565
  2629. 00:31:40,525 --> 00:31:42,825
  2630. Not really from Neiman Marcus.
  2631.  
  2632. 566
  2633. 00:31:42,827 --> 00:31:45,661
  2634. I stole that bag out of my
  2635. neighbor's recycling, but...
  2636.  
  2637. 567
  2638. 00:31:45,663 --> 00:31:47,231
  2639. [LAUGHS]
  2640.  
  2641. 568
  2642. 00:31:48,765 --> 00:31:51,266
  2643. SASHA: Oh, little mini onions.
  2644.  
  2645. 569
  2646. 00:31:51,268 --> 00:31:53,535
  2647. How cute.
  2648.  
  2649. 570
  2650. 00:31:53,537 --> 00:31:57,040
  2651. And baked beans.
  2652.  
  2653. 571
  2654. 00:31:58,408 --> 00:32:00,710
  2655. Oh, God. I need one of these.
  2656.  
  2657. 572
  2658. 00:32:00,712 --> 00:32:02,580
  2659. Those are great, right?
  2660.  
  2661. 573
  2662. 00:32:05,383 --> 00:32:09,285
  2663. SPEEDIE: I love that, um,
  2664. and you're quite good at that.
  2665.  
  2666. 574
  2667. 00:32:09,287 --> 00:32:11,655
  2668. That's all I'm gonna say.
  2669.  
  2670. 575
  2671. 00:32:15,092 --> 00:32:18,326
  2672. Oh, and JT wrote all the lyrics
  2673.  
  2674. 576
  2675. 00:32:18,328 --> 00:32:21,630
  2676. to our band's songs,
  2677. Twist & Scream.
  2678.  
  2679. 577
  2680. 00:32:21,632 --> 00:32:23,632
  2681. Thought you'd love it.
  2682.  
  2683. 578
  2684. 00:32:23,634 --> 00:32:26,167
  2685. SASHA: Oh, that's so cool.
  2686.  
  2687. 579
  2688. 00:32:26,169 --> 00:32:28,706
  2689. JT, did you get that book
  2690. I sent you?
  2691.  
  2692. 580
  2693. 00:32:30,475 --> 00:32:32,140
  2694. Yeah, we loved it.
  2695.  
  2696. 581
  2697. 00:32:32,142 --> 00:32:33,811
  2698. Yeah, yeah. It's real good.
  2699.  
  2700. 582
  2701. 00:32:35,679 --> 00:32:38,213
  2702. SASHA: JT, what are you wearing?
  2703.  
  2704. 583
  2705. 00:32:38,215 --> 00:32:40,282
  2706. [LAUGHS]
  2707.  
  2708. 584
  2709. 00:32:40,284 --> 00:32:42,384
  2710. What... what is going on?
  2711.  
  2712. 585
  2713. 00:32:42,386 --> 00:32:44,588
  2714. What's happening
  2715. to all the money?
  2716.  
  2717. 586
  2718. 00:32:45,756 --> 00:32:48,525
  2719. It's not much money though yet.
  2720.  
  2721. 587
  2722. 00:32:49,894 --> 00:32:52,429
  2723. Why do you keep answering
  2724. for him?
  2725.  
  2726. 588
  2727. 00:32:55,365 --> 00:32:57,633
  2728. He's a deaf mute.
  2729.  
  2730. 589
  2731. 00:32:57,635 --> 00:32:59,768
  2732. [LAUGHING]
  2733.  
  2734. 590
  2735. 00:32:59,770 --> 00:33:03,538
  2736. That's the way it feels because
  2737. he hates talkin' about money,
  2738.  
  2739. 591
  2740. 00:33:03,540 --> 00:33:05,440
  2741. hates business talk.
  2742.  
  2743. 592
  2744. 00:33:05,442 --> 00:33:07,442
  2745. You know,
  2746. it's like art, art, art.
  2747.  
  2748. 593
  2749. 00:33:07,444 --> 00:33:09,244
  2750. Keep it pure.
  2751.  
  2752. 594
  2753. 00:33:09,246 --> 00:33:11,880
  2754. I mean, we're two orphans, fuck,
  2755. who found each other.
  2756.  
  2757. 595
  2758. 00:33:11,882 --> 00:33:14,215
  2759. I don't know these things
  2760. either, so you're right.
  2761.  
  2762. 596
  2763. 00:33:14,217 --> 00:33:18,186
  2764. That's great advice.
  2765. We need a guide, you know.
  2766.  
  2767. 597
  2768. 00:33:18,188 --> 00:33:20,823
  2769. I'll... I'll get someone.
  2770.  
  2771. 598
  2772. 00:33:20,825 --> 00:33:23,257
  2773. Okay, alright, Oliver Twist.
  2774.  
  2775. 599
  2776. 00:33:23,259 --> 00:33:24,425
  2777. [LAURA CHUCKLES]
  2778.  
  2779. 600
  2780. 00:33:24,427 --> 00:33:26,661
  2781. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  2782.  
  2783. 601
  2784. 00:33:26,663 --> 00:33:28,197
  2785. Come on.
  2786.  
  2787. 602
  2788. 00:33:29,666 --> 00:33:32,166
  2789. - Hi, David.
  2790. - Oh, my God.
  2791.  
  2792. 603
  2793. 00:33:32,168 --> 00:33:35,337
  2794. JT, listen to this trying
  2795. to emulate the icons.
  2796.  
  2797. 604
  2798. 00:33:35,339 --> 00:33:38,406
  2799. If I have to talk
  2800. to all of JT's friends as JT...
  2801.  
  2802. 605
  2803. 00:33:38,408 --> 00:33:40,675
  2804. We work off each other.
  2805. You're perfect.
  2806.  
  2807. 606
  2808. 00:33:40,677 --> 00:33:42,577
  2809. LAURA: Totally trust yourself.
  2810.  
  2811. 607
  2812. 00:33:42,579 --> 00:33:44,914
  2813. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  2814.  
  2815. 608
  2816. 00:33:44,916 --> 00:33:46,614
  2817. JT, you okay?
  2818.  
  2819. 609
  2820. 00:33:46,616 --> 00:33:48,850
  2821. LAURA: JT's a genius
  2822. and Sav's a genius.
  2823.  
  2824. 610
  2825. 00:33:48,852 --> 00:33:51,485
  2826. Don't you ever forget that.
  2827.  
  2828. 611
  2829. 00:33:51,487 --> 00:33:53,220
  2830. SASHA: The bacon-wrapped dates
  2831. are amazing.
  2832.  
  2833. 612
  2834. 00:33:53,222 --> 00:33:55,189
  2835. SPEEDIE: Oh, we don't eat pork.
  2836.  
  2837. 613
  2838. 00:33:55,191 --> 00:33:57,291
  2839. SAVANNAH AS JT: Oh, yeah, I was
  2840. just being polite, but, yeah.
  2841.  
  2842. 614
  2843. 00:33:57,293 --> 00:33:59,728
  2844. LAURA: If you don't understand
  2845. a reference, just go with it.
  2846.  
  2847. 615
  2848. 00:33:59,730 --> 00:34:01,563
  2849. Do what I do.
  2850. Hang a lantern on it.
  2851.  
  2852. 616
  2853. 00:34:01,565 --> 00:34:02,964
  2854. What is... what is that?
  2855.  
  2856. 617
  2857. 00:34:02,966 --> 00:34:04,733
  2858. MAN 1: You're so funny
  2859. with the sunglasses, JT.
  2860.  
  2861. 618
  2862. 00:34:04,735 --> 00:34:06,234
  2863. Do you ever take them off?
  2864.  
  2865. 619
  2866. 00:34:06,236 --> 00:34:08,236
  2867. If it's obvious,
  2868. make it more obvious.
  2869.  
  2870. 620
  2871. 00:34:08,238 --> 00:34:10,704
  2872. Let 'em see these beauties.
  2873.  
  2874. 621
  2875. 00:34:10,706 --> 00:34:12,673
  2876. SASHA: Your eyes
  2877. are so beautiful.
  2878.  
  2879. 622
  2880. 00:34:12,675 --> 00:34:14,675
  2881. LAURA: It's like those
  2882. Chinese finger puzzles.
  2883.  
  2884. 623
  2885. 00:34:14,677 --> 00:34:16,845
  2886. You go in further to get out.
  2887.  
  2888. 624
  2889. 00:34:16,847 --> 00:34:20,316
  2890. Baby, we're at play
  2891. in the fields of the Lord.
  2892.  
  2893. 625
  2894. 00:34:22,786 --> 00:34:24,419
  2895. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  2896.  
  2897. 626
  2898. 00:34:24,421 --> 00:34:26,588
  2899. Look, there's Eva Avelin.
  2900.  
  2901. 627
  2902. 00:34:26,590 --> 00:34:28,222
  2903. She's dying to do "Sarah."
  2904.  
  2905. 628
  2906. 00:34:28,224 --> 00:34:29,826
  2907. To direct and star in it.
  2908.  
  2909. 629
  2910. 00:34:32,396 --> 00:34:35,829
  2911. JT? Hi, uh, John Bradwell.
  2912.  
  2913. 630
  2914. 00:34:35,831 --> 00:34:38,532
  2915. We loved the piece
  2916. you did on JT!
  2917.  
  2918. 631
  2919. 00:34:38,534 --> 00:34:41,502
  2920. - Thoughtful, investigative.
  2921. - Wow.
  2922.  
  2923. 632
  2924. 00:34:41,504 --> 00:34:45,874
  2925. Really a great piece. It's so
  2926. great that you did that.
  2927.  
  2928. 633
  2929. 00:34:45,876 --> 00:34:48,843
  2930. Um, I'm still living
  2931. in San Francisco,
  2932.  
  2933. 634
  2934. 00:34:48,845 --> 00:34:52,413
  2935. so if you wanted to meet up and
  2936. continue that conversation...
  2937.  
  2938. 635
  2939. 00:34:52,415 --> 00:34:55,350
  2940. Yeah, definitely.
  2941. I'm just gonna go. Just grab...
  2942.  
  2943. 636
  2944. 00:34:55,352 --> 00:34:57,454
  2945. JOHN: Right. Okay.
  2946.  
  2947. 637
  2948. 00:35:03,492 --> 00:35:04,760
  2949. EVA: JT.
  2950.  
  2951. 638
  2952. 00:35:05,828 --> 00:35:07,797
  2953. Oh, Eva. Hey.
  2954.  
  2955. 639
  2956. 00:35:09,465 --> 00:35:11,534
  2957. [SIGHS] Enfin.
  2958.  
  2959. 640
  2960. 00:35:14,370 --> 00:35:16,705
  2961. You are here at last.
  2962.  
  2963. 641
  2964. 00:35:16,707 --> 00:35:19,375
  2965. Um, I'm here. Pretty sure.
  2966.  
  2967. 642
  2968. 00:35:20,711 --> 00:35:23,610
  2969. How's the snail story
  2970. coming along?
  2971.  
  2972. 643
  2973. 00:35:23,612 --> 00:35:25,879
  2974. - Good.
  2975. - Excuse me one second.
  2976.  
  2977. 644
  2978. 00:35:25,881 --> 00:35:28,682
  2979. Does the snail still have
  2980. a visage brute?
  2981.  
  2982. 645
  2983. 00:35:28,684 --> 00:35:31,652
  2984. - Um...
  2985. - Visage brute.
  2986.  
  2987. 646
  2988. 00:35:31,654 --> 00:35:33,420
  2989. Sorry, I'm Speedie.
  2990.  
  2991. 647
  2992. 00:35:33,422 --> 00:35:35,289
  2993. JT was just tellin' me
  2994. about that,
  2995.  
  2996. 648
  2997. 00:35:35,291 --> 00:35:38,592
  2998. uh, ugly face or somethin'.
  2999. I love it! [CHUCKLES]
  3000.  
  3001. 649
  3002. 00:35:38,594 --> 00:35:40,327
  3003. - Just give us a minute?
  3004. - Like a title.
  3005.  
  3006. 650
  3007. 00:35:40,329 --> 00:35:42,563
  3008. Oh. Sure.
  3009.  
  3010. 651
  3011. 00:35:42,565 --> 00:35:44,531
  3012. You staying here?
  3013.  
  3014. 652
  3015. 00:35:44,533 --> 00:35:47,634
  3016. Um, mm-hmm.
  3017. I'm just in that room there.
  3018.  
  3019. 653
  3020. 00:35:47,636 --> 00:35:49,368
  3021. Okay, cool.
  3022.  
  3023. 654
  3024. 00:35:49,370 --> 00:35:51,505
  3025. Just kind of worried about you
  3026. staying at some hotel,
  3027.  
  3028. 655
  3029. 00:35:51,507 --> 00:35:53,941
  3030. running off
  3031. and getting into trouble.
  3032.  
  3033. 656
  3034. 00:35:53,943 --> 00:35:57,444
  3035. [CHUCKLES] I don't really get
  3036. in that kind of trouble anymore.
  3037.  
  3038. 657
  3039. 00:35:57,446 --> 00:36:00,449
  3040. Mm-hmm. You have trouble
  3041. written all over you.
  3042.  
  3043. 658
  3044. 00:36:01,751 --> 00:36:04,618
  3045. Oh, my God.
  3046. You're so fucking cute.
  3047.  
  3048. 659
  3049. 00:36:04,620 --> 00:36:07,488
  3050. Why are you so shy?
  3051. Soak up the attention.
  3052.  
  3053. 660
  3054. 00:36:07,490 --> 00:36:09,523
  3055. Everybody's here for you.
  3056.  
  3057. 661
  3058. 00:36:09,525 --> 00:36:11,390
  3059. Yeah, it's crazy.
  3060.  
  3061. 662
  3062. 00:36:11,392 --> 00:36:14,295
  3063. [SPEAKING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE]
  3064.  
  3065. 663
  3066. 00:36:16,331 --> 00:36:18,766
  3067. Alright. Find me at the bar?
  3068.  
  3069. 664
  3070. 00:36:18,768 --> 00:36:20,703
  3071. - Okay.
  3072. - Okay.
  3073.  
  3074. 665
  3075. 00:36:22,872 --> 00:36:27,040
  3076. Oh, hey, Eva, is... are you gonna
  3077. be at the reading tomorrow?
  3078.  
  3079. 666
  3080. 00:36:27,042 --> 00:36:30,677
  3081. Baby, what are you talking
  3082. about? I'm one of the readers.
  3083.  
  3084. 667
  3085. 00:36:30,679 --> 00:36:32,713
  3086. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.
  3087.  
  3088. 668
  3089. 00:36:32,715 --> 00:36:34,849
  3090. Well, I was... I was thinkin'...
  3091.  
  3092. 669
  3093. 00:36:36,751 --> 00:36:38,752
  3094. Fuck.
  3095.  
  3096. 670
  3097. 00:36:38,754 --> 00:36:40,053
  3098. ♪ Who took the bomp?
  3099.  
  3100. 671
  3101. 00:36:40,055 --> 00:36:42,992
  3102. [ROCK MUSIC]
  3103.  
  3104. 672
  3105. 00:36:50,733 --> 00:36:52,301
  3106. Shake it out.
  3107.  
  3108. 673
  3109. 00:36:53,736 --> 00:36:55,437
  3110. Look at that!
  3111.  
  3112. 674
  3113. 00:36:58,040 --> 00:37:01,574
  3114. ♪ Every day and night
  3115.  
  3116. 675
  3117. 00:37:01,576 --> 00:37:04,077
  3118. ♪ Every day and night
  3119.  
  3120. 676
  3121. 00:37:04,079 --> 00:37:07,380
  3122. ♪ I can see
  3123. your disco disco dick ♪
  3124.  
  3125. 677
  3126. 00:37:07,382 --> 00:37:09,917
  3127. ♪ Is sucking my heart
  3128. out of my mind ♪
  3129.  
  3130. 678
  3131. 00:37:09,919 --> 00:37:12,586
  3132. ♪ I'm out of time
  3133. I'm out of fucking time ♪
  3134.  
  3135. 679
  3136. 00:37:12,588 --> 00:37:15,589
  3137. ♪ I'm a gasoline gut
  3138. with a Vaseline mind ♪
  3139.  
  3140. 680
  3141. 00:37:15,591 --> 00:37:18,992
  3142. ♪ But wanna disco?
  3143. Wanna see me disco? ♪
  3144.  
  3145. 681
  3146. 00:37:18,994 --> 00:37:22,094
  3147. ♪ Let me hear you
  3148. depoliticize my rhyme ♪
  3149.  
  3150. 682
  3151. 00:37:22,096 --> 00:37:24,864
  3152. ♪ One two three four
  3153.  
  3154. 683
  3155. 00:37:24,866 --> 00:37:27,500
  3156. ♪ You got what you been
  3157. asking for ♪
  3158.  
  3159. 684
  3160. 00:37:27,502 --> 00:37:31,604
  3161. ♪ Is alright alright alright
  3162. alright alright alright ♪
  3163.  
  3164. 685
  3165. 00:37:31,606 --> 00:37:34,409
  3166. JT? So sorry to bother you.
  3167.  
  3168. 686
  3169. 00:37:35,677 --> 00:37:37,077
  3170. I, um...
  3171.  
  3172. 687
  3173. 00:37:37,079 --> 00:37:38,145
  3174. I just wanted to tell you
  3175.  
  3176. 688
  3177. 00:37:38,147 --> 00:37:40,681
  3178. how much your work means to me.
  3179.  
  3180. 689
  3181. 00:37:40,683 --> 00:37:43,617
  3182. I was on the streets
  3183. for a while too.
  3184.  
  3185. 690
  3186. 00:37:43,619 --> 00:37:47,622
  3187. When I read your book,
  3188. I was like, "Someone gets me."
  3189.  
  3190. 691
  3191. 00:37:48,990 --> 00:37:51,626
  3192. Your voice means a lot.
  3193.  
  3194. 692
  3195. 00:37:52,861 --> 00:37:54,495
  3196. Thank you.
  3197.  
  3198. 693
  3199. 00:37:56,698 --> 00:37:59,799
  3200. Do you see that? Huh?
  3201.  
  3202. 694
  3203. 00:37:59,801 --> 00:38:03,436
  3204. Your work, you're helping
  3205. people. It's beautiful.
  3206.  
  3207. 695
  3208. 00:38:03,438 --> 00:38:09,578
  3209. ♪ On your knees who does your
  3210. who does your hair? ♪
  3211.  
  3212. 696
  3213. 00:38:13,214 --> 00:38:14,716
  3214. Thank you.
  3215.  
  3216. 697
  3217. 00:38:17,452 --> 00:38:19,819
  3218. It looks nice.
  3219.  
  3220. 698
  3221. 00:38:19,821 --> 00:38:21,823
  3222. Come to Paris. Okay?
  3223.  
  3224. 699
  3225. 00:38:23,758 --> 00:38:25,625
  3226. SPEEDIE: JT?
  3227.  
  3228. 700
  3229. 00:38:25,627 --> 00:38:26,996
  3230. JT!
  3231.  
  3232. 701
  3233. 00:38:30,765 --> 00:38:32,034
  3234. Au revoir.
  3235.  
  3236. 702
  3237. 00:38:34,002 --> 00:38:36,736
  3238. ♪ One two three four
  3239.  
  3240. 703
  3241. 00:38:36,738 --> 00:38:39,772
  3242. ♪ Who took the Bomp
  3243. from the Bompalompalomp? ♪
  3244.  
  3245. 704
  3246. 00:38:39,774 --> 00:38:43,478
  3247. ♪ Who took the Ram
  3248. from the Ramalamading-dong? ♪♪
  3249.  
  3250. 705
  3251. 00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:48,483
  3252. SAVANNAH AS JT: I feel alive
  3253. for the first time in my life.
  3254.  
  3255. 706
  3256. 00:38:51,653 --> 00:38:53,819
  3257. LAURA ON PHONE: Sav,
  3258. you're never gonna believe this.
  3259.  
  3260. 707
  3261. 00:38:53,821 --> 00:38:56,890
  3262. JT's French publishers
  3263. are flying us to Paris
  3264.  
  3265. 708
  3266. 00:38:56,892 --> 00:38:58,157
  3267. for a press conference.
  3268.  
  3269. 709
  3270. 00:38:58,159 --> 00:39:00,625
  3271. SAVANNAH: Holy fucking shit.
  3272.  
  3273. 710
  3274. 00:39:00,627 --> 00:39:01,961
  3275. Get the fuck out of here.
  3276.  
  3277. 711
  3278. 00:39:01,963 --> 00:39:04,163
  3279. I can't believe
  3280. this is happening.
  3281.  
  3282. 712
  3283. 00:39:04,165 --> 00:39:07,033
  3284. LAURA: And Eva's throwing
  3285. the after party!
  3286.  
  3287. 713
  3288. 00:39:07,035 --> 00:39:09,001
  3289. [CHUCKLES] Okay,
  3290. I kind of gotta go.
  3291.  
  3292. 714
  3293. 00:39:09,003 --> 00:39:10,836
  3294. I'll talk to you...
  3295. I'll call you tomorrow.
  3296.  
  3297. 715
  3298. 00:39:10,838 --> 00:39:12,540
  3299. LAURA: Okay, bye.
  3300.  
  3301. 716
  3302. 00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:21,048
  3303. - You making us a headband?
  3304. - Yeah.
  3305.  
  3306. 717
  3307. 00:39:21,050 --> 00:39:23,450
  3308. - Cute.
  3309. - Thanks.
  3310.  
  3311. 718
  3312. 00:39:29,523 --> 00:39:31,891
  3313. So I have to go to Paris
  3314.  
  3315. 719
  3316. 00:39:31,893 --> 00:39:33,893
  3317. in, like, two weeks.
  3318.  
  3319. 720
  3320. 00:39:33,895 --> 00:39:35,895
  3321. - Shit!
  3322. - Yeah.
  3323.  
  3324. 721
  3325. 00:39:35,897 --> 00:39:38,965
  3326. Wow. That's...
  3327. What... what for?
  3328.  
  3329. 722
  3330. 00:39:38,967 --> 00:39:43,235
  3331. Um, Laura has some work there,
  3332. so, like, I'll assist her.
  3333.  
  3334. 723
  3335. 00:39:43,237 --> 00:39:45,571
  3336. She needs some help.
  3337.  
  3338. 724
  3339. 00:39:45,573 --> 00:39:47,105
  3340. - That's so cool.
  3341. - Yeah.
  3342.  
  3343. 725
  3344. 00:39:47,107 --> 00:39:48,606
  3345. - Have you ever been?
  3346. - Mnh-mnh.
  3347.  
  3348. 726
  3349. 00:39:48,608 --> 00:39:50,242
  3350. - No?
  3351. - Mnh-mnh. Have you?
  3352.  
  3353. 727
  3354. 00:39:50,244 --> 00:39:52,311
  3355. Pfft! I wish.
  3356.  
  3357. 728
  3358. 00:39:52,313 --> 00:39:54,679
  3359. Well, where's my invite?
  3360.  
  3361. 729
  3362. 00:39:54,681 --> 00:39:56,715
  3363. [CHUCKLES]
  3364.  
  3365. 730
  3366. 00:39:56,717 --> 00:39:59,852
  3367. If you're gonna fit
  3368. in my backpack, you can come.
  3369.  
  3370. 731
  3371. 00:39:59,854 --> 00:40:03,255
  3372. Oh, I can fit
  3373. in very small places.
  3374.  
  3375. 732
  3376. 00:40:03,257 --> 00:40:04,726
  3377. [LAUGHS]
  3378.  
  3379. 733
  3380. 00:40:09,596 --> 00:40:11,231
  3381. I'll miss you.
  3382.  
  3383. 734
  3384. 00:40:13,567 --> 00:40:15,633
  3385. Yeah, I'll miss you too.
  3386.  
  3387. 735
  3388. 00:40:15,635 --> 00:40:17,336
  3389. LAURA AS JT ON PHONE: Eva.
  3390.  
  3391. 736
  3392. 00:40:17,338 --> 00:40:20,106
  3393. You haven't taken it off?
  3394. Really?
  3395.  
  3396. 737
  3397. 00:40:20,108 --> 00:40:21,773
  3398. I love that.
  3399.  
  3400. 738
  3401. 00:40:21,775 --> 00:40:23,675
  3402. You know I can't stop.
  3403.  
  3404. 739
  3405. 00:40:23,677 --> 00:40:25,878
  3406. You got my bone
  3407. around your neck.
  3408.  
  3409. 740
  3410. 00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:28,848
  3411. But you started it.
  3412.  
  3413. 741
  3414. 00:40:28,850 --> 00:40:31,917
  3415. I can't wait
  3416. to see you again too.
  3417.  
  3418. 742
  3419. 00:40:31,919 --> 00:40:34,621
  3420. Oh, okay. Alright.
  3421. Call me right back.
  3422.  
  3423. 743
  3424. 00:40:38,592 --> 00:40:42,361
  3425. They sent enough money
  3426. for first-class tickets.
  3427.  
  3428. 744
  3429. 00:40:42,363 --> 00:40:44,296
  3430. I mean, we'll go coach
  3431. and pocket the rest,
  3432.  
  3433. 745
  3434. 00:40:44,298 --> 00:40:47,266
  3435. but I tried to get
  3436. another ticket for Astor
  3437.  
  3438. 746
  3439. 00:40:47,268 --> 00:40:48,767
  3440. and they just won't budge.
  3441.  
  3442. 747
  3443. 00:40:48,769 --> 00:40:52,171
  3444. So I figured
  3445. we'll just buy one if...
  3446.  
  3447. 748
  3448. 00:40:52,173 --> 00:40:54,774
  3449. Yeah, w... w... why would I
  3450. wanna go to Europe?
  3451.  
  3452. 749
  3453. 00:40:54,776 --> 00:40:57,109
  3454. We have a recording session
  3455. next week.
  3456.  
  3457. 750
  3458. 00:40:57,111 --> 00:41:00,278
  3459. Yeah, we have
  3460. a recording session next week.
  3461.  
  3462. 751
  3463. 00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:03,615
  3464. I know, babe.
  3465. I figured we'd move it
  3466.  
  3467. 752
  3468. 00:41:03,617 --> 00:41:05,617
  3469. and it'd give you
  3470. a little more time
  3471.  
  3472. 753
  3473. 00:41:05,619 --> 00:41:08,686
  3474. to work on the music,
  3475. refine things.
  3476.  
  3477. 754
  3478. 00:41:08,688 --> 00:41:11,122
  3479. I mean, we're gonna be
  3480. just jamming through that press.
  3481.  
  3482. 755
  3483. 00:41:11,124 --> 00:41:13,058
  3484. It will be a nightmare
  3485. and I know
  3486.  
  3487. 756
  3488. 00:41:13,060 --> 00:41:14,959
  3489. you hate that whole world,
  3490. anyways, so...
  3491.  
  3492. 757
  3493. 00:41:14,961 --> 00:41:16,928
  3494. Yeah, you know, I don't exactly
  3495. wanna be the caboose
  3496.  
  3497. 758
  3498. 00:41:16,930 --> 00:41:19,098
  3499. on the JT train, but...
  3500.  
  3501. 759
  3502. 00:41:19,100 --> 00:41:22,167
  3503. Laura, we... we're in a band,
  3504. you know.
  3505.  
  3506. 760
  3507. 00:41:22,169 --> 00:41:25,003
  3508. Like, that's our pack.
  3509. It... it's a band, it's a bond.
  3510.  
  3511. 761
  3512. 00:41:25,005 --> 00:41:28,073
  3513. Hey, what do we always say?
  3514.  
  3515. 762
  3516. 00:41:28,075 --> 00:41:30,241
  3517. By any means...
  3518.  
  3519. 763
  3520. 00:41:30,243 --> 00:41:33,111
  3521. Necessary. Yeah, for the band.
  3522.  
  3523. 764
  3524. 00:41:33,113 --> 00:41:34,779
  3525. For the music.
  3526.  
  3527. 765
  3528. 00:41:34,781 --> 00:41:36,047
  3529. It is for the music.
  3530.  
  3531. 766
  3532. 00:41:36,049 --> 00:41:37,715
  3533. How... how is this for the music?
  3534.  
  3535. 767
  3536. 00:41:37,717 --> 00:41:40,985
  3537. Babe, JT's gonna plug the shit
  3538. out of this band.
  3539.  
  3540. 768
  3541. 00:41:40,987 --> 00:41:44,989
  3542. Are you kidding?
  3543. It's massive worldwide press.
  3544.  
  3545. 769
  3546. 00:41:44,991 --> 00:41:49,329
  3547. And I'm, like, this close to us
  3548. getting a review in "Spin."
  3549.  
  3550. 770
  3551. 00:41:50,897 --> 00:41:54,933
  3552. I mean,
  3553. Madonna sent us Kabbalah books.
  3554.  
  3555. 771
  3556. 00:41:54,935 --> 00:41:58,403
  3557. Madonna is in our world!
  3558. [TELEPHONE RINGS]
  3559.  
  3560. 772
  3561. 00:41:58,405 --> 00:42:01,339
  3562. Yeah, that's great, Laura.
  3563. No, really great.
  3564.  
  3565. 773
  3566. 00:42:01,341 --> 00:42:04,042
  3567. Yeah, what world are you in?
  3568.  
  3569. 774
  3570. 00:42:04,044 --> 00:42:05,777
  3571. LAURA AS JT ON PHONE: Hey, Eva.
  3572.  
  3573. 775
  3574. 00:42:05,779 --> 00:42:07,745
  3575. Yeah.
  3576.  
  3577. 776
  3578. 00:42:07,747 --> 00:42:10,183
  3579. Yeah, I gotta have
  3580. creative control.
  3581.  
  3582. 777
  3583. 00:42:11,351 --> 00:42:13,018
  3584. It's my life.
  3585.  
  3586. 778
  3587. 00:42:14,421 --> 00:42:16,955
  3588. I'm the only one who knows...
  3589.  
  3590. 779
  3591. 00:42:16,957 --> 00:42:18,990
  3592. Look, I get it. You wanna go
  3593. to Europe, you know.
  3594.  
  3595. 780
  3596. 00:42:18,992 --> 00:42:20,894
  3597. It's... it's cool.
  3598.  
  3599. 781
  3600. 00:42:23,997 --> 00:42:25,864
  3601. Of course.
  3602.  
  3603. 782
  3604. 00:42:25,866 --> 00:42:29,300
  3605. I mean, the only thing
  3606. is you don't think
  3607.  
  3608. 783
  3609. 00:42:29,302 --> 00:42:31,838
  3610. what we're doing
  3611. is totally fucked, right?
  3612.  
  3613. 784
  3614. 00:42:34,173 --> 00:42:37,710
  3615. No, no. I mean... No, right?
  3616.  
  3617. 785
  3618. 00:42:39,879 --> 00:42:41,912
  3619. I mean, I guess
  3620. technically it's lying.
  3621.  
  3622. 786
  3623. 00:42:41,914 --> 00:42:45,216
  3624. Like, on paper,
  3625. we're... lying to people,
  3626.  
  3627. 787
  3628. 00:42:45,218 --> 00:42:47,786
  3629. but I f... feel like...
  3630.  
  3631. 788
  3632. 00:42:49,256 --> 00:42:50,488
  3633. It feels like
  3634. I'm making something.
  3635.  
  3636. 789
  3637. 00:42:50,490 --> 00:42:52,190
  3638. Like, it feels
  3639. like a performance
  3640.  
  3641. 790
  3642. 00:42:52,192 --> 00:42:55,493
  3643. and, like, I'm so compelled
  3644. to do it.
  3645.  
  3646. 791
  3647. 00:42:55,495 --> 00:42:59,062
  3648. I... I love that feeling.
  3649.  
  3650. 792
  3651. 00:42:59,064 --> 00:43:00,964
  3652. I've wanted
  3653. that feeling forever,
  3654.  
  3655. 793
  3656. 00:43:00,966 --> 00:43:03,401
  3657. and I never knew really what was
  3658. gonna give me that, you know.
  3659.  
  3660. 794
  3661. 00:43:03,403 --> 00:43:06,003
  3662. You have it. You play guitar.
  3663. You've played since you were 12.
  3664.  
  3665. 795
  3666. 00:43:06,005 --> 00:43:10,243
  3667. I see your face when you do it.
  3668. Like... It's that feeling.
  3669.  
  3670. 796
  3671. 00:43:13,246 --> 00:43:15,947
  3672. Guess I'm really good
  3673. at pretending to be
  3674.  
  3675. 797
  3676. 00:43:15,949 --> 00:43:19,884
  3677. a feral 19-year-old street kid.
  3678.  
  3679. 798
  3680. 00:43:19,886 --> 00:43:20,919
  3681. That's not weird, right?
  3682.  
  3683. 799
  3684. 00:43:20,921 --> 00:43:23,320
  3685. [BOTH CHUCKLE]
  3686.  
  3687. 800
  3688. 00:43:23,322 --> 00:43:24,823
  3689. No.
  3690.  
  3691. 801
  3692. 00:43:26,025 --> 00:43:27,157
  3693. Oh, man.
  3694.  
  3695. 802
  3696. 00:43:27,159 --> 00:43:29,962
  3697. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  3698.  
  3699. 803
  3700. 00:43:35,202 --> 00:43:38,138
  3701. [ANNOUNCEMENT IN FRENCH]
  3702.  
  3703. 804
  3704. 00:44:01,294 --> 00:44:04,029
  3705. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  3706.  
  3707. 805
  3708. 00:44:08,101 --> 00:44:11,168
  3709. How was your flight? Alright?
  3710.  
  3711. 806
  3712. 00:44:11,170 --> 00:44:13,537
  3713. LAURA AS SPEEDIE: JT's hungry.
  3714.  
  3715. 807
  3716. 00:44:13,539 --> 00:44:15,806
  3717. ISABELLE: You did not indulge
  3718. in the first-class fair?
  3719.  
  3720. 808
  3721. 00:44:15,808 --> 00:44:19,209
  3722. Bugger slept the whole flight.
  3723. Maybe some eggs.
  3724.  
  3725. 809
  3726. 00:44:19,211 --> 00:44:21,546
  3727. ISABELLE: Um, we don't have
  3728. much time.
  3729.  
  3730. 810
  3731. 00:44:21,548 --> 00:44:23,213
  3732. He loves eggs,
  3733. so if we can grab...
  3734.  
  3735. 811
  3736. 00:44:23,215 --> 00:44:26,484
  3737. It's okay, go.
  3738. First time in Paris?
  3739.  
  3740. 812
  3741. 00:44:26,486 --> 00:44:28,185
  3742. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  3743.  
  3744. 813
  3745. 00:44:28,187 --> 00:44:31,424
  3746. Fucking take my...
  3747. Fuckin' French.
  3748.  
  3749. 814
  3750. 00:44:42,067 --> 00:44:45,337
  3751. SPEEDIE: Quite mature trees,
  3752. aren't they?
  3753.  
  3754. 815
  3755. 00:44:46,572 --> 00:44:50,340
  3756. You never see that in America.
  3757.  
  3758. 816
  3759. 00:44:50,342 --> 00:44:52,342
  3760. It's gorgeous.
  3761.  
  3762. 817
  3763. 00:44:52,344 --> 00:44:56,447
  3764. Europe, I love it.
  3765. You know, it's fantastic.
  3766.  
  3767. 818
  3768. 00:44:56,449 --> 00:44:58,147
  3769. LAURA: I'm gonna barf.
  3770.  
  3771. 819
  3772. 00:44:58,149 --> 00:44:59,982
  3773. I can't believe
  3774. they wouldn't stop for eggs.
  3775.  
  3776. 820
  3777. 00:44:59,984 --> 00:45:01,884
  3778. I can't live off snacks.
  3779.  
  3780. 821
  3781. 00:45:01,886 --> 00:45:04,054
  3782. You need to be my advocate
  3783. and speak up.
  3784.  
  3785. 822
  3786. 00:45:04,056 --> 00:45:06,123
  3787. - We'll never eat.
  3788. - Sorry.
  3789.  
  3790. 823
  3791. 00:45:06,125 --> 00:45:07,524
  3792. You'll have to take
  3793. the jacket off too.
  3794.  
  3795. 824
  3796. 00:45:07,526 --> 00:45:09,126
  3797. We gotta see
  3798. the whole band name.
  3799.  
  3800. 825
  3801. 00:45:09,128 --> 00:45:10,927
  3802. I mean, you can see it.
  3803. You can see it.
  3804.  
  3805. 826
  3806. 00:45:10,929 --> 00:45:11,995
  3807. No, no, it's promotion.
  3808. It's good for Geoff.
  3809.  
  3810. 827
  3811. 00:45:11,997 --> 00:45:14,064
  3812. - EVA: JT!
  3813. - Take...
  3814.  
  3815. 828
  3816. 00:45:14,066 --> 00:45:15,834
  3817. [GASPS]
  3818. Ah!
  3819.  
  3820. 829
  3821. 00:45:16,869 --> 00:45:18,404
  3822. Hello.
  3823.  
  3824. 830
  3825. 00:45:19,438 --> 00:45:21,004
  3826. - Hi.
  3827. - Hey.
  3828.  
  3829. 831
  3830. 00:45:21,006 --> 00:45:22,572
  3831. - Hey, Speedie.
  3832. SPEEDIE: Eva.
  3833.  
  3834. 832
  3835. 00:45:22,574 --> 00:45:24,508
  3836. You look gorgeous as usual.
  3837.  
  3838. 833
  3839. 00:45:24,510 --> 00:45:27,544
  3840. How are you? What's up?
  3841. You nervous?
  3842.  
  3843. 834
  3844. 00:45:27,546 --> 00:45:29,446
  3845. - Yeah, of course.
  3846. - Don't be.
  3847.  
  3848. 835
  3849. 00:45:29,448 --> 00:45:31,281
  3850. You look great.
  3851. I love your jacket.
  3852.  
  3853. 836
  3854. 00:45:31,283 --> 00:45:33,916
  3855. Hey. You'll be fuckin' great.
  3856.  
  3857. 837
  3858. 00:45:33,918 --> 00:45:36,920
  3859. I'm so proud of you, baby.
  3860.  
  3861. 838
  3862. 00:45:36,922 --> 00:45:38,857
  3863. [WHISPERS]
  3864. I have something for you.
  3865.  
  3866. 839
  3867. 00:45:45,230 --> 00:45:47,664
  3868. SPEEDIE: Alright.
  3869. Um, should we...
  3870.  
  3871. 840
  3872. 00:45:47,666 --> 00:45:50,500
  3873. You know what, I think
  3874. it's best I come with you.
  3875.  
  3876. 841
  3877. 00:45:50,502 --> 00:45:53,037
  3878. So that we can check the venue
  3879. and...
  3880.  
  3881. 842
  3882. 00:45:57,175 --> 00:45:59,511
  3883. So you gave me your talisman.
  3884.  
  3885. 843
  3886. 00:46:02,381 --> 00:46:04,416
  3887. I'm gonna give you mine.
  3888.  
  3889. 844
  3890. 00:46:06,685 --> 00:46:09,088
  3891. Belonged to my grandfather.
  3892.  
  3893. 845
  3894. 00:46:10,988 --> 00:46:12,988
  3895. Ah.
  3896.  
  3897. 846
  3898. 00:46:12,990 --> 00:46:16,158
  3899. Well... it's incredible.
  3900.  
  3901. 847
  3902. 00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:18,427
  3903. But I shouldn't accept that,
  3904. you know.
  3905.  
  3906. 848
  3907. 00:46:18,429 --> 00:46:20,331
  3908. Yes, you should.
  3909.  
  3910. 849
  3911. 00:46:32,511 --> 00:46:34,410
  3912. [ISABELLE SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  3913.  
  3914. 850
  3915. 00:46:34,412 --> 00:46:36,547
  3916. [SPEAKS IN FRENCH]
  3917. We have to go.
  3918.  
  3919. 851
  3920. 00:46:43,454 --> 00:46:46,391
  3921. [SPEAKING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE]
  3922.  
  3923. 852
  3924. 00:46:48,025 --> 00:46:50,962
  3925. [ALL CHEERING]
  3926.  
  3927. 853
  3928. 00:46:52,731 --> 00:46:54,600
  3929. JT!
  3930.  
  3931. 854
  3932. 00:47:09,580 --> 00:47:10,948
  3933. Hi.
  3934.  
  3935. 855
  3936. 00:47:12,250 --> 00:47:14,185
  3937. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  3938.  
  3939. 856
  3940. 00:47:16,988 --> 00:47:19,924
  3941. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  3942.  
  3943. 857
  3944. 00:47:25,363 --> 00:47:28,431
  3945. Your mother put you
  3946. through some awful situations.
  3947.  
  3948. 858
  3949. 00:47:28,433 --> 00:47:31,102
  3950. How does she feel about
  3951. your expose of her behavior?
  3952.  
  3953. 859
  3954. 00:47:32,737 --> 00:47:34,071
  3955. Um...
  3956.  
  3957. 860
  3958. 00:47:35,239 --> 00:47:38,240
  3959. Sh... she's not, um...
  3960.  
  3961. 861
  3962. 00:47:38,242 --> 00:47:40,309
  3963. with us anymore.
  3964.  
  3965. 862
  3966. 00:47:40,311 --> 00:47:43,345
  3967. S... so, um, I don't really know.
  3968.  
  3969. 863
  3970. 00:47:43,347 --> 00:47:46,181
  3971. MAN 2: [SPEAKS IN FRENCH]
  3972. We cannot hear you, JT!
  3973.  
  3974. 864
  3975. 00:47:46,183 --> 00:47:49,351
  3976. Ah, you can't hear me, um...
  3977. [CLEARS THROAT]
  3978.  
  3979. 865
  3980. 00:47:49,353 --> 00:47:50,555
  3981. I...
  3982.  
  3983. 866
  3984. 00:47:51,722 --> 00:47:55,491
  3985. I was just sayin' that, um...
  3986.  
  3987. 867
  3988. 00:47:55,493 --> 00:47:59,695
  3989. my... my mom isn't here anymore,
  3990.  
  3991. 868
  3992. 00:47:59,697 --> 00:48:06,435
  3993. and... also the books
  3994. are fiction, so, yeah.
  3995.  
  3996. 869
  3997. 00:48:06,437 --> 00:48:09,272
  3998. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  3999.  
  4000. 870
  4001. 00:48:11,308 --> 00:48:14,610
  4002. WOMAN 4: JT? [SPEAKS IN FRENCH]
  4003.  
  4004. 871
  4005. 00:48:14,612 --> 00:48:16,110
  4006. ISABELLE: You wrote
  4007. on your website
  4008.  
  4009. 872
  4010. 00:48:16,112 --> 00:48:17,580
  4011. that writing
  4012. is your... your lifesaver.
  4013.  
  4014. 873
  4015. 00:48:17,582 --> 00:48:21,082
  4016. I... it's painful,
  4017. um, but I need it.
  4018.  
  4019. 874
  4020. 00:48:21,084 --> 00:48:22,418
  4021. ISABELLE: What did
  4022. your friends think?
  4023.  
  4024. 875
  4025. 00:48:22,420 --> 00:48:24,753
  4026. SAVANNAH AS JT: The truth
  4027. in fiction...
  4028.  
  4029. 876
  4030. 00:48:24,755 --> 00:48:27,790
  4031. WOMAN 5: JT, why do you tend
  4032. to avoid public events?
  4033.  
  4034. 877
  4035. 00:48:27,792 --> 00:48:30,693
  4036. Just, um, protection,
  4037. I think and...
  4038.  
  4039. 878
  4040. 00:48:30,695 --> 00:48:32,261
  4041. [WOMAN SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  4042.  
  4043. 879
  4044. 00:48:32,263 --> 00:48:33,695
  4045. ISABELLE: Speak to your choice
  4046. of wearing
  4047.  
  4048. 880
  4049. 00:48:33,697 --> 00:48:35,798
  4050. a quote-unquote disguise.
  4051.  
  4052. 881
  4053. 00:48:35,800 --> 00:48:39,400
  4054. Anonymity's kind of like
  4055. losing your virginity.
  4056.  
  4057. 882
  4058. 00:48:39,402 --> 00:48:42,471
  4059. But they are based on your real
  4060. experiences, right, JT?
  4061.  
  4062. 883
  4063. 00:48:42,473 --> 00:48:44,373
  4064. Fiction's sort of a lie
  4065.  
  4066. 884
  4067. 00:48:44,375 --> 00:48:47,345
  4068. but can be more true
  4069. than the truth.
  4070.  
  4071. 885
  4072. 00:48:48,746 --> 00:48:51,447
  4073. MAN 3: JT, you sound
  4074. like a woman to me,
  4075.  
  4076. 886
  4077. 00:48:51,449 --> 00:48:53,415
  4078. but you insist you are a man.
  4079.  
  4080. 887
  4081. 00:48:53,417 --> 00:48:56,354
  4082. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  4083.  
  4084. 888
  4085. 00:48:59,322 --> 00:49:01,556
  4086. Uh...
  4087.  
  4088. 889
  4089. 00:49:01,558 --> 00:49:04,592
  4090. You know, it's not really
  4091. my responsibility
  4092.  
  4093. 890
  4094. 00:49:04,594 --> 00:49:09,732
  4095. to help lead you
  4096. through your own discomfort
  4097.  
  4098. 891
  4099. 00:49:09,734 --> 00:49:12,403
  4100. on how I make you feel. Um...
  4101.  
  4102. 892
  4103. 00:49:14,271 --> 00:49:17,406
  4104. I can be whomever I wanna be.
  4105.  
  4106. 893
  4107. 00:49:17,408 --> 00:49:19,775
  4108. EVA: Fuck, yeah!
  4109.  
  4110. 894
  4111. 00:49:19,777 --> 00:49:22,610
  4112. Um, and as for sounding
  4113. like a woman,
  4114.  
  4115. 895
  4116. 00:49:22,612 --> 00:49:25,847
  4117. um, well, I'd say thank you.
  4118.  
  4119. 896
  4120. 00:49:25,849 --> 00:49:27,782
  4121. [LAUGHS]
  4122.  
  4123. 897
  4124. 00:49:27,784 --> 00:49:31,653
  4125. But, JT, are you really
  4126. who you say you are?
  4127.  
  4128. 898
  4129. 00:49:31,655 --> 00:49:34,291
  4130. Are you really
  4131. who you say you are?
  4132.  
  4133. 899
  4134. 00:49:37,495 --> 00:49:39,260
  4135. I...
  4136.  
  4137. 900
  4138. 00:49:39,262 --> 00:49:41,329
  4139. I can't really tell.
  4140. Are you a man?
  4141.  
  4142. 901
  4143. 00:49:41,331 --> 00:49:44,433
  4144. [LAUGHS] Prove your masculinity
  4145. right now!
  4146.  
  4147. 902
  4148. 00:49:44,435 --> 00:49:45,667
  4149. Pull your cock out!
  4150.  
  4151. 903
  4152. 00:49:45,669 --> 00:49:48,204
  4153. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  4154.  
  4155. 904
  4156. 00:49:56,746 --> 00:50:00,348
  4157. Alright. Uh, it's done.
  4158.  
  4159. 905
  4160. 00:50:00,350 --> 00:50:01,551
  4161. It's done.
  4162.  
  4163. 906
  4164. 00:50:02,552 --> 00:50:03,752
  4165. It's done.
  4166.  
  4167. 907
  4168. 00:50:03,754 --> 00:50:06,691
  4169. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  4170.  
  4171. 908
  4172. 00:50:10,594 --> 00:50:12,594
  4173. [APPLAUSE]
  4174.  
  4175. 909
  4176. 00:50:12,596 --> 00:50:15,430
  4177. You know what I mean?
  4178. That's the key.
  4179.  
  4180. 910
  4181. 00:50:15,432 --> 00:50:17,567
  4182. In America, it's different.
  4183.  
  4184. 911
  4185. 00:50:19,169 --> 00:50:21,336
  4186. In America...
  4187.  
  4188. 912
  4189. 00:50:21,338 --> 00:50:23,273
  4190. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  4191.  
  4192. 913
  4193. 00:50:24,708 --> 00:50:26,676
  4194. Super cool.
  4195.  
  4196. 914
  4197. 00:50:30,715 --> 00:50:33,447
  4198. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  4199.  
  4200. 915
  4201. 00:50:33,449 --> 00:50:35,349
  4202. ISABELLE: JT?
  4203.  
  4204. 916
  4205. 00:50:35,351 --> 00:50:37,854
  4206. This young man would love
  4207. for you to sign his book.
  4208.  
  4209. 917
  4210. 00:50:39,188 --> 00:50:40,588
  4211. Bonjour, JT.
  4212.  
  4213. 918
  4214. 00:50:40,590 --> 00:50:43,291
  4215. SPEEDIE: Eva? Eva...
  4216.  
  4217. 919
  4218. 00:50:43,293 --> 00:50:44,494
  4219. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  4220.  
  4221. 920
  4222. 00:50:45,962 --> 00:50:48,363
  4223. Eva.
  4224.  
  4225. 921
  4226. 00:50:48,365 --> 00:50:51,366
  4227. Uh, I need to take JT back
  4228. to the hotel now.
  4229.  
  4230. 922
  4231. 00:50:51,368 --> 00:50:53,534
  4232. - We need a proper meal.
  4233. - Nonsense.
  4234.  
  4235. 923
  4236. 00:50:53,536 --> 00:50:55,503
  4237. Nah, he's drinking too much.
  4238.  
  4239. 924
  4240. 00:50:55,505 --> 00:50:58,305
  4241. And I can't stand
  4242. all this smoke.
  4243.  
  4244. 925
  4245. 00:50:58,307 --> 00:51:00,842
  4246. Speedie, come on.
  4247.  
  4248. 926
  4249. 00:51:00,844 --> 00:51:03,379
  4250. Stop interfering with his life
  4251. all the time.
  4252.  
  4253. 927
  4254. 00:51:05,247 --> 00:51:07,751
  4255. She's interfering with my life,
  4256. actually.
  4257.  
  4258. 928
  4259. 00:51:08,985 --> 00:51:10,587
  4260. Excuse me.
  4261.  
  4262. 929
  4263. 00:51:12,489 --> 00:51:15,990
  4264. JT, let's go back to the hotel.
  4265.  
  4266. 930
  4267. 00:51:15,992 --> 00:51:18,259
  4268. I'm not ready to go yet.
  4269.  
  4270. 931
  4271. 00:51:18,261 --> 00:51:21,931
  4272. Well, this place is filled
  4273. with toxicity. Let's go.
  4274.  
  4275. 932
  4276. 00:51:23,565 --> 00:51:25,769
  4277. I play in the fields
  4278. of the Lord, remember?
  4279.  
  4280. 933
  4281. 00:51:27,804 --> 00:51:29,804
  4282. My words!
  4283.  
  4284. 934
  4285. 00:51:29,806 --> 00:51:31,574
  4286. EVA: See you later, Speedie!
  4287.  
  4288. 935
  4289. 00:51:32,475 --> 00:51:35,412
  4290. [UPBEAT MUSIC]
  4291.  
  4292. 936
  4293. 00:51:38,548 --> 00:51:41,484
  4294. [INDISTINCT SONG]
  4295.  
  4296. 937
  4297. 00:51:43,753 --> 00:51:46,288
  4298. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  4299.  
  4300. 938
  4301. 00:51:49,725 --> 00:51:50,960
  4302. Ennio!
  4303.  
  4304. 939
  4305. 00:51:52,561 --> 00:51:54,563
  4306. This look is perfect.
  4307.  
  4308. 940
  4309. 00:52:06,342 --> 00:52:07,675
  4310. [INDISTINCT MUMBLING]
  4311.  
  4312. 941
  4313. 00:52:07,677 --> 00:52:09,843
  4314. It's our favorite song.
  4315.  
  4316. 942
  4317. 00:52:09,845 --> 00:52:11,213
  4318. Oh, right.
  4319.  
  4320. 943
  4321. 00:52:12,681 --> 00:52:13,916
  4322. Sorry.
  4323.  
  4324. 944
  4325. 00:52:17,921 --> 00:52:21,356
  4326. What's up, JT?
  4327. Where are you?
  4328.  
  4329. 945
  4330. 00:52:23,760 --> 00:52:24,994
  4331. I'm...
  4332.  
  4333. 946
  4334. 00:52:27,564 --> 00:52:29,831
  4335. I'm totally right here.
  4336.  
  4337. 947
  4338. 00:52:29,833 --> 00:52:30,934
  4339. I'm just...
  4340.  
  4341. 948
  4342. 00:52:32,702 --> 00:52:34,536
  4343. just tired, you know.
  4344.  
  4345. 949
  4346. 00:52:49,919 --> 00:52:51,520
  4347. Hi.
  4348.  
  4349. 950
  4350. 00:52:53,757 --> 00:52:54,824
  4351. Hi.
  4352.  
  4353. 951
  4354. 00:52:55,925 --> 00:52:58,324
  4355. [CHUCKLES]
  4356.  
  4357. 952
  4358. 00:52:58,326 --> 00:53:00,829
  4359. You have a very different vibe
  4360. than on the phone.
  4361.  
  4362. 953
  4363. 00:53:03,966 --> 00:53:05,601
  4364. Yeah, I'm...
  4365.  
  4366. 954
  4367. 00:53:06,735 --> 00:53:08,804
  4368. I'm so jetlagged.
  4369.  
  4370. 955
  4371. 00:53:11,673 --> 00:53:12,941
  4372. [EXHALES]
  4373.  
  4374. 956
  4375. 00:53:14,676 --> 00:53:18,612
  4376. What's the deal with you
  4377. and Speedie? Huh?
  4378.  
  4379. 957
  4380. 00:53:18,614 --> 00:53:21,784
  4381. I mean, you barely give
  4382. each other room to breathe.
  4383.  
  4384. 958
  4385. 00:53:23,451 --> 00:53:25,486
  4386. She's so obnoxious.
  4387.  
  4388. 959
  4389. 00:53:27,623 --> 00:53:30,291
  4390. I know she's your friend.
  4391. I'm sorry, but...
  4392.  
  4393. 960
  4394. 00:53:31,860 --> 00:53:36,465
  4395. I know it seems weird
  4396. from the outside, but, um...
  4397.  
  4398. 961
  4399. 00:53:38,934 --> 00:53:41,537
  4400. I mean, I wouldn't even exist
  4401. without her.
  4402.  
  4403. 962
  4404. 00:53:44,040 --> 00:53:45,573
  4405. What?
  4406.  
  4407. 963
  4408. 00:53:52,047 --> 00:53:54,583
  4409. I don't really wanna
  4410. go there, but...
  4411.  
  4412. 964
  4413. 00:53:56,417 --> 00:53:58,921
  4414. where are we with the option
  4415. for the film?
  4416.  
  4417. 965
  4418. 00:54:01,890 --> 00:54:04,658
  4419. Um...
  4420.  
  4421. 966
  4422. 00:54:04,660 --> 00:54:08,062
  4423. I just, you know, I'd be
  4424. so fuckin' honored to direct it
  4425.  
  4426. 967
  4427. 00:54:08,064 --> 00:54:10,665
  4428. and play your mother.
  4429.  
  4430. 968
  4431. 00:54:13,001 --> 00:54:14,935
  4432. She's, you know,
  4433. she's such a character
  4434.  
  4435. 969
  4436. 00:54:14,937 --> 00:54:16,535
  4437. obsessed with her own downfall.
  4438.  
  4439. 970
  4440. 00:54:16,537 --> 00:54:18,504
  4441. I... you know,
  4442. I've always just related
  4443.  
  4444. 971
  4445. 00:54:18,506 --> 00:54:21,741
  4446. to that kind of woman, you know.
  4447.  
  4448. 972
  4449. 00:54:21,743 --> 00:54:23,944
  4450. And I really think
  4451. it's important to show
  4452.  
  4453. 973
  4454. 00:54:23,946 --> 00:54:27,414
  4455. how... how you absorbed her pain,
  4456. you know.
  4457.  
  4458. 974
  4459. 00:54:27,416 --> 00:54:29,117
  4460. I wanna do it justice.
  4461.  
  4462. 975
  4463. 00:54:36,557 --> 00:54:39,560
  4464. I probably need, like,
  4465. full control of the script.
  4466.  
  4467. 976
  4468. 00:54:41,196 --> 00:54:43,664
  4469. You know,
  4470. 'cause it's my life, but...
  4471.  
  4472. 977
  4473. 00:54:50,739 --> 00:54:51,940
  4474. Deal.
  4475.  
  4476. 978
  4477. 00:54:54,576 --> 00:54:57,511
  4478. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  4479.  
  4480. 979
  4481. 00:55:02,583 --> 00:55:04,119
  4482. You're so beautiful.
  4483.  
  4484. 980
  4485. 00:55:40,255 --> 00:55:42,724
  4486. [MOANING]
  4487.  
  4488. 981
  4489. 00:55:48,863 --> 00:55:50,631
  4490. Oh, baby.
  4491.  
  4492. 982
  4493. 00:55:59,974 --> 00:56:01,776
  4494. [DOOR OPENS]
  4495.  
  4496. 983
  4497. 00:56:06,714 --> 00:56:07,981
  4498. [SAVANNAH SNIFFLES]
  4499.  
  4500. 984
  4501. 00:56:07,983 --> 00:56:09,949
  4502. [SAVANNAH SIGHS]
  4503.  
  4504. 985
  4505. 00:56:09,951 --> 00:56:12,452
  4506. - SAVANNAH: Hey.
  4507. - Oh.
  4508.  
  4509. 986
  4510. 00:56:13,220 --> 00:56:15,522
  4511. It's the famous JT.
  4512.  
  4513. 987
  4514. 00:56:17,525 --> 00:56:19,593
  4515. So, JT Leroy, tell me.
  4516.  
  4517. 988
  4518. 00:56:21,028 --> 00:56:22,761
  4519. How do you have time to write
  4520.  
  4521. 989
  4522. 00:56:22,763 --> 00:56:26,598
  4523. your amazing
  4524. bestselling books, huh?
  4525.  
  4526. 990
  4527. 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:30,002
  4528. Because it seems like you just
  4529. stay out all night partying!
  4530.  
  4531. 991
  4532. 00:56:30,004 --> 00:56:32,007
  4533. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I know.
  4534.  
  4535. 992
  4536. 00:56:34,909 --> 00:56:36,243
  4537. What were you doing?
  4538.  
  4539. 993
  4540. 00:56:37,845 --> 00:56:39,610
  4541. I thought it was earlier.
  4542.  
  4543. 994
  4544. 00:56:39,612 --> 00:56:42,014
  4545. You can't go out so long
  4546. without me
  4547.  
  4548. 995
  4549. 00:56:42,016 --> 00:56:43,849
  4550. and you're drinking.
  4551.  
  4552. 996
  4553. 00:56:43,851 --> 00:56:45,050
  4554. Who knows what you said?
  4555.  
  4556. 997
  4557. 00:56:45,052 --> 00:56:47,088
  4558. The whole thing
  4559. could have fallen apart.
  4560.  
  4561. 998
  4562. 00:56:48,189 --> 00:56:50,055
  4563. I secured full creative control
  4564.  
  4565. 999
  4566. 00:56:50,057 --> 00:56:52,526
  4567. over the script,
  4568. so there's that.
  4569.  
  4570. 1000
  4571. 00:56:53,861 --> 00:56:55,863
  4572. - What?
  4573. SAVANNAH: Yeah.
  4574.  
  4575. 1001
  4576. 00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:02,635
  4577. Well, I didn't ask you
  4578. to do that.
  4579.  
  4580. 1002
  4581. 00:57:04,338 --> 00:57:06,839
  4582. But I...
  4583.  
  4584. 1003
  4585. 00:57:06,841 --> 00:57:08,675
  4586. I mean, that's good news.
  4587.  
  4588. 1004
  4589. 00:57:11,612 --> 00:57:13,045
  4590. W... what'd she say?
  4591.  
  4592. 1005
  4593. 00:57:13,047 --> 00:57:14,780
  4594. I mean, how did that go?
  4595. I need to know everything.
  4596.  
  4597. 1006
  4598. 00:57:14,782 --> 00:57:16,248
  4599. I gotta get on the phone
  4600. right away
  4601.  
  4602. 1007
  4603. 00:57:16,250 --> 00:57:19,585
  4604. and make sure
  4605. she said what she meant and...
  4606.  
  4607. 1008
  4608. 00:57:19,587 --> 00:57:22,186
  4609. I would love to know what
  4610. you talk about on the phone.
  4611.  
  4612. 1009
  4613. 00:57:22,188 --> 00:57:24,022
  4614. If I knew what you talked
  4615. about on the phone,
  4616.  
  4617. 1010
  4618. 00:57:24,024 --> 00:57:27,059
  4619. maybe I wouldn't sound like
  4620. a stammering idiot around her.
  4621.  
  4622. 1011
  4623. 00:57:27,061 --> 00:57:30,295
  4624. I need more to talk about
  4625. than stuff I read in interviews.
  4626.  
  4627. 1012
  4628. 00:57:30,297 --> 00:57:32,166
  4629. I want her to feel...
  4630.  
  4631. 1013
  4632. 00:57:34,168 --> 00:57:35,635
  4633. me. Like...
  4634.  
  4635. 1014
  4636. 00:57:37,371 --> 00:57:38,806
  4637. Oh, my God.
  4638.  
  4639. 1015
  4640. 00:57:40,808 --> 00:57:42,243
  4641. Did you fuck her?
  4642.  
  4643. 1016
  4644. 00:57:45,078 --> 00:57:47,178
  4645. It's Chinese finger puzzle,
  4646. right?
  4647.  
  4648. 1017
  4649. 00:57:47,180 --> 00:57:49,348
  4650. You go further in to get out?
  4651.  
  4652. 1018
  4653. 00:57:49,350 --> 00:57:51,316
  4654. [SIGHS] The fuck.
  4655.  
  4656. 1019
  4657. 00:57:51,318 --> 00:57:53,684
  4658. Savy! Goddammit!
  4659.  
  4660. 1020
  4661. 00:57:53,686 --> 00:57:55,154
  4662. It's not as bad as you think,
  4663. honestly.
  4664.  
  4665. 1021
  4666. 00:57:55,156 --> 00:57:56,221
  4667. - It's not even like that...
  4668. - Savy!
  4669.  
  4670. 1022
  4671. 00:57:56,223 --> 00:57:58,123
  4672. Are you fucking kidding me?
  4673.  
  4674. 1023
  4675. 00:57:58,125 --> 00:58:03,195
  4676. Baby girl,
  4677. she doesn't want you.
  4678.  
  4679. 1024
  4680. 00:58:03,197 --> 00:58:08,167
  4681. Okay? She wants the person
  4682. she talked to on the phone.
  4683.  
  4684. 1025
  4685. 00:58:08,169 --> 00:58:10,201
  4686. She wants JT.
  4687.  
  4688. 1026
  4689. 00:58:10,203 --> 00:58:13,638
  4690. In fact, [LAUGHS]
  4691. she doesn't even want that!
  4692.  
  4693. 1027
  4694. 00:58:13,640 --> 00:58:15,575
  4695. She wants the fucking rights
  4696. to the movie!
  4697.  
  4698. 1028
  4699. 00:58:20,880 --> 00:58:22,949
  4700. Oh, I'm being mean.
  4701.  
  4702. 1029
  4703. 00:58:25,186 --> 00:58:27,988
  4704. I just hate myself.
  4705. I binged all night.
  4706.  
  4707. 1030
  4708. 00:58:29,256 --> 00:58:31,857
  4709. I was worried.
  4710.  
  4711. 1031
  4712. 00:58:31,859 --> 00:58:34,125
  4713. I need you here
  4714. to keep me on track.
  4715.  
  4716. 1032
  4717. 00:58:34,127 --> 00:58:36,894
  4718. I just... oh, God.
  4719.  
  4720. 1033
  4721. 00:58:36,896 --> 00:58:38,631
  4722. Goddammit!
  4723.  
  4724. 1034
  4725. 00:58:40,266 --> 00:58:42,068
  4726. Don't you think
  4727. this is ridiculous?
  4728.  
  4729. 1035
  4730. 00:58:43,736 --> 00:58:45,071
  4731. You should write as you.
  4732.  
  4733. 1036
  4734. 00:58:46,407 --> 00:58:49,308
  4735. Savy... come on.
  4736.  
  4737. 1037
  4738. 00:58:49,310 --> 00:58:51,742
  4739. You're out of it.
  4740.  
  4741. 1038
  4742. 00:58:51,744 --> 00:58:54,346
  4743. Nobody listens to me as me.
  4744.  
  4745. 1039
  4746. 00:58:54,348 --> 00:58:57,415
  4747. SAVANNAH: They listen to you
  4748. as JT.
  4749.  
  4750. 1040
  4751. 00:58:57,417 --> 00:58:59,683
  4752. But the... JT doesn't exist,
  4753. you know.
  4754.  
  4755. 1041
  4756. 00:58:59,685 --> 00:59:01,219
  4757. He's not real.
  4758.  
  4759. 1042
  4760. 00:59:01,221 --> 00:59:03,988
  4761. I mean, he's super real
  4762. for some people, you know.
  4763.  
  4764. 1043
  4765. 00:59:03,990 --> 00:59:06,292
  4766. Like... personal.
  4767.  
  4768. 1044
  4769. 00:59:07,994 --> 00:59:10,263
  4770. - SAVANNAH: I see it.
  4771. - Is it real for them?
  4772.  
  4773. 1045
  4774. 00:59:14,734 --> 00:59:16,236
  4775. And I got left.
  4776.  
  4777. 1046
  4778. 00:59:18,405 --> 00:59:19,873
  4779. I got tricked...
  4780.  
  4781. 1047
  4782. 00:59:21,307 --> 00:59:23,909
  4783. and put in a mental home
  4784. for grownups.
  4785.  
  4786. 1048
  4787. 00:59:28,114 --> 00:59:29,648
  4788. Abused.
  4789.  
  4790. 1049
  4791. 00:59:31,484 --> 00:59:36,354
  4792. Used up by... [SOBS] my mom.
  4793.  
  4794. 1050
  4795. 00:59:36,356 --> 00:59:40,860
  4796. I was that kid...
  4797. and it is real.
  4798.  
  4799. 1051
  4800. 00:59:42,363 --> 00:59:45,429
  4801. I didn't say it wasn't.
  4802.  
  4803. 1052
  4804. 00:59:45,431 --> 00:59:49,065
  4805. - That's not what I'm saying.
  4806. - You're so mean.
  4807.  
  4808. 1053
  4809. 00:59:49,067 --> 00:59:51,435
  4810. You are so manipulative.
  4811.  
  4812. 1054
  4813. 00:59:51,437 --> 00:59:53,237
  4814. You don't have to do that
  4815. with me.
  4816.  
  4817. 1055
  4818. 00:59:53,239 --> 00:59:55,772
  4819. I'm the last person
  4820. you have to do that with.
  4821.  
  4822. 1056
  4823. 00:59:55,774 --> 00:59:57,676
  4824. We're in Paris...
  4825.  
  4826. 1057
  4827. 00:59:59,045 --> 01:00:00,413
  4828. because of me...
  4829.  
  4830. 1058
  4831. 01:00:02,182 --> 01:00:03,816
  4832. because of my writing...
  4833.  
  4834. 1059
  4835. 01:00:04,984 --> 01:00:08,352
  4836. because of my genius.
  4837.  
  4838. 1060
  4839. 01:00:08,354 --> 01:00:11,056
  4840. I'm glad you know how to put
  4841. an outfit together...
  4842.  
  4843. 1061
  4844. 01:00:12,858 --> 01:00:16,026
  4845. but all you do is show up.
  4846.  
  4847. 1062
  4848. 01:00:16,028 --> 01:00:19,263
  4849. Oh, I... I don't inhabit him,
  4850. he doesn't inhabit me,
  4851.  
  4852. 1063
  4853. 01:00:19,265 --> 01:00:21,032
  4854. he doesn't leap out
  4855. of your body into mine?
  4856.  
  4857. 1064
  4858. 01:00:21,034 --> 01:00:22,300
  4859. We're not making
  4860. something together?
  4861.  
  4862. 1065
  4863. 01:00:22,302 --> 01:00:23,434
  4864. All this bullshit
  4865. that you say to me
  4866.  
  4867. 1066
  4868. 01:00:23,436 --> 01:00:26,404
  4869. to get me to do this crazy shit!
  4870.  
  4871. 1067
  4872. 01:00:26,406 --> 01:00:29,273
  4873. No, no, no,
  4874. if all I do is show up,
  4875.  
  4876. 1068
  4877. 01:00:29,275 --> 01:00:31,945
  4878. honestly, why don't I fucking
  4879. go ahead and stop showing up?
  4880.  
  4881. 1069
  4882. 01:00:33,845 --> 01:00:35,047
  4883. [EXHALES]
  4884.  
  4885. 1070
  4886. 01:00:38,551 --> 01:00:41,084
  4887. [WATER RUNNING]
  4888.  
  4889. 1071
  4890. 01:00:41,086 --> 01:00:43,155
  4891. Stop being a drama queen!
  4892.  
  4893. 1072
  4894. 01:00:49,329 --> 01:00:51,429
  4895. SAVANNAH AS JT: I feel lost
  4896. in a limitless hall
  4897.  
  4898. 1073
  4899. 01:00:51,431 --> 01:00:53,765
  4900. of desire and longing.
  4901.  
  4902. 1074
  4903. 01:00:55,101 --> 01:00:57,167
  4904. What was I thinkin'?
  4905.  
  4906. 1075
  4907. 01:00:57,169 --> 01:00:59,304
  4908. [MUSIC ON TAPE]
  4909.  
  4910. 1076
  4911. 01:01:12,184 --> 01:01:15,386
  4912. Hey. I have to tell you
  4913. something.
  4914.  
  4915. 1077
  4916. 01:01:15,388 --> 01:01:16,922
  4917. [SIGHS]
  4918.  
  4919. 1078
  4920. 01:01:23,929 --> 01:01:25,530
  4921. - What?
  4922. - Yeah.
  4923.  
  4924. 1079
  4925. 01:01:28,033 --> 01:01:29,901
  4926. - Sav.
  4927. - Ah.
  4928.  
  4929. 1080
  4930. 01:01:31,203 --> 01:01:33,069
  4931. I've seen pictures of JT.
  4932.  
  4933. 1081
  4934. 01:01:33,071 --> 01:01:35,473
  4935. - I bet.
  4936. - Yeah, and I read "Sarah."
  4937.  
  4938. 1082
  4939. 01:01:35,475 --> 01:01:37,308
  4940. - I know.
  4941. - I never connected the dots.
  4942.  
  4943. 1083
  4944. 01:01:37,310 --> 01:01:39,510
  4945. I noticed that.
  4946.  
  4947. 1084
  4948. 01:01:39,512 --> 01:01:43,581
  4949. Wow, um, okay, so wait.
  4950.  
  4951. 1085
  4952. 01:01:43,583 --> 01:01:45,548
  4953. When you, when you talk
  4954. to people in person,
  4955.  
  4956. 1086
  4957. 01:01:45,550 --> 01:01:48,020
  4958. they... they don't notice
  4959. that it's not Laura's voice?
  4960.  
  4961. 1087
  4962. 01:01:50,355 --> 01:01:54,057
  4963. And they all think
  4964. that you're a boy.
  4965.  
  4966. 1088
  4967. 01:01:54,059 --> 01:01:57,193
  4968. It's like "The Emperor's New
  4969. Clothes" kind of deal, you know.
  4970.  
  4971. 1089
  4972. 01:01:57,195 --> 01:01:59,429
  4973. Every time someone questions it,
  4974. Laura just throws it
  4975.  
  4976. 1090
  4977. 01:01:59,431 --> 01:02:01,231
  4978. right back on them
  4979. and is like, what do you mean
  4980.  
  4981. 1091
  4982. 01:02:01,233 --> 01:02:04,102
  4983. the Emperor has no clothes?
  4984. That's his very best outfit.
  4985.  
  4986. 1092
  4987. 01:02:05,371 --> 01:02:07,904
  4988. I mean...
  4989.  
  4990. 1093
  4991. 01:02:07,906 --> 01:02:09,606
  4992. I... I wanted to tell you.
  4993.  
  4994. 1094
  4995. 01:02:09,608 --> 01:02:11,940
  4996. I just think I really valued
  4997. the secret of it
  4998.  
  4999. 1095
  5000. 01:02:11,942 --> 01:02:14,511
  5001. and... wanted to protect her.
  5002.  
  5003. 1096
  5004. 01:02:14,513 --> 01:02:17,414
  5005. I would just fucking die
  5006. if I, like...
  5007.  
  5008. 1097
  5009. 01:02:17,416 --> 01:02:19,251
  5010. ruined that for her and...
  5011.  
  5012. 1098
  5013. 01:02:21,887 --> 01:02:23,520
  5014. Yeah.
  5015.  
  5016. 1099
  5017. 01:02:23,522 --> 01:02:27,057
  5018. This is literally the craziest
  5019. thing I've ever heard.
  5020.  
  5021. 1100
  5022. 01:02:27,059 --> 01:02:29,660
  5023. I'm really not sure if I should,
  5024. like, ask more questions
  5025.  
  5026. 1101
  5027. 01:02:29,662 --> 01:02:32,028
  5028. or, I don't know, run away.
  5029.  
  5030. 1102
  5031. 01:02:32,030 --> 01:02:33,831
  5032. - Run out of here?
  5033. - Yeah.
  5034.  
  5035. 1103
  5036. 01:02:35,166 --> 01:02:37,034
  5037. Am I terrible?
  5038.  
  5039. 1104
  5040. 01:02:40,405 --> 01:02:41,904
  5041. - I mean...
  5042. - Also, it's over.
  5043.  
  5044. 1105
  5045. 01:02:41,906 --> 01:02:43,573
  5046. I'm not... I'm not
  5047. gonna do it anymore.
  5048.  
  5049. 1106
  5050. 01:02:43,575 --> 01:02:45,041
  5051. Which is why
  5052. it was, like, a lot easier
  5053.  
  5054. 1107
  5055. 01:02:45,043 --> 01:02:47,510
  5056. to tell you this, to be honest.
  5057.  
  5058. 1108
  5059. 01:02:47,512 --> 01:02:49,045
  5060. You're not gonna do it anymore?
  5061.  
  5062. 1109
  5063. 01:02:49,047 --> 01:02:50,148
  5064. No.
  5065.  
  5066. 1110
  5067. 01:02:52,150 --> 01:02:54,351
  5068. ♪ If I could be
  5069.  
  5070. 1111
  5071. 01:02:54,353 --> 01:02:57,687
  5072. ♪ What you wanted
  5073.  
  5074. 1112
  5075. 01:02:57,689 --> 01:03:00,389
  5076. ♪ If you wanted
  5077.  
  5078. 1113
  5079. 01:03:00,391 --> 01:03:02,359
  5080. ♪ Come and...
  5081. ♪ Be my...
  5082.  
  5083. 1114
  5084. 01:03:02,361 --> 01:03:04,226
  5085. Come and be my one?
  5086.  
  5087. 1115
  5088. 01:03:04,228 --> 01:03:08,431
  5089. ♪ ...be what you wanted ♪
  5090.  
  5091. 1116
  5092. 01:03:08,433 --> 01:03:10,300
  5093. LAURA AS JT ON PHONE: No,
  5094. it's not that I don't want to.
  5095.  
  5096. 1117
  5097. 01:03:10,302 --> 01:03:12,569
  5098. I've just been... I feel like
  5099. if I leave the house,
  5100.  
  5101. 1118
  5102. 01:03:12,571 --> 01:03:15,107
  5103. I'm gonna fall into old habits.
  5104.  
  5105. 1119
  5106. 01:03:16,575 --> 01:03:18,310
  5107. No, I know.
  5108.  
  5109. 1120
  5110. 01:03:19,478 --> 01:03:21,043
  5111. Dennis, I know you know,
  5112.  
  5113. 1121
  5114. 01:03:21,045 --> 01:03:24,012
  5115. but... I... I feel stuck.
  5116.  
  5117. 1122
  5118. 01:03:24,014 --> 01:03:27,216
  5119. No, I really wanna go, Jason.
  5120.  
  5121. 1123
  5122. 01:03:27,218 --> 01:03:29,151
  5123. I do.
  5124.  
  5125. 1124
  5126. 01:03:29,153 --> 01:03:30,387
  5127. I just, um...
  5128.  
  5129. 1125
  5130. 01:03:30,389 --> 01:03:32,455
  5131. For my health,
  5132.  
  5133. 1126
  5134. 01:03:32,457 --> 01:03:35,692
  5135. I need to focus on me right now.
  5136.  
  5137. 1127
  5138. 01:03:35,694 --> 01:03:38,561
  5139. I know it's probably
  5140. not something I should relive,
  5141.  
  5142. 1128
  5143. 01:03:38,563 --> 01:03:41,264
  5144. but... I mean,
  5145.  
  5146. 1129
  5147. 01:03:41,266 --> 01:03:44,136
  5148. it's like, they're makin'
  5149. a movie on my life.
  5150.  
  5151. 1130
  5152. 01:03:46,003 --> 01:03:49,173
  5153. Well, they keep asking me
  5154. to come down to the set and...
  5155.  
  5156. 1131
  5157. 01:03:50,574 --> 01:03:53,208
  5158. Yeah.
  5159.  
  5160. 1132
  5161. 01:03:53,210 --> 01:03:55,246
  5162. No, but how do I say
  5163. no to that?
  5164.  
  5165. 1133
  5166. 01:03:56,715 --> 01:03:58,981
  5167. Yeah, Eva and I have been,
  5168.  
  5169. 1134
  5170. 01:03:58,983 --> 01:04:02,153
  5171. um, having phone sex lately
  5172. and...
  5173.  
  5174. 1135
  5175. 01:04:04,523 --> 01:04:08,657
  5176. Dr. Owen,
  5177. I know it's not healthy, but...
  5178.  
  5179. 1136
  5180. 01:04:08,659 --> 01:04:11,693
  5181. the heart wants
  5182. what the heart wants, right?
  5183.  
  5184. 1137
  5185. 01:04:11,695 --> 01:04:14,632
  5186. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  5187.  
  5188. 1138
  5189. 01:04:29,714 --> 01:04:31,516
  5190. - Hey.
  5191. SAVANNAH: Hey.
  5192.  
  5193. 1139
  5194. 01:04:34,418 --> 01:04:35,684
  5195. SAVANNAH: How you doin'?
  5196.  
  5197. 1140
  5198. 01:04:35,686 --> 01:04:37,186
  5199. - LAURA: Is that Sav?
  5200. - I'm okay.
  5201.  
  5202. 1141
  5203. 01:04:37,188 --> 01:04:39,254
  5204. Yeah, it's Sav!
  5205.  
  5206. 1142
  5207. 01:04:39,256 --> 01:04:42,458
  5208. LAURA: Oh, my God. Get her
  5209. in here. It's like Christmas.
  5210.  
  5211. 1143
  5212. 01:04:42,460 --> 01:04:45,627
  5213. Look at all this stuff
  5214. that JT gets for free.
  5215.  
  5216. 1144
  5217. 01:04:45,629 --> 01:04:48,130
  5218. Thank God you're here, you guys.
  5219. Start taking stuff.
  5220.  
  5221. 1145
  5222. 01:04:48,132 --> 01:04:50,767
  5223. Here, Astor, bowties.
  5224.  
  5225. 1146
  5226. 01:04:50,769 --> 01:04:53,703
  5227. - LAURA: Look at those!
  5228. - What? No.
  5229.  
  5230. 1147
  5231. 01:04:53,705 --> 01:04:56,674
  5232. Did you tell her about Astor
  5233. doing the music for the movie?
  5234.  
  5235. 1148
  5236. 01:04:59,175 --> 01:05:01,643
  5237. Yeah, well, Laura's been
  5238. speaking to Eva about,
  5239.  
  5240. 1149
  5241. 01:05:01,645 --> 01:05:04,179
  5242. well, maybe, right,
  5243. you know, doing the...
  5244.  
  5245. 1150
  5246. 01:05:04,181 --> 01:05:06,181
  5247. the score for the whole movie,
  5248. so...
  5249.  
  5250. 1151
  5251. 01:05:06,183 --> 01:05:09,253
  5252. Definitely. I'm talking to her.
  5253. We're gonna push this through!
  5254.  
  5255. 1152
  5256. 01:05:10,721 --> 01:05:12,454
  5257. How is she doin'?
  5258.  
  5259. 1153
  5260. 01:05:12,456 --> 01:05:15,190
  5261. LAURA: She's good.
  5262. She's really good.
  5263.  
  5264. 1154
  5265. 01:05:15,192 --> 01:05:18,728
  5266. I mean, she's, uh,
  5267. I think, overwhelmed.
  5268.  
  5269. 1155
  5270. 01:05:18,730 --> 01:05:21,630
  5271. You know,
  5272. it's a lot making a movie.
  5273.  
  5274. 1156
  5275. 01:05:21,632 --> 01:05:24,298
  5276. She said she wants JT to design
  5277.  
  5278. 1157
  5279. 01:05:24,300 --> 01:05:26,267
  5280. an outfit for her
  5281. to wear in the movie.
  5282.  
  5283. 1158
  5284. 01:05:26,269 --> 01:05:29,638
  5285. Oh, my God, this is beautiful.
  5286.  
  5287. 1159
  5288. 01:05:29,640 --> 01:05:31,007
  5289. You gotta try this.
  5290.  
  5291. 1160
  5292. 01:05:33,143 --> 01:05:35,544
  5293. Look at that on... Oh, please.
  5294.  
  5295. 1161
  5296. 01:05:35,546 --> 01:05:37,546
  5297. Anzevino's been sending
  5298. all this stuff.
  5299.  
  5300. 1162
  5301. 01:05:37,548 --> 01:05:40,215
  5302. - Like, he sent all this fabric.
  5303. - It's really nice.
  5304.  
  5305. 1163
  5306. 01:05:40,217 --> 01:05:42,584
  5307. LAURA: He wants to support
  5308. JT the designer.
  5309.  
  5310. 1164
  5311. 01:05:42,586 --> 01:05:45,219
  5312. Hey, do you think
  5313. I could talk to her?
  5314.  
  5315. 1165
  5316. 01:05:45,221 --> 01:05:47,623
  5317. LAURA: Uh...
  5318.  
  5319. 1166
  5320. 01:05:47,625 --> 01:05:50,324
  5321. I just got an e-mail.
  5322. You wanna see it?
  5323.  
  5324. 1167
  5325. 01:05:50,326 --> 01:05:52,128
  5326. I just got one from her.
  5327.  
  5328. 1168
  5329. 01:05:55,766 --> 01:05:58,700
  5330. I just... I think talking to her
  5331. would be hard
  5332.  
  5333. 1169
  5334. 01:05:58,702 --> 01:06:02,371
  5335. 'cause we're talking so much
  5336. and it might get a little mucky,
  5337.  
  5338. 1170
  5339. 01:06:02,373 --> 01:06:04,806
  5340. but, um... So, Jacqueline.
  5341.  
  5342. 1171
  5343. 01:06:04,808 --> 01:06:07,144
  5344. "Please, please,
  5345. please come to Tennessee.
  5346.  
  5347. 1172
  5348. 01:06:09,579 --> 01:06:13,414
  5349. Baby boy, I miss your soft lips.
  5350.  
  5351. 1173
  5352. 01:06:13,416 --> 01:06:15,151
  5353. I dream of your skin."
  5354.  
  5355. 1174
  5356. 01:06:16,219 --> 01:06:17,719
  5357. I love this.
  5358.  
  5359. 1175
  5360. 01:06:17,721 --> 01:06:21,823
  5361. "I wanna pull on your hair
  5362. like a horse's mane."
  5363.  
  5364. 1176
  5365. 01:06:21,825 --> 01:06:24,893
  5366. She is so into your pheromones.
  5367. I love that.
  5368.  
  5369. 1177
  5370. 01:06:24,895 --> 01:06:27,665
  5371. I mean, you're talking to her
  5372. as me, you know. Like...
  5373.  
  5374. 1178
  5375. 01:06:30,434 --> 01:06:33,169
  5376. Yeah. I mean...
  5377.  
  5378. 1179
  5379. 01:06:35,171 --> 01:06:36,840
  5380. I'm talking to her as JT.
  5381.  
  5382. 1180
  5383. 01:06:42,813 --> 01:06:45,847
  5384. We had, like, a thing.
  5385. Like a real thing.
  5386.  
  5387. 1181
  5388. 01:06:45,849 --> 01:06:48,817
  5389. It wasn't bullshit, it wasn't...
  5390.  
  5391. 1182
  5392. 01:06:48,819 --> 01:06:51,720
  5393. I... I know that.
  5394.  
  5395. 1183
  5396. 01:06:51,722 --> 01:06:56,626
  5397. Sav, you're as much
  5398. a part of JT as me.
  5399.  
  5400. 1184
  5401. 01:06:58,728 --> 01:07:01,562
  5402. That's the truth.
  5403.  
  5404. 1185
  5405. 01:07:01,564 --> 01:07:05,333
  5406. Not some adolescent
  5407. talking to you in Paris,
  5408.  
  5409. 1186
  5410. 01:07:05,335 --> 01:07:06,636
  5411. saying dumb shit...
  5412.  
  5413. 1187
  5414. 01:07:08,204 --> 01:07:09,838
  5415. because she was jealous
  5416.  
  5417. 1188
  5418. 01:07:09,840 --> 01:07:12,506
  5419. and felt left out and lonely.
  5420.  
  5421. 1189
  5422. 01:07:12,508 --> 01:07:14,576
  5423. I'm s... I'm so sorry.
  5424.  
  5425. 1190
  5426. 01:07:14,578 --> 01:07:16,480
  5427. It's embarrassing.
  5428.  
  5429. 1191
  5430. 01:07:18,716 --> 01:07:21,849
  5431. And the Eva thing actually
  5432.  
  5433. 1192
  5434. 01:07:21,851 --> 01:07:24,785
  5435. turned out to be great.
  5436.  
  5437. 1193
  5438. 01:07:24,787 --> 01:07:26,654
  5439. Why shouldn't you wanna be
  5440. intimate with her?
  5441.  
  5442. 1194
  5443. 01:07:26,656 --> 01:07:29,492
  5444. Oh, my God. And you guys
  5445. have this connection, so...
  5446.  
  5447. 1195
  5448. 01:07:31,427 --> 01:07:32,762
  5449. This is crazy.
  5450.  
  5451. 1196
  5452. 01:07:34,731 --> 01:07:36,664
  5453. LAURA: And this whole
  5454. Tennessee thing.
  5455.  
  5456. 1197
  5457. 01:07:36,666 --> 01:07:40,234
  5458. I don't know what to do.
  5459. I mean, it would be great
  5460.  
  5461. 1198
  5462. 01:07:40,236 --> 01:07:44,639
  5463. for Astor to go
  5464. 'cause of the music, and I...
  5465.  
  5466. 1199
  5467. 01:07:44,641 --> 01:07:47,842
  5468. You know, she really wants us
  5469. to be on set
  5470.  
  5471. 1200
  5472. 01:07:47,844 --> 01:07:51,579
  5473. and see the experience,
  5474. but I... I don't know
  5475.  
  5476. 1201
  5477. 01:07:51,581 --> 01:07:54,982
  5478. if you wanna be JT again.
  5479.  
  5480. 1202
  5481. 01:07:54,984 --> 01:07:57,587
  5482. That's... that's for you
  5483. to decide.
  5484.  
  5485. 1203
  5486. 01:08:06,596 --> 01:08:09,531
  5487. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  5488.  
  5489. 1204
  5490. 01:08:11,333 --> 01:08:14,269
  5491. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  5492.  
  5493. 1205
  5494. 01:08:21,611 --> 01:08:23,246
  5495. It's the wardrobe.
  5496.  
  5497. 1206
  5498. 01:08:30,687 --> 01:08:32,354
  5499. Makeup.
  5500.  
  5501. 1207
  5502. 01:09:16,999 --> 01:09:18,966
  5503. EVA: Well, well, well!
  5504.  
  5505. 1208
  5506. 01:09:18,968 --> 01:09:21,269
  5507. Hi there, baby boy!
  5508.  
  5509. 1209
  5510. 01:09:23,672 --> 01:09:26,541
  5511. Ain't this a pretty little thing
  5512. that JT made for me?
  5513.  
  5514. 1210
  5515. 01:09:27,877 --> 01:09:29,509
  5516. Everything looks real good.
  5517.  
  5518. 1211
  5519. 01:09:29,511 --> 01:09:32,247
  5520. Aw. Thank you, honey pie.
  5521.  
  5522. 1212
  5523. 01:09:35,317 --> 01:09:36,886
  5524. Hey there, mama.
  5525.  
  5526. 1213
  5527. 01:09:40,590 --> 01:09:42,456
  5528. Hey, Speedie.
  5529.  
  5530. 1214
  5531. 01:09:42,458 --> 01:09:45,625
  5532. Oy. There's your music man.
  5533.  
  5534. 1215
  5535. 01:09:45,627 --> 01:09:48,628
  5536. - Hey.
  5537. - Oh, hey. Astor.
  5538.  
  5539. 1216
  5540. 01:09:48,630 --> 01:09:50,497
  5541. Oh, my God,
  5542. I'm so glad you're here.
  5543.  
  5544. 1217
  5545. 01:09:50,499 --> 01:09:52,699
  5546. It's been a fucking nightmare.
  5547.  
  5548. 1218
  5549. 01:09:52,701 --> 01:09:54,601
  5550. It's just been me
  5551. and these fucking idiots.
  5552.  
  5553. 1219
  5554. 01:09:54,603 --> 01:09:56,605
  5555. Honestly, I have to fight
  5556. for everything.
  5557.  
  5558. 1220
  5559. 01:09:58,540 --> 01:09:59,974
  5560. [EXHALES]
  5561.  
  5562. 1221
  5563. 01:09:59,976 --> 01:10:01,776
  5564. You know what, Speedie?
  5565.  
  5566. 1222
  5567. 01:10:01,778 --> 01:10:03,376
  5568. I kind of understand, you know,
  5569. what you're going through
  5570.  
  5571. 1223
  5572. 01:10:03,378 --> 01:10:05,411
  5573. with this little rascal
  5574. over here.
  5575.  
  5576. 1224
  5577. 01:10:05,413 --> 01:10:07,114
  5578. You know, keeping him close
  5579.  
  5580. 1225
  5581. 01:10:07,116 --> 01:10:09,883
  5582. and fed and out of mischief.
  5583.  
  5584. 1226
  5585. 01:10:09,885 --> 01:10:11,651
  5586. I mean, it's exactly
  5587. what I'm going through
  5588.  
  5589. 1227
  5590. 01:10:11,653 --> 01:10:13,486
  5591. on this fucking set.
  5592. You have no idea.
  5593.  
  5594. 1228
  5595. 01:10:13,488 --> 01:10:15,822
  5596. All these men,
  5597. it's like herding cats.
  5598.  
  5599. 1229
  5600. 01:10:15,824 --> 01:10:18,391
  5601. They all need attention,
  5602. they all need to express
  5603.  
  5604. 1230
  5605. 01:10:18,393 --> 01:10:19,993
  5606. their opinions to me.
  5607.  
  5608. 1231
  5609. 01:10:19,995 --> 01:10:22,595
  5610. Honestly, would they treat
  5611. a male director like this?
  5612.  
  5613. 1232
  5614. 01:10:22,597 --> 01:10:24,999
  5615. I don't think so.
  5616.  
  5617. 1233
  5618. 01:10:25,001 --> 01:10:27,534
  5619. You know, I'm JT's mother,
  5620. I'm the movie's mother,
  5621.  
  5622. 1234
  5623. 01:10:27,536 --> 01:10:29,739
  5624. I'm the fucking world's mother.
  5625. It's exhausting.
  5626.  
  5627. 1235
  5628. 01:10:32,040 --> 01:10:33,673
  5629. But you're doing okay though,
  5630. right?
  5631.  
  5632. 1236
  5633. 01:10:33,675 --> 01:10:36,142
  5634. [EVA SIGHS]
  5635.  
  5636. 1237
  5637. 01:10:36,144 --> 01:10:38,711
  5638. Baby, I'm so happy you're here.
  5639.  
  5640. 1238
  5641. 01:10:38,713 --> 01:10:41,817
  5642. You know, you ground me.
  5643. Calm me down.
  5644.  
  5645. 1239
  5646. 01:10:45,420 --> 01:10:48,855
  5647. I gotta finish this scene.
  5648. Gotta be perfect, right?
  5649.  
  5650. 1240
  5651. 01:10:48,857 --> 01:10:51,391
  5652. Gotta be better than the guys.
  5653.  
  5654. 1241
  5655. 01:10:51,393 --> 01:10:53,027
  5656. - Eva, we need you on the set.
  5657. - John.
  5658.  
  5659. 1242
  5660. 01:10:53,029 --> 01:10:57,396
  5661. I told you this is not the right
  5662. place that we're gonna put this.
  5663.  
  5664. 1243
  5665. 01:10:57,398 --> 01:10:59,935
  5666. - EVA: What?
  5667. - She looks fucking wrecked.
  5668.  
  5669. 1244
  5670. 01:11:02,137 --> 01:11:03,903
  5671. Fuck.
  5672.  
  5673. 1245
  5674. 01:11:03,905 --> 01:11:05,437
  5675. [SIGHS]
  5676.  
  5677. 1246
  5678. 01:11:05,439 --> 01:11:07,776
  5679. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  5680.  
  5681. 1247
  5682. 01:11:09,845 --> 01:11:12,445
  5683. I can't describe
  5684. what I'm feeling.
  5685.  
  5686. 1248
  5687. 01:11:12,447 --> 01:11:13,982
  5688. It's like this...
  5689.  
  5690. 1249
  5691. 01:11:15,584 --> 01:11:17,986
  5692. deja vu feeling.
  5693.  
  5694. 1250
  5695. 01:11:20,888 --> 01:11:23,024
  5696. But I feel like I'm home.
  5697.  
  5698. 1251
  5699. 01:11:32,901 --> 01:11:34,703
  5700. JT...
  5701.  
  5702. 1252
  5703. 01:11:39,975 --> 01:11:42,944
  5704. and Eva, that was so spooky.
  5705.  
  5706. 1253
  5707. 01:11:46,147 --> 01:11:49,115
  5708. Looking at Sarah.
  5709.  
  5710. 1254
  5711. 01:11:49,117 --> 01:11:52,020
  5712. You know, like all these things
  5713. she's picking up on.
  5714.  
  5715. 1255
  5716. 01:11:53,654 --> 01:11:56,956
  5717. I've never ever told
  5718. anybody about it.
  5719.  
  5720. 1256
  5721. 01:11:56,958 --> 01:11:58,992
  5722. All about S... Sarah,
  5723.  
  5724. 1257
  5725. 01:11:58,994 --> 01:12:01,830
  5726. my best friend
  5727. in the group home.
  5728.  
  5729. 1258
  5730. 01:12:02,964 --> 01:12:05,500
  5731. It's like looking right at her.
  5732.  
  5733. 1259
  5734. 01:12:09,003 --> 01:12:10,871
  5735. Art is...
  5736.  
  5737. 1260
  5738. 01:12:12,640 --> 01:12:14,875
  5739. eerie shit, man.
  5740.  
  5741. 1261
  5742. 01:12:25,220 --> 01:12:27,656
  5743. SAVANNAH: This is so crazy.
  5744.  
  5745. 1262
  5746. 01:12:31,992 --> 01:12:34,028
  5747. I have to tell Eva the truth.
  5748.  
  5749. 1263
  5750. 01:12:35,763 --> 01:12:37,531
  5751. GEOFF: Are you sure?
  5752.  
  5753. 1264
  5754. 01:12:39,500 --> 01:12:40,866
  5755. - Baby.
  5756. - Hey.
  5757.  
  5758. 1265
  5759. 01:12:40,868 --> 01:12:43,437
  5760. Oh, hey, I'm so glad you came.
  5761.  
  5762. 1266
  5763. 01:12:44,973 --> 01:12:46,772
  5764. Can you believe
  5765. it's all happening?
  5766.  
  5767. 1267
  5768. 01:12:46,774 --> 01:12:48,542
  5769. - It's crazy.
  5770. - Right?
  5771.  
  5772. 1268
  5773. 01:12:50,111 --> 01:12:52,779
  5774. You doing okay? A little bit
  5775. better from earlier?
  5776.  
  5777. 1269
  5778. 01:12:52,781 --> 01:12:54,881
  5779. Yeah, I'm sorry about that,
  5780. I just...
  5781.  
  5782. 1270
  5783. 01:12:54,883 --> 01:12:56,547
  5784. I had the worst fucking day.
  5785.  
  5786. 1271
  5787. 01:12:56,549 --> 01:12:59,551
  5788. - But it's all gonna be...
  5789. - JT!
  5790.  
  5791. 1272
  5792. 01:12:59,553 --> 01:13:00,886
  5793. EVA: Sit down,
  5794. I'm gonna get you a drink.
  5795.  
  5796. 1273
  5797. 01:13:00,888 --> 01:13:03,555
  5798. Hey, nice to fucking
  5799. meet you in person.
  5800.  
  5801. 1274
  5802. 01:13:03,557 --> 01:13:06,925
  5803. - Yeah. Hey.
  5804. - Hey.
  5805.  
  5806. 1275
  5807. 01:13:06,927 --> 01:13:11,130
  5808. BEN: I am so excited
  5809. to be in your fucking movie.
  5810.  
  5811. 1276
  5812. 01:13:11,132 --> 01:13:12,999
  5813. EVA: He knows that already,
  5814. silly.
  5815.  
  5816. 1277
  5817. 01:13:13,001 --> 01:13:15,168
  5818. BEN: Uh, I've never
  5819. a... acted in anything,
  5820.  
  5821. 1278
  5822. 01:13:15,170 --> 01:13:17,536
  5823. and it's so cool.
  5824.  
  5825. 1279
  5826. 01:13:17,538 --> 01:13:19,473
  5827. You're doing a really good job.
  5828.  
  5829. 1280
  5830. 01:13:20,741 --> 01:13:25,243
  5831. - So is it, like, weird for you?
  5832. - What?
  5833.  
  5834. 1281
  5835. 01:13:25,245 --> 01:13:28,582
  5836. Like seeing your whole life
  5837. recreated and shit?
  5838.  
  5839. 1282
  5840. 01:13:30,818 --> 01:13:34,021
  5841. Uh, yeah, it's weird.
  5842.  
  5843. 1283
  5844. 01:13:38,926 --> 01:13:42,661
  5845. BEN: I... I've been working on
  5846. that song we were talkin' about.
  5847.  
  5848. 1284
  5849. 01:13:42,663 --> 01:13:44,296
  5850. Hmm, play it.
  5851.  
  5852. 1285
  5853. 01:13:44,298 --> 01:13:46,233
  5854. [GUITAR MUSIC]
  5855.  
  5856. 1286
  5857. 01:13:50,037 --> 01:13:52,771
  5858. ♪ I told you to tell me
  5859.  
  5860. 1287
  5861. 01:13:52,773 --> 01:13:55,307
  5862. ♪ To sign on the dotted line
  5863.  
  5864. 1288
  5865. 01:13:55,309 --> 01:14:01,548
  5866. ♪ Anytime I gotta sell
  5867. my soul for the... ♪♪
  5868.  
  5869. 1289
  5870. 01:14:04,151 --> 01:14:07,021
  5871. BEN: Did we settle on first
  5872. or second? I... I can't remember.
  5873.  
  5874. 1290
  5875. 01:14:09,156 --> 01:14:10,890
  5876. [SCOFFS]
  5877.  
  5878. 1291
  5879. 01:14:12,893 --> 01:14:15,027
  5880. - First.
  5881. - Yeah.
  5882.  
  5883. 1292
  5884. 01:14:15,029 --> 01:14:16,727
  5885. EVA: You gotta get that
  5886. recorded, baby, you know,
  5887.  
  5888. 1293
  5889. 01:14:16,729 --> 01:14:18,163
  5890. so it's ready
  5891. for the soundtrack.
  5892.  
  5893. 1294
  5894. 01:14:18,165 --> 01:14:20,799
  5895. BEN: I... I'm gonna.
  5896.  
  5897. 1295
  5898. 01:14:20,801 --> 01:14:23,702
  5899. It's really cool that, uh,
  5900.  
  5901. 1296
  5902. 01:14:23,704 --> 01:14:26,705
  5903. Astor's got some stuff
  5904. for the soundtrack too.
  5905.  
  5906. 1297
  5907. 01:14:26,707 --> 01:14:28,040
  5908. Oh, my God, JT.
  5909.  
  5910. 1298
  5911. 01:14:28,042 --> 01:14:30,811
  5912. I really can't talk
  5913. about this again.
  5914.  
  5915. 1299
  5916. 01:14:38,918 --> 01:14:40,853
  5917. I'm sorry, babe.
  5918.  
  5919. 1300
  5920. 01:14:43,090 --> 01:14:45,689
  5921. I am thinkin' about it.
  5922.  
  5923. 1301
  5924. 01:14:45,691 --> 01:14:47,959
  5925. Okay.
  5926.  
  5927. 1302
  5928. 01:14:47,961 --> 01:14:49,895
  5929. Remember, babe,
  5930. that scene tomorrow
  5931.  
  5932. 1303
  5933. 01:14:49,897 --> 01:14:51,630
  5934. that I was talkin' about
  5935. earlier?
  5936.  
  5937. 1304
  5938. 01:14:51,632 --> 01:14:54,766
  5939. When you see Jeremiah
  5940. in the... in the basement?
  5941.  
  5942. 1305
  5943. 01:14:54,768 --> 01:14:56,368
  5944. You know, I know I was gonna
  5945. shoot it with the dolly,
  5946.  
  5947. 1306
  5948. 01:14:56,370 --> 01:14:57,668
  5949. remember I was telling you about
  5950. earlier?
  5951.  
  5952. 1307
  5953. 01:14:57,670 --> 01:14:59,036
  5954. But I feel like,
  5955.  
  5956. 1308
  5957. 01:14:59,038 --> 01:15:01,273
  5958. I feel like
  5959. I need to shoot it handheld...
  5960.  
  5961. 1309
  5962. 01:15:01,275 --> 01:15:03,175
  5963. You mind if I take a shower?
  5964. I've just been like
  5965.  
  5966. 1310
  5967. 01:15:03,177 --> 01:15:04,975
  5968. runnin' around all day.
  5969. I feel really dirty.
  5970.  
  5971. 1311
  5972. 01:15:04,977 --> 01:15:06,144
  5973. EVA: It's over there.
  5974.  
  5975. 1312
  5976. 01:15:06,146 --> 01:15:07,711
  5977. I think it'd be much cooler...
  5978.  
  5979. 1313
  5980. 01:15:07,713 --> 01:15:10,650
  5981. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  5982.  
  5983. 1314
  5984. 01:15:42,783 --> 01:15:45,316
  5985. BEN: Hey.
  5986.  
  5987. 1315
  5988. 01:15:45,318 --> 01:15:47,718
  5989. EVA: You're not helping.
  5990. BEN: I'm helping you.
  5991.  
  5992. 1316
  5993. 01:15:47,720 --> 01:15:49,787
  5994. Stop! Stop it.
  5995.  
  5996. 1317
  5997. 01:15:49,789 --> 01:15:52,358
  5998. EVA: I'm tired, let's go.
  5999. Oh, my God.
  6000.  
  6001. 1318
  6002. 01:15:54,026 --> 01:15:57,728
  6003. Hey. It's so late, babe.
  6004. Just crash here.
  6005.  
  6006. 1319
  6007. 01:15:57,730 --> 01:16:01,866
  6008. This is actually super comfy.
  6009. Manson stayed on it last week.
  6010.  
  6011. 1320
  6012. 01:16:01,868 --> 01:16:04,169
  6013. We're gonna go to bed,
  6014. I'm so fucking tired.
  6015.  
  6016. 1321
  6017. 01:16:04,171 --> 01:16:06,438
  6018. - Night, JT.
  6019. - Goodnight.
  6020.  
  6021. 1322
  6022. 01:16:06,440 --> 01:16:08,174
  6023. - Goodnight.
  6024. - Hey.
  6025.  
  6026. 1323
  6027. 01:16:31,930 --> 01:16:33,865
  6028. [SIGHS]
  6029.  
  6030. 1324
  6031. 01:16:39,805 --> 01:16:42,742
  6032. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  6033.  
  6034. 1325
  6035. 01:16:56,422 --> 01:16:59,923
  6036. LAURA: She's not
  6037. really quitting, right?
  6038.  
  6039. 1326
  6040. 01:16:59,925 --> 01:17:02,059
  6041. I mean...
  6042.  
  6043. 1327
  6044. 01:17:02,061 --> 01:17:05,029
  6045. she'll come around, huh?
  6046.  
  6047. 1328
  6048. 01:17:05,031 --> 01:17:08,232
  6049. - We're a team.
  6050. - No, baby, no.
  6051.  
  6052. 1329
  6053. 01:17:08,234 --> 01:17:10,234
  6054. Look, I'm sorry, I gotta set
  6055. a boundary here, okay?
  6056.  
  6057. 1330
  6058. 01:17:10,236 --> 01:17:12,770
  6059. Either you stop...
  6060.  
  6061. 1331
  6062. 01:17:12,772 --> 01:17:14,271
  6063. or I'm out.
  6064.  
  6065. 1332
  6066. 01:17:14,273 --> 01:17:16,240
  6067. Hey.
  6068.  
  6069. 1333
  6070. 01:17:16,242 --> 01:17:18,945
  6071. You know what that means for me?
  6072.  
  6073. 1334
  6074. 01:17:30,323 --> 01:17:32,258
  6075. Okay, it's done.
  6076.  
  6077. 1335
  6078. 01:17:34,227 --> 01:17:36,227
  6079. Okay.
  6080.  
  6081. 1336
  6082. 01:17:36,229 --> 01:17:37,763
  6083. Okay.
  6084.  
  6085. 1337
  6086. 01:17:44,402 --> 01:17:47,339
  6087. [EDM MUSIC]
  6088.  
  6089. 1338
  6090. 01:18:21,440 --> 01:18:23,908
  6091. [BREATHING HEAVILY]
  6092.  
  6093. 1339
  6094. 01:18:44,863 --> 01:18:46,766
  6095. [SIGHS]
  6096.  
  6097. 1340
  6098. 01:18:51,970 --> 01:18:53,537
  6099. - Mm-hmm?
  6100. - Mm-hmm.
  6101.  
  6102. 1341
  6103. 01:18:53,539 --> 01:18:55,638
  6104. Alright, look, I gotta jet.
  6105.  
  6106. 1342
  6107. 01:18:55,640 --> 01:18:57,540
  6108. I'll be back soon, okay?
  6109.  
  6110. 1343
  6111. 01:18:57,542 --> 01:19:00,078
  6112. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  6113.  
  6114. 1344
  6115. 01:19:03,982 --> 01:19:07,216
  6116. LAURA: Don't worry,
  6117. I'll get back to writin'.
  6118.  
  6119. 1345
  6120. 01:19:07,218 --> 01:19:09,520
  6121. No, trust me, you.
  6122.  
  6123. 1346
  6124. 01:19:09,522 --> 01:19:12,322
  6125. I can't really answer that, Dot.
  6126.  
  6127. 1347
  6128. 01:19:12,324 --> 01:19:15,158
  6129. They said don't exist, so...
  6130.  
  6131. 1348
  6132. 01:19:15,160 --> 01:19:18,429
  6133. I'm not even talkin' to you
  6134. right now, right?
  6135.  
  6136. 1349
  6137. 01:19:18,431 --> 01:19:21,197
  6138. When shit that's this bleak...
  6139.  
  6140. 1350
  6141. 01:19:21,199 --> 01:19:23,366
  6142. You have no idea
  6143. where I could go,
  6144.  
  6145. 1351
  6146. 01:19:23,368 --> 01:19:25,337
  6147. what I could do to myself.
  6148.  
  6149. 1352
  6150. 01:19:26,938 --> 01:19:29,207
  6151. You have no idea.
  6152.  
  6153. 1353
  6154. 01:19:33,411 --> 01:19:34,579
  6155. JT.
  6156.  
  6157. 1354
  6158. 01:19:36,047 --> 01:19:38,247
  6159. I...
  6160.  
  6161. 1355
  6162. 01:19:38,249 --> 01:19:40,350
  6163. I think you've got
  6164. the wrong person,
  6165.  
  6166. 1356
  6167. 01:19:40,352 --> 01:19:43,318
  6168. but I'll send your server over.
  6169.  
  6170. 1357
  6171. 01:19:43,320 --> 01:19:46,021
  6172. [CHUCKLES] Okay.
  6173.  
  6174. 1358
  6175. 01:19:46,023 --> 01:19:48,493
  6176. LAURA: Jason, no, I don't...
  6177.  
  6178. 1359
  6179. 01:19:50,628 --> 01:19:52,695
  6180. What?
  6181.  
  6182. 1360
  6183. 01:19:52,697 --> 01:19:55,367
  6184. Really? That's crazy.
  6185.  
  6186. 1361
  6187. 01:19:57,469 --> 01:19:59,404
  6188. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  6189.  
  6190. 1362
  6191. 01:20:03,208 --> 01:20:07,143
  6192. LAURA: Just trying to cut me
  6193. down, say I don't exist.
  6194.  
  6195. 1363
  6196. 01:20:07,145 --> 01:20:12,047
  6197. And I'm out there,
  6198. say I'm workin' in a restaurant
  6199.  
  6200. 1364
  6201. 01:20:12,049 --> 01:20:14,419
  6202. when I'm here talkin' to you...
  6203.  
  6204. 1365
  6205. 01:20:18,423 --> 01:20:20,723
  6206. LAURA: Eva, why would you
  6207. for one second
  6208.  
  6209. 1366
  6210. 01:20:20,725 --> 01:20:22,992
  6211. listen to some dumb rumor?
  6212.  
  6213. 1367
  6214. 01:20:22,994 --> 01:20:25,395
  6215. Rumors have been circling me
  6216. for years.
  6217.  
  6218. 1368
  6219. 01:20:25,397 --> 01:20:28,131
  6220. I mean, come on,
  6221. you know my spirit,
  6222.  
  6223. 1369
  6224. 01:20:28,133 --> 01:20:30,133
  6225. my soul, my art.
  6226.  
  6227. 1370
  6228. 01:20:30,135 --> 01:20:32,134
  6229. We're creative partners.
  6230.  
  6231. 1371
  6232. 01:20:32,136 --> 01:20:34,069
  6233. You gotta trust me on this.
  6234.  
  6235. 1372
  6236. 01:20:34,071 --> 01:20:35,971
  6237. How can I pro...
  6238.  
  6239. 1373
  6240. 01:20:35,973 --> 01:20:37,507
  6241. The premiere...
  6242.  
  6243. 1374
  6244. 01:20:37,509 --> 01:20:39,675
  6245. [SIGHS] Of course,
  6246. I wanna come, but...
  6247.  
  6248. 1375
  6249. 01:20:39,677 --> 01:20:42,246
  6250. you know how hard
  6251. travel is on me.
  6252.  
  6253. 1376
  6254. 01:20:43,748 --> 01:20:46,982
  6255. Yeah, okay, I get it, I get...
  6256.  
  6257. 1377
  6258. 01:20:46,984 --> 01:20:48,919
  6259. I... I'll go.
  6260.  
  6261. 1378
  6262. 01:20:50,188 --> 01:20:51,956
  6263. I'll be there.
  6264.  
  6265. 1379
  6266. 01:21:08,473 --> 01:21:10,473
  6267. [SIGHS]
  6268.  
  6269. 1380
  6270. 01:21:10,475 --> 01:21:12,943
  6271. - SEAN: Everything okay?
  6272. - Yeah.
  6273.  
  6274. 1381
  6275. 01:21:20,083 --> 01:21:21,985
  6276. Was that Laura?
  6277.  
  6278. 1382
  6279. 01:21:25,589 --> 01:21:27,224
  6280. I can tell.
  6281.  
  6282. 1383
  6283. 01:21:29,426 --> 01:21:32,260
  6284. Eva's movie,
  6285. or JT's movie or whatever
  6286.  
  6287. 1384
  6288. 01:21:32,262 --> 01:21:34,331
  6289. got into
  6290. the Cannes Film Festival.
  6291.  
  6292. 1385
  6293. 01:21:37,602 --> 01:21:40,305
  6294. And they want JT to go.
  6295.  
  6296. 1386
  6297. 01:21:41,673 --> 01:21:43,738
  6298. Well, they're pretty
  6299. desperate...
  6300.  
  6301. 1387
  6302. 01:21:43,740 --> 01:21:48,043
  6303. for him to be there, like,
  6304. to promote the movie, and...
  6305.  
  6306. 1388
  6307. 01:21:48,045 --> 01:21:51,480
  6308. and they'd pay me,
  6309. like, $1000 a day.
  6310.  
  6311. 1389
  6312. 01:21:51,482 --> 01:21:54,416
  6313. And people are skeptical, too,
  6314. you know, especially Eva.
  6315.  
  6316. 1390
  6317. 01:21:54,418 --> 01:21:56,218
  6318. If JT doesn't go,
  6319. the whole thing will be over
  6320.  
  6321. 1391
  6322. 01:21:56,220 --> 01:21:58,386
  6323. for Laura, you know.
  6324.  
  6325. 1392
  6326. 01:21:58,388 --> 01:22:01,024
  6327. I know, but... so what?
  6328.  
  6329. 1393
  6330. 01:22:02,494 --> 01:22:04,794
  6331. Every time you come back
  6332. from being JT,
  6333.  
  6334. 1394
  6335. 01:22:04,796 --> 01:22:06,462
  6336. you're a mess.
  6337.  
  6338. 1395
  6339. 01:22:06,464 --> 01:22:08,763
  6340. I could use the money.
  6341. It's a lot of money.
  6342.  
  6343. 1396
  6344. 01:22:08,765 --> 01:22:11,133
  6345. Use a few more people
  6346. while you're at it?
  6347.  
  6348. 1397
  6349. 01:22:12,803 --> 01:22:17,741
  6350. That's a... really reductive,
  6351. simplified version of it.
  6352.  
  6353. 1398
  6354. 01:22:19,243 --> 01:22:21,211
  6355. We've talked about that.
  6356.  
  6357. 1399
  6358. 01:22:22,246 --> 01:22:23,712
  6359. Okay.
  6360.  
  6361. 1400
  6362. 01:22:23,714 --> 01:22:25,717
  6363. Let's get real for a second.
  6364.  
  6365. 1401
  6366. 01:22:29,152 --> 01:22:33,354
  6367. People respond to JT
  6368. because of who they think he is.
  6369.  
  6370. 1402
  6371. 01:22:33,356 --> 01:22:35,289
  6372. But what you guys are doing
  6373. is just like...
  6374.  
  6375. 1403
  6376. 01:22:35,291 --> 01:22:39,261
  6377. People get just as much
  6378. as they put into it.
  6379.  
  6380. 1404
  6381. 01:22:39,263 --> 01:22:41,663
  6382. It's like they use us,
  6383. we use them.
  6384.  
  6385. 1405
  6386. 01:22:41,665 --> 01:22:44,099
  6387. Everyone uses each other.
  6388. That's, like, how it is.
  6389.  
  6390. 1406
  6391. 01:22:44,101 --> 01:22:45,269
  6392. Oh, my God.
  6393.  
  6394. 1407
  6395. 01:22:46,803 --> 01:22:49,039
  6396. You've already decided,
  6397. haven't you?
  6398.  
  6399. 1408
  6400. 01:22:49,841 --> 01:22:52,541
  6401. It's one more time.
  6402.  
  6403. 1409
  6404. 01:22:52,543 --> 01:22:53,843
  6405. I mean, do you hear yourself
  6406. right now?
  6407.  
  6408. 1410
  6409. 01:22:53,845 --> 01:22:57,144
  6410. Just one more time again?
  6411. Like...
  6412.  
  6413. 1411
  6414. 01:22:57,146 --> 01:22:59,113
  6415. You sound like an addict.
  6416.  
  6417. 1412
  6418. 01:22:59,115 --> 01:23:01,550
  6419. Honestly, I'm...
  6420.  
  6421. 1413
  6422. 01:23:01,552 --> 01:23:03,351
  6423. missing something.
  6424.  
  6425. 1414
  6426. 01:23:03,353 --> 01:23:06,220
  6427. Like, I... I miss it.
  6428.  
  6429. 1415
  6430. 01:23:06,222 --> 01:23:08,124
  6431. Please. We both know
  6432. this is about Eva.
  6433.  
  6434. 1416
  6435. 01:23:11,595 --> 01:23:13,230
  6436. You miss her?
  6437.  
  6438. 1417
  6439. 01:23:15,299 --> 01:23:17,766
  6440. Do you wanna see her?
  6441.  
  6442. 1418
  6443. 01:23:17,768 --> 01:23:20,434
  6444. But that's not happenin', Sav.
  6445.  
  6446. 1419
  6447. 01:23:20,436 --> 01:23:22,336
  6448. I mean, it's crazy.
  6449.  
  6450. 1420
  6451. 01:23:22,338 --> 01:23:24,841
  6452. She's into who she thinks JT is,
  6453. not you.
  6454.  
  6455. 1421
  6456. 01:23:29,580 --> 01:23:31,615
  6457. I fucked her in Paris.
  6458.  
  6459. 1422
  6460. 01:23:34,284 --> 01:23:36,484
  6461. - What?
  6462. SAVANNAH: I should've told you.
  6463.  
  6464. 1423
  6465. 01:23:36,486 --> 01:23:38,422
  6466. I... I'm sorry.
  6467.  
  6468. 1424
  6469. 01:23:45,896 --> 01:23:47,831
  6470. I always knew you had a crush.
  6471.  
  6472. 1425
  6473. 01:23:49,465 --> 01:23:51,300
  6474. I mean, it was fuckin' obvious.
  6475.  
  6476. 1426
  6477. 01:23:53,235 --> 01:23:56,372
  6478. But, of course, I... I didn't
  6479. think it really meant anything.
  6480.  
  6481. 1427
  6482. 01:23:57,808 --> 01:23:59,874
  6483. I mean, you know me.
  6484.  
  6485. 1428
  6486. 01:23:59,876 --> 01:24:01,509
  6487. Had you told me earlier,
  6488. I wouldn't have freaked out
  6489.  
  6490. 1429
  6491. 01:24:01,511 --> 01:24:03,547
  6492. but to lie about it?
  6493.  
  6494. 1430
  6495. 01:24:06,550 --> 01:24:08,349
  6496. Just think about what you want
  6497. and what you're doin'
  6498.  
  6499. 1431
  6500. 01:24:08,351 --> 01:24:10,186
  6501. and then we can talk.
  6502.  
  6503. 1432
  6504. 01:24:27,336 --> 01:24:29,938
  6505. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  6506.  
  6507. 1433
  6508. 01:24:29,940 --> 01:24:33,440
  6509. ♪ Like a tunnel
  6510. that you follow ♪
  6511.  
  6512. 1434
  6513. 01:24:33,442 --> 01:24:38,379
  6514. ♪ To a tunnel of its own
  6515.  
  6516. 1435
  6517. 01:24:38,381 --> 01:24:41,715
  6518. ♪ Down a hollow to a cavern
  6519.  
  6520. 1436
  6521. 01:24:41,717 --> 01:24:46,654
  6522. ♪ Where the sun
  6523. has never shone ♪
  6524.  
  6525. 1437
  6526. 01:24:46,656 --> 01:24:50,457
  6527. ♪ Like a door
  6528. that keeps revolving ♪
  6529.  
  6530. 1438
  6531. 01:24:50,459 --> 01:24:55,261
  6532. ♪ In a half-forgotten dream
  6533.  
  6534. 1439
  6535. 01:24:55,263 --> 01:24:58,264
  6536. ♪ Or the ripples from a pebble
  6537.  
  6538. 1440
  6539. 01:24:58,266 --> 01:25:03,337
  6540. ♪ Someone tosses in a stream
  6541.  
  6542. 1441
  6543. 01:25:03,339 --> 01:25:06,874
  6544. ♪ Like a clock
  6545. whose hands are sweeping ♪
  6546.  
  6547. 1442
  6548. 01:25:06,876 --> 01:25:11,846
  6549. ♪ Past the minutes of its face
  6550.  
  6551. 1443
  6552. 01:25:11,848 --> 01:25:14,849
  6553. ♪ And the world
  6554. is like an apple ♪
  6555.  
  6556. 1444
  6557. 01:25:14,851 --> 01:25:17,788
  6558. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  6559.  
  6560. 1445
  6561. 01:25:19,922 --> 01:25:23,423
  6562. ♪ Like the circles
  6563. that you find ♪
  6564.  
  6565. 1446
  6566. 01:25:23,425 --> 01:25:27,596
  6567. ♪ In the windmills
  6568. of your mind ♪
  6569.  
  6570. 1447
  6571. 01:25:31,867 --> 01:25:34,935
  6572. ♪ Keys that jingle
  6573. in your pocket ♪
  6574.  
  6575. 1448
  6576. 01:25:34,937 --> 01:25:39,506
  6577. ♪ Words that jangle
  6578. in your head ♪
  6579.  
  6580. 1449
  6581. 01:25:39,508 --> 01:25:43,276
  6582. ♪ Why did summer
  6583. go so quickly? ♪
  6584.  
  6585. 1450
  6586. 01:25:43,278 --> 01:25:47,580
  6587. ♪ Was it something
  6588. that you said? ♪
  6589.  
  6590. 1451
  6591. 01:25:47,582 --> 01:25:50,751
  6592. ♪ Lovers walk along the shore
  6593.  
  6594. 1452
  6595. 01:25:50,753 --> 01:25:55,689
  6596. ♪ And leave their footprints
  6597. in the sand ♪
  6598.  
  6599. 1453
  6600. 01:25:55,691 --> 01:25:59,326
  6601. ♪ Is the sound
  6602. of distant drumming ♪
  6603.  
  6604. 1454
  6605. 01:25:59,328 --> 01:26:03,931
  6606. ♪ Just the fingers
  6607. of your hands? ♪
  6608.  
  6609. 1455
  6610. 01:26:03,933 --> 01:26:07,533
  6611. ♪ Pictures hanging
  6612. in a hallway ♪
  6613.  
  6614. 1456
  6615. 01:26:07,535 --> 01:26:11,939
  6616. ♪ And the fragment of a song
  6617.  
  6618. 1457
  6619. 01:26:11,941 --> 01:26:15,642
  6620. ♪ Half-remembered names
  6621. and faces ♪
  6622.  
  6623. 1458
  6624. 01:26:15,644 --> 01:26:20,346
  6625. ♪ But to whom do they belong?
  6626.  
  6627. 1459
  6628. 01:26:20,348 --> 01:26:23,817
  6629. ♪ When you knew
  6630. that it was over ♪
  6631.  
  6632. 1460
  6633. 01:26:23,819 --> 01:26:28,455
  6634. ♪ You were suddenly aware
  6635.  
  6636. 1461
  6637. 01:26:28,457 --> 01:26:32,358
  6638. ♪ That the autumn leaves
  6639. were turning ♪
  6640.  
  6641. 1462
  6642. 01:26:32,360 --> 01:26:36,863
  6643. ♪ To the color of his hair
  6644.  
  6645. 1463
  6646. 01:26:36,865 --> 01:26:39,833
  6647. ♪ Like a circle in a spiral
  6648.  
  6649. 1464
  6650. 01:26:39,835 --> 01:26:42,770
  6651. ♪ Like a wheel within a wheel
  6652.  
  6653. 1465
  6654. 01:26:42,772 --> 01:26:46,073
  6655. ♪ Never ending or beginning
  6656.  
  6657. 1466
  6658. 01:26:46,075 --> 01:26:49,076
  6659. ♪ On an ever-spinning reel
  6660.  
  6661. 1467
  6662. 01:26:49,078 --> 01:26:53,747
  6663. ♪ As the images unwind
  6664.  
  6665. 1468
  6666. 01:26:53,749 --> 01:26:58,384
  6667. ♪ Like the circles
  6668. that you find ♪
  6669.  
  6670. 1469
  6671. 01:26:58,386 --> 01:27:04,793
  6672. ♪ In the windmills
  6673. of your mind ♪
  6674.  
  6675. 1470
  6676. 01:27:07,629 --> 01:27:12,099
  6677. ♪ Like the circles
  6678. that you find ♪
  6679.  
  6680. 1471
  6681. 01:27:12,101 --> 01:27:15,702
  6682. ♪ In the windmills of
  6683.  
  6684. 1472
  6685. 01:27:15,704 --> 01:27:17,403
  6686. LAURA AS SPEEDIE: Oy.
  6687.  
  6688. 1473
  6689. 01:27:17,405 --> 01:27:20,373
  6690. ♪ Your mind ♪
  6691.  
  6692. 1474
  6693. 01:27:20,375 --> 01:27:22,975
  6694. - LAURA AS SPEEDIE: Oy.
  6695. - Hey, Eva. Hey.
  6696.  
  6697. 1475
  6698. 01:27:22,977 --> 01:27:25,812
  6699. SPEEDIE: They want the two
  6700. of you to introduce the film.
  6701.  
  6702. 1476
  6703. 01:27:25,814 --> 01:27:28,714
  6704. - No, no. Shh.
  6705. - Eva! Eva!
  6706.  
  6707. 1477
  6708. 01:27:28,716 --> 01:27:30,783
  6709. - No, no.
  6710. - What?
  6711.  
  6712. 1478
  6713. 01:27:30,785 --> 01:27:32,718
  6714. - Babyhead.
  6715. - Oh, my God.
  6716.  
  6717. 1479
  6718. 01:27:32,720 --> 01:27:34,687
  6719. What's... come here.
  6720.  
  6721. 1480
  6722. 01:27:34,689 --> 01:27:36,025
  6723. What's wrong?
  6724.  
  6725. 1481
  6726. 01:27:37,927 --> 01:27:40,393
  6727. SAVANNAH: I don't know
  6728. what I was thinking.
  6729.  
  6730. 1482
  6731. 01:27:40,395 --> 01:27:41,728
  6732. I really thought that
  6733.  
  6734. 1483
  6735. 01:27:41,730 --> 01:27:43,029
  6736. something could have worked out
  6737. between us.
  6738.  
  6739. 1484
  6740. 01:27:43,031 --> 01:27:45,698
  6741. I feel like a complete idiot.
  6742.  
  6743. 1485
  6744. 01:27:45,700 --> 01:27:48,901
  6745. Oh, don't blame yourself.
  6746.  
  6747. 1486
  6748. 01:27:48,903 --> 01:27:51,904
  6749. Okay? Oh, my God.
  6750.  
  6751. 1487
  6752. 01:27:51,906 --> 01:27:53,773
  6753. What? For going there?
  6754.  
  6755. 1488
  6756. 01:27:53,775 --> 01:27:56,578
  6757. If we never let ourselves
  6758. go there, we'll never grow.
  6759.  
  6760. 1489
  6761. 01:27:57,745 --> 01:28:00,013
  6762. So, you're stuck, right?
  6763.  
  6764. 1490
  6765. 01:28:00,015 --> 01:28:03,183
  6766. Some emotional vortex with her.
  6767.  
  6768. 1491
  6769. 01:28:03,185 --> 01:28:05,685
  6770. There's no way around that,
  6771. so you need to talk to her
  6772.  
  6773. 1492
  6774. 01:28:05,687 --> 01:28:09,121
  6775. about what happened
  6776. in Tennessee.
  6777.  
  6778. 1493
  6779. 01:28:09,123 --> 01:28:11,860
  6780. You're at an impasse,
  6781. my beautiful friend.
  6782.  
  6783. 1494
  6784. 01:28:13,761 --> 01:28:15,029
  6785. Okay?
  6786.  
  6787. 1495
  6788. 01:28:16,965 --> 01:28:19,532
  6789. It's like one of those sores
  6790. that scabs over
  6791.  
  6792. 1496
  6793. 01:28:19,534 --> 01:28:22,969
  6794. and all kinds of dirt
  6795. are underneath.
  6796.  
  6797. 1497
  6798. 01:28:22,971 --> 01:28:26,539
  6799. You just gotta go back in
  6800. and take that dirt out.
  6801.  
  6802. 1498
  6803. 01:28:26,541 --> 01:28:29,809
  6804. Talk to her and clean up
  6805. this mess, right?
  6806.  
  6807. 1499
  6808. 01:28:29,811 --> 01:28:31,843
  6809. Yeah.
  6810.  
  6811. 1500
  6812. 01:28:31,845 --> 01:28:34,849
  6813. Hey, I love you.
  6814.  
  6815. 1501
  6816. 01:28:37,018 --> 01:28:38,753
  6817. - Love you.
  6818. - Come on.
  6819.  
  6820. 1502
  6821. 01:28:40,221 --> 01:28:43,222
  6822. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  6823.  
  6824. 1503
  6825. 01:28:43,224 --> 01:28:45,691
  6826. ELLIOT: You took a film
  6827. about truck stop hookers
  6828.  
  6829. 1504
  6830. 01:28:45,693 --> 01:28:47,593
  6831. to the Cannes Film Festival.
  6832.  
  6833. 1505
  6834. 01:28:47,595 --> 01:28:49,795
  6835. People know you're only involved
  6836. if it's edgy,
  6837.  
  6838. 1506
  6839. 01:28:49,797 --> 01:28:51,898
  6840. if it's relevant, if it's real.
  6841.  
  6842. 1507
  6843. 01:28:51,900 --> 01:28:54,799
  6844. But more importantly,
  6845. JT is interested
  6846.  
  6847. 1508
  6848. 01:28:54,801 --> 01:28:57,836
  6849. in taking the problems
  6850. of the soul, the spirit,
  6851.  
  6852. 1509
  6853. 01:28:57,838 --> 01:29:00,772
  6854. and transforming them
  6855. into craft, you know.
  6856.  
  6857. 1510
  6858. 01:29:00,774 --> 01:29:03,910
  6859. Oh, my God,
  6860. he does it with his own designs!
  6861.  
  6862. 1511
  6863. 01:29:03,912 --> 01:29:05,577
  6864. You, uh, design?
  6865.  
  6866. 1512
  6867. 01:29:05,579 --> 01:29:07,914
  6868. Oh, he's, he's amazing.
  6869.  
  6870. 1513
  6871. 01:29:07,916 --> 01:29:09,617
  6872. So many...
  6873.  
  6874. 1514
  6875. 01:29:18,659 --> 01:29:21,728
  6876. I... I just wanna, um,
  6877. say something.
  6878.  
  6879. 1515
  6880. 01:29:29,137 --> 01:29:32,004
  6881. Just that in Tennessee,
  6882.  
  6883. 1516
  6884. 01:29:32,006 --> 01:29:34,941
  6885. I was feeling, um,
  6886.  
  6887. 1517
  6888. 01:29:34,943 --> 01:29:38,177
  6889. like, really hurt
  6890. 'cause, you know,
  6891.  
  6892. 1518
  6893. 01:29:38,179 --> 01:29:42,214
  6894. that you were with, uh, Ben.
  6895.  
  6896. 1519
  6897. 01:29:42,216 --> 01:29:44,149
  6898. Not that
  6899. you s... shouldn't have been,
  6900.  
  6901. 1520
  6902. 01:29:44,151 --> 01:29:47,185
  6903. it's just, um...
  6904.  
  6905. 1521
  6906. 01:29:47,187 --> 01:29:50,822
  6907. I shouldn't have been there
  6908. and...
  6909.  
  6910. 1522
  6911. 01:29:50,824 --> 01:29:54,260
  6912. it was awkward and shitty, uh...
  6913.  
  6914. 1523
  6915. 01:29:54,262 --> 01:29:56,195
  6916. Really?
  6917.  
  6918. 1524
  6919. 01:29:56,197 --> 01:29:58,532
  6920. That's what
  6921. you wanna talk about, JT?
  6922.  
  6923. 1525
  6924. 01:30:02,036 --> 01:30:05,571
  6925. What did you expect?
  6926. Like, one drunk fuck
  6927.  
  6928. 1526
  6929. 01:30:05,573 --> 01:30:07,639
  6930. and I was gonna run off
  6931. into the sunset with you
  6932.  
  6933. 1527
  6934. 01:30:07,641 --> 01:30:10,610
  6935. and be in some sweet little
  6936. lesbian relationship?
  6937.  
  6938. 1528
  6939. 01:30:13,080 --> 01:30:15,515
  6940. I mean,
  6941. you wr... wrote all those...
  6942.  
  6943. 1529
  6944. 01:30:18,051 --> 01:30:20,221
  6945. e-mails, you know.
  6946.  
  6947. 1530
  6948. 01:30:23,857 --> 01:30:26,060
  6949. I guess you just wanted
  6950. the film rights.
  6951.  
  6952. 1531
  6953. 01:30:30,298 --> 01:30:32,766
  6954. EVA: I put my whole life
  6955. in this movie.
  6956.  
  6957. 1532
  6958. 01:30:34,901 --> 01:30:38,737
  6959. I made a movie that is based
  6960. on a true story, right?
  6961.  
  6962. 1533
  6963. 01:30:38,739 --> 01:30:40,707
  6964. I made this film for you.
  6965.  
  6966. 1534
  6967. 01:30:42,709 --> 01:30:44,243
  6968. I mean, you kind of made it
  6969. for yourself too...
  6970.  
  6971. 1535
  6972. 01:30:44,245 --> 01:30:47,246
  6973. You know, don't tell me
  6974. who I made this movie for!
  6975.  
  6976. 1536
  6977. 01:30:47,248 --> 01:30:48,813
  6978. Alright, and don't pretend
  6979. like you don't know
  6980.  
  6981. 1537
  6982. 01:30:48,815 --> 01:30:50,584
  6983. what I'm trying to talk about.
  6984.  
  6985. 1538
  6986. 01:30:52,186 --> 01:30:55,353
  6987. Do you know how many times
  6988. I had to defend you?
  6989.  
  6990. 1539
  6991. 01:30:55,355 --> 01:30:58,992
  6992. Like tell people,
  6993. "No, JT is actually real?"
  6994.  
  6995. 1540
  6996. 01:31:01,328 --> 01:31:04,631
  6997. If this whole thing turns out
  6998. to be bullshit...
  6999.  
  7000. 1541
  7001. 01:31:11,038 --> 01:31:14,208
  7002. I'm gonna be devastated, JT,
  7003. okay?
  7004.  
  7005. 1542
  7006. 01:31:16,377 --> 01:31:19,110
  7007. You gotta tell me.
  7008.  
  7009. 1543
  7010. 01:31:19,112 --> 01:31:21,982
  7011. Please tell me
  7012. that your story is real.
  7013.  
  7014. 1544
  7015. 01:31:23,616 --> 01:31:25,919
  7016. Tell me that you wrote
  7017. these books...
  7018.  
  7019. 1545
  7020. 01:31:27,653 --> 01:31:29,923
  7021. and that you are
  7022. who you say you are.
  7023.  
  7024. 1546
  7025. 01:31:41,235 --> 01:31:42,802
  7026. Eva...
  7027.  
  7028. 1547
  7029. 01:31:50,643 --> 01:31:53,013
  7030. I mean, JT's whoever
  7031. you want him to be.
  7032.  
  7033. 1548
  7034. 01:31:59,786 --> 01:32:01,088
  7035. Oh, my God.
  7036.  
  7037. 1549
  7038. 01:32:02,322 --> 01:32:05,192
  7039. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  7040.  
  7041. 1550
  7042. 01:32:16,969 --> 01:32:18,904
  7043. [SIGHS]
  7044.  
  7045. 1551
  7046. 01:32:35,321 --> 01:32:38,021
  7047. LAURA AS JT: I feel like
  7048. we're salmon
  7049.  
  7050. 1552
  7051. 01:32:38,023 --> 01:32:40,791
  7052. returning to our ocean home.
  7053.  
  7054. 1553
  7055. 01:32:40,793 --> 01:32:43,261
  7056. And w... we're finally leavin'
  7057. the chrysalis
  7058.  
  7059. 1554
  7060. 01:32:43,263 --> 01:32:48,166
  7061. to become the monarch
  7062. butterflies of our own selves.
  7063.  
  7064. 1555
  7065. 01:32:48,168 --> 01:32:51,269
  7066. I feel like I've arrived.
  7067.  
  7068. 1556
  7069. 01:32:51,271 --> 01:32:55,472
  7070. Like I finally found
  7071. my true self.
  7072.  
  7073. 1557
  7074. 01:32:55,474 --> 01:32:58,410
  7075. [TELEPHONE RINGING]
  7076.  
  7077. 1558
  7078. 01:33:01,013 --> 01:33:03,847
  7079. JOHN: Laura, this is John
  7080. Bradwell from "The Guardian."
  7081.  
  7082. 1559
  7083. 01:33:03,849 --> 01:33:05,849
  7084. I'm running a piece about JT.
  7085.  
  7086. 1560
  7087. 01:33:05,851 --> 01:33:08,886
  7088. In particular, about the photo
  7089. I found online of Savannah.
  7090.  
  7091. 1561
  7092. 01:33:08,888 --> 01:33:12,190
  7093. It looks strikingly
  7094. like Mr. LeRoy.
  7095.  
  7096. 1562
  7097. 01:33:12,192 --> 01:33:15,126
  7098. It'd really be in your best
  7099. interest to return my call.
  7100.  
  7101. 1563
  7102. 01:33:15,128 --> 01:33:17,495
  7103. [SIGHS] Fuck.
  7104.  
  7105. 1564
  7106. 01:33:17,497 --> 01:33:19,496
  7107. JOHN: Geoff, Bradwell
  7108. with "The Guardian"
  7109.  
  7110. 1565
  7111. 01:33:19,498 --> 01:33:21,231
  7112. calling again
  7113. to confirm that Savannah...
  7114.  
  7115. 1566
  7116. 01:33:21,233 --> 01:33:24,201
  7117. Yeah, yeah, uh, Savannah,
  7118. uh, my sister,
  7119.  
  7120. 1567
  7121. 01:33:24,203 --> 01:33:28,038
  7122. was... was the body
  7123. of... of JT LeRoy, yeah.
  7124.  
  7125. 1568
  7126. 01:33:28,040 --> 01:33:30,340
  7127. But... but Laura was...
  7128. Laura was the voice.
  7129.  
  7130. 1569
  7131. 01:33:30,342 --> 01:33:31,975
  7132. She... she did all the writing.
  7133.  
  7134. 1570
  7135. 01:33:31,977 --> 01:33:34,978
  7136. JOHN: Savannah,
  7137. Bradwell calling again.
  7138.  
  7139. 1571
  7140. 01:33:34,980 --> 01:33:37,315
  7141. Listen, I know for a fact
  7142. that you're JT,
  7143.  
  7144. 1572
  7145. 01:33:37,317 --> 01:33:39,117
  7146. so at this point
  7147. you should really
  7148.  
  7149. 1573
  7150. 01:33:39,119 --> 01:33:41,919
  7151. just make a statement
  7152. before my story runs.
  7153.  
  7154. 1574
  7155. 01:33:41,921 --> 01:33:43,855
  7156. [DRAMATIC MUSIC]
  7157.  
  7158. 1575
  7159. 01:33:45,457 --> 01:33:48,025
  7160. This may sound crazy,
  7161. but the whole thing was never
  7162.  
  7163. 1576
  7164. 01:33:48,027 --> 01:33:50,160
  7165. a... a big scheme.
  7166. Never at all.
  7167.  
  7168. 1577
  7169. 01:33:50,162 --> 01:33:52,329
  7170. I mean, it was just...
  7171.  
  7172. 1578
  7173. 01:33:52,331 --> 01:33:53,830
  7174. I don't know.
  7175. It just got out of hand.
  7176.  
  7177. 1579
  7178. 01:33:53,832 --> 01:33:55,167
  7179. It snowballed, I guess.
  7180.  
  7181. 1580
  7182. 01:34:04,244 --> 01:34:06,976
  7183. What the fuck?
  7184.  
  7185. 1581
  7186. 01:34:06,978 --> 01:34:10,480
  7187. I guess we betrayed some people,
  7188. sure.
  7189.  
  7190. 1582
  7191. 01:34:10,482 --> 01:34:13,419
  7192. [SPEAKING IN FRENCH]
  7193.  
  7194. 1583
  7195. 01:34:17,456 --> 01:34:19,856
  7196. Baby, did you get followed?
  7197.  
  7198. 1584
  7199. 01:34:19,858 --> 01:34:21,525
  7200. I don't know.
  7201. I don't think so.
  7202.  
  7203. 1585
  7204. 01:34:21,527 --> 01:34:24,061
  7205. [BREATHING HEAVILY]
  7206. Oh, fuck.
  7207.  
  7208. 1586
  7209. 01:34:24,063 --> 01:34:25,898
  7210. This is a fucking witch hunt.
  7211.  
  7212. 1587
  7213. 01:34:27,266 --> 01:34:28,966
  7214. Do you... you want a tea?
  7215.  
  7216. 1588
  7217. 01:34:28,968 --> 01:34:30,900
  7218. Or I can... I can make you eggs
  7219. or something.
  7220.  
  7221. 1589
  7222. 01:34:30,902 --> 01:34:33,004
  7223. No, I... I can't eat anything.
  7224. I'm okay.
  7225.  
  7226. 1590
  7227. 01:34:34,473 --> 01:34:36,373
  7228. Oh, my God.
  7229.  
  7230. 1591
  7231. 01:34:36,375 --> 01:34:38,110
  7232. Babe.
  7233.  
  7234. 1592
  7235. 01:34:39,345 --> 01:34:40,946
  7236. [SIGHS]
  7237.  
  7238. 1593
  7239. 01:34:43,815 --> 01:34:46,218
  7240. They know who I am now.
  7241.  
  7242. 1594
  7243. 01:34:51,924 --> 01:34:53,993
  7244. I'm so ashamed.
  7245.  
  7246. 1595
  7247. 01:34:58,597 --> 01:35:01,032
  7248. I just wanna fucking disappear.
  7249.  
  7250. 1596
  7251. 01:35:05,571 --> 01:35:07,106
  7252. How are you holding up?
  7253.  
  7254. 1597
  7255. 01:35:09,041 --> 01:35:12,478
  7256. I mean, I figured I'd feel
  7257. some kind of relief...
  7258.  
  7259. 1598
  7260. 01:35:15,281 --> 01:35:17,281
  7261. but I'm kind of at a loss.
  7262.  
  7263. 1599
  7264. 01:35:17,283 --> 01:35:18,816
  7265. I just, like...
  7266.  
  7267. 1600
  7268. 01:35:20,852 --> 01:35:22,954
  7269. - At a loss.
  7270. - Yeah.
  7271.  
  7272. 1601
  7273. 01:35:26,057 --> 01:35:27,393
  7274. Babyhead...
  7275.  
  7276. 1602
  7277. 01:35:29,395 --> 01:35:32,928
  7278. it's the fucking
  7279. end of the book.
  7280.  
  7281. 1603
  7282. 01:35:32,930 --> 01:35:36,166
  7283. It's like the end of "Sarah."
  7284.  
  7285. 1604
  7286. 01:35:36,168 --> 01:35:39,903
  7287. JT's like running naked
  7288. through the woods.
  7289.  
  7290. 1605
  7291. 01:35:39,905 --> 01:35:41,307
  7292. They have pitchforks.
  7293.  
  7294. 1606
  7295. 01:35:42,907 --> 01:35:44,575
  7296. They're fucking after him.
  7297.  
  7298. 1607
  7299. 01:35:46,210 --> 01:35:48,179
  7300. Mad 'cause he's actually a boy.
  7301.  
  7302. 1608
  7303. 01:35:52,283 --> 01:35:54,252
  7304. You could have written
  7305. a different ending.
  7306.  
  7307. 1609
  7308. 01:35:57,323 --> 01:35:59,224
  7309. Had to be that ending.
  7310.  
  7311. 1610
  7312. 01:36:06,564 --> 01:36:08,832
  7313. It's a great fuckin' ending.
  7314.  
  7315. 1611
  7316. 01:36:09,467 --> 01:36:11,169
  7317. [CHUCKLES]
  7318.  
  7319. 1612
  7320. 01:36:14,205 --> 01:36:16,140
  7321. [SIGHS]
  7322.  
  7323. 1613
  7324. 01:36:17,576 --> 01:36:20,409
  7325. [TELEPHONE RINGING]
  7326.  
  7327. 1614
  7328. 01:36:20,411 --> 01:36:23,114
  7329. LAURA: They think
  7330. that the work is fraudulent.
  7331.  
  7332. 1615
  7333. 01:36:26,084 --> 01:36:29,319
  7334. You know, this ain't a hoax,
  7335. this ain't fraud.
  7336.  
  7337. 1616
  7338. 01:36:29,321 --> 01:36:31,389
  7339. The books are real.
  7340.  
  7341. 1617
  7342. 01:36:35,193 --> 01:36:36,527
  7343. Hello?
  7344.  
  7345. 1618
  7346. 01:36:39,263 --> 01:36:40,965
  7347. Hello?
  7348.  
  7349. 1619
  7350. 01:37:07,492 --> 01:37:10,428
  7351. [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
  7352.  
  7353. 1620
  7354. 01:37:15,734 --> 01:37:17,669
  7355. [SIGHS]
  7356.  
  7357. 1621
  7358. 01:37:19,637 --> 01:37:22,471
  7359. WOMAN 6: Without further ado,
  7360. let's give a warm welcome
  7361.  
  7362. 1622
  7363. 01:37:22,473 --> 01:37:24,707
  7364. to Laura Albert.
  7365.  
  7366. 1623
  7367. 01:37:24,709 --> 01:37:27,645
  7368. [CROWD APPLAUDING]
  7369.  
  7370. 1624
  7371. 01:37:35,620 --> 01:37:38,156
  7372. [BREATHES DEEPLY]
  7373.  
  7374. 1625
  7375. 01:37:44,094 --> 01:37:45,630
  7376. Tom Waits...
  7377.  
  7378. 1626
  7379. 01:37:47,197 --> 01:37:50,064
  7380. wanted to do an interview
  7381.  
  7382. 1627
  7383. 01:37:50,066 --> 01:37:52,470
  7384. with JT LeRoy for "Vanity Fair."
  7385.  
  7386. 1628
  7387. 01:37:53,704 --> 01:37:56,006
  7388. JT declined...
  7389.  
  7390. 1629
  7391. 01:37:58,109 --> 01:38:00,978
  7392. because he was notoriously shy.
  7393.  
  7394. 1630
  7395. 01:38:05,750 --> 01:38:09,184
  7396. One of the reasons JT...
  7397.  
  7398. 1631
  7399. 01:38:09,186 --> 01:38:12,120
  7400. was so shy...
  7401.  
  7402. 1632
  7403. 01:38:12,122 --> 01:38:14,958
  7404. is JT didn't have a body.
  7405.  
  7406. 1633
  7407. 01:38:17,127 --> 01:38:19,330
  7408. JT was an avatar.
  7409.  
  7410. 1634
  7411. 01:38:21,299 --> 01:38:24,433
  7412. We are given this persona,
  7413.  
  7414. 1635
  7415. 01:38:24,435 --> 01:38:27,470
  7416. and then we are given this body,
  7417.  
  7418. 1636
  7419. 01:38:27,472 --> 01:38:30,307
  7420. and there's no promise
  7421. from whomever made us...
  7422.  
  7423. 1637
  7424. 01:38:31,508 --> 01:38:33,477
  7425. that the two will be in sync.
  7426.  
  7427. 1638
  7428. 01:38:35,145 --> 01:38:38,982
  7429. A... and hey, I say
  7430. we can be in the misery...
  7431.  
  7432. 1639
  7433. 01:38:40,651 --> 01:38:43,253
  7434. of trying to get them
  7435. to match up...
  7436.  
  7437. 1640
  7438. 01:38:45,322 --> 01:38:47,558
  7439. or we can create our own world.
  7440.  
  7441. 1641
  7442. 01:38:50,495 --> 01:38:53,128
  7443. Let me take you back.
  7444.  
  7445. 1642
  7446. 01:38:53,130 --> 01:38:55,396
  7447. I was in a group home,
  7448.  
  7449. 1643
  7450. 01:38:55,398 --> 01:38:57,499
  7451. I'm in my pain,
  7452.  
  7453. 1644
  7454. 01:38:57,501 --> 01:39:00,168
  7455. and there's pain all around.
  7456.  
  7457. 1645
  7458. 01:39:00,170 --> 01:39:04,341
  7459. And I'm... I'm looking
  7460. for the tools...
  7461.  
  7462. 1646
  7463. 01:39:06,343 --> 01:39:09,745
  7464. for other people
  7465. to feel that pain,
  7466.  
  7467. 1647
  7468. 01:39:09,747 --> 01:39:11,348
  7469. to understand it.
  7470.  
  7471. 1648
  7472. 01:39:12,850 --> 01:39:17,118
  7473. And I can't be in this body,
  7474. you know.
  7475.  
  7476. 1649
  7477. 01:39:17,120 --> 01:39:19,554
  7478. Because my biggest fear is
  7479.  
  7480. 1650
  7481. 01:39:19,556 --> 01:39:22,057
  7482. if I tell you my pain...
  7483.  
  7484. 1651
  7485. 01:39:23,527 --> 01:39:25,827
  7486. you'll say, "You deserved it."
  7487.  
  7488. 1652
  7489. 01:39:25,829 --> 01:39:28,296
  7490. "You're disgusting."
  7491.  
  7492. 1653
  7493. 01:39:28,298 --> 01:39:31,599
  7494. "You're horrible."
  7495.  
  7496. 1654
  7497. 01:39:31,601 --> 01:39:36,504
  7498. And I'm seeing
  7499. these blond blue-eyed boys
  7500.  
  7501. 1655
  7502. 01:39:36,506 --> 01:39:39,242
  7503. on after-school specials,
  7504. and I'm like...
  7505.  
  7506. 1656
  7507. 01:39:41,311 --> 01:39:43,345
  7508. I gotta find another body.
  7509.  
  7510. 1657
  7511. 01:39:46,516 --> 01:39:49,286
  7512. So I start calling
  7513. suicide hotlines...
  7514.  
  7515. 1658
  7516. 01:39:50,887 --> 01:39:52,689
  7517. and I meet JT.
  7518.  
  7519. 1659
  7520. 01:39:54,791 --> 01:39:57,327
  7521. I was as surprised
  7522. as everyone else...
  7523.  
  7524. 1660
  7525. 01:39:59,864 --> 01:40:01,832
  7526. what JT wrote.
  7527.  
  7528. 1661
  7529. 01:40:04,267 --> 01:40:06,201
  7530. Then I was sad...
  7531.  
  7532. 1662
  7533. 01:40:07,871 --> 01:40:11,739
  7534. 'cause I couldn't give JT
  7535.  
  7536. 1663
  7537. 01:40:11,741 --> 01:40:13,810
  7538. the body he wanted...
  7539.  
  7540. 1664
  7541. 01:40:16,913 --> 01:40:19,382
  7542. the body he deserved.
  7543.  
  7544. 1665
  7545. 01:40:23,653 --> 01:40:27,557
  7546. And he found that in Savannah.
  7547.  
  7548. 1666
  7549. 01:40:32,929 --> 01:40:36,363
  7550. - Um, but to be back is...
  7551. - Oh, I know.
  7552.  
  7553. 1667
  7554. 01:40:36,365 --> 01:40:38,398
  7555. - Meta.
  7556. - It's incredible.
  7557.  
  7558. 1668
  7559. 01:40:38,400 --> 01:40:39,767
  7560. - What's your name?
  7561. - Mikayla.
  7562.  
  7563. 1669
  7564. 01:40:39,769 --> 01:40:42,670
  7565. - Mikayla. Pleasure.
  7566. - Thank you.
  7567.  
  7568. 1670
  7569. 01:40:42,672 --> 01:40:45,107
  7570. - Really.
  7571. - Hey.
  7572.  
  7573. 1671
  7574. 01:40:46,643 --> 01:40:48,910
  7575. Babyhead, get in here.
  7576.  
  7577. 1672
  7578. 01:40:48,912 --> 01:40:51,913
  7579. It's been a long time.
  7580.  
  7581. 1673
  7582. 01:40:51,915 --> 01:40:53,648
  7583. I'm... I'm really glad
  7584. that I came.
  7585.  
  7586. 1674
  7587. 01:40:53,650 --> 01:40:55,315
  7588. I'm really glad you did too.
  7589.  
  7590. 1675
  7591. 01:40:55,317 --> 01:40:56,750
  7592. - What's your name?
  7593. - Uh, D.J.
  7594.  
  7595. 1676
  7596. 01:40:56,752 --> 01:40:59,421
  7597. - D.J., thanks for coming.
  7598. - Thank you so much.
  7599.  
  7600. 1677
  7601. 01:41:00,656 --> 01:41:02,690
  7602. - How's Geoff?
  7603. - He's good.
  7604.  
  7605. 1678
  7606. 01:41:02,692 --> 01:41:06,494
  7607. You know, he's being Geoff.
  7608. Making music.
  7609.  
  7610. 1679
  7611. 01:41:06,496 --> 01:41:07,862
  7612. I like what you said
  7613. earlier too.
  7614.  
  7615. 1680
  7616. 01:41:07,864 --> 01:41:10,898
  7617. Thank you for connecting
  7618. to "Sarah" like that.
  7619.  
  7620. 1681
  7621. 01:41:10,900 --> 01:41:12,400
  7622. - It's really beautiful.
  7623. - Oh!
  7624.  
  7625. 1682
  7626. 01:41:12,402 --> 01:41:14,469
  7627. C... can we just
  7628. get a picture of you guys?
  7629.  
  7630. 1683
  7631. 01:41:14,471 --> 01:41:16,873
  7632. - Sure. Um, yeah.
  7633. - Yeah, sure.
  7634.  
  7635. 1684
  7636. 01:41:17,907 --> 01:41:19,640
  7637. Wow.
  7638.  
  7639. 1685
  7640. 01:41:19,642 --> 01:41:21,143
  7641. Here we are.
  7642.  
  7643. 1686
  7644. 01:41:23,646 --> 01:41:26,647
  7645. Well, I also came
  7646. to say goodbye.
  7647.  
  7648. 1687
  7649. 01:41:26,649 --> 01:41:29,984
  7650. Um, I'm gonna move to New York.
  7651. I'm excited.
  7652.  
  7653. 1688
  7654. 01:41:29,986 --> 01:41:33,888
  7655. Wow, I guess.
  7656. That's a big one for you.
  7657.  
  7658. 1689
  7659. 01:41:33,890 --> 01:41:35,859
  7660. - What's your name?
  7661. THOMAS: Uh, Thomas.
  7662.  
  7663. 1690
  7664. 01:41:42,264 --> 01:41:44,965
  7665. Congratulations.
  7666.  
  7667. 1691
  7668. 01:41:44,967 --> 01:41:46,933
  7669. And you know, maybe I'll see you
  7670. out in the world.
  7671.  
  7672. 1692
  7673. 01:41:46,935 --> 01:41:49,569
  7674. We're playin' in the fields
  7675. of the Lord.
  7676.  
  7677. 1693
  7678. 01:41:49,571 --> 01:41:51,373
  7679. - What's your name?
  7680. ALEX: Alex.
  7681.  
  7682. 1694
  7683. 01:41:53,676 --> 01:41:55,277
  7684. [CHUCKLES]
  7685.  
  7686. 1695
  7687. 01:41:56,512 --> 01:41:58,913
  7688. Hey S... Sav.
  7689.  
  7690. 1696
  7691. 01:41:58,915 --> 01:42:02,984
  7692. I heard you were, uh, writing.
  7693.  
  7694. 1697
  7695. 01:42:02,986 --> 01:42:05,520
  7696. Yeah.
  7697.  
  7698. 1698
  7699. 01:42:05,522 --> 01:42:07,454
  7700. Just remember, [BRITISH ACCENT]
  7701. just 'cause you played a writer
  7702.  
  7703. 1699
  7704. 01:42:07,456 --> 01:42:09,458
  7705. doesn't mean you are one.
  7706.  
  7707. 1700
  7708. 01:42:15,864 --> 01:42:17,366
  7709. Good luck.
  7710.  
  7711. 1701
  7712. 01:42:19,635 --> 01:42:21,270
  7713. Thank you.
  7714.  
  7715. 1702
  7716. 01:42:22,638 --> 01:42:24,371
  7717. - What's your name?
  7718. - Eva.
  7719.  
  7720. 1703
  7721. 01:42:24,373 --> 01:42:25,875
  7722. Eva...
  7723.  
  7724. 1704
  7725. 01:42:28,945 --> 01:42:31,880
  7726. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  7727.  
  7728. 1705
  7729. 01:42:36,518 --> 01:42:39,786
  7730. ♪ Oh make me over
  7731.  
  7732. 1706
  7733. 01:42:39,788 --> 01:42:43,557
  7734. ♪ I'm all I wanna be
  7735.  
  7736. 1707
  7737. 01:42:43,559 --> 01:42:47,427
  7738. ♪ A walking study
  7739.  
  7740. 1708
  7741. 01:42:47,429 --> 01:42:48,795
  7742. ♪ In demonology
  7743.  
  7744. 1709
  7745. 01:42:48,797 --> 01:42:52,432
  7746. ♪ Hey so glad
  7747. you could make it ♪
  7748.  
  7749. 1710
  7750. 01:42:52,434 --> 01:42:55,769
  7751. ♪ Yeah now you really made it
  7752.  
  7753. 1711
  7754. 01:42:55,771 --> 01:43:02,711
  7755. ♪ Hey so glad
  7756. you could make it now ♪
  7757.  
  7758. 1712
  7759. 01:43:05,047 --> 01:43:08,515
  7760. ♪ Oh look at my face
  7761.  
  7762. 1713
  7763. 01:43:08,517 --> 01:43:11,985
  7764. ♪ My name is might have been
  7765.  
  7766. 1714
  7767. 01:43:11,987 --> 01:43:15,789
  7768. ♪ My name is never was
  7769.  
  7770. 1715
  7771. 01:43:15,791 --> 01:43:17,457
  7772. ♪ My name's forgotten
  7773.  
  7774. 1716
  7775. 01:43:17,459 --> 01:43:20,994
  7776. ♪ Hey so glad
  7777. you could make it ♪
  7778.  
  7779. 1717
  7780. 01:43:20,996 --> 01:43:24,631
  7781. ♪ Yeah now you really made it
  7782.  
  7783. 1718
  7784. 01:43:24,633 --> 01:43:30,038
  7785. ♪ Hey there's only us left now
  7786.  
  7787. 1719
  7788. 01:43:31,840 --> 01:43:35,509
  7789. ♪ When I wake up in my makeup
  7790.  
  7791. 1720
  7792. 01:43:35,511 --> 01:43:39,045
  7793. ♪ It's too early
  7794. for that dress ♪
  7795.  
  7796. 1721
  7797. 01:43:39,047 --> 01:43:42,815
  7798. ♪ Wilted and faded
  7799. somewhere in Hollywood ♪
  7800.  
  7801. 1722
  7802. 01:43:42,817 --> 01:43:46,485
  7803. ♪ I'm glad I came here
  7804. with your pound of flesh ♪
  7805.  
  7806. 1723
  7807. 01:43:46,487 --> 01:43:49,923
  7808. ♪ No second billing
  7809. 'cause you're a star now ♪
  7810.  
  7811. 1724
  7812. 01:43:49,925 --> 01:43:53,693
  7813. ♪ Oh Cinderella
  7814. they aren't sluts like you ♪
  7815.  
  7816. 1725
  7817. 01:43:53,695 --> 01:43:57,396
  7818. ♪ Beautiful garbage
  7819. beautiful dresses ♪
  7820.  
  7821. 1726
  7822. 01:43:57,398 --> 01:44:02,536
  7823. ♪ Can you stand up
  7824. or will you just fall down? ♪
  7825.  
  7826. 1727
  7827. 01:44:02,538 --> 01:44:05,871
  7828. ♪ You better watch out
  7829.  
  7830. 1728
  7831. 01:44:05,873 --> 01:44:09,542
  7832. ♪ Of what you wish for
  7833.  
  7834. 1729
  7835. 01:44:09,544 --> 01:44:12,878
  7836. ♪ It better be worth it
  7837.  
  7838. 1730
  7839. 01:44:12,880 --> 01:44:14,647
  7840. ♪ So much to die for
  7841.  
  7842. 1731
  7843. 01:44:14,649 --> 01:44:18,118
  7844. ♪ Hey so glad
  7845. you could make it ♪
  7846.  
  7847. 1732
  7848. 01:44:18,120 --> 01:44:21,788
  7849. ♪ Yeah now you really made it
  7850.  
  7851. 1733
  7852. 01:44:21,790 --> 01:44:27,563
  7853. ♪ Hey there's only us left now
  7854.  
  7855. 1734
  7856. 01:44:29,131 --> 01:44:32,798
  7857. ♪ When I wake up in my makeup
  7858.  
  7859. 1735
  7860. 01:44:32,800 --> 01:44:36,435
  7861. ♪ Have you ever felt
  7862. so used up as this? ♪
  7863.  
  7864. 1736
  7865. 01:44:36,437 --> 01:44:38,171
  7866. ♪ It's all so sugarless
  7867.  
  7868. 1737
  7869. 01:44:38,173 --> 01:44:41,507
  7870. ♪ Hooker waitress
  7871. model actress ♪
  7872.  
  7873. 1738
  7874. 01:44:41,509 --> 01:44:43,642
  7875. ♪ Oh just go nameless
  7876.  
  7877. 1739
  7878. 01:44:43,644 --> 01:44:47,047
  7879. ♪ Honeysuckle
  7880. she's full of poison ♪
  7881.  
  7882. 1740
  7883. 01:44:47,049 --> 01:44:50,784
  7884. ♪ She obliterated
  7885. everything she kissed ♪
  7886.  
  7887. 1741
  7888. 01:44:50,786 --> 01:44:54,153
  7889. ♪ Now she's fading
  7890. somewhere in Hollywood ♪
  7891.  
  7892. 1742
  7893. 01:44:54,155 --> 01:44:59,491
  7894. ♪ I'm glad I came here
  7895. with your pound of flesh ♪
  7896.  
  7897. 1743
  7898. 01:44:59,493 --> 01:45:02,795
  7899. ♪ You want a part of me
  7900.  
  7901. 1744
  7902. 01:45:02,797 --> 01:45:06,599
  7903. ♪ Well I'm not selling cheap
  7904.  
  7905. 1745
  7906. 01:45:06,601 --> 01:45:09,037
  7907. ♪ No I'm not selling cheap ♪
  7908.  
  7909. 1746
  7910. 01:45:13,141 --> 01:45:16,078
  7911. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC]
  7912.  
  7913. 1747
  7914. 01:45:41,936 --> 01:45:44,904
  7915. ♪ If I could be
  7916.  
  7917. 1748
  7918. 01:45:44,906 --> 01:45:48,807
  7919. ♪ What you wanted
  7920.  
  7921. 1749
  7922. 01:45:48,809 --> 01:45:54,046
  7923. ♪ Then how can I be honest?
  7924.  
  7925. 1750
  7926. 01:45:54,048 --> 01:45:57,116
  7927. ♪ If I could breathe
  7928.  
  7929. 1751
  7930. 01:45:57,118 --> 01:46:00,953
  7931. ♪ Like you wanted
  7932.  
  7933. 1752
  7934. 01:46:00,955 --> 01:46:07,128
  7935. ♪ I'd be here but in my skin
  7936.  
  7937. 1753
  7938. 01:46:08,728 --> 01:46:12,664
  7939. ♪ An open promise
  7940. that was made ♪
  7941.  
  7942. 1754
  7943. 01:46:12,666 --> 01:46:16,802
  7944. ♪ If life was given to a name
  7945.  
  7946. 1755
  7947. 01:46:16,804 --> 01:46:21,807
  7948. ♪ And your body for this heart
  7949. forever changed ♪
  7950.  
  7951. 1756
  7952. 01:46:21,809 --> 01:46:24,944
  7953. ♪ What's life but a game
  7954.  
  7955. 1757
  7956. 01:46:24,946 --> 01:46:28,981
  7957. ♪ To see for the hearts
  7958. we take ♪
  7959.  
  7960. 1758
  7961. 01:46:28,983 --> 01:46:31,216
  7962. ♪ And make
  7963.  
  7964. 1759
  7965. 01:46:31,218 --> 01:46:34,086
  7966. ♪ If I could be
  7967.  
  7968. 1760
  7969. 01:46:34,088 --> 01:46:38,090
  7970. ♪ What you wanted
  7971.  
  7972. 1761
  7973. 01:46:38,092 --> 01:46:43,528
  7974. ♪ Then how can I be honest?
  7975.  
  7976. 1762
  7977. 01:46:43,530 --> 01:46:46,531
  7978. ♪ If I could breathe
  7979.  
  7980. 1763
  7981. 01:46:46,533 --> 01:46:50,269
  7982. ♪ Like you wanted
  7983.  
  7984. 1764
  7985. 01:46:50,271 --> 01:46:56,643
  7986. ♪ I'll be here but in my skin
  7987.  
  7988. 1765
  7989. 01:47:28,641 --> 01:47:32,643
  7990. ♪ Spoken word
  7991. can break the way ♪
  7992.  
  7993. 1766
  7994. 01:47:32,645 --> 01:47:36,714
  7995. ♪ We hear the words
  7996. fall from a page ♪
  7997.  
  7998. 1767
  7999. 01:47:36,716 --> 01:47:41,886
  8000. ♪ 'Cause there's mysteries
  8001. of fortune and fame ♪
  8002.  
  8003. 1768
  8004. 01:47:41,888 --> 01:47:44,889
  8005. ♪ What's love but a name
  8006.  
  8007. 1769
  8008. 01:47:44,891 --> 01:47:48,793
  8009. ♪ Tainted by the promises
  8010.  
  8011. 1770
  8012. 01:47:48,795 --> 01:47:51,129
  8013. ♪ We break
  8014.  
  8015. 1771
  8016. 01:47:51,131 --> 01:47:54,266
  8017. ♪ If I could be
  8018.  
  8019. 1772
  8020. 01:47:54,268 --> 01:47:58,036
  8021. ♪ What you wanted
  8022.  
  8023. 1773
  8024. 01:47:58,038 --> 01:48:03,375
  8025. ♪ Then how can I be honest?
  8026.  
  8027. 1774
  8028. 01:48:03,377 --> 01:48:06,710
  8029. ♪ If I could breathe
  8030.  
  8031. 1775
  8032. 01:48:06,712 --> 01:48:10,214
  8033. ♪ Like you wanted
  8034.  
  8035. 1776
  8036. 01:48:10,216 --> 01:48:16,256
  8037. ♪ I'll be here but in my skin
  8038.  
  8039. 1777
  8040. 01:48:21,027 --> 01:48:26,733
  8041. ♪ Who could ever take
  8042. this name ♪
  8043.  
  8044. 1778
  8045. 01:48:29,036 --> 01:48:34,174
  8046. ♪ The lies we make ♪
  8047.  
  8048. 1779
  8049. 01:48:34,176 --> 01:48:39,176
  8050. Subtitles by explosiveskull
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