My Life plans and Stream Plans.

My life plans and Stream Plans :

Hey it's been a long time i didn't do one of those so i thought it was time.

I'm really having trouble to know which language i want to stream into.
My english is getting better every day i feel and i'm planning to fully learn english to make as fluent as i can vocally that is.
On the other hand French is still my main language and i kinda feel like i'm way more entertaining with that one.
I think that a 2 language stream is quite a bad idea but that is why i want to make a move on learning english in a way i won't have to try find my words a bit too much as i'm now.

On The other hand i have a viewership that's in both language but i think that my real "french" followers wouldn't mind follow me in english (they actually all did when i made the switch to English).

I never really believed in twitch being a job for me because i'm just having fun with it and that's it ... but to be honest even though i'm getting a lot of "Attention" due to posting my cv on ictjob.be (which is a computer science recruitement website in Belgium), i feel like what doesn't make me get a job into this is because I just lack the ambition. And why you are going to ask ? Because i actually just don't like Programming programs those people will tell me to make (especially how those programs makes people lose their job). I know I know a job is not suppose to be a fun thing BUT my personnality is that i will always do a bad job of things i'm not enjoying but i still enjoy programming because it's something i feel like i'm pretty good at when i enjoy it.

Which brings me to my plans for the future :
- Learning English the best i can
- Learning to program in a way i enjoy (most likely game dev)
- Put more effort into learning new speedgames
- Path Of Exile is probably still be streamed every season but most likely only a full month at best/worse (depends how you see the game i guess ;) )(Could be more i feel like it though)

What learning a better english will do for me ?
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Well because i actually like the language a lot, aaaaaaaaaaaand i feel like i could make a lot more friends and probably be closer to those i'm already friend with. I really feel like i could enjoy those relationship way more just by learning more english.

If i can, help in translating games from english to french because i feel a lot of people are missing on awesome games just because the game is not in french i personnaly think that those people wanting to translate games are probably asking for way too much money a translation is worth (especially indy games).

Once it's done i can finally move on to learn another language (most likely japanese AND THE GUY IN THE BACK WHO SAID DUTCH BECAUSE I'M BELGIAN CAN ... well he might be true but still he can fuck off :D)

Why would i learn something probably harder than actual programing ? (game dev)
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Because i actually have a ton of game design ideas that i kinda want to try out just for fun i guess but if it gets to a point where i really want to create that game for real then that's perfect otherwise that's ok.

Also because it's probably the only thing i didn't try in programing (try doesn't mean i was successful at it)

And because why not :D

Why would i put more effort into learning new speedgames while my current 2 are not done yet ? (aka Shovel Knight and Metroid Fusion)
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Because i just remembered something ; I'M NOT GOOD AT STAYING TO 1 THING ALL THE TIME. Which translates into my speedgames as well.

I think i can get way better times in all my speedgames if actually learn more than 1 so i can finally figure out the best way for me to learn/practice a game.

Because i get bored pretty fast deal with it :D.

Path of exile
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Have nothing to say about it. Just a game i love to play and bitch about.
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All this will probably be A LOT to do but as one of my friend said (Sephty) i might need to force myself into a school like life again without actually going to school. I really think school is not suited for me and self learn is something i'm pretty good at.

I've been slacking for way too long and it's time i move my fat ass and kick the shit out of this world that just don't wanna give me a job XD.

So yeah i'll probably shorten a bit my stream times (which should still fit a  4-6 hours stream which is way more than enough)

Take my afternoons to perfect my english and learn game programing.

And make a move to finally submit something for AGDQ because we need someone to make fucking good BELGIAN Fries there.

I'm someone that loves to play safe... too safe and i think it only made my life worse and worse. So now i'm in "don't give a fuck mode" and we will see where i go. If i end in the street well that's what will happen, if end up with a life i'm happy with then that's perfect. Hopefully you all had the courage to go through all this pastebin :D ^^.