Kyoko Suzuki
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9/18/2010
10:32 AMNaomi:
hehe... I'm glad you finally got a chance to see him, Kyky. :3
……………………………………………………………………10:32 AMKyoko:
i havent seen him yet
hes not answering so.
……………………………………………………………………10:32 AMNaomi:
...really?
He's not answering me on my rl account either.
……………………………………………………………………10:33 AMKyoko:
hai//
……………………………………………………………………10:33 AMNaomi:
I thought it was because he was talking to you. o_o
……………………………………………………………………10:33 AMKyoko:
no
……………………………………………………………………10:33 AMNaomi:
Oh well... heh. It's 2 in the morning there. He's probably just super tired right now. ^^
……………………………………………………………………10:34 AMNaomi:
You know... he could be his IM too.
He was having trouble with it yesterday too.
……………………………………………………………………10:35 AMKyoko:
hai probably
……………………………………………………………………10:35 AMNaomi:
Or he's busy. D:
But... I would think he'd still try to respond.
……………………………………………………………………10:36 AMKyoko:
~sigh~
……………………………………………………………………10:37 AMNaomi:
Don't get too upset. He did it to my yesterday and he actually got upset with me because I upset with him.
……………………………………………………………………10:37 AMKyoko:
why
……………………………………………………………………10:37 AMNaomi:
I... don't want to get into it.
……………………………………………………………………10:38 AMKyoko:
uh....was it about me and him?
……………………………………………………………………10:38 AMNaomi:
No, no...
……………………………………………………………………10:39 AMKyoko:
i dont believe that...
……………………………………………………………………10:39 AMNaomi:
I just... got upset because he didn't say anything to me yesterday and it hurt my feelings. He was hurt by that because he thought that well... I thought he was ignoring me.
……………………………………………………………………10:39 AMKyoko:
oh
……………………………………………………………………10:40 AMNaomi:
My friend told me because she was talking to him and I almost cried. >_< That's why I didn't want to tell you.
It scared me because I didn't know he actually took the brother/sister bond seriously in rl.
……………………………………………………………………10:41 AMKyoko:
he barely knows you irl too
……………………………………………………………………10:41 AMNaomi:
Yeah I know but... he trusts me.
o_o
……………………………………………………………………10:41 AMKyoko:
he trusts me too
did he mention me at allyesterday
……………………………………………………………………10:43 AMNaomi:
Um... he was actually pretty exhausted yesterday. I don't think he was feeling too good after Tora's party. He didn't even ask me about my boyfriend and he usually does. He wasn't really himself.
……………………………………………………………………10:43 AMKyoko:
heprobably is tireed.
……………………………………………………………………10:43 AMNaomi:
Yeah.
I just hope he's okay.
But it's possible he's just not feeling good either.
……………………………………………………………………10:44 AMKyoko:
hes probably just tired.he was out all day and night i think
……………………………………………………………………10:45 AMNaomi:
Wait, you mean because of the party?
……………………………………………………………………10:45 AMKyoko:
yeah
they were out alot
……………………………………………………………………10:46 AMNaomi:
So then, if that's the case... he probably doesn't feel good. D: I mean that's the most tired I've ever seen him. Usually when he's tired, he still tries to maintain his sillyness but yesterday when I talked to him he was like.. almost dead. O.o
……………………………………………………………………10:47 AMKyoko:
yeah so probably tired.
……………………………………………………………………10:47 AMNaomi:
He kept telling me he was really tired. >_<
That's why I told him to go rest for a while but... I'm not sure if he did or not. >_<
……………………………………………………………………10:48 AMKyoko:
i think he did.
im still exhausted from lastnight
……………………………………………………………………10:48 AMNaomi:
Hm... yeah. I think they all did. Even Shou logged off to go rest for a while. SO yesterday was probably an off day so they could get some rest.
……………………………………………………………………10:49 AMKyoko:
yeah today's an off day for me
……………………………………………………………………10:49 AMNaomi:
I just hope he doesn't stay up too late. ;_; He needs his rest just as much as all the others do.
It's possible... that he could have fallen asleep too.
and like... not even have realized it.
……………………………………………………………………10:50 AMKyoko:
yeah probably
……………………………………………………………………10:50 AMNaomi:
lol how cute... hehe.
……………………………………………………………………10:52 AMNaomi:
I don't really want to keep bugging him, especially if he's still not feeling good. x_x
……………………………………………………………………10:53 AMKyoko:
tora said he forgot to sign out.
i think hes sleeping now
……………………………………………………………………10:53 AMNaomi:
Aw.
I thought as much.
……………………………………………………………………10:54 AMKyoko:
yeah. me too
i never got to talk to him yesterday
……………………………………………………………………10:55 AMNaomi:
ask Tora if I can talk to him on my rl account.
……………………………………………………………………10:55 AMKyoko:
im not talking to Tora anymore.
……………………………………………………………………10:55 AMNaomi:
Yeah but... I think he needs to rest right now.
……………………………………………………………………10:56 AMNaomi:
hehe... he's gone now. XD
Tora might have logged him out though.
But like I said, if I see him later and you aren't here, want me to tell him you wanted to talk to him?
……………………………………………………………………11:02 AMNaomi:
oh hey... he spoke.
……………………………………………………………………11:03 AMKyoko:
i know i saw
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9/19/2010
12:06 AMNaomi:
Are you still talking to Saga? and hehe... no worries. I've already spoke to him twice today so... I can wait until tomorrow. I just wanted to know if he was taking a nap or something. He told me was and I wasn't sure if we went through with it or not. >_<
……………………………………………………………………12:07 AMKyoko:
i dont know where he went. somehwere with shou and nao.
im not worrying. i talked to him all day practically
……………………………………………………………………12:07 AMNaomi:
Same.
……………………………………………………………………12:08 AMKyoko:
okay.
……………………………………………………………………12:10 AMNaomi:
Look... I'm really sorry about the whole thing with Saga and Naomi. It's still bothering me and I really don't want us to like... hate each other at all. I know the RP Saga loves you and I love seeing him happy. I just feel like you hate me for what happened still. x_x
……………………………………………………………………12:11 AMKyoko:
im just sick of drama. im sick with worry someones going to take him from me. and it seems like you love him more than a brother from an outsiders perspective. im telling the truth.
so dont be upset. today is not a good for me.
……………………………………………………………………12:11 AMNaomi:
I don't. I can promise you that.
……………………………………………………………………12:12 AMKyoko:
i just want to be happy with NO problems. and yet they keep popping up.
……………………………………………………………………12:12 AMNaomi:
I already have a boyfriend that I love and respect more than anything. I promised I would never leave.
……………………………………………………………………12:12 AMKyoko:
well show him some love then. isnt he feeling left out?
……………………………………………………………………12:12 AMNaomi:
Nope.
I worked it out so that I can talk to both him and Saga at the same time.
Me and Saga usually just talk most of the time anyway now.
Also... I would never go with anyone who is eight years older than me, trust me.
I promise Kyky. I won't take him from you.
I mean, you know... it seems we both have our own reasons for feeling like we are going to lose him too.
In time, when you aren't stressed, I'll tell you why, okay?
……………………………………………………………………12:15 AMKyoko:
i know you wont take him away from me. I wont let anyone take him away from me.
……………………………………………………………………12:16 AMNaomi:
And you wouldn't take him away from me either? I mean, you'll respect that he is an older brother to me? I'm not worried about RP Saga.
rl Saga is like an older brother to me.
……………………………………………………………………12:17 AMKyoko:
Naomi, Im not a bitch like some people probably have told you. I get he is your older brother,I would never take him away from you thats just cruel.
……………………………………………………………………12:17 AMNaomi:
Okay.
That's all I need to know.
Besides, I stopped talking to kipi and Yumi anyway.
……………………………………………………………………12:19 AMKyoko:
did you just talk to them to get him away frm me or what?
because they hate my guts for being with Saga.
……………………………………………………………………12:19 AMNaomi:
Why would you think that?
……………………………………………………………………12:19 AMKyoko:
yet Yumi's with Nao.
……………………………………………………………………12:19 AMNaomi:
I hated Kipi from the start.
……………………………………………………………………12:19 AMKyoko:
I hate her even more for what she did to him
……………………………………………………………………12:19 AMNaomi:
She makes the real Kipi look slutty.
Me too.
But she told me that Nao called her a slut.
And I put my foot down to defend him because I doubt he would have said that.
……………………………………………………………………12:22 AMNaomi:
Kyky, I would never want to see you and Saga break up or anything like that. You make him very happy and that's what matters to me. I like seeing him happy and I wouldn't want to make him sad either. D:
I wouldn't do that to him.
……………………………………………………………………12:22 AMKyoko:
I wont hurt him,I could never do that to him. I try my best to make him happy.
……………………………………………………………………12:23 AMNaomi:
Can we just put this whole thing behind us and start over? D: For Saga's sake?
……………………………………………………………………12:24 AMKyoko:
I dont know if I can after you said I was the reason you wanted to kill yourself that sent me over edge, i lost 2 very great friends to suicide.
But for Saga's sake, I will try.
……………………………………………………………………12:27 AMNaomi:
...I was upset that day. Because I was think of a friend really important to me that hurt me badly. She was like a sister to me and Saga reminds me of her before she betrayed me and everything. She shattered my heart Kyky. It becomes harder and harder for me everyday because I try hard not to think of her... and I do. That's what triggers me to think I'm going to lose him. But I need to face the facts and get over her. It's just hard because she was an important part of my life.
Whatever I said, I promise that I never meant.
But she still haunts me and I try to escape. Yet she keeps coming back to haunt me more.
……………………………………………………………………12:28 AMKyoko:
You neeed to block her out of your mind then. Your making it worse than it needs to be Naomi
……………………………………………………………………12:28 AMNaomi:
I've been trying to as much as I can.
……………………………………………………………………12:29 AMKyoko:
You need to stop asking Shou, Tora and Nao about where is Saga. He will be here on his own time. Doesnt mean he is hurt, hes just busy orasleep
……………………………………………………………………12:30 AMNaomi:
But if I can get Saga to promise that he would never do what she did then I'm sure it would give me a chance to get rid of her. I haven't even been on Naomi anyway. I've been on my real life account.
……………………………………………………………………12:31 AMKyoko:
Saga isnt her Naomi. Saga isnt a girl who betrayed you. he is different
……………………………………………………………………12:31 AMNaomi:
I'm just trying to sort things out right now.
……………………………………………………………………12:31 AMKyoko:
then you do that
……………………………………………………………………12:31 AMNaomi:
Whatever.
……………………………………………………………………12:31 AMKyoko:
are you mad now?
its going to take time to sort things out..
okay im being nice Naomi and then you snap at me?