cat 5

9: note this is a speed translation, this is not done accurately and may have lots of grammar errors, and this was done in a chat.

Me and my cat(My girlfriend)
Day 2(2) - worsening anxiety
「mou,  5 minutes has passed you know?」
With Mina saying that, i Regretfully seperated with her
「ohayo, Mina」
「un, Ohayo」
It's a bit early but, we had already decided to eat breakfast
Whenever we are together is alway a time for happiness.
――ever since she was cat.
however, there is one exception
In school
For some reason ever since i have been there with Mina, I started feeling hazy
When Mina was still just a cat, its not that school was not fun, but it didn't felt like this
Talking towards my friend in our circle, and  also taking classes together.
but when Mina talks to someone other than me,  at that moment i suddenyly gets shrouded with a hazy feeling.
Even though we return home together,  and even though we had spent more time together compared to other people.
it's as if ――Mina must only be with me only,  as if i am jealous
Even from when she was a cat,  she was only attached to me, and even being revived as a human, that didn't change much
Maybe its because, the 2 of us being together  is a natural thing?
that's why saying to get used to it , its impossible.
i'm sure it will be , even after this, forever.
I couldn't properly imagine her being with me and my 『friends』 or 『family』, having them always beside us.
even though its for us to live together but, we are in something like a  relationship where we  kiss one another(edited)
I, To me i wonder what kind of existence Mina is to me?
No matter which i think of , i can't really think of the answer to the question, i had continuously thought about it.
When i noticed it,  it was already the final homeroom for today.
again, i wasn't able to take anything from lesson.
Even though, Mina didn't show anything like that.
done with the farewll greetings, i thought "Finally we can go back home".
if its our house, then i could be together with Mina.
and starting tomorrow, we will have 2 day offs from school.
on those days, it will just be me and Mina.
「sorry, i was kinda spacing out., so could you show me your notes?」
「moou, its fine, but are you alright??」(edited)
「y-yeah....」
it  seems that i worried her, and i acted as if there is nothing(edited)
I'm a bit relieved but,  more than that i might get down.
(kinda made a mistake)
So it looks like that i'm the only one who is thinking about this.
(crap it was not a mistranslation)
I let out a sigh and once again i made Mina worry.
「moou, are you really alright?」
「I-I'm fine so let's go home?」
our hands naturally held together.
with just being able to feel her warmth, it calmed me down so much that the hazy feeling had cleared up.
"Even though when i was cat before, she would talk about things that had worried her"(edited)
The words that Mina murmuered. had become stucked on my chest(edited)
(crap another mistranslation TT_TT)
so, she properly noticed it.
even though i'm happy, its embarrassing.
Even though i thought that she wouldn't understand it.
I know that Mina will properly listen to me and she is kind.
but still, i can't really say it to her.
I need it to just be Mina and  me, if not i get  so uneasy that i can't help it.
chapter 5 end
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author: you there, please don't say that its too jumbled up.......（´・ω・｀）