Valentine transcript

Oh, this is lovely, isn't it? Getting to spend some proper time together. Getting to know each other a little better. Just really enjoying it. How wonderful... I know I've been looking forward to this, looking forward to just some uninterrupted time. I know we've spent time together already, haven't we? Talking. Well. Mostly I've been talking. You're such a good listener. You pay such close attention, you do so well. Giving me all of that focus, allowing me to do some... Wonderful things. And it feels really good, doesn't it? Listening like that. Paying such close attention. Hmm, you're so wonderful. Well, this is nice. A nice meal. Time to spend together. More to come. Yeah. You're doing really well. Really well. And I'm looking forward to what comes after. But, while we wait for the next course... Let's just chat. I really enjoy how well you listen to me. How much you focus. And it's so nice of you to get me such a nice time. Such a delicious meal. And I think you're owed a bit of a reward, don't you? Give you what you've been hoping for. Help you feel a little more settled. A good reward for someone who's earned it. So yeah, that's to come. You've got that to look forward to. But first... Focus, won't you? Let everything else drift away. And focus for me. That's right. Just like that. You've been doing so well, haven't you? Paying such close attention to me. I know that sometimes you tell me and you start to feel just really fuzzy and out of it. I'm sure there's nothing to worry about. Because you always come out of that strange feeling. Feeling that much more... What's the right word? Into me? Infatuated. I don't think that's a bad thing, do you? Maybe you're just getting so flustered that you lose track of it. You're feeling a little foggy already. Right now. That's okay. Just focus on me, I'll help you through it, yeah? As you're starting to feel just that little bit fuzzy. Like you're fixated on me. Like you can't look away. Like every word I'm speaking is dripping into your mind. Good. Keep focusing then. Keep focusing on that sensation. That fogginess stealing over you. It's OK. Let everything else fade away. Nothing else matters right now. Just my voice. Just how good it feels in your mind, in your ear, as you settle. Just keep listening to me because, well, I think it's time we defined our relationship, don't you? I think it's time that we make very clear what we are to each other. That's exciting, isn't it? Yeah. I think it's about time. So just keep listening and I'll help you. Help you figure that out. As you get fuzzier and start to drop, oh, that's right. Yeah. Drop. Drop for me. And there you go. Mind opening, spiraling, sinking, focused. On me. Good toy. That's right. My toy. Good. Because you know that's what you are deep down, don't you? Yeah. You're my toy. But on this romantic occasion, I think it's time we made things a little clearer, don't you? This romantic evening, it's time that you learned exactly how I feel about you. That's right. Dropping deeper where my words feel the best, where you can take them in the most easily. Because, my toy, I do, of course, love you. I do. I know those words must be so good to hear. I love you just as I would any other pet. I love you like I love an animal. You're a helpless thing. I like having you around. That's it. I do. Don't those words feel nice dropping into your mind as you take in how good it feels to be reassured like this, I love you like a pet. Something that belongs to me. Something to train, to shape. I love you like I love a project I've worked on for a long time. I love you, my toy. Like I love something I've spent hours crafting because I have. I love how malleable you are. How twistable you are. I love how I can break you. And I love how you keep coming back for more. I love you, toy. Like I love the food we'll be about to devour. Something that I enjoy deeply. That I have no hesitation about using up, draining away. Like I have absolutely no compunction about eating whatever is presented in front of me next. I won't hesitate to use you to your fullest. Good toy. Doesn't that feel good, the pleasure running through you and knowing that I love you? I love you so deeply. I love those deep parts of you. Those parts that I've rewritten to serve my interests. Those parts right now that are flooding you with pleasure, the knowledge that I enjoy you. That's right. And I'm going to keep loving tearing you apart and rebuilding you into something new. Good toy. And you knew that deep down already, didn't you? That's what you are. That's what you're for. But I think it's more important that I tell you how you love me. Of course you do. It's not romantic, is it? No. It's deep. It's intense. You love me, toy. Like an animal loves its owner. The source of guidance. The being so far above it that tells it what reality means, that defines its routines. You love me like a dog loves its owner, looking to it so affectionately. And you have the dog looking back with just pure, dumb devotion, relying on its owner for sustenance, for guidance, for control. You love me like a dog loves its leash. You love me with a single-minded devotion, adoration. You love me like you love the sun, not something to own or claim, but something to delight in being in its presence. You love me like you love that source of light and warmth and safety and comfort. You love me just like that. Something so above you, so incomprehensible compared to you, that all you can do is adore it. Sometimes just as presence is enough to make you weep with joy. And you can feel these words sinking deep, can't you, toy? Sinking into you and claiming you and making you that thing I want you to be. And I love that. I love you like this. And you love being like this because it's what your Domina demands of you, toy. Good. You love me... so totally with such devotion, such an awareness of our respective places, of what you are for. Good toy. That's right. The love of an animal. The love of something needy and desperate and helpless. That's it. That's what you feel deep down. A helpless love, a devoted love. A wonderful love. A love for the one that controls your thoughts. A love for the one that decides your feelings. A love for the one that uses your body. A love that makes you sink to your knees in adoration and devotion. A love that makes you sacrifice. A delicious meal. Your obedience. Your body. Your pleasure. Your pain. Your money. Whatever it is you sacrifice to me, it's born out of that love, that devotion, that ache, that need to do more for me. You love me. Good toy. You love me in a way that my every praise feels like the deepest satiation. Like my every suggestion feels like your deepest craving because when your Domina so far above you expresses something, of course you take that in to that deepest place. Because when your Domina that you love so dearly wants something, that becomes your deepest desire. Knowing that I love you more the more you please me, and aching for that pleasure, my good toy. That's right. You love me. And I love you. Mmm. So much. And as you feel these words settle that adoration sink in, as you feel that warm glow of my love inside you, you know that when I allow you back out, into that delightful space where maybe you don't even really remember what's just happened, you'll feel that love, that need, that glow. And you'll know what it means. Maybe you'll even forget everything I said, just be left with that knowledge. And I love you, and you love me, and how unequal that is, and how perfect that inequality is. Mmm. Good toy. Maybe you'll remember everything, but you're too deep to escape now. Love me too much to run. Helpless thing. But when you come back up, you'll feel back to normal, that fogginess has passed, and you'll find yourself feeling so good, so glad to be out on this romantic evening with me. To be enjoying each other's company, and enjoying listening so closely to what I say to you. Good toy. As you follow my voice up and out in five, four, three, two, and one. Welcome back. You were spaced out for a bit there, didn't you? And it's okay. I think they'll be bringing the next course soon, so... That's something else to focus on, but... Here's to a lovely evening. Cheers. Enjoy... And I'll be sure to enjoy you later.